love is hard

Chapter 10.

The airport was full of people, and people who were anxious to go home on the New Year's Eve poured in one after another. As soon as Qiu Ye walked in, he was instantly surrounded, and his vision became confused.

He searched around, waiting for that familiar figure, but the more anxious he became, the more confused he became, and the harder it was to concentrate.

He didn't even know if there was anyone he was looking for in this huge and crowded place.

He shouted in a hoarse voice, and he searched around with burning eyes.

No one answered, and no one showed up.

Qiu Ye approached the ticket office in a trance, and was stopped by a waitress: "Sir, do you want to check the ticket?"

"No," he suddenly seemed to have caught a life-saving straw, and frantically asked the waiter for help, "I don't check the ticket, can you find someone for me? Can you check someone's flight for me? I can't find it He is dead, has he already left? What should I do..." At the end, he couldn't stop sobbing in a low voice.

"Sir, please don't worry," the waitress quickly comforted, "We can't disclose the passenger's flight information casually, but if you are not sure if he is gone or not, we can help you broadcast to find someone."

"Broadcast?" Qiu Ye tried to calm down his panic, "Yes, the broadcast, he can definitely hear it, take me there quickly."

"This way," the waitress held out her hand, "please follow me."

The radio room was full of staff, and the waiter took him to a girl: "Xiao Wu, this gentleman is looking for someone on the radio, please record it."

"Okay," the girl named Xiao Wu gestured and raised her head to ask him, "Your name, and the name of the person you're looking for."

Qiu Ye was silent, the girl looked at him strangely, he hesitated and said, "Can I say it myself?"

"Say it yourself?" The girl turned to look at the waiter with a look of embarrassment on her face, "Can this work?"

"Impossible." The waiter frowned and looked at Qiu Ye, "Sir, we can only broadcast by the announcer."

"He won't listen," Qiu Ye shook his head, pleading, "I won't talk nonsense, I'll just say a few words, just a few words, it won't take you too long."

The girl met the waiter's eyes, and after discussing for a long time, the girl sighed and turned on the microphone: "Passengers, the following is a missing person announcement," she got up and moved away from the microphone, signaling Qiu Ye to sit over.

Qiu Ye glanced at them gratefully, bowed slightly, and sat in front of the microphone.He cleared his throat, suddenly having difficulty

As soon as he opened his mouth, his heart was beating in confusion, anxious, flustered, and more nervous.

He is like a little boy who has prepared for a long time to confess his love to the person he likes tremblingly.

Lovingly, desperately.

Maybe Shi Shu could hear it, maybe he couldn't hear it, but he wanted to tell Shi Shu these words verbatim. He was not prepared, and he rarely said anything sensational to Shi Shu, and he didn't know if these words were sensational. , but he knew that these words were all sincere, without any adulteration, and they were not all for the sake of retaining them, but he simply wanted this person to hear them.

He couldn't help smiling, and suddenly remembered the past, when the school held a sports meeting, Shi Shu was a member of the student union at that time, and when there was a competition among students from our school, he would sit at the platform table and read the manuscript gently and softly.

Shi Shu's voice is nice, and he usually speaks in a soft voice, but he is not at all feminine, with that kind of rigidity and softness, Qiu Ye always feels inexplicably comfortable listening to him.Sometimes when Shi Shu gets annoyed by him, he just curses a few times in a louder voice, like fluffy cotton wool scratching his heart.

That year he risked his life to participate in the long-distance running. He was full of enthusiasm and vowed that if he won the prize basketball, he would give it to Shi Shu.

The 500-meter runway circled a total of ten laps. His stamina was lacking. He usually played basketball well, but he would faint within a few minutes after running.What's more, the sun was so hot that afternoon that people couldn't keep their eyes open. After running three laps slowly, he felt that he was exhausted. Slowly and slowly, he was left behind in a short while.

Shi Shu saw his pitiful appearance on the top, feeling helpless and distressed, so he rushed to read more manuscripts, and he was still talking nonsense freely. Others scolded him for being crazy, but only Qiu Ye understood. People are changing ways to cheer him up, and they are open and aboveboard for everyone to hear.

Shi Shu said solemnly on it: "Those who run last, don't be sad, don't be sad, come on, victory belongs to you, and Master's love also belongs to you..."

"Take out your enthusiasm and arrogance on the basketball court. Just 5000 meters can't kill your arrogance to fight again. Victory is ahead. Even if you twist your foot, you can't hesitate..."

"Sleep on my upper bunk, no, brother who sleeps upstairs, the ranking is not important, master treats you to barbecue..."

"You look ahead, you sprint to face the scorching sun, you look at the scenery on the runway, Master is worried about you..."

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Shi Shu affected the competition, and was finally invited off stage by the student union. Qiu Ye didn't know how he got off the stage at that time. He only remembered that he couldn't stop laughing while running. He suspected that the last bit of strength was caused by Shi Shu. No fun.

He persisted like that with a smirk, and when he passed the finish line, he realized that he had unknowingly passed several people. In the end, the basketball was not awarded, but he had a barbecue...

Shi Shu stared at the flight information on the big screen in front of him without moving. In a few minutes, he was going to board the plane. He didn't know where he was going, and the ticket was just a random city. wanted to leave.

He looked around, he didn't know what he was thinking, there was only confusion in his heart.

People come and go, crowds of people, everyone has different expressions on their faces.

He tried his best to shield everything around him. He was afraid that any slight sound from the city would make all his defenses collapse. He could only force himself to hold his breath and stare at the time on the display screen, letting it be moment by moment reduce.

After watching this for an indeterminate amount of time, he finally straightened up, holding the crumpled ticket tightly in his hand, dragging the suitcase, and walked towards the ticket gate step by step.

"Passengers, here is a missing person broadcast..."

Shi Shu walked to the ticket gate and handed over the ID card for the ticket.

"Shishu, are you there?"

Shi Shu froze in place.

The surrounding noises gradually disappeared, and Shi Shu felt as if he had fallen into a deep sea, sinking slowly, with the sound of water gurgling in his ears, and his vision became more and more blurred, as if he was about to drown.

"Sir, sir," he heard someone calling him, he slowly opened his eyes, and the waiter was shaking his ID card in front of his eyes, "Are you all right? Boarding is about to take place, please hurry up, there are still people behind Waiting for the check-in."

"Sorry," Shi Shu's voice trembled, he took the ID card and turned around and walked back.

"Sir, we are about to board the plane, please..."

"I'm not leaving," Shi Shu said in a daze.

Did he hear wrong?

No, he heard right.

"Shi Shu," the radio clearly read his name, and this voice, which he will never forget in his life, is firmly rooted in his heart, pulling his whole body, and his whole heart is trembling. "I don't know if you are still here. If you leave, it's God punishing me. If you don't leave, I hope you can give me a chance to say a few words to you. These words, If you can't hear it, I want to say it, I'm afraid I won't have another chance..."

Shi Shu held on to the suitcase tightly, as if he had put all his strength on the suitcase. He no longer had the strength to take another step, and collapsed on the chair beside him.

The voice that made his heart tremble continued on the radio: "I know you feel uncomfortable, and I know you don't need my apology. I don't expect you to forgive me. I just want to tell you that I regret it. I regretted it from the moment I stepped on the train, I regretted it so much, I wished I could fly back to you right away, but I was too fast, I was still a step behind, you know? I have never been so scared for a moment like now However, I am afraid that I will never find you again, I am afraid that you will hide in the crowd and never see me again, Xiao Shu, are you willing to believe me again? I want to say, I love you, this sentence means that I love you I want to face everything with you, face our future, I want to give you a home, I want to never be separated from you in this life, did you hear that?"

I heard it.

I have always been willing to believe in you.