i don't miss you very much

Chapter 21 The Finale

When Xiao Junzheng set foot on the land of Los Angeles three years later, he had to say that Li Xian was right.

Things that I hadn't figured out in Qingyang for seven years suddenly became clear in just one year abroad.

Those troubles are common in the world; those sorrows are just human nature.He can't see his own goodness, which is why he has such a pessimistic world view.

In fact, life needs to be positive, isn't it?

He wanted to come back right away, but he hesitated because of Li Xian's words.

Li Xian laughed softly on the phone: "Junzheng, do you want to go back to China just like this?"

Xiao Junzheng was dumbfounded. Eight years ago, he dropped out of Luo University, and since then he has been working as the owner of his bookstore in Qingyang with peace of mind.Nearly established, but achieved nothing.

Can he really go back to Los Angeles like this?Now, can he really face Yang Mo?

He who has been an excellent student since he was a child, and who was the object of admiration until the age of 20, can he really bear the current obscurity and penniless self?

The answer is of course no.

So he stayed in country D and continued to deal with his favorite psychology.Only this time, it's not study, it's research.

Talent is really a wonderful thing. He left three years ago, just as an ordinary or even older international student.And now, standing at the airport in Los Angeles, hidden from the lights of the media, he is a psychological researcher who has achieved international fame within two years.

Declining the media's request for an interview, he got into Li Xian's car that had been parked on the side of the road long ago.

"Why are you here?" Xiao Jun was looking at the rear of the car through the rearview mirror in some surprise.

"Shouldn't you pick up your old friend when he returns to China?" Li Xian raised his eyebrows and smiled, his tone slightly raised, with unconcealable joy.

"I'm not asking you." Xiao Jun is turning his head to the side, looking at the back seat, his brows and eyes slightly raised, gesturing to the smiling Gong Xuan: "I'm asking him?"

Li Xian shrugged and said innocently, "I'm not him, how do I know?"

Xiao Junzheng rolled his eyes at him, and asked patiently: "Are you reconciled?"

"Yes." "No!"

……

Two completely different voices sounded at the same time.

Gong Xuan looked at Li Xian with some helplessness, Li Xian snorted coldly, turned his head, and insisted: "If I say no, then there will be no!"

Xiao Jun was looking at his actions, and couldn't help but find it funny.He shook his head and sighed: "Li Xian, Li Xian, this is the first time I've discovered that you still have the potential to be arrogant."

Hearing this, Li Xian's eyes were fixed on him, and then he seemed to think of something, his brows and eyes were bent, and he looked innocent and harmless.

Xiao Junzheng's back froze, and he forced a smile, where did this sense of intrusion like a frog being stared at by a snake come from.

Li Xian smiled softly, his brows and eyes stretched.This kind of expression that looks particularly comfortable on weekdays, now makes Xiao Junzheng's back.

"Driver," as expected, Li Xian said with a gentle smile, but his words were not gentle at all, "Stop the car and let him go."

Just four words, decided the fate of Xiao Junzheng being driven down.

Xiao Jun was holding a suitcase with luggage, standing on an unfamiliar street, looking around, couldn't help but wry smile.It's just a joke, is it necessary for Li Xian to really abandon himself?

Forget it, Xiao Junzheng shook his head and sighed, it seems that it is better to find a hotel to stay.I have been traveling all day to return home, and I am indeed tired.

He was about to take a taxi when a black car parked beside him quietly.Rolling down the car window, Yang Mo poked his head out.

Xiao Junzheng was slightly stunned, Yang Mo hadn't changed much from three years ago, he pursed his lips, his face was expressionless, and his obsidian-like eyes were calm.

Xiao Junzheng was startled, not knowing how Yang Mo came.Although he knew before returning to China that he would inevitably meet Yang Mo, he was also prepared for how he should behave after meeting Yang Mo.But the premise is that you go back to your country and fix everything up, and then go to see him in a glamorous dress—rather than the current disheveled and tired look.

He smiled awkwardly, and seemed to have forgotten all the rehearsed things, and asked Yang Mo foolishly, "Why are you here?"

Yang Mo didn't answer his question directly, but blinked his eyes a few times, raised his chin slightly, and signaled him to get in the car.

Xiao Jun was looking at his uncertain eyes, and without asking, he put the suitcase into the trunk of the car, and sat in the passenger seat.

Xiao Jun was turning his face to the side, secretly looking at Yang Mo, he was driving seriously, and didn't notice that Xiao Jun was peeking at him.Xiao Jun was resisting the urge to reach out to smooth his brow, and looked out the window.As the scenery on the road became more and more desolate, Xiao Junzheng couldn't help asking: "Where are we going?"

"The cemetery." Yang Mo replied coldly, without looking at Xiao Junzheng.

cemetery?Xiao Junzheng was startled, thinking of what happened before going abroad, he felt a little restless.Yang Mo took him to the cemetery, maybe...he wanted to take revenge in front of his parents?

Suppressing the urge to question, Xiao Junzheng leaned on the seat with his whole body.

His silence made Yang Mo a little puzzled.Yang Mo finally turned his head to face him, and asked suspiciously, "Aren't you going to ask?"

Xiao Jun asked in reverse: "Ask what?"

Yang Mo was silent, and after a long time he murmured to himself: "That's right, you have studied psychology for so many years, how could you not see my thoughts?"

When Xiao Junzheng heard it, he felt that his heart was turbulent.

==Who said that those who study psychology will definitely see other people's minds?

What he studied was psychology, not voyeurism!

All the way in silence, the two still arrived at the destination - the cemetery.

Xiao Jun was staring blankly at the cemetery in front of him, it was very clean, and there was a small bunch of white chrysanthemums that had not withered in front of the tombstone, obviously someone had been there.

He walked to the tombstone, looked at the photo on the tombstone, and knelt down with a "plop".

"...Grandma." Looking at the tombstone of his beloved grandma, Xiao Junzheng couldn't help but shed tears.

Yang Mo stood in the distance, quietly watching Xiao Jun weeping in front of his grandmother's tombstone.

I don't know how long it took, Xiao Jun was standing up, the tears on his face had dried up, his face looked a bit depressed, but his spirit was a bit better.

"How... did you know?" Xiao Junzheng asked with difficulty.He couldn't figure out how Yang Mo would bring him to his grandmother's cemetery.

"It's what the chairman's wife said." Yang Mo didn't hide it either.

"It's her?" Xiao Jun smiled wryly, shaking his head and looking straight at Yang Mo, "What else did she tell you?"

Yang Mo lowered his eyes slightly, and his low voice floated in the air: "I said everything."

"Tell me everything?" Xiao Junzheng smiled sarcastically, his eyes turned cold, "Including the fact that I was abandoned by her since I was born?"

When he said this, his tone was very disdainful, as if it was just something not worth mentioning, but Yang Mo still caught the flash of sadness in the depths of his eyes.Yang Mo felt that his heart began to ache slightly, inexplicably, bluntly.

Yang Mo stepped forward and grabbed his hand, he blinked a few times with downcast eyes, but he didn't struggle.

"In these years, I have worked hard to investigate what happened back then." Yang Mo said in a low but steady voice, holding Xiao Junzheng's hand.

Xiao Jun raised his head and looked directly at him, motioning for him to continue talking.

Yang Mo took a deep breath and let it out slowly, before continuing: "I am very grateful to you for taking care of me these years."

Although his voice was low, everyone could hear the sincerity in his tone.

"Over the years, I went abroad at public expense, and was hired as a CEO when I returned home. My road has been smooth. I always thought it was because I was good enough, but after I got to know it deeply, I realized that it turned out that all of this was because of you. paved the way."

Xiao Jun was staring at Yang Mo's black eyes, there was no affectation there, there was nothing but pure nothing—yes, nothing, deep in his eyes, there was nothing.Xiao Junzheng couldn't see anything.

"I only paved the way for you, but you are the one who really walks." Xiao Junzheng said quietly.

"Even so, you can't deny your help to me." Yang Mo quickly interjected, then paused for a few seconds, and continued, "Is it true that you said you liked my body?"

"What?" Xiao Junzheng was confused by such a divine development.

Yang Mo lowered his head and smiled slightly, took Xiao Junzheng's hand and put it on his left chest, looked down and said, "Whether it's repaying kindness or sex, let's be together."

Xiao Junzheng was stunned for a long time before he realized that he had mixed feelings in his heart.He was happy that Yang Mo was willing to be with him, but he felt bitter about the reason Yang Mo said they were together.If Yang Mo had said this three years ago, he would have been ecstatic.Because love without giving emotion is destined not to be hurt.But at that time, he was cautious and afraid of getting hurt.

However, Yang Mo said this three years later, three years after he had sorted out his heart and knew what he wanted.

Xiao Jun is shaking his head, wanting to refuse, he wants to tell Yang Mo that he loves him, if they are together, it will definitely not be because of sex or kindness, only love.

But Yang Mo took the first step and gently covered his mouth.

Yang Mo's face was very close to him, so close that he felt the illusion that they would kiss together except for Yang Mo's hand covering his mouth.

In fact, Yang Mo did kiss him across the hand.Yang Mo's eyes are sad, flowing with the river of heart that Xiao Junzheng can't figure out.

He covered Xiao Junzheng's mouth, and the breath of speaking hit Xiao Junzheng's face directly.His voice was so soft that people couldn't help but want to hear it: "After you left, I accidentally found that little bear doll.

"It's the one I gave you, which one can be recorded.

"And then... I discovered the secret."

He said, Xiao Junzheng only felt that something wet the shirt on his shoulder.

"I'm sorry." Yang Mo continued, but his voice had already started to choke. "My father hit your grandma and hit and run."

Xiao Junzheng froze all over, but Yang Mo hugged his stiff back, calming his excitement because of Yang Mo's words.

"But……"

Yang Mo's voice also started intermittently.He opened his mouth several times, but said nothing.

Xiao Jun was feeling the convulsion of the young torso holding him, closed his eyes, and hugged him back.

"Stop talking, I understand."

Xiao Jun said this sentence with a sigh.

Yes, he got it.He understood Yang Mo's feelings at this time.

Just like before, I couldn't forgive myself for falling in love with the son who killed my grandmother's enemy, how could Yang Mo fall in love with the murderer who indirectly killed his parents with peace of mind?

The death of their relatives has long drawn a big gap in front of their love.

Even if it happened for a reason.

He put down the hand holding Yang Mo, took a few steps back, looked at Yang Mo, and said earnestly: "Let us be together, for - sex."

The author has something to say: finally finished writing, the first article T^T

Hey, there are various problems in the writing, and I would like to express my gratitude to all readers who have read the full text.

Thank you all, I actually watched it == Can I say that I can't bear to look straight at myself when I look back?

The first article, and I have no writing talent, there are too many problems.

I will probably rewrite this article in the future.Although it is not a cute stalk of hot elements, it is indeed my true love.

I feel that the comments attached to the forum pointed out many of my shortcomings.

Release it to entertain the public, definitely more interesting than my article o(╯□╰)o

The title is scumbag, with a taste of exaggeration, and it is not beautiful at all.

Go to the Danyue list to see what the name of Danmeiwen should be. (Don't look at the yearly list, the quarterly list, there are too many great gods in that stuff, even if you name it a live donkey, someone will read it)

The copy is eighty points, not bad, but it can still be scrutinized.

Wait until the beginning of the third chapter.I just want to say, I'm stunned, author, what happened to you?You take the wrong medicine for a while, and the sense of sight when you take the right medicine for a while. Do you dare not to change your writing so much?

Chapter 1, the beginning, scum!There's an air of a president, the dialogue is boring, and the description of the total cool, handsome, domineering and tyrannical is so blunt.The conversation at the end where I was going to find him gave me goosebumps.

Then, when the protagonist returns to the small town, you feel as if you have taken medicine for an instant. The light literary style and the lack of delay in the plot are simply too rare.

Then the turning point at the end is also just right, and the conflict was just pulled out when the literary style was easy to get tired of.

Chapter 2, the beginning, is not bad.The writing is in place and full of tension.Then you fucking start taking expired medicine!From the beginning of the conversation in the hospital, Qing Wu has no personality at all, while Yang Mo's personality is so flat that his face is covered with blood.Dialogue, drag!Scum!Every now and then a gust of Taiwanese wind comes in.Describe it in your heart, useless!They are all descriptions for slogans, which have already been reflected in those emotional dialogues. You can say it again in words, but the words don’t express any aesthetic feeling.

I won't talk about it chapter by chapter later.In short, the author's scurrying style made me see a mental vaulting monkey.

Pure description can click 32 likes!

The dialogue between the characters, there will be an ancient style for a while, a Taiwanese style for a while, and a Japanese style for a while.I'm very glad that I haven't found your European and American style of translation accent until I saw Chapter 10.

The description in my heart is basically useless, but when I turn to Chapter 10, there is basically no useful sentence!

Conclusion, too much emphasis on feeling, the characters are not fresh in the heart at all.It seems that he wants to rely on jokes to compose the text, but the strength of the jokes is not enough at all, and he is running around in all the books he has read.

Suggestion, when the characters are weak, I have only met one person in my life who can write a good novel by relying on jokes and settings, and that person is Liu Cixin! The author of "The Three-Body Problem", but he is a science fiction writer!What people are selling is their thoughts. They are written at the level of species, and they have been written for tens of thousands of years!

As an ordinary human being who can't break away from the species, please create a character