i don't miss you very much

Chapter 20 Riding the Wind

Yang Mo looked at him dumbfounded, not knowing what to say.

Xiao Junzheng lowered his head and smiled softly. He pulled Yang Mo away from Madam Gu's hand, pulled Madam Gu, looked at her, and smiled slightly.

Mrs. Gu looked at him and smiled, her complexion suddenly turned pale, she took a step back in horror, shrank her head slightly and took a few steps back.

"Are you afraid?" Xiao Junzheng laughed softly, his voice was as soft as a cloud floating in the air, "What are you afraid of?"

"I'm not afraid!" Madam Gu argued loudly while staring at him, but her body couldn't stop shaking slightly.She didn't know what Xiao Jun was going to say, but she knew she couldn't listen.She tried in vain to stop Xiao Junzheng from continuing: "Stop talking! No matter what you say, I don't want to hear it."

——But how could Xiao Junzheng not say it, he looked at her with a light smile on his face: "I know you like me, I knew it the first time I saw you. I also know why you like me, ridiculous Unfortunately, you don't know."

Mrs. Gu retorted: "Who says I don't know, I know!"

"Then you say, why?"

"I..." Mrs. Gu met Xiao Junzheng's black eyes that seemed to penetrate people's hearts, and she couldn't even make up a lie in the chaos.

Xiao Junzheng smiled lightly: "You don't say it, I say it. You like me because I look the same as your husband when he was young, don't you?"

He looked at Mrs. Gu, whose face was getting paler and paler because of his words, and raised her eyebrows and eyes: "You miss the time when you were young and passionately in love with your husband, but you can't do anything about the feelings that have become numb with time. You can't turn back time, just think about it." Follow the same person in time to find the original feeling. But have you ever thought that even if the person in time is the same, you are different. What used to be, the past is the past, and it will never come back.”

He turned his head to Yang Mo, his calm eyes fell on the expressionless face of Yang Mo, and he continued: "No matter how much people love each other, no matter how beautiful the relationship is, facing the torrent of time, facing the obstacles of time, will eventually be It will fade and disappear. Apart from giving up and leaving, there is no way to keep the beauty. Only what is in the eternal memory is perfect."

His voice became lower and lower, and his head was also lowered. He rubbed his feet against the rough concrete floor on the roof, and continued: "You are only indulging in the same joy as the husband in your memory, but do you have any flowers?" Think about it for a second, why am I like this?"

"Because... half of the blood flowing on my body belongs to your husband." Xiao Junzheng finished speaking with a smile, and looked up at Mrs. Gu.A brilliant light burst out from his eyes, and Mrs. Gu kept backing away in shock.

"You're wrong. I took those materials from you not only to avenge Uncle Yang, but also to avenge your husband."

"Do you understand?" Xiao Jun is smiling, his eyebrows are dancing, as if all the happiness in the world is gathered between his eyebrows and eyes.

He walked towards Yang Mo, kissed his forehead lightly, then hugged him, and jumped down from the fence on the roof.

"No!" Mrs. Gu yelled in horror, the picture of her daughter before her death seemed to overlap with reality in front of her eyes.She looked around blankly, at a loss.Suddenly, her eyes fixed on the man in black who was also shocked by this sudden incident.

If, if he hadn't rescued himself from a mental institution, this would never have happened.

If not for him!

Everything is his fault!

Madam Gu yelled and rushed towards the man in black: "I'm going to kill you!"

"Touch!" There was a gunshot, and the man in black looked at Mrs. Gu who was shot in the forehead, and said coldly, "Crazy!"

Mrs. Gu collapsed on the cold concrete floor, blood flowed from the hole in her forehead. When she was in a trance, she saw her husband walk out of time and look at her with a pair of warm eyes with a smile.

Gu... She smiled and closed her eyes.

The man in black walked to the fence, looked down, immediately changed his face, and fled in a hurry.

Downstairs, Li Xian picked up Xiao Junzheng from the ambulance net, his face froze, but he returned to normal in an instant.He looked at Xiao Junzheng who was obediently lying in his arms, and joked, "You really dare to dance?"

Xiao Jun looked up at him while he was in his arms, and said with a faint smile: "Why not? I know you must be below."

Li Xian also smiled, and told his subordinates: "Half of the people stay below, and half of them follow me."

Holding Xiao Junzheng for a few steps, he looked back at Yang Mo who was standing motionless in the net in surprise, and asked with a slightly raised tone, "Aren't you leaving?"

Yang Mo stood there with a cold face and looked at Li Xian, to be precise, at Xiao Junzheng in Li Xian's arms, without saying a word.

Li Xian looked at his cold face, and didn't want to talk to Yang Mo. He looked down at Xiao Junzheng in his arms, pouted, and asked Xiao Junzheng what he meant.

Xiao Junzheng turned his head away and buried his head in Li Xian's arms, when a sullen figure came: "Li Xian, let's go."

Li Xian glanced at Xiao Junzheng, who was only showing the back of his head, and then at Yang Mo standing alone, walking into the car parked on the side of the road with big strides.

"Go to the hospital." Li Xian ordered, took out the hand holding Xiao Junzheng, looked at the hand that was stained red by Xiao Junzheng's back, and then looked at Xiao Junzheng who was sitting silently, and sighed inaudibly.

Yang Mo stood there expressionless, watching the car carrying Li Xian and Xiao Junzheng get farther and farther away.After an unknown amount of time, a car drove past in a hurry, and a person got off, it was Gong Xuan.

Gong Xuan walked over quickly, took Yang Mo's hand, and asked anxiously, "Are you okay?"

Yang Mo quietly withdrew his hand, looked at the lonely sky in the distance, with a faint smile on his lips.

"Today's weather is very suitable, feel the wind."

Gong Xuan looked over and was silent for a while.I saw Yang Mo standing there alone, staring at the sky quietly.The sun was setting, and the orange light dyed the blue sky.The afterglow of the setting sun lengthened his figure, and the sky was gradually darkening, but he still stood there.

Gong Xuan didn't know how long he stood there before Yang Mo turned his head, his face was silent except for silence.He walked to Gong Xuan's side, and said in an unchanged voice: "Let's go, Second Brother."

The two got into the car, Gong Xuan looked at the remaining red clouds outside the car, and suddenly said: "Summer is coming soon."

"En." Yang Mo pressed his temple wearily, and replied in a low voice.

Summer is coming, the season of the most vigorous life is coming.

Li Xian sent Xiao Junzheng to the hospital. After examination, although the wound on the back was cracked, luckily no internal organs were injured.

"Li Xian." Xiao Jun was lying on the bed, his eyes were tightly closed, his delicate face was full of exhaustion, "He knows."

Li Xian pulled up his quilt a little, covered his body firmly, and comforted him in a low voice: "These things can't be kept secret, it's good for him to know."

"En." Xiao Junzheng replied vaguely, and did not speak again.

After a long time, Li Xian looked at his appearance and guessed that he might have fallen asleep, so he stood up quietly, opened the door carefully, and was about to leave.

Xiao Jun was listening to the footsteps leaving, couldn't help it, and suddenly said: "Li Xian, I think I'm sick."

Li Xian touched the door frame and sighed softly: "You are in the hospital now because you are sick."

Xiao Junzheng smiled wryly: "You know I didn't mean that. Li Xian, I have studied psychology for so many years and read so many books on psychology. No one knows better than myself that something is wrong with my psychology."

"I've been in Qingyang all these years. You just think it's because of Yang Mo in Luocheng. But you don't know. The main reason is because I can't accept the me in Luocheng—the me who disregards life for revenge, the one who is for revenge. I watched one life after another indifferently. My grandmother named me Junzheng, hoping that I would be an upright and kind person all my life. But I failed her expectations, so I could only be a worthless person. A person who is a bad person.

"I'm really scared. If grandma sees me now, will she be disappointed? But I'm even more afraid. If grandma knows that I live with my enemy's family, or even fall in love with my enemy's son, will grandma be angry? Li Xian, I've been really scared all these years.

"I know that there are many good things in life that I should cherish, but I can't help but think of those unhappy things and those depressive memories. I told myself that I can't do this, I can only look forward and think about good things , life will be happy. But, I can't control myself.

"My personality is not good at all. On the surface, I look gentle and gentle, but after getting along with it, you will know that I am not good at heart. It is not surprising that Yang Mo doesn't like me like this, right?"

……

Li Xian stood by the door, listening to his words without interjecting.When Xiao Junzheng finished speaking, he walked up to Xiao Junzheng, touched his slightly cold forehead, lowered his head slightly, his gentle eyes fell on Xiao Junzheng's tightly closed eyes, and smiled slightly: "Junzheng, you just think too much.

"You read a lot of books and think a lot. Compared with these, you have received too little systematic learning about psychology. Even if you studied with Professor Huang before, there was more communication than learning.

"If you believe me, go abroad to study systematic psychology. Forget Los Angeles, stop thinking about it. Believe me, when you come back, you will find that these problems are not problems. You will understand everything. "

"Really?" Xiao Jun opened his eyes and looked at Li Xian in confusion.

Li Xian smiled slightly and nodded firmly: "Really, you believe me."

Xiao Jun was looking at him steadfastly, blinked his eyelashes a few times, and said with determination: "Okay, I'll go!"

The author has something to say: In the past few days, I took advantage of Jinjiang to smoke, and I was lazy in a very unkind way...