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Chapter 18 Missed

"I don't like that idiot." The man said.

Qin Anpei frowned, and asked the question again: "Why did you help me?"

"Tsk, I have nothing to do in my spare time, okay?"

The man took a puff of the cigarette, exhaled the smoke ring, and spoke in a neither high nor low voice.

"You..." Qin Anpei paused for half a second, "You are a man, why do you want to protect a strange woman?"

"It's not an obligation for men to protect women, but what I'm doing now is for human beings to help human beings. Is there a problem? If it is a man who is being bullied today, I will still help. Justice does not distinguish gender, it is only for the belief in the heart."

Hearing his answer, Qin Anpei fell silent.

"The existence of women is not weak. They can also protect men, but they are rare. There are wicked people in the world who meddle in other people's business. How can there be male and female? Not all evildoers are male, but female. There are many. Gender itself is not the problem, it is their heart that is the problem."

Qin Anpei stood where he was, without saying a word, and just stood there, falling into a long silence.

The man was not in a hurry, and while smoking a cigarette, he took out a book from the pillow and started reading from the page with the bookmark.

After several pages were turned, Qin Anpei still didn't speak.

The man glanced at her and continued to read.

After hesitating for a long time, Qin Anpei bowed like a man, "Thank you for saving me, and thank you for correcting my misconceptions, thank you!"

"A rough person, how can we talk about correcting him?" the man asked.

"Thank you, sir."

With that said, Qin Anpei picked up the wine and ran out of the concierge.

When she went out, it rained heavily outside, a flash of lightning lit up in the sky, followed by thunder, Qin Anpei ran back to the corridor, only to find that the elevator had stopped running.She ran up the side stairs, still thinking about what the man said as she went up.

Qin Anpei was thinking: Am I... am I wrong... How could it be possible for a man... But he... Maybe... I was really wrong...

Entering the door, she received a message, which was comfort from her girlfriends and classmates.

They said it was no big deal, told her that all roads lead to Rome, advised her to think about it, let her do happy things and let go of the past.

She was the only one who failed the exam in the group of six girlfriends, and she was the only one who failed in the class among all the students who started struggling in the third grade of junior high school.Her good girlfriends and classmates all came to comfort her, but such comfort gave her an illusion.It seemed that the people on the shore saw someone in the sea and shouted at that person to let her swim over by herself, but she couldn't swim at all, and she was powerless to refute the gentle "advice" of the people on the shore.

She looked at the cell phone that kept ringing, sent a message, and told everyone who comforted her: because the matter had nothing to do with her, so the clouds were calm.

Obviously no one is wrong, but everyone has been hurt.Whether it is them who comfort her, or she who is comforted by them.

She turned off the message reminder, feeling uncomfortable in her heart and could no longer suppress it.

Qin Anpei lay on the low table, opened a bottle of wine, his eyes sparkled.

The wine continuously entered the mouth and penetrated the entire heart, as if to swallow her up.

She supported the low table to stand up, staggered to support the surrounding things, approached the table in the bedroom, but reached out and touched the uncovered glass next to it, the water glass fell down, the glass knocked over, she was only willing to see the glass , the water quickly flowed out of the cup and spilled on the newly purchased keyboard.

She took a step forward in a hurry, and her toes just hit the corner of the table. Pain struck, Qin Anpei subconsciously tensed up, and the phone in her hand accidentally slipped.When it was picked up, the screen cracked an irregular mark.

"Even you are bullying me...I obviously did nothing wrong..."

Looking at the mess in front of her, her eyes were clouded with tears, uncontrollably sliding down her eye sockets, as if the whole world was against her.

Is she that bad?The whole world is against her.She never understood why all the misfortunes had to happen to her.Is it because she is Qin Anpei?So should it be hurt?

Qin Anpei exhaled deeply, picked up the phone, and looked at the relationship between her girlfriends and friends. She didn't warm her heart at all, she just felt cold, the coldness in her heart.

She brought all the remaining wine, closed the bedroom door, squatted down against the door, curled up, with her head resting on her knees, her stomach was sore and her throat was dry and astringent.

She didn't cry, but the tears stayed in her body uncomfortable, she would rather leave by herself, but also blur her eyes, let her see not so clearly, so she doesn't have to feel sad for this mortal world anymore.

After an unknown amount of time, cars roared past the window, empty wine bottles lay in a mess on the ground, soaked paper towels were piled up in a mess on the ground, Qin Anpei leaned against the door and the wall, and the last bottle of wine at hand gradually decreased until it was exhausted .

I don't know how long it took, red blood covered her eyeballs, she vomited many times, and finally got better, lying on the bed, her stomach was overwhelmed, she sat up and sat on the bed in a daze.

There was buzzing in her ears, accompanied by dizziness, her eyes went dark, blurring everything.

Not long after lying down, she vaguely heard Zhang Yang calling her, and for some reason, she actually ran back to Zhang Yang's house.

But because she didn't have a key, she sat down against the wall, flipped through the photo album on her mobile phone, and the more she looked down, the deeper Zhang Yang's smile imprinted on her heart.

Sometimes, the ones that look the least sharp are the ones that hurt the most.For example, Zhang Yang's smile.

She opened □□ and sent many messages to Zhang Yang, all of which seemed to ignore the existence of the red exclamation mark.

"If I have to add a time limit to my love, you are mine. But...you lost me..."

Qin Anpei muttered: "It doesn't matter if she doesn't come, she is Zhang Yang, all reasons are not as important as her... If the evening summer breeze doesn't smell like you, then I am willing to look forward to the depths of winter."

"Do you like me? Would you like to be with me?"

Qin Anpei said: "If it is my sister, I will not refuse. My limited flowering period is in summer, it will never expire, and it is only limited to you."

"I'm recording now, you have no room for repentance. Come home with me, let's spend tonight together~"

Before Qin Anpei had time to react, she just felt her body lighten up, as if someone had picked her up.

In this way, she was carried for a long time before she felt that she was lying on the soft and comfortable bed.

"Sister, why did you leave me behind? I like you, I really like you, can you look at me? It's not like a younger sister, but...the kind of like who wants to fall in love with you... sister , promise me, okay, Xiaodian will be obedient, I will listen to you, and stay with me, okay? I really like you, I like you so much that I am going crazy...you don't even know what I have been through recently , I'm really fed up. You elope with me and live in a place with no acquaintances, just the two of us, okay?"

"...Okay. But today, you belong to me."

Qin Anpei heard the answer from her ear, and felt that someone was unbuttoning her pants, and the two paragraphs that Zhang Yang left for her popped up in her mind.

Her elder sister respects her very much and would not behave like this, so who is this person at this time? !

Qin Anpei took a quick look, was it the one he met in the park? !Why is he here?

Qin Anpei pushed hard, pushed the unsuspecting man to the ground, and rushed out the door, trying to keep himself awake.

The people behind were chasing after him, and when he was about to reach the first floor, Qin Anpei's mind was dizzy, the things in front of him suddenly had double images, he lost strength for a moment, his legs felt weak, and he fell and rolled down the stairs.

Seeing this, the men behind him were afraid that they would not be able to bear the responsibility, so they returned to their houses one after another and let Qin Anpei lie on the ground like that, letting him do nothing.

Why is there a third time?Why is it her every time?Is it necessary to turn every flower into aconite flower, and only some people will stop?Do they have to ruin all the women before they are willing to give up?

No one knows the answer to the question, not even the perpetrators themselves.

After an unknown amount of time, Qin Anpei opened his eyes again and saw Zhang Yu's face.She was being held by Zhang Yu and walked forward.

The alarm sounded in her heart, and she was so anxious that she shed tears, but she couldn't move.

"You let me go! You let go!"

At first, I tried to rely on myself stubbornly, but found that my whole body was weak and I couldn't exert myself.

"You let me go...please...let me go...I don't want...I really don't want...you let go..."

With a crying voice, she begged Zhang Yang for mercy.Unexpectedly, the latter sighed and hugged her even tighter: "Don't move around, I'll take you home."

"What... what... aren't you..."

Qin Anpei's voice was still trembling, but it was much better than before.

"We have already broken up. You and I have our own lives. I have no reason to pester you. Don't worry. This time I will simply send you home. Next time, don't mess around with that kind of person again."

Zhang Yu frowned tightly, and couldn't bear to see her frightened and helpless expression, so she focused on watching the road from the beginning, and didn't look at her directly.

When she arrived at Qin Anpei's house, she opened the door, Zhang Yu followed her in, walked to the familiar cabinet, took out the emergency medical kit with ease, and approached Qin Anpei.

For some reason, now Qin Anpei couldn't stand the man walking towards her, the fear in her heart turned into a tear, ran across her cheek, and dripped on her clothes.

"Wipe it."

Zhang Yu handed her a tissue, then opened the emergency medical kit, pulled her trouser legs above her knees, and carefully administered the medicine.

Qin Anpei watched Zhang Yu administer medicine to her, tears flashed in his eyes.She leaned forward, like a ship that fell into the sea and found a lighthouse, a glimmer of hope rose in her heart.

After taking the medicine, Qin Anpei looked at Zhang Yu beside his leg and said to him, "Will you hug me..."

"We have broken up, Miss Qin, please respect yourself."

Zhang Yu turned her head away, as if deliberately not to look at her.

Qin Anpei supported his face with his hand, turned his face to face her: "Baby Yu, can you hug me?"

Zhang Yu got up suddenly, dodging her eyes, not looking at her: "It's getting late, I'm going back, you have a good rest."

"I'll make you your favorite tea eggs, and leave after eating, okay?"

Qin Anpei took his hand and looked at Zhang Yu with piercing eyes.

Zhang Yu broke away from her and said, "It's inappropriate for a lonely man and a widow to live in the same room. I already have a girlfriend, and I don't want to make her sad. Please forgive me."

"Girlfriend..." Qin Anpei cried, "It seems that you really don't want me..."

Zhang Yu took a few steps back, let Qin Anpei squat on the ground and cry, turned and left ruthlessly.

He stood at the door, with his back to Qin Anpei, and said to her: "I used to protect you, but now you are alone, you have to be more careful. I'm leaving, take good care of yourself. Also, you left me first of."

With the sound of closing the door, Qin Anpei broke down in tears.

She opened the door, saw Zhang Yu was at the door, did not leave, stepped forward to hug him: "I'm sorry, you are the one to thank. Baby Yu, I'm sorry, I really... Forget it, I hope you and her are happy , don’t meet someone like me who doesn’t know how to cherish…”

Qin Anpei let go of his hand, took a few steps back, wiped away his tears, and smiled as hard as he could.

"This is the last time I will protect you."

As Zhang Yu said, she turned around and pressed the elevator button.

Qin Anpei didn't enter until watching the elevator door close.

Hearing the sound of the door closing, Zhang Yu came out of the elevator and sighed towards the door: "Does the happiness you mentioned include you? How can I let you go..."

What Qin Anpei didn't know was that he hadn't come out of this relationship yet, so how dare he delay other people's feelings?

The next morning, Qin Anpei sat up, his whole body was sore and he had a splitting headache. There was a note next to him. There were medicine and water on the note. It was probably left by Zhang Yu.

She picked up the water glass, it was still warm, Zhang Yu asked her to take medicine, and wrote a paragraph.