love is hard

Chapter 11.

Shi Shu slowly took out his phone, his tears were already falling uncontrollably, his vision was blurred, the screen was wet with tears, his hands were shaking uncomfortably, and it took him a long time to turn on the phone.

What came into view were hundreds of missed calls and countless text messages.

He opened the text messages and flipped through them one by one.

I saw the text message before he turned off the phone: I got out of the car.

Then there was the one that followed, and when he saw Qiu Ye's text message, he hastily turned off the phone, afraid that Qiu Ye would say something caring, afraid that his heart would soften, and that he would suffer a crushing defeat.

But at this moment, he read the text message that he missed in a panic.

Qiu Ye said: But I miss you, I bought a return ticket.

At this moment, his heart was so sore that he couldn't bear it. Just a few short words seemed to be worth a thousand words.

He looked at the hundreds of missed calls and clicked to dial.

When the phone was connected, everything around him became active again, and the voice in his ears was so far away and yet so close: "Xiaoshu, turn your head."

Shi Shu didn't turn his head, but asked him self-consciously, his voice was so trembling that he could hardly speak: "What you... just said...is it true?"

"It's true," Qiu Ye's voice approached slowly, "Are you still willing to believe me?"

Shi Shu held his cell phone firmly, nodding his head incessantly: "I believe it."

Qiu Ye took down the phone, approached slowly, bent over and hugged him tightly into his arms. The thin shoulders filled his whole heart long ago, and made him no longer afraid, no longer No more panic.

They hugged each other tightly in the crowd, amidst countless gazes, choking uncontrollably.

Maybe no one will understand, but it doesn't have to be understood by everyone.

God's favor can only be lost and recovered, and only cherishing can last forever.

"Let's go home," Qiu Ye gently wiped away the tears on his face, and took his hand with a smile.

"it is good."

Shi Shu didn't close his eyes all night last night. In just two days, his emotions went up and down again. Now leaning on Qiu Ye's shoulder, he seemed to be slowly recovering from the unbelievable. Only his heart was at ease. He held Qiu Ye's hand tightly and passed out.

Qiu Ye looked at his pale face that couldn't hide his fatigue, and felt even more distressed.

When getting off the car, Qiu Ye couldn't bear to wake him up, Shi Shu slowly opened his eyes, and asked in a daze, "Are you there yet?"

"It's here." Qiu Ye touched his face and said distressedly, "Go home and sleep."

Shi Shu felt that all this was like a dream, he didn't expect that he would return to this room so soon, this room he thought he would never come back to again.

On second thought, maybe he never thought of really leaving here.

Opening the door, the two of them went in one after the other. Before Shi Shu could stand still, Qiu Ye leaned against him against the wall and gently held his face, as if holding a priceless and fragile treasure, piously. He kissed it tenderly.

They spend time together again in this world where countless memories and warmth have been accumulated, and they have completely opened their hearts. They are even more crazy, wishing to get drunk and die.

"Do you know how scared I am?" Shi Shu gasped in his ear and whispered, "If I had gone in a moment earlier, I would never have heard your voice again. I'm so scared. I'll never see you again, I'm scared to death just thinking about it."

"No," Qiu Ye sniffed the corner of his mouth lightly, and said seriously, "I won't miss you. If you really leave, I will find you all over the world, so that you will never be able to leave for the rest of your life." open me."

In fact, I can't leave you long ago.

Whether it is God's favor or fate, maybe some people are like this. From the moment they meet, they are destined to be bound by each other and entangled for a lifetime.Even if they were torturing each other and wearing away their love, they only found out in the end that they had long been firmly bound by the inexhaustible love and could not break free.

If that person is you, I would like to never recover.

On the night of New Year's Eve, the lights of thousands of families outside the window lit up the whole night. The two of them worked together, cleaning the house, making dumplings, and preparing a table of New Year's Eve dinner. During the Spring Festival Gala, the bursts of laughter and singing from the TV filled every corner of the room.

This is the first Spring Festival they have spent together. After experiencing fear and anxiety and regaining it, they exchanged each other's reluctance and love for the Spring Festival.

They cherish and care more than anyone else.

When the New Year's Eve bell rang, the fireworks in the center of the square outside exploded into brilliant and dazzling halos in the air, saying goodbye to the old and welcoming the new, and it started again and again.

"Happy New Year," Qiu Ye smiled and hugged him, leaving a tender kiss on the corner of his mouth.

"Happy New Year," Shi Shu responded with a smile.

This time, I finally said this blessing face to face.

Happy New Year, I am very happy to have you.

You shine brighter than all the lights in the world

but it made me panic

And give me the dark night

And I finally waited

This time it's you who gave me my shoulder

then all the tiredness and disappointment

I forgot to measure

☆, special episode.

After the Mid-Autumn Festival, the weather gradually turns cooler, the roads are covered with fallen leaves, and the whole city reveals a kind of romance under the depression.

When Qiu Ye came home from get off work, he passed the locust tree at the entrance of the community. An autumn leaf was blown by the wind for a long time, and finally landed on his shoulder.

He tilted his head to look, and gently took it into his hand to ponder for a while. The fallen leaves were golden, as if they were shining. He lowered his head and smiled as if thinking of something, and put the fallen leaves in his chest pocket.

When he returned home wrapped in the refreshing autumn wind, Shi Shu was bending over the balcony with a kettle to water a row of flowers and plants.

Shi Shu went to work in the previous company again, and the boss valued him very much, and didn't say anything about his sudden resignation. Shi Shu only said that he was not feeling well, so Qiu Ye simply let him take a vacation and raise him at home.

He was really much thinner than before, and Qiu Ye was very distressed from the bottom of his heart.

Qiu Ye changed his shoes and walked over with a smile, Shi Shu looked up at him: "Why did you get off work early today?"

"There's nothing to do," Qiu Ye pinched his face, "It's better to come back earlier, I just miss you in the office."

Shi Shu shook his head and clicked his tongue for a long time, but a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth unconsciously: "A man who is almost thirty is still disgusting every day?"

"Why are you like this?" Qiu Ye smiled and pinched his belly, "I'm only 27 after this year, so I'm almost thirty."

"Okay, okay," Shi Shu giggled and avoided him, and said helplessly, "You are the youngest, and you still stuff a fallen leaf in your pocket. Elementary school students are not as boring as you."

"I thought you didn't see it," Qiu Ye smiled, lowered his head and took out the fallen leaf, and shook it in front of his eyes, "You have been cold for several days and can't go out, the leaves are all fallen outside, autumn is strong, It's a pity if you don't take a look, I'll give you Qiujing as a present."

"I can see it from the window," Shi Shu sighed, "What literature and art are you talking about? It's still full of autumn. It makes me seem crippled."

"Why are you so confused?" Qiu Ye glared at him, shaking the leaves, "Do you want some autumn leaves for you?"

"Akiba sent me?" Shi Shu narrowed his eyes to tease him, "Mine?"

"Well," Qiu Ye raised an eyebrow, "Qiu Ye gave you off, and Qiu Ye is yours too."

"I accept it," Shi Shu took the leaves, "this autumn is also mine, there are autumn leaves everywhere, I have to appreciate it slowly."

"It's enough for you to appreciate my Qiu Ye," Qiu Ye leaned over to kiss him.

After watering the flowers together, the two of them moved a few pots of plants that were prone to cold into the flower stand in the house.Shi Shu rested at home during this time, tidying up the house, the flowers and plants are much more lush than before, Qiu Ye opened the door every day, seeing Shi Shu waiting for him to come back, he felt warm in his heart.

Just as he was finishing packing and planning to make dinner, Qiu Ye's phone rang.

"...My mother," Qiu Ye took a look at the phone, and was stunned, "Is there nothing wrong with the family?"

"Don't think about it," Shi Shu comforted him, "answer the phone first."

After the three years of the two last year, Qiu Ye took Shi Shu back home, and his mother waited for a long time to see the person he mentioned on the phone to bring home, and prepared for a long time, only to see Shi Shu behind him. , I can't help being a little disappointed, I thought I was bringing a girlfriend, but it turned out that a good friend came over as a guest.

In the end, the good son who made the old couple worry about it directly gave them a blow. He didn't want to go on a blind date. He even said he didn't want to get married. In the end, he said that he wanted to live with the man next to him for the rest of his life.

How could the old couple withstand such a blow, and they were secretly surprised when they heard other people say that such a thing happened, but if it happened to their own son, they would not be crazy.

In the end, the two of them were kicked out of the house without covering their buttocks. Not only that, Qiu Ye was also severely beaten by his own father. He was fine, but his father was not in good health. He beat himself directly into the hospital.

Qiu Ye was almost scared to death, and wanted to stay and take care of her father, but her mother became angry when she saw them, and finally drove them back.

For more than half a year, they were at a stalemate, no one would bow their heads, and even the occasional contact was completely cut off. He went back to visit secretly, but was scolded back, but he finally felt relieved when he saw that his father was fine.

Now this phone call brought him into the panic that his father was sent to the hospital because of his anger.

He took a deep breath and connected the phone: "...Mom."

"Mom, what's the matter?" the mother said angrily, "I don't have a son like you."

"..." Qiu Ye didn't know how to answer, so she had to change the subject, "Mom, what's wrong with you calling?"

"Let's see if you're dead or not," my mother snorted coldly, "Your father is so angry with you that he doesn't have the heart to eat all day, but you are living a good life."

Qiu Ye's voice was a little deep, like his father, he couldn't help but feel uncomfortable: "I didn't mean to anger you, I really can't help it."

"I'll ask you one last time," my mother said, "whether or not?"

"Mom," Qiu Ye sighed, looked up at Shi Shu, and said seriously, "I'm sorry, I won't break up with him."

Mom sighed lowly over there, and didn't speak for a long time.

"Then let me ask you," my mother said after a moment of silence, "Did you buy that house yourself?"

"No," Qiu Ye replied, "We each paid half."

"I said, where did you get so much money?" Mom said, "You didn't ask for our money. You are afraid that you will feel even worse if you ask for our money."

Qiu Ye didn't speak, Shi Shu looked at him worriedly, he smiled helplessly, indicating that Shi Shu was fine.

"Where is the real estate certificate?" Mom asked again, "Whose is it?"

"It belongs to us," Qiu Ye said, "this house is our joint property."

My mother was silent again, and it took a long time before she sighed and said softly: "Bring him back this year for Chinese New Year, I didn't have time to look carefully last year."

"...Ah?" Qiu Ye raised his voice in vain, startled Shi Shu, he was so excited that he couldn't speak clearly, "Mom, Mom? Is what you said true? You... agreed? "

"Look at how promising you are," said the old mother who wished to fly over and slap the damn son a few times, "who told me and your father to give birth to a son like you, if I knew about your virtue, I have to give birth to a few more, do you still plan to never go home for the rest of your life?"

"No," Qiu Ye stammered before recovering from the sudden surprise, "No, didn't I still... sneak a look at you?"

"Forget it," my mother kept sighing, "Each has his own destiny, and your father and I have also taken it apart, so that's it, let's not talk, I will cook for your father."

"Mom," Qiu Ye hastily confirmed again, "Is what you said true? You really agreed?"

"What else can I do if I don't agree?" My mother's tone suddenly became a little low. "You have been indecisive since you were a child, and you have no idea when doing things. You are always worried about this and that. Irrelevant people can influence you casually. Go to high school for a while Want to read the text for a while, want to read the reason, toss me and your dad to change shifts for you. At that time, I was thinking about what to do in the future with your temper. I think you are serious, and you have been stuck with us for such a long time, and my mother was young and loved, I know what it feels like, I am just afraid, afraid that you will not live well..."

"Mom," Qiu Ye felt more and more uncomfortable as he listened, his nose was sore and astringent, "Thank you, I will live well, and I won't let you worry."

"I'm done," my mother finally had a smile in her tone, "I'm off to cook."

Qiu Ye hung up the phone, wiped her face, and hugged Shi Shu: "My mother said we don't care about the two of us."

Shi Shu patted him on the back lightly, feeling sore in his heart.At first we said to face it together, but Shi Shu knew that Qiu Ye had to endure more than he did. He confessed to his parents early in the morning. Although his parents did not support him, he didn't say anything hurtful, except for He was a little cold, but only because he couldn't accept it.

Maybe they just spent this life like this, without the understanding of their family members, let alone blessings, but when they really waited for this moment, they still wept with joy. After all, it was the voice they were most looking forward to besides love.

"Your phone is ringing," Qiu Ye sniffed and rubbed against his neck.

"Let me see," Shi Shu struggled to get out the phone and held it in front of his eyes, then froze on the spot and made no sound.

"What's wrong?" Qiu Ye noticed his movement, let go of him and asked worriedly.

"My mother," Shi Shu looked at him in a daze, "here's a text message."

"What did you say?" Qiu Ye felt that this was more nervous than receiving a call from his mother, and asked in a trembling voice.

The two big men were so scared by a phone call and a text message, and they were the only ones left.

Shi Shu slowly raised the phone to his eyes, and saw the text message: "Bring that autumn leaf you mentioned or something home during the Chinese New Year, let's have a meal together."

The two of them stared at each other for a while, and Qiu Ye asked as if talking to himself, "What day is it today..."

Shi Shu turned his head to look at the calendar, and replied blankly: "It seems to be... the Double Ninth Festival?"

Qiu Ye frowned at him, and murmured, "This is forcing us to celebrate the Double Ninth Festival in the future."

Their eyes met, and after a while, the two laughed together.

It really echoes the old saying that we miss our loved ones every festive season.

The author has something to say: Well, it will be updated once.

I don't know what to say, so I wish you all a happy day

Goodbye by fate... hee hee hee