my little lover

Chapter 34 Spoil me.

Early in the morning, Mingchen wakes up in a daze, his mind is blank, he looks around and finds that he is in an unfamiliar environment.

Apart from the half of the quilt that was lifted beside him, and the slight movement of the clock on the wall, there was no other sound.

Blocked by curtains, the indoor light was dark, and a small desk lamp was turned on by the bedside, the dim yellow color was not dazzling.

Ming Chen drank too much wine, but his throat didn't have the pain and hoarseness he imagined.He thought it was the boss who opened the room for him, so he sat up and rubbed his face, regaining some clarity.

I plan to pack up and go to the booth to thank Cui Can, and then return to the company.Before the clothes were put on, Ming Chen saw a white mobile phone case on the bedside table, which did not belong to him.

Because of this phone case, he immediately knew who the other party was.

'Click' the bathroom door was opened, and the mist rushed out of the door in an instant.

Ming Chen was startled, and looked towards the door of the bathroom. The person who came out was wearing a white bathrobe, and his eyes immediately met his.

Suddenly staring at each other, Ming Chen didn't know what to say, he vaguely remembered seeing He Shen last night, and he thought it was his imagination...

He Shen grabbed his wet hair and approached, holding a wet face towel in his hand, and said softly, "Baby is awake."

He Shen used the title 'baby', which was intimate and ambiguous.It was as if nothing had happened before, there was no quarrel with each other, and he didn't mind Ming Chen's uncertainties towards him at all.

Seeing that Mingchen was still in a daze, He Shen knelt on the bed on one knee and couldn't help but ask, "Did you forget about yesterday? Yesterday I helped you take a shower, change clothes, and put you to sleep. I forgot all of this?"

Ming Chen didn't seem to understand what he was saying, so he didn't give him any indication. He rubbed his eyes and lay back on the bed again, lifting the quilt to cover his head.

He only avoids eye contact when he feels shy.He Shen knew it well, holding the wet tissue, lifted the corner of the quilt in a good-tempered manner, and pinched Ming Chen's chin to fix his face.

The warm wet tissue gently wiped his eyes, then his forehead, the bridge of his nose, his cheeks, and finally his neck.

Ming Chen resisted a little, raised his hand to interrupt his next movement, turned his face away and said coldly: "Go out."

He Shen pretended to be deaf, pretending not to hear.The other party clapped his hands away, and he came back again, stubbornly wiped it off for him, and said softly, "I was drunk yesterday, did you wake up with a headache today?"

Expecting that the other party would not answer him, He Shen continued to ask: "What would you like to eat at noon? Last night when I fell asleep, I complained of a stomachache. Let's eat something light."

After listening to his words, Ming Chen finally couldn't bear it anymore, sat up and looked at him, "Don't make me say it a second time, you get out."

"How about light porridge?"

He Shen just paused for two or three seconds, and immediately rejected his suggestion, "Forget it, I used to eat porridge, but this time I changed it and drank soup? I heard that red date soup is more nourishing for the stomach. First, drink red date soup to cushion the stomach. How about eating some soft noodles or something like that?"

Ming Chen didn't want to talk to him, so he lifted the quilt to get up and change clothes.

He Shen also knew that going on like this would definitely not work. He forced Ming Chen's hand and said in a low voice, "Brother Chen, I will answer any questions I have about that day. As long as you are willing to ask, let me know what the problem is. I can explain everything. In fact, I don't quite understand what you are angry about. I think you can say it. Whether I am wrong or not, I will pay attention next time."

He Shen's words are very artistic.

At the critical moment, he bowed his head unconditionally, and no reasonable person could stand him like this.

Ming Chen couldn't help but think of what the boss uncle said last night.

Feelings, communication are required.

Seeing that He Shen didn't take back his hand, he tried to communicate with him, "I saw you were with Jiang Chongnian, and you said you weren't with him. You regretted it in the end. This kind of I don't want to listen to it anymore, and I don't want you to have any regrets. I think, let's do it like this."

Ming Chen is breaking up with him.

It turned out to be this reason!

"It's not like this brother Chen, brother Nian and I can't get together at all. If we could, we would have been together a few years ago, why wait until now. Why don't you understand my liking for you..."

Like a wronged puppy, he stood with his head down in front of Ming Chen, muttering, almost crying.

This kind of grievance only lasted for more than ten seconds. He Shen opened his nightgown, turned around and showed Ming Chen his mottled back, "I told my parents about our relationship, and they beat and scolded me." I scolded you too, and it’s hard to step back... If you are like this, I won’t think about it..."

The scars on his back were deep, and Ming Chen just watched his breath tighten.Frowning, he was about to lift his hand, but in the end he carefully touched the edge of his back, "Did your parents hit you?"

"In the past few days since I didn't come to you, I was not only beaten, but also locked up, but they couldn't survive me, and they released me in a few days." He Shen took a half step in his direction, "I've been looking for you for a long time...Brother Chen, let's talk about it if there is any misunderstanding, don't do this, I really don't know what to do..."

He Shen watched his words and expressions while talking, and saw that Mingchen's mood had eased, he spread his legs, sat on top of him in one step, and while hugging him, rested his head on his shoulder and rubbed his head, "My mother said let me close it." Xin, whether you like a man or a woman, you must be single-minded. Brother Chen, give me this chance."

Ming Chen didn't dare to move his hands, maybe he was afraid of touching the wound on He Shen's back, or maybe he was frightened by his words.

The heart can't let go.

At times like this, he would feel that the one who pushed He Shen away blindly was the most unreasonable one.

He is more immature than He Shen and is a fan of the authorities.

Even if he is a fan of the authorities, he would like to ask He Shen again in person about his views on this relationship.

Ming Chen has only taken a small step, but even this small step can be regarded as going all out.If what He Shen gave him was just childish play, then it is better to stop the loss in time.

"If you tell me now that you have nothing to do with Jiang Chongnian, you didn't have it before, and you won't have it in the future, then I apologize to you for my previous impulsiveness."

"I have nothing with him." He Shen groaned aggrievedly and shook his head: "I came to you not to hear someone apologize to whom. I just wanted to tell you that we can be together in a fair and honest way. Whether it's me Parents or the outside world, how deep are you to me..."

Suddenly thinking of Jiang Chongnian, he realized that Ming Chen might be jealous that day.Thinking of this, He Shen actually smiled, looking a little happy.

"Brother Chen, I was really outrageous at the time. But I didn't meet you at that time... Don't think it's my rhetoric. No one has ever given me the same warm feeling as you. Just thinking that one day you will leave, I can never find you again... just thinking about it makes me gasp in pain."

He Shenxu talked a lot, including what Mingchen called Jiang Chongnian who was reluctant to part with him.

He was probably Jiang Chongnian whom he met in the hospital when he was 19 years old.It can be said that it was the beginning of love. At that time, he was still having a good time, and the friends around him changed one after another, and he couldn't hold back his heart.

Jiang Chongnian is like that kind of parent who appears after the children play house.He was more mature and stable than anyone, at least at that time, than anyone He Shen came into contact with.

It was this maturity and stability that attracted He Shen deeply. It can be said that he was curious, and He Shen took the initiative to get close to Jiang Chongnian.

After some understanding, Jiang Chongnian is not only superior in external conditions, but also gentle and understanding.

However, he and Jiang Chongnian collided...

Probably no one really cared about it, so no one regressed, and this relationship just ended like this.

It is said that only those who cannot get it will cause commotion, because He Shen will always feel that there is something shortcoming later.

This vacancy has nothing to do with love, even now, He Shen himself can't tell what that feeling is.

But one thing is for sure, now that the original relationship is brought over, he feels that it will be nothing.

He Shen still refused to be zero.

It was this reluctance to retreat that made him realize more clearly that he and Jiang Chongnian had nothing to do with love.

On the other hand, Ming Chen is different, He Shen can lie down obediently, it doesn't matter if it is 1 or 0, as long as the other party is Ming Chen.

……

After listening to his words, Ming Chen remained silent for a long time, as if he was thinking about the percentage of truth and falsehood in these words.

He Shen knew his concerns. After all, he had lied to him before, and he had been lied to many times. He was dishonest first, and he asked for all of this.It takes time to make up for it.He doesn't mind Mingchen's suspicion of him.

Optimistically speaking, these suspicions are actually caring in disguise, and he should be happy.

Ming Chen didn't push him away, this was already the biggest improvement, he put his arms around Ming Chen's waist, without asking for his opinion, just like his behavior of hugging someone domineeringly, kissing Ming Chen domineeringly and tenderly.

But it was just a touch, and after the touch, he asked him: "Brother Chen, can I kiss you? If you push away, I won't kiss you..."

His every word, every expression showed grievance.He Shen is sure that Mingchen can't see him being pitiful, that's why he is so proud of being favored now, and he puts his arms around Mingchen and waits for a reply.

But he is not the He Shen he used to be, and he will not just obediently wait for the other party to be willing or not.He Shen kissed his soft lips again, using practical actions to test whether the rift between the two could be resolved.

If Ming Chen pushes him away, then he will coax him again, if Ming Chen doesn't push him away, then he will go home with Ming Chen today.

Ming Chen raised his chin and closed his eyes, grabbed He Shen's collar, and didn't dare to put his hands back, for fear of touching the wound behind him.

The split opening, the bruises and mottled imprints in the brain, those injuries somehow caused by him...

He Shen kissed very domineeringly and aggressively.Just when the gun was about to go off, Mingchen regained his senses, stopped him quickly, and gasped and said, "You have injuries, stop it, don't continue."

He Shen blushed, held his hand and asked cautiously: "Brother Chen, are you still driving me away? If you are still angry, hit me twice to calm down."

Ming Chen thought for a moment, then got up and changed his clothes in silence.He Shen grabbed his clothes and waited stubbornly for his reply.

In this kind of matter, Mingchen can't hold him back, or he can't be tough when He Shen is subdued.

Taking a breath, Ming Chen seemed to have made up his mind, and said, "Go to your house, I want to talk to my uncle and aunt in person."

He Shen almost immediately refused: "No, at least not for the next two days. The elders are still angry, what if they beat you?"

Ming Chen disapproved, "I think I should see them. No matter what I do, it's okay to apologize, if I can get a beating, I can feel better, after all..." Ming Chen looked at him with unclear meaning. : "After all, I ruined you first.

After these words, He Shen's face flushed, and he refused to lift the face that was buried in Ming Chen's chest. He said half-jokingly and half-seriously, "Brother Chen, why don't you ruin me...now."

"what?"

"Destroy me." He Shen straightened up, slowly untied the bathrobe, and then prepared for the next move.Ming Chen realized what he wanted to do, so he quickly stopped, holding his hips, squinting his eyes to study him.

After a while, he said: "If you are serious, just wait for you to recover from your injury, wash up and wait for me on the bed. I am not in a hurry."

"I, I'm serious."

The author says:

Here I come, one more chapter.