The right way to rescue someone who has been out of the closet

Chapter 12

In the early morning of the next day, Ye Lan got up on time to have breakfast, do housework, and watched two episodes of the restarted version of X-MEN.At noon, he cooked a hearty lunch for himself, packed a portion, calculated the time, and took the packed box to Fan Yue's house leisurely.

After ringing the doorbell for a long time at the door, Ye Lan waited patiently for 5 minutes. Fan Yue came out to open the door in pajamas with a mess of hair on his head. When he saw the lunch box, his eyes lit up and he was about to pounce on him.

Ye Lan held up the lunch box to prevent him from reaching it, changed his shoes and entered the door familiarly, pushed him to wash up, and sat at the dining table to set up the lunch box.

Fan Yue finished washing quickly, drooling and rushing to his seat, devouring while being moved: "Alan, you are so kind to me! If you are a girl, I will definitely marry you!"

Ye Lan lazily stretched out her hand and flicked it on his forehead: "You senior old gay is not convincing at all when you say this, okay?"

With a piece of braised pork in his mouth, Fan Yue was moved like a primitive man who had never eaten cooked food: "But to be honest, breaking up with that scum is not useless! At least your cooking skills are getting better and better! By the way, you break up At that time, I thought you were going to be depressed for a long time, but I didn't expect you to cheer up so quickly, which surprised me!"

"Surprise for what?"

Fan Yue glanced at him, and said hesitantly: "When you told me that you found true love, you were like a cannon fodder in a romance novel who was so desperately in love that you couldn't pull her back. Later, I saw how half-dead you were when you broke up. I thought you would never love again."

"Is it that exaggerated?" Ye Lan recalled the most miserable part of her life, as if she was a little bit down.

"But your subsequent behavior is like a lyric! 'Say goodbye to the wrong talent and meet the right one', the following sentence."

Ye Lan thought for a while: "Leaving the old love, like taking a slow train?"

"Yes, yes, wait a minute? Take the slow train?"

"Otherwise, what do you think? I think this metaphor is very appropriate..."

"My day," Fan Yue scratched his hair angrily, "I always thought it was 'Love when you leave, like a roller coaster'! You walked out so quickly later, I thought I was wrong at the beginning, and you didn't fall too deep. !"

"No, I just figured out some things..." Ye Lan put her left arm on the dining table, staring at the bright spring outside the window, "After breaking up, I was really decadent. At that time, I thought, anyway, the person I love doesn't care anymore , Why am I still tossing myself? Later, I gradually realized that I was asking too much, and people were unwilling to give it. I couldn’t force it. For the right person. I hope that when I meet the next Mr.Right, I will be perfect enough to be worthy of him. I don’t need to waste time on changing myself, and I can spend all my time in love.”

"But I think you are pushing yourself too hard. First, you tossed about hairstyles, clothes, and various etiquettes, and then you worked hard to study cooking, housework, and regular work and rest. Then you told me that too long foreskin may affect your health. Sexual life, I went for an operation directly. What’s even more frightening is that because you can’t be sure whether your true love is 1 or 0, you actually turned yourself into 0.5! If you go on like this, if you can’t be sure whether your true love is a man or a woman, you are Don't you have to make yourself bisexual?" Although it was a joke, but Ye Lan's terrible self-control and executive power, as well as his incomparable dedication to true love, Fan Yue believed without hesitation that this was entirely possible, "Ah Lan, is true love worth your cruelty to yourself?"

"Did you know? Some people feel frustrated because they just have a hole in their heart, which will be filled up over time," Ye Lan pointed to the heart and said seriously, "I have a bottomless pit in my heart, and I keep filling it up. , but I can’t fill it anyway, so I always feel very empty. I didn’t get much family affection when I was young, and there are only a handful of friends when I grow up. I may have put all my hopes on love, so it’s special Take it seriously."

"Alan, you don't have to pay too much attention to that scumbag. Has it been so long, and you still haven't let go? When you broke up, I think it's better to abuse yourself vigorously than you continue to be depressed, so That's why I let you go...I didn't expect it to become like this." Fan Yue scratched his head remorsefully, "Alan, I really don't understand, is your so-called true love so important to you?"

"Although my mother is incompetent, she taught me one thing very early on. I knew from an early age that I need a lot of love to live. If it wasn't true love, who would give me so much love?"

"But you like the same type of people every time, those who look like scumbags at first sight, don't you worry about repeating the same mistakes like last time?"

Ye Lan shrugged indifferently: "I'm worried, but I'm so eager, I don't want to let go of any possibility."

The atmosphere seemed to be at a standstill, Fan Yue was silent for a while, and said, "Alan, do you believe that you will meet the right person in your life?"

Ye Lan nodded: "I believe. If there is such a person, I hope that whenever I meet him, I will be the most perfect self."

"Then..." Fan Yue asked cautiously, "What will you do if you never meet him?"

Min Wenwei had asked him this question more than once.

Ye Lan has been at a loss since the beginning, and now, the road to the future is gradually clear in front of his eyes.

All his changes, his efforts to be perfect, his daily life... The significance of all this is not only for him, but also for himself.

Obviously he is a person who cannot live without love, but God has no kindness to give him a lover.

But he still wanted to live his life well and as perfectly as possible.

Always hope, always ready to love.

"I will..." Ye Lan smiled, the corners of her eyes were curved, and even the small mole on her face became vivid.

"Expect like he'll come tomorrow, live like he'll never come."

His smile was so bright that Fan Yue was stunned for a moment.

Yes, he has always been very clear that no matter how difficult life is, Ye Lan will always face the difficulties, even if he is alone, he will never look back on what he has decided.

Inhuman perseverance is what Fan Yue admires Ye Lan the most, and it is also what he hates the most.

Ye Lan never seems to find it hard, for the true love that will appear when she doesn't know when.He is like an actor who trains hard every day, but no one arranges him to perform.

Fan Yue had prayed countless times, hoping that God would take pity on Ye Lan and let the right person appear as soon as possible, and not make him wait too long.

...Before that, let me accompany him first.

Fan Yue wiped his mouth, took out the CD box from the drawer and shook it: "Would you like to play games together? I bought the newly released Uncharted 4, the graphics are amazing!"

"Okay."

It was said that they were together, but in fact Fan Yue played alone, and Ye Lan made complaints about the off-court coach.At five o'clock, Ye Lan's precise biological clock reminded him to start preparing dinner. After the two of them had dinner, Ye Lan cleaned up the kitchen and bid farewell to Fan Yue and went home while it was still bright.

The distance from Fan Yue's house to Ye Lan's place is not short, maybe it's because the sunset is too red, or maybe it's because the evening wind is too soft, Ye Lan strolls in the courtyard with an empty lunch box, letting the buses drive one after another Pass.

Passing the entrance of the Central Hospital, he stopped, his cheeks burning slightly.I vaguely remembered that Fan Yue's house was not far from the Central Hospital, but I didn't expect him to walk over subconsciously.

But since they're all here, let's go in for a walk, Ye Lan persuaded herself like this.

After walking around the clinic building, Ye Lan found a place to sit down, looked up and looked for the window where the urology department was located.There was a little light from that window, and there was a faint figure floating.

Ye Lan's heart skipped a beat, and she remembered what Tan Qin had said to him last time: try to change yourself.

However, this is the limit of what I can do now, and I don't know how else to change myself...

He clenched his hands tightly and loosened them, but in the end he couldn't muster up the courage to go upstairs.He stood up sadly, dragged his back stretched by the setting sun, and passed through the inner city hospital.

Ye Lan chose another exit that was closer to the station. This exit was near the parking lot. Among the various cars, there was one that seemed to have a halo that attracted him to approach.

Obviously only took it once, but the male god invited him to watch a movie and kindly drove him home.

I must have behaved stupidly at that time, trying to discuss freedom and happiness with the male god, and asking him if he believed in true love.

Thinking about it now, since then, the male god has been persuading him.

Qin Qin doesn't seem to believe in true love, nor is he willing to give all his sincerity.

Can people with different views fall in love?

Ye Lan reached out her hand out of nowhere, and touched the varnished surface of the car lightly, a little cold, but also a little relieved.He asked softly, "Are you the right one?"

The barely audible sound dissipated in the air, and the car remained silent without answering.

Ye Lan laughed self-deprecatingly, it was so stupid, what was he doing, he would ask about a car.

Fortunately, the mobile phone always rescued him in embarrassing moments. It was a familiar number, and the name was not displayed.

"Hello? Hello? Is it Ye Lan?"

Ye Lan picked it up, and it was Min Wenwei's voice. He took the phone away from his ear and looked at the number again.

No wonder it feels familiar. The number that I knew by heart two years ago, now seems to be just a little familiar.

He didn't make a sound, and Min Wenwei on the other end of the phone was worried that he would hang up at any time, so he said everything he wanted to say in one breath: "Ye Lan, I didn't control my temper that day, I was too impulsive, I shouldn't I apologize for saying that about your design, I—"

Ye Lan interrupted him: "How do you have my number?"

"Didn't your previous number become an empty number, so I went to ask Fei Yuande..."

It seemed that Mr. Fei couldn't stand it.

"Oh, what's the matter with you then?"

"Yes, it's about your design draft. If you insist on not changing it, I understand you, but there are some issues that need to be discussed. Are you free now? I want to invite you to dinner and talk about it by the way."

"Thank you, Mr. Min. I've had dinner. Also, my vacation is over tomorrow. If you have any questions about the design draft, please wait until I get to work."

Min Wenwei's voice became urgent: "Ye Lan, I've already booked a restaurant, can you..."

Ye Lan hung up the phone directly, he could vaguely feel that Min Wenwei was trying to save him.It's ridiculous, two people have come to this point, what else can be redeemed?

Without warning, the headlights of the car flickered, looking very strange in the darkening dusk.

Ye Lan was startled, and hurriedly looked up.

Under the streetlight, Tan Qin stood not far away, holding the car keys, looking at him with a half-smile.

Ye Lan clenched her phone tightly, feeling a little guilty for some reason.