【Leian】Love at first sight

Chapter 15 15

A sentence of encouragement that is better than nothing, the person who said it may forget it, but the person who said it decided to put it into practice.

In fact, An Mixiu started planning this matter a long time ago, not to say a confession, but to prepare a birthday present for Leishi—he always remembers that when they met for the first time, the other party looked at the pirate ship model in the window The longing in Shi Shi's eyes, although Lei Shi has not mentioned this ancient hobby for a long time, An Mixiu still feels that this guy has a soft spot for oceans, ships, and pirates.But now maybe something can be added on top of that.An Mixiu declared again in his heart that it was not a confession, he did not intend to do something that was doomed to failure.Maybe he just wants to have a good chat with Lei Shi, have a long talk or something, in short, it's better to draw something on this paper that has been blank for many years.Everything is fine, black and white, ugly or beautiful.

After Guihu transferred to another school, there was not much time left until Leishi's birthday.For this reason, An Mixiu had to work overtime. While reviewing the upcoming finals, he secretly lit a flashlight to make models in the middle of the night.Several times, she was almost discovered by An's mother who woke up at night, and An Mixiu was so scared that she had to hide under the quilt, sweating non-stop in the already warm mid-spring.

During this period, those rumors gradually dissipated with the departure of the two parties.Children of this age always seem to be like this. They never have the patience to explore the truth, but they only have the cruelty to magnify rumors.

An Mixiu has always had a normal schedule, going to bed early and getting up early like an old man. Recently, he stayed up all night in large numbers, and after less than two days, his eyes were already bruised.Seeing that Kelly would laugh at him if he was too angry at night when spring came, An Mixiu was so sleepy that he waved his hands casually, not bothering to pay attention to this man's ubiquitous teasing.

He lay down on the table and yawned, wondering if he should let go of the burden of being a good student for morning reading and squint for a while. When his head was still dizzy, he saw Leishi slowly wandering into the classroom with a bag of milk in his mouth .Of course, this is not the point, the point is that Lei Shi half-stepped through the door, but half turned back, and waved his hand towards the door.Even though An Mixiu was so sleepy and delirious, with his excellent eyesight of 5.0, he could still see a very beautiful girl standing outside the door.

This glance instantly chilled him like a pot of cold water, An Mixiu immediately sat up straight and watched Lei Shi lazily sit down and continue to drink his milk after saying hello.Perhaps An Mixiu's eyes were too hot, Lei Shi raised his head if he felt it, and An Mixiu was so startled that he buried his head in the book and didn't dare to lift it up for a long time.

He didn't know if his actions were too abrupt. In fact, instead of worrying about Leishi's reaction, An Mixiu's mind was full of the girl outside the door smiling like a flower before she left.He has always harbored a secret love and a restless heart, hesitating between advancing and retreating, never thinking that the reality is more cruel than what he thought.Yes, Leishi is different from him.Lei Shi is a normal teenager, he loves to play around, and also attracts the attention of the opposite sex because of his own advantages.Everyone will have a time when the heart sprouts, no matter how bad it is, it is inevitable that they will not be able to help but enjoy the satisfaction of being sought after by others.

An Mixiu originally thought that Lei Shi didn't care about these things, at least this kid has been fooling around for so many years, and he has never shown interest in this aspect.Suddenly, he suddenly changed his sex today, and he was so annoyed that he was restless from the first moment he saw this situation.

But An Mixiu was annoying, and he wasn't too nervous. Looking at Lei Shi's laziness, he knew that this man definitely didn't care about Miss Ren at all.While he resented this guy's perfunctory treatment of the girl in his heart, he couldn't help but feel a little rejoicing. In the end, the chivalry poured over his head, but he spurned himself who was secretly enjoying himself because of this behavior.

He didn't struggle with it for too long, and soon fell into a drowsiness that was overwhelming.Fortunately, the class changed seats last week and was transferred to a corner. In addition, the morning reading class is a timid English teacher. An Mixiu yawned several times with tears in his eyes, and finally couldn't resist Zhou Gong's temptation, and buried his head in his hands He fell asleep completely in the textbook he held up.

When he woke up again, he was knocked awake by Kelly with his homework. An Mixiu covered his head with a low moan, and accused the girl in front of him with his eyes, but everyone was not on the same channel, so Kelly couldn't receive it at all.The little witch held the homework book in her hand, tapped her palms once and for all, looked at the back door of the classroom seriously, and whispered in An Mixiu's ear: "That's the class flower next door. It is said that he has been chasing Leishi since the beginning of school." Yes. I thought it was another Luohua intentional flow of ruthlessness, who knew that this kid didn't play cards according to common sense?"

An Mixiu rubbed his head, turned his head reluctantly, and sure enough, a picture of a handsome man with a beautiful woman came into view.Although Lei Shi's expression can't be said to be very gentle or affectionate, it can be regarded as talking to people well after all, coupled with the so-called Banhua's fascinated expression, it made An Mixiu feel a stomach ache.

"Didn't it say that No. [-] Middle School has always been strict in arresting puppy love..." He defended in a low voice unconvinced, propping his chin with an English textbook, and subconsciously glanced at the back door from the corner of his eye.

"Pfft, if you don't fall in love early, you won't fall in love early?" Kelly sneered mercilessly, and tapped the rolled homework book on An Mixiu's forehead, "Like Lei Shi's rebellious appearance, It is estimated that the more something is not allowed, the more he will do it. Besides, many people are proud of puppy love now, thinking it is cool or something."

"Cut, childish."

"You seem to be the same age as them, the same childish classmate An Mixiu."

An Mixiu knew that he couldn't beat this sharp-tongued little witch, so he pretended to be a quail and continued to bury his head in the textbook. Fortunately, someone called Kelly's name in the next second, and the little witch rubbed his hair and gave him a hand. then leave.

His position is far from the back door, and he can't hear what Lei Shi and Ban Hua are saying, but the class members always like to boo, sometimes "yo" a few times and sometimes whistle twice, which annoys An Mixiu very much.With a confused brain, he cursed Lei Shi in his heart for being a big carrot, but after cursing for a long time, he felt that he was just like a mistress. The Qiong Yao drama played dozens of times in his mind, and finally played the ending after the preparatory bell rang song.

But if he gave up so easily, An Mixiu wouldn't be called An Mixiu anymore.He comforted himself by saying that the gift was half-made and that it would be impossible not to give it away. As for whether it was because he was holding a breath in his heart and couldn't swallow it or something, only God knew.

Lei Shi's birthday is on Saturday, but today is only Monday. An Mixiu is rushing to make a model while almost numbly watching the idol drama that is played every day at school.It just so happened that Leishi changed to a bicycle, which was said to be a birthday present from his parents - a fully modified dead fly.This time, the little prince of cycling was born again, and An Mixiu could see Lei Shifei's figure on the way to and from school.The appearance is really handsome and cool, and I have to thank Sifei for not wearing a back seat, lest An Mixiu watch the scene of Banhua riding a bicycle with her arms around Leishi's waist.

However, after a few days of observation, An Mixiu is not sure whether the two are in a relationship.After all, except for Lei Shi rushing to the shift flower to wave on Monday, Lei Shi didn't bother to move from his seat when the shift flower didn't come.After class, he rides his new toy around, the town is not big, An Mixiu reckons that Lei Shi almost ran around every corner.

Time always flies during busy times, An Mixiu was still counting down the countdown a while ago, and Lei Shi's birthday was only two days away a while later.This should make people happy, but he is different from other people. I can't tell if he is nervous. To be honest, he is mostly afraid.But An Mixiu couldn't tell what he was afraid of. He held the model ship that was basically completed and thought about it, and his mind would be thunder lions, class flowers, and other messy things for a while.In the end, there were too many to fit, so I could only carefully put the model beside the bed, turned over and continued to lie on the bed.

An Mixiu got up early on Lei Shi's birthday, and he didn't tell Lei Shi about preparing gifts in advance. After all, Lei Shi never seemed to care about his birthday since he was a child.Unlike An Mixiu or most of the children in the family, who have to celebrate their birthdays with the whole family, Leishi’s parents are on business trips all year round. It seems that in addition to the gifts and money that must be received every year, for Leishi, whether this birthday is or not There seems to be no difference.

This year is probably no exception. Lei's father and Lei's mother just flew abroad by plane last month, and they will not be able to return for a while.Mother An went out to buy a small cake last night and asked An Mixiu to deliver it today.

Just like that, An Mixiu was holding the cake box in one hand and the model ship box in the other, unable to do anything else, he could only kick the door of Leishi's house with his feet.After kicking, he wondered if no one had woken up at eight o'clock in the morning, and when he was about to turn around and come back later, he heard the door lock click behind him, and came Camille's calm tone: "Morning, Brother An. "

"Ah, good morning, Camille." An Mixiu was taken aback, and hurriedly turned around to say hello.After thinking about it, he didn't know whether he should enter the door, so he could only put his hands forward, and said stupidly: "For your brother." He completely forgot that he was here to have a good chat with Lei Shi thing.

Camille seems to have woken up early, his eyes are clear and not half hazy, but the more he behaves like this, the more An Mixiu has the illusion of being regarded as a fool.Camille didn't pick it up with his hands stiff. The little junior high school student raised his hand and pressed the brim of his hat. He said "Come in and sit down" before turning around and entering the room.

As soon as he left, An Mixiu hurried to follow.He carried the things in both hands, changed into slippers at the entrance with difficulty, closed the door with his insteps, dragged them to the living room and threw the things on the coffee table.An Mixiu stood blankly in the living room, watching Camille take out a bottle of strawberry milk from the refrigerator with no expression on his face. go to the door.Only then did he remember that the kid was busy with schoolwork and had to make up lessons every Saturday.

Ah—wait, wait!An Mixiu suddenly trembled all over, and only then did he connect the cause and effect.Camille is going to make up lessons, doesn't that mean...

As if to confirm his conjecture, Camille, who had tied up his shoelaces, stood up, with some food in his mouth, and mumbled to him, "Brother, please." The figure calmly opened the door and left the house.

With the sound of the door opening and closing, the already quiet house became even quieter than before.An Mixiu scratched his hair for a while, touched his nose for a while, and finally let out a long sigh, and had to accept the reality.It's not that he doesn't want to be alone with Lei Shi, it's better to say that this has fulfilled his wish.But this wish came true too easily, it is inevitable that people feel that there is something strange about it, like being teased by fate, and there is a little panic in my heart for no reason.But An Mixiu knew better where these panics came from—wasn't it just sprouted in his little thoughts.He knew that he was going to say something different to Lei Shi today, so standing on this wooden floor would only add some other worries.

An Mixiu stood for a while, but decided to put the cake in the refrigerator first.It was just after eight o'clock at this time, and most of Lei Shi was still wandering in the dreamland, An Mixiu didn't think about going to wake up, so he could only sit on the sofa boredly and play games.

When he reached the 74th level, there was finally some movement in the bedroom, which sounded like Leishi's humming and laziness, scratching An Mixiu's heart like a cat scratching.For a while, my mind was unsteady, my hands trembled and I clicked the wrong bubble, the sound of failure rang in my ears, and the next second I heard the doorknob click, which was the sound of the bedroom door being opened.An Mixiu immediately sat up straight, turned off the game and brushed Weibo guiltily.He glanced at the door of the bedroom from the corner of his eye, and just heard Lei Shi's sleepy yawn, and then two straight and strong white legs came into view.

Depend on.An Mixiu subconsciously covered her nose.It turned out to be Leishi who only wore a pair of big pants, and instantly felt that today was not a bad day.

Just as he was about to say good morning, Lei Shi looked over sleepily.He probably didn't expect that there was a big living person sitting in the house, and he was so frightened that he yelled "Damn!", and the sleepy bug disappeared in the blink of an eye.

"Are you running into my house early in the morning to scare people?!" Lei Shi was so frightened that he wiped his face angrily, and glared at An Mixiu, "Where's Camille?"

"He's gone to class." An Mixiu curled up his index finger and scratched his cheeks, and smiled at Lei Shi with a good temper, "I know it's your birthday today, so my mother asked me to bring a cake."

"That's not too early." Lei Shi curled his lips, but fortunately he was still polite, and left a sentence of "Thank you, auntie for me", and ran to the kitchen to find water.He had just woken up, his mouth was parched from sleep, he picked up the tea mug and drank a cup, and saw that An Mixiu was still sitting on the sofa and staring at him foolishly.Lei Shi was suddenly a little happy, he felt that An Mixiu was always a bit dull except for his studies, like a fool.

He was about to say something joking, when he glanced at it, he saw a big box on the coffee table.

"That's the cake?" Lei Shi raised his eyebrows, thinking that Aunt An was too enthusiastic this time.

"Ah, no, no." An Mixiu then remembered his model ship, waved his hands quickly, and stood up from the sofa.He pondered for a moment, picked up the box in one breath as if he had made up his mind, and walked to Leishi staggeringly, with imperceptible embarrassment in his tone, "The cake is in the refrigerator...well, this is what I sent Your gift." He passed the box forward, his eyes wandering, but he didn't dare to fall on the face of the person in front of him.

Will it be too obvious?An Mixiu was beating a drum in his heart.Sudden gifts from strangers... But it's obviously not good.He changed his mind a little bit, and even felt a little dark in his always bright heart, thinking: It's better that this guy's brain suddenly opens up, so he doesn't need to waste his saliva, and just pierce the window paper with his fingers.

This kind of thought has just climbed to the top of his head, and the next second he is immediately defeated by the peeking sight.An Mixiu looked at Lei Shi in a daze, then put the tea mug on the dining table, and casually took the big paper box.He watched Leishi unpacking the packaging gently, and always felt like he was dismantling his own heart.It's a pity that this action is really not a pass, rubbing it makes my heart hurt so much that I curl up.When those obstructive covers were finally torn, exposing the exquisite model of the pirate ship inside, the surprise and excitement in Leishi's eyes burst out, like a burst of sweet rain, suddenly watering the dry heart to flourish.

ah.An Mixiu felt a little emotional for no reason.It turned out that he was satisfied so easily - after seeing the uncontrollable smile of the man in front of him, he couldn't help laughing too.Everything that Lei Shi showed, his joy, his love, and his cherishment, all of these made An Mixiu feel full for no reason.

"This... this gift is really awesome..." Lei Shi was overjoyed, with a smile in his tone.He couldn't help reaching out to touch the model ship. While being shocked by the fine craftsmanship, he still didn't forget to raise his head and ask An Mixiu: "This must be very expensive, right?"

"It's not expensive." An Mixiu grinned, thinking that it would only be more than half a month's days and nights, "I made it myself."

"Holy shit, isn't it too powerful?" Lei Shi almost smashed the boat by mistake.He looked up and down An Mixiu in disbelief, as if he was meeting this person for the first time, "I can't see that you have ordered this kind of skill tree. Anyway, thank you very much, I really like it."

An Mixiu nodded with a smile, thinking that as long as you like it, it is best to bring the craftsman along to enjoy it.But of course this must be kept in mind.

Lei Shi happily admired the pirate ship for a long time, and finally put it back into the box carefully and put it in the bedroom.An Mixiu took out the cake from the refrigerator, and took Lei Shi to taste it together.Although this person really doesn't like sweets, but after all, it was the kindness of the neighbor's aunt, and he just received a satisfactory gift, so he ate quite happily.

An Mixiu used a fork to mess with the chocolate cream on the plate, and the coffee-colored mess was mixed together, as if his heart was tangled at the moment.Seeing Leishi stuffing cakes into his mouth while playing with his mobile phone, An Mixiu took a few deep breaths and finally decided to bring up this topic.

"I see that you have been getting very close to Banhua next door recently?"

As soon as the words fell, the person on the other side shifted their gaze from the phone screen to An Mixiu's face.

Although Lei Shi is good-looking, he always feels aggressive, especially when he is not smiling, his eyes are as sharp as thorns, as if they can pierce people's hearts.When he smiled, his face suddenly softened a lot.However, most of them have ruffian smiles, rarely reaching into the eyes, specious, and people dare not take it lightly.

But now, Lei Shi is looking at An Mixiu with his signature half-smile, which makes people feel a little nervous, but there is no reason to look away first.Fortunately, Lei Shi quickly put away his scrutiny, leaned back on the back of the chair, and said lazily: "So a good student also has a heart that loves gossip?"

"No, just ask casually, I'm quite curious." An Mixiu hooked her lips, and calmly greeted his thorny words.

"It's nothing to be curious about, that's it. She's interested in me, but she's not in a relationship." Lei Shi nonchalantly rocked his chair back and forth, expressing his thoughts without hesitation, "It's not that she likes me, so I just You have to like her, at first it felt okay, and interesting, but recently it's a bit annoying, boring." He curled his lips with a look of disgust.

An Mixiu wanted to laugh when he heard it, but after laughing, he couldn't help feeling sad.He felt that Banhua was also a poor person. Although he didn't know how much her liking was, she was passionate, and it was unlucky to meet someone as cruel as Lei Shi.

He scratched the palm of his hand with his nails, and asked tentatively: "Maybe you can try it? What if you fall in love with it when you use it."

Hearing a puff, Lei Shi laughed out loud as if he heard some funny joke, and he said with incredible eyes, "What's wrong with you today, suddenly you're so concerned about my emotional life ? I said An Mixiu, you don’t like that class girl, do you?”

"No." An Mixiu frowned, and he didn't know what kind of brain was wrong in the person in front of him to have such a whimsical idea, "I just don't think it's good to spoil a girl's feelings casually."

"Oh—I understand, chivalry, right?" Lei Shi deliberately protracted his tone and raised his eyebrows mockingly, "It's your business to pity you, but it's my business that I don't want to accept it? And she has been They blocked me at the door of the class, and made a group of people in that BB, annoying to death."

"I didn't expect you to care about other people's words."

"Aren't you talking nonsense? I'm not a monkey in a zoo, and I've been pointed at casually." Lei Shi snorted dissatisfiedly, "I'm not afraid of the words of these trash, but I just find it annoying, like a group of flies of."

"..."

Lei Shi thought that An Mixiu would continue to talk, but he never thought that after waiting for a long time, the other side suddenly fell silent.He raised his eyes suspiciously, and saw that this man was silent with his head down. For some reason, he looked a little depressed, even with the dull hair on the top of his head that had been raised all the year round.

What he didn't know was that An Mixiu was more depressed than he looked at the moment.

You can't use the word depression, it's better to say it's enlightenment.It's like a person who has been lost in the dense forest all year round and finally found a way through the branches and leaves. Although there are too many thorns and barbs on the road that scratched him all over his body, he doesn't want another person to step on this rough road.An Mixiu knew that the questions he was asking were all unnutritious, and he dared not ask any sharper and clearer questions.He didn't dare to test Leishi's attitude towards homosexuality, he didn't dare to express his feelings in a subtle way, and he didn't dare to pretend to be some passer-by friend to give an example; he knew that this person was too smart, he could understand everything, if he was caught When it comes to the horse's feet, I guess I won't even be able to be friends in the future.

In fact, An Mixiu almost knew the answer when he saw Lei Shi's overjoyed expression today.He thought he still liked Lei Shi so much that he was more afraid of losing the existence of this person than confessing impulsively.Even without these few words of dialogue, he also knew that with Lei Shi's temperament, most of them were unwilling to settle down easily.This is not a person who can be easily moved, not someone you like, you like very much, you like someone who can make him look back at you if you give everything.He is proud, conceited, defiant, and has not yet experienced the ups and downs of growth, like a purest rough stone shining with an elusive light.

He can only wait, can only hide, can only... only stay away.

But An Mixiu finally asked a question. He asked Lei Shi: If there is a person who likes you very much for a long time, will you accept it?

When he asked this question, he finally raised his head, his palms were pinched so painfully that tears would flow out from the pain.Yes, it was tears about to fall because of pain, nothing else.

He asked seriously, but Lei Shi was watching a funny video with his mobile phone in his hand, he probably didn't hear the sentence clearly, so he reflexively replied that he couldn't, then put down the phone in a daze, and asked An Mixiu what did you just say?

An Mixiu sniffed and said it was nothing, it was just a pity for the class flower.

Later, he really didn't want to stay there anymore. After making a certain decision in his heart, he just felt that he couldn't stay in this space for a minute or a second.An Mixiu stood up in a hurry, vaguely found an excuse that his mother wanted him to go home to wash the vegetables, trotted to the door, and started squatting there to put on his shoes.Lei Shi didn't know if he felt something, he followed behind to the door, he watched An Mixiu tie his shoelaces five times, stared at the hair on the brown head, and frowned , and said, "Would you like to go to the Internet cafe to play DOTA together later, Palos and the others also said that they will treat guests at noon".

Normally, An Mixiu would have to keep up with everything, but today he silently turned his back to Lei Shi, and it took a long time before he said "No, thank you".

When An Mixiu opened the door and was about to go out, Lei Shi felt flustered for no reason, and he couldn't explain why, but he always felt that if this person left this door, he would never come back again.It was rare for his conscience to explode, and he yelled loudly, "Aren't you going?"

But until the end, that thin figure didn't turn around.

After that, life remained the same, going to school, leaving school, doing homework, taking exams.An Mixiu only mentioned a few words to Kelly and Gerry, but when the two little friends wanted to get to the bottom of it, he waved his hands again, and was rarely willing to say anything.

Kelly thought that An Mixiu like this would find a teacher to change her liberal arts volunteers, but she didn't expect that An Mixiu didn't make any move until the end of the first semester of high school.He didn't seem to have changed in any way, he was still a good old man with a smile on his face, with a gentle smile on his face, but there was a toughness hidden in his bones that no one knew about.

An Mixiu didn't directly snub Lei Shi.He still talked to this person, said hello, occasionally went to and from school, and would give a copy of his homework, but he basically never took the initiative from the beginning to the end.Indeed, this is the best way to alienate someone as arrogant as Lei Shi.Sure enough, not long after, this guy's conscience was exhausted, and he gradually stopped talking to An Mixiu.Slowly, without any excuses or reasons, although the two were in the same class and still neighbors, their relationship dropped back to a state that was even colder than before high school.

Leishi's life is still rich and colorful.He has games, he has dead fly, he has bad friends, he has a mature younger brother, and he has a lot of admirers and small fans behind him.He may not even be aware of the arrival and departure of An Mixiu, because there are too many interesting things in his world, but none of them are labeled with the three-character An Mixiu.

As time went by, the big guy entered the second year of high school, and then entered the third year of high school.No one knows whether An Mixiu has really let go of Lei Shi, but the relationship between the first and second graders has been estranged all year round, and rumors of discord between the two have sprouted for a while.However, the next day someone said that they saw these two influential figures returning home from school together, so the rumors naturally became self-defeating.

It wasn't until after the college entrance examination that he began to fill in the application form, An Mixiu asked Kelly for the first time to find out where Leishi filled it out.After learning that Leishi wanted to go abroad or take an exam far away from home, An Mixiu filled in the only 985 in the province——University A under the strange eyes of the little witch. He did not say anything about his intention to part ways with Leishi And metaphor.

Of course, no one knows what An Mixiu is thinking. As a friend, it would be great if he really gave up on such an idiot.With such an idea in mind, Kelly tricked Grey into enrolling in University A, readying her friends to continue to gather happily at the university.She even made up her mind to go to college to find a peerless boyfriend for An Mixiu. On the first day of school, she was gearing up to find handsome guys everywhere at the opening ceremony.After the headmaster finished his speech, it was the freshman representative who spoke. When Kelly was looking around happily like a thief, she heard a familiar voice next to her ear. When she raised her head, Lei Shi's familiar handsome face magnified in front of her. in front of you.

In an instant, there were only four big characters left in her head - Yuanjialu is narrow.

TBC.