light lemongrass

Chapter 119 etc.

This night, it rained for a long time, long and deep. Yunxi sat on the sofa, hugged her aching leg, fell asleep and woke up again, woke up and went back to sleep... I don't know how long it took, but it rained again How much rain, looked up at the clock on the wall - 03:30.According to the legend, when the Yin Qi is the heaviest.The room was so quiet that there was only the sound of the clock hand swinging, the tick-tock shaking Yun Xi's heart.This night, he waited for him twice, and the waiting became a decoration, so he simply sat up and walked out the door with the umbrella.Yun Xi thought, maybe in this way, her dangling heart would be a little more at ease.Rain always makes things a little bit thicker.

The rain was denser than imagined, and it crackled on the car window, blooming crystal lotus blossoms.The red light was beating vaguely at the crossroads, Ziyang was sitting in the car thinking, resting his cheek on one hand, lost in thought...

"Stay and sleep."

"..." Silently, Ziyang sat on the sofa by the window and listened to the pattering rain behind him.

Not reconciled, say it again,

"Ziyang, it's so late, there is another bed here, let's sleep here." Chu Mu sat on the bed opposite Ziyang and stared at the silent person in front of him.Ziyang's silence, he knew from before, but this time, Chu Mu didn't dare to guess what he was thinking at the moment, it was still out of reach for him.

"Ziyang..."

"What time is it?" The indifferent language floated in the air and shattered on the transparent glass.Chu Mu was stunned for a moment, and answered him,

"Two forty."

"..." There was another slight pause. Even Ziyang felt as if he had been deprived of his language function tonight, so he pursed his lips, "I'll just sit down and leave."

sit for a while?is it for a while?What a crowning wording, Chu Mu couldn't help laughing at himself in his heart, is this the long-awaited answer?After being silent and silent, Ziyang finally answered him. He said that he sat down for a while and gave him a little time, so he should happily clap his hands and say hello.Oh, how humble it is.I thought of that boy, with a thin appearance, exquisite facial features and a cold face that blended perfectly, feminine and masculine, strong and fragile, like a fairy.

"Is it because of him? So you want to go back?"

I said it, and after I said it, it was too late to regret. There was only a long emptiness waiting for the next answer. Whether I wanted it or was sad, everything was unknown.

In the room, the two of them sat quietly together, and the dim streetlight shot through the glass window into the gap between the shoulders and projected onto the floor, forming a slender light path.The faint light, the slender road, the subtle distance between the two... One person breaks the silence first, and the other person hears the broken sound at the moment the silence is broken,

"No."

"why?"

"No reason." Ziyang didn't want to continue this question anymore, got up and straightened the wrinkled clothes on his body, "I'm leaving, you can rest."

Without holding back, Chu Mu just nodded obediently this time, "En, good."

Looking at the back of Ziyang about to go away, Chu Mu thought, should he run up to hold him for the last time to hold him back, crying like a woman and not letting him go, but he said he didn't want him to leave, Will Ziyang stay?He no longer dared to gamble anymore. If he told him what he wanted at this moment, would he be completely rejected or...Chu Mu didn't do anything, just watched Ziyang's back disappear the moment the door was closed, then Calm, so sad.The corner of his mouth twitched, revealing a smile as light as a hibiscus,

"Sure enough, it's a lie."

It only took twenty minutes from the hotel where Chu Mu lived to the apartment. Ziyang looked at the time displayed on the phone, it was four o'clock.I have been wandering on the street for more than an hour without knowing it.Passing by the apartment a few times, without stopping, but consciously slowing down, looking up, the light has not been turned off, whether it was not turned off, or forgot to turn it off, Ziyang guessed every possibility and stepped on the gas pedal again.

This is the fourth time I have been to the apartment.It's strange, no matter how I detour, I will come back here unconsciously. Is it because of the ghosts and gods that others said?Sighing, he didn't know why he didn't dare to go in even though the apartment was right in front of him.When did I become so entangled and worried.Thinking about it, I can't find any reason to worry. Is it because of Chu Mu's words?Or... Looking for some high-sounding excuses for my guilty conscience?Ziyang's thoughts were heavy.He felt that the rain was also very heavy, so he almost pierced the roof of the car and pressed it against him.The speed of the car was not fast, and he didn't know that he was in a car accident until he came out of the hospital.I also lost my memory because of the car accident, and I lost some things that should be very important, as important as breathing.

There was no time to think, no time to think, no time to stand still, the rain was falling unscrupulously, and Ziyang suddenly couldn't move his eyes anymore, locked tightly on a small figure not far away.White clothes, white neck, and white skin, he seems to be an elf lost in the rain, sitting alone on the stairs outside the building... His heart tightened, and suddenly a similar picture appeared in his mind, so blurred that he couldn't see clearly, a similar picture Sitting curled up in the same position, so similar, who is he?Who is he?Could it be him? ...Ziyang stepped on the brake with a hard foot.The ear-piercing sound cut through the silent street until it reached the man's ears.The frantic beating heartbeat made Ziyang extremely impetuous, and the fragments in his mind were still flickering, but the figure was looming, and the figure not far away was also looking here following the sound.

Yun Xi knew Ziyang's car, and he recognized that piercing voice was coming from Ziyang's car. He raised his head and looked, the tight lip line at the corner of his mouth slightly fluctuated, got up, desperate, or forgot everything and left As soon as he walked into the rain, the cold rain quickly poured into his wide sleeves and collar, irritating his skin, but there was a clear smile on his fair face.

Ziyang could see clearly that the clear smile on the cheeks of the boy walking towards him was shockingly beautiful on the cheeks full of water.So dark, so cloudy, but he could see so clearly.Seeing him walking towards him, the pain in his heart became more intense, as if he was being torn apart, and bright red blood flowed out. Ziyang was powerless to resist this pain, and the only thing he could think of was to run away.Run away.Stepping on the accelerator and deciding to leave without waiting for him to approach, Ziyang acted like a criminal in spite of everything.

Then, from the rearview mirror, he saw that the figure facing him stopped. He was so fragile in the rain that he seemed to be shattered at any moment. The wind and rain poured into his clothes, and his soft brown hair was messed Scattered beside his face, embarrassed and embarrassed, the smile at the corner of his mouth has disappeared in the final gaze... It didn't take as long as he expected, he turned around quickly, and then squatted down...呵~~~~~~~~!The screech of brakes sounded again.

Yun Xi shrank himself very small, he didn't dare to look back at the empty road, his world was upside down, blurred, he couldn't see anything, he couldn't hear anything, he didn't want to see, he didn't want to hear, his god Gradually drifting away from him, avoiding himself like the plague.Yun Xi hugged his shoulders tightly with both hands, he knew very well that they were trembling, they were trembling due to the cold, he knew very well.The rain washed against his back, and the coldness penetrated his thin body, and the water droplets dripped down his hair, Yun Xi knew how embarrassed he was at the moment.Anyway, he used to do some embarrassing things in front of Ziyang, and he still does it now.He always has been.

Being cold and still numb, she suddenly felt her body being pulled up and dragged, and the similar pain immediately spread to her brain, Yun Xi didn't have time to react, her body lost her center of gravity the moment she got up and fell into a firm embrace.Sticking to the wet clothes, I could hear the beating rhythm inside it.Strong and powerful, the rhythm of life fascinated Yunxi, she didn't want to leave, but was pulled by her life, the slightly angry reprimand resounded in her ears,

"Are you crazy?!"

Crazy?It would be nice to be crazy, if you are crazy, you will not face such a cruel reality, you will not see Ziyang's cold eyes, if you are crazy, you will not be so painful...

"Do you know what you are doing?!" His reprimand still echoed in the rain, Yun Xi felt as if the man who was furious at this moment was the Zi Yang he knew, and his Zi Yang seemed to have returned.It hurts to be pulled by him, but she is extremely happy.She looked at him decisively, with a faint smile on the corner of her mouth.

"Ziyang." You care about me, right? Even if you lose your memory, you still care about me... Otherwise, why do you want to come back, why do you want to go to yourself, Yun Xi asked countless times in her heart to confirm, yes, his In the end, Ziyang still couldn't completely forget him.

If it was said that Yun Xi's foolish daze in the rain just now made him angry, then the hibiscus-like smile on Yun Xi's rain-washed cheeks now made him speechless. It hurts to pull the flesh and blood apart.

Not knowing what to say, and having nothing to say, Ziyang felt that his body was stiff but his palms were hot, and the pain in his heart became more and more intense with the tearing pain. He loosened his hand and swiped down until he held the cold hand. , fingers interlocked, and strode towards a warm place.Why he was excited, why he couldn't say anything, why it hurt so much, why he had to see Han Yunxi who smiled uglier than crying... Ziyang's doubts fermented in the rain and turned into wet palms.Being led by him and irresistibly following behind Ziyang, Yun Xi looked at Ziyang's side face, those were his familiar eyes, familiar trembling, familiar temperature, icy cold and extremely gentle.Memories rolled, Ziyang once held his hand in the same way to bring himself out of the cold, into a warm place with sunshine... Vision is blurred, it is not clear whether it is rain or tears...