light lemongrass

Chapter 118

【The sofa you sat on trapped the shadow of your love

I was waiting for you that day, waiting became a decoration

My, your, his, good, bad, difficult

Gray, blue, yellow, sour, sweet, bitter

I still remember.

But you forgot]

The rain outside the window clattered and left a series of concertos on the glass, the wind seemed to find a breakthrough to vent and poured violently into the tiny gaps, so it took it for granted to blow the blue curtains and dance in the air, tonight, it seems It's winter again.

Mu Ziyang was lying on the spacious KINGSIZE bed, habitually sleeping on the right side, but when he put his hands flat, he felt that the space around him was so empty that he was a little caught off guard.He turned over and looked at the window that was faintly shining with light. The sound of rain knocked on the glass rhythmically, blurring his vision.Sit up, go to the window and open the curtains to look at the thin rain line outside, the eyes that are already filled with fog are raining, I don't know where to look, and who is the figure that can't be taken away?

Sitting on the back of the cool seat, Mu Ziyang subconsciously shrunk his clothes on his chest, and his eyes fell on the transparent glass bottle on the table. He never forgot that the thousand paper cranes were a gift from Yaqi .One per day, a total of 730. The two years of Yaqi's illness were also the last time between them.Take out a Thousand Paper Crane from inside, put it in the palm of your hand, trying to recall those sour and sweet past, just for a moment, the eyes can no longer move away, Yin Hong's blood is stained on one side of the Thousand Paper Crane, and the heart closes , gasped.This... Whose blood is it, and why is it on Yaqi's thousand paper cranes.Why, I feel an indescribable heartache lurking...

Ziyang fell into a thick haze for a while and couldn't extricate himself from it. Those things that seemed to be missed were hitting his brain violently, making him restless.

"Damn it!" The more I thought about it, the more I got a headache, and the more I thought about it, the tighter the pain in my heart, I threw the origami crane into the glass bottle carelessly, turned and walked out the door.Ziyang wants to get a beer. At this moment, he thinks that maybe alcohol can calm him down a bit.

As soon as he stepped out of the door, he felt a gust of cool wind sweeping across his body. Thinking about it, there would be such cold nights in this season.So he quickened his pace.He has walked the way to the living room for so many years, and he can quickly walk to the kitchen within a few meters.Normally, Ziyang can walk to the kitchen in less than a minute, get a beer in a very short time, and then return to the room.But on this rainy night today, the more he tried to go faster on this road, the slower his pace became, so slow that he was astonished.There was no sound under his feet, and he felt as weird as a ghost at the moment.It's just that ghosts don't drink beer.

I don't know how long it took to reach the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, and several rows of beer full of it came into view, so that Ziyang was stunned for a moment. ...Is that the guy who replaced milk and coke with beer?When did he buy so much beer?While waiting for him to come back?In Ziyang's mind, Yunxi walked through the street with so many beers alone, shuttled through the crowd, and was watched strangely by the people around him... Alone, he changed all the favorite milk, coke, etc., Like throwing a baby... His fingers trembled, and he searched on both sides of the refrigerator, but he didn't see any trace of the milk and cola.Could it be that they were really thrown away by him?all of them?

After closing the refrigerator door, Ziyang suddenly lost the urge to drink beer, and his mood was inexplicably deep. He walked back to the living room, but could no longer move forward.The small figure on the sofa is looming in the dark, as if it will disappear in the blink of an eye.Ziyang didn't have time to think about the reason for this, his body had already taken actions to get closer to the sofa step by step, and lay down on the sofa like a little him.

He stopped in front of the sofa, stood still, and looked down at the person curled up on the sofa.It was a sleeping position very close to that of a baby, curled up sideways, without a pillow, and only covered with a thin blanket, as if she was still sleeping in her daytime clothes.The hands with the cuffs exposed were slender and skinny, tightly holding the cartoon pajamas as if it was his life-saving straw.So much so that he was so desperate that he would not hesitate to hurt himself.Suddenly, I really wanted to see his appearance, really wanted to see if he was hurt, and really wanted to comfort his sadness, although he knew it was too late...

Ziyang has already turned on the wall lamp.The faint yellow light was projected onto the sofa, and those light and shadows cast deep and shallow shadows on the sleeping face.Sitting down beside him, he looked at the peaceful sleeping face, which was pale as snow and haggard that didn't belong to his age, and the coffee-colored hair covered most of his face.As he stretched out his hand and was about to approach him, Ziyang was surprised by his own movement, his hand stopped in mid-air and finally let it go.Unable to find a reason, he just stared quietly until Ziyang could no longer ignore his slightly distorted eyebrows because of the cold when he fell asleep.She got up and went to the bedroom, carrying her favorite velvet quilt and walked out, covering him up, carefully for fear of waking him up so gentle that it seemed that she was no longer herself.He found a soft pillow and placed it under his head carefully, touching the soft and slippery hair between his fingers, Ziyang was reluctant to leave for a moment, and lifted his long bangs along his forehead to reveal his closed eyes , the fine eyelashes trembled evenly with the breathing... Ziyang didn't think it was strange for such a movement, on the contrary, it was natural for the restlessness in his heart to calm down, Ziyang didn't want to explain.Also at this moment, Yun Xi was awakened by the touch. She had been sleeping restlessly, her eyelids moved, she opened her eyes, and blinked at the handsome face in front of her.Surprise, joy, sadness... For a moment too many emotions appeared in these clear black pupils, the lips moved,

"Ziyang?" With an uncertain soft voice.

For Yun Xi's sudden waking up, Zi Yang's panic was self-evident, and his rapid heartbeat made him a little at a loss.Looking at the pair of black eyes in front of him that did not shed tears but were watery like a spring, it seemed that if he went deeper, he would fall into this clear abyss and couldn't extricate himself.Withdrawing his momentary wandering, Ziyang concealed it perfectly, still cold,

"Just woke up, don't sleep here."

Dazed for a moment, Yun Xi woke up completely, no longer in the previous trance, he is now sure that the cold and handsome man in front of him is Zi Yang, he is talking to himself, with the same cold tone, slow, indifferent and gentle .But how is this enough? I pretended not to hear clearly and asked him again,

"What did you say?" Wanting to hear him talk again, Yun Xi just wanted to hear Zi Yang look at her and talk again.Looking up.

"Go back to the bedroom and sleep."

"Bedroom? Isn't Chu Mu sleeping?" Yun Xi looked at Zi Yang suspiciously.But at this time, Ziyang's tone was no longer calm as before, and the slight urgency was particularly vivid in the silent night.

"Stupid, I said it was my place."

Why?Did you hear me wrong?Ye Taijing would still have auditory hallucinations, Ziyang was calling himself a fool, and it had been a long time since he had heard him call him a fool.That familiar name.The suppressed sourness in Yun Xi's heart quickly surged up to her eye sockets, fortunately, the night was very dark and the lights were dim enough, otherwise he would definitely notice the sparkle in the corners of his eyes, so she pursed her lips,

"Then, what about you?" Would you still sleep with yourself as before?

The person in front of him paused, and said, "I sleep on the sofa."

it is as expected.He was just pitying himself, pitying himself, but he still didn't remember it.Swallowing, swallowing the sourness back into the stomach,

"No. You can't sleep on the sofa until you recover."

Zi Yang felt a little distressed by Yun Xi's stubbornness and helplessness.But, looking at this pale and haggard face again, Ziyang made up his mind not to change.

"What about you, are you in good health?"

Zi Yang made Yun Xi stupid by asking him a question, he didn't know how to answer him, in silence he could only listen to Zi Yang poking the wound in his heart that could not heal,

"Isn't it because you are in poor health that you can't drink too much cola? Isn't it because you have a stomach problem that you drink milk? Who is in poor health!"

Yes, who needs to be taken care of, who should be righteous, anyway, Ziyang feels very angry, suddenly very angry.Why does he know that he is not in good health, why does he know that he has a stomach problem, why does he get so angry when he sees him so stubborn? ... There are too many reasons why, Ziyang can't think about it, he just wants to prevent Yunxi from sleeping on the sofa again.

Completely blocked by Ziyang's words, the crystals in the corners of Yunxi's eyes trembled in the faint light,

"Ziyang."

"Go back to bed." The tone of the order did not allow Yun Xi to resist.

"Ziyang, it's okay, just let me sleep. I've slept on the sofa before. It's nothing."

Facing the stubborn and shy Yunxi, Ziyang really lost his patience, the wind swept the living room recklessly, and whenever it blew, he would think of that curled up figure—he simply grabbed his wrist and dragged him out. sofa.Yun Xi was struggling behind her, but the more she struggled, the stronger Zi Yang's energy became, so loud that she could hear the sound of bones rubbing against each other.

"Ziyang..." Pain... in the leg, wrist, and heart.After mustering all her energy, Yunxi didn't know how much strength she had used. When she got too big, she was left with nothing but weakness. It turned out that it was so sad to drag Ziyang out, "Ziyang! I don't care, it really doesn't matter!" ——

"enough!"

A voice was abrupt and high-pitched in the apartment, and then both of them let go.Following the voice, he looked at Chu Mu who was standing at the other end.

"Chu Mu!"

"Chu Mu!?"———

The time room was strangely quiet, only faint breathing and the regular movement of the clock remained.There was a subtle movement in the air, as if whoever moved first would break the silence.I never knew that looking into Chu Mu's eyes under such circumstances would be so timid and flustered.Yun Xi subconsciously took a few steps back and stood at a place not far from and not close to Ion Yang, she could not see Chu Mu nor Zi Yang with her eyes down.

"..." Ziyang seemed to have nothing to say. He thought he could give a lot of reasons to redeem his apology. The strange thing is that he couldn't find any reason. Think about it, whether he can't find it or not. He doesn't want to look for it, what to look for, anyway, he knows whether he is guilty or not.

And in the end, only the parties concerned can break this deadlock. Chu Mu looked at Ziyang,

"Stop arguing, both of you."

The lost tone was aimed at Ziyang, but the anger turned to Yunxi who was on the side. Yunxi was not a fool, he just didn't want to argue and was powerless to quibble, quietly listening to Chu Mu's words, "Ziyang, you sleep on your bed, and he also sleeps on your bed." Go back to his room, I'm going back."

"Go back?" Ziyang raised his voice in surprise, "It's raining outside, how do you go back?"

"It's ok."

"It doesn't matter. It's so late and it's raining so much that you can't call a car..." "Ziyang..." Before Ziyang could finish speaking, Chu Mu stopped him,

"Otherwise, what do you think should we do?" At the same time, Chu Mu glanced at the quiet person beside Ziyang, who was staring blankly with an aggrieved look. "If this continues, none of us will sleep." Yes, he was blaming, Yun Xi could understand.Silence became the only move he could do.Standing not far from Ziyang, he lowered his head and lowered his eyes like a child who made a mistake.Listening to the voices constantly ringing in the ears, they intertwined into a strange chord in the air.

"What should I do? Sleep as usual, you sleep in Yunxi's room, and I sleep on the sofa."

"no!"

"No!" - Another rare unity of opinion, this time between Yun Xi and Chu Mu.Afterwards, the two stared at each other in silence for a second, and then dodged each other to avoid one side, the tacit understanding was unparalleled.

Ziyang was taken aback by these two people who suddenly had a tacit understanding. He was still in a daze before he recovered. Chu Mu had already walked to the entrance and was about to put on his shoes. Looking at it, it looks like a delicate sculpture.

While opening the door, Chu Mu turned to look at the people inside, and said,

"Rather than letting you sleep on the sofa, it's better for me to go."

finished. "Boom"!With a sound, it is isolated from the outside world.There was only dead silence in the room, and the even breathing of the two of them.Yun Xi was silent from the beginning to the end, he realized what should he do, what should he say, what should he do?What else to say?Still, what can I do... Too many thoughts strung together into Yun Xi's head, becoming the only voice.He took a step towards the door, from big strides to trots, stretched out his hand, and was about to touch the door valve...Suddenly, his hand was knocked down by an outstretched hand behind him, with great strength and no tenderness, it hurt him so much The back of his hand was numb.hanging by his side.

"What are you doing!?" Low-pitched anger popped out of that mouth, obviously he was still whispering softly in his ear just now.

"I, I'm going to chase Chu Mu." The timid Yun Xi said timidly, so coy that he didn't even know how pitiful he was at the moment.

"You? Don't fill me in. If it weren't for you..." In the middle of speaking, Ziyang suddenly stopped and couldn't speak the next part. His mind was in a mess. After becoming like this, he sighed, "Forget it. Go to sleep first, I'll go after him."

"..." Yun Xi was speechless, just looked at Ziyang, never looked at him again, put on shoes, opened the door, everything was done so quickly, and the moment the door was closed, Yun Xi remembered what he wanted to say, he wanted to say,

[May I not go, don't leave him...]