Chapter 14
Chapter 14
But at this moment, he can only keep silent, facing his unknown fate.
Xu Jingyan was also silent, only the occasional sound of car horns could be heard from the windows in the room.
"I only have one question to ask you." Xu Jingyan took a deep breath and spoke slowly.
Qin Xiyan looked up at him, his gaze was as steady and calm as ever: "Say it."
Xu Jingyan said, "Do you love me or not?"
Whether he loves him or not, the answer to this question seems to be blurted out, no love.I am a straight man, and the girl I like doesn't intend to change my sexuality, not to mention that I have a mother, so it is impossible to fall in love with the man opposite me who is the same gender as me.
But don't you love it?Having been with him for so long, it seems that there is an indescribable sense of comfort. If you talk less, you will not be disgusted, and your indifference will not hit his heart. It is like a candy that you can live and die on you. He actually doesn't hate it. feeling.This feeling gave him a sense of relaxation. He only needs to show his most relaxed side. He doesn't have to worry about anything at all, he doesn't have to worry about being unable to bear it, and he doesn't have to worry about the other party's glassy heart. The only thing he worries about is how to resist the other party. A passionate confession.Even if I was not tempted by duplicity just now, but the body responded is a good proof, it seems that this person's gender is not the biggest problem anymore.
Paralyzed, Qin Xiyan suddenly knelt down, the biggest problem now should be how to get out, children, please stop making trouble!
"Are you in love?" Xu Jingyan pressed her every step of the way.
Qin Xiyan shook his head slowly: "I don't love you."
"I don't love you..." Xu Jingyan lowered his head, the answer seemed not surprising, but the next sentence made him look up in surprise.
"But I do." Qin Xiyan said, "I like you."
It's embarrassing for Emma to make such an innocent confession suddenly =L=.
"I've already heard this sentence!" Xu Jingyan excitedly pressed the keyboard to swipe the screen, and the screen suddenly burst into garbled characters, and his mouth was almost incoherent with excitement, "No, no, say it again, I want to record!"
Qin Xiyan is helpless, stop making trouble, kids, shouldn't we discuss ways to get out?
Reunion
"It may never be possible to go out." Qin Xiyan lay on the sofa with his hands behind his head, seemingly leisurely, while the bloody love between a leukemia girl and long-legged Oppa was playing on TV, and the crying sound was like the sound of nature , can always arouse the fanatical sympathy of a group of people.
"I will accompany you." Xu Jingyan said.
Qin Xiyan smiled, but did not speak. In his opinion, Xu Jingyan was still too young to understand the weight of promises.
"I will always be with you." Xu Jingyan said, "If you can't come out, I will always be with you."
The future is full of unknowns, maybe an earthquake will bury the two of them in the next second, Qin Xiyan said: "Maybe I shouldn't say those things to you, I just need a shelter, I can't get out , what happens outside has nothing to do with me."
It's just that Qin's mother is still sad about his coma, and Qin Xiyan is still worried, so it's better for Xu Jingyan to tell Qin's mother that he is still fine now.
"Yanyan." Qin Xiyan said, "There is someone I can't worry about, I think..."
Xu Jingyan interrupted him all of a sudden: "As long as it's not some woman you loved deeply before, I absolutely agree!"
Qin Xiyan couldn't laugh or cry: "Don't think about it, that person is just my mother."
"Oh, it's our mother."
"Go and tell her that I'm fine and let her pay attention to her body."
"Okay." Xu Jingyan nodded.
"She is in Qingshui Ward of Qingshui Hospital."
Xu Jingyan nodded vigorously, and suddenly asked, "Meet your parents so soon?"
Qin Xiyan was taken aback.
"Look, you have met my old man, and now it's time for me to meet your hometown, so what, let me go to our mother to discuss the dowry?"
"Stop it."
"I'm going now!" Xu Jingyan looked out the window, it was pitch black outside, "I forgot it's midnight, I'll go tomorrow!"
Xu Jingyan ran to the closet, picking and choosing in it: "What should I wear? It should be calm or youthful. Will my mother think that I am a man and hate me, otherwise I will wear women's clothes."
Qin Xiyan suddenly became confused: "Do you still have women's clothing?"
"That's not true, but I can buy it tomorrow."
"Don't buy it, just go and meet up as usual." Qin Xiyan frowned, "You don't want to find a fake mother."
"Oh." Xu Jingyan began to rummage through the closet again, after searching, he decided to wear short-sleeved jeans, which is more comfortable for himself.
After choosing clothes and getting ready to go to bed, who knew that Xu Jingyan could not fall asleep because he was too excited to lie on the bed.
"It's past three o'clock in the morning." Xu Jingyan turned over.
"Hmm." Qin Xiyan felt a little uneasy in his heart, not knowing where it came from.
"I can not sleep."
"Counting sheep." Qin Xiyan suppressed his irritability and perfunctory.
Xu Jingyan sighed, "I've already counted to five thousand."
The two of them didn't fall asleep until after six o'clock in the morning in a daze.
"Ah!!!!!!!" Xu Jingyan screamed, "Why did I sleep for so long!!!!!!"
Qin Xiyan was awakened by his cry, and saw that the time was almost seven o'clock in the evening.
"It's all because I didn't set the alarm clock!"
"Gurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...." Xu Jingyan's stomach made a sound, but he covered his stomach and called for takeaway, then rushed to the bathroom to wash himself. After half an hour, therrrr. All in one go.
"Don't worry." Qin Xiyan said helplessly, "Don't worry about today."
Xu Jingyan frowned: "It seems that I ate too fast, and my stomach hurts."
Qin Xiyan was speechless, Xu Jingyan said indifferently: "It's okay, anyway, I'll go to the hospital later, just grab some medicine."
Qin Xiyan was still very uneasy, so he could only ask: "Be careful on the road, okay, it's eight o'clock, let's go."
"Got it." Xu Jingyan agreed with a smile, the bedroom light was on, and he closed the door gently.
The sound-activated light in the stairwell came on, and Xu Jingyan stuffed his wallet into his pocket and ran downstairs in a hurry. This building is only on the eighth floor, and he lives on the third floor. From the window of the bedroom, it is an alley, but from the living room Looking out of the window, there is a small supermarket across the road. The fruits in it are very good. Xu Jingyan buys fruits there every time, and this time is no exception.
Qin's mother must have worked hard to take care of Xi Yan during this time. She should buy some apples, bananas, and lychees. After choosing the fruits and paying for them, Xu Jingyan carried them in her hand and walked out.
Suddenly the lights of the supermarket flickered, and the surroundings were plunged into pitch black night for an instant.Xu Jingyan stared blankly at the opposite residential building, the windows that should have been bright were already pitch black.
power cut?
Xu Jingyan was still a little dazed, is the power outage?How could there be a power outage? Qin Xiyan is still in the computer and the software has not exited. Will something happen to him?
Nozomi!
Xu Jingyan spread his legs and ran home, suddenly he flew up lightly, the headlights shone on him glaringly, the fruit rolled on the ground, and the screeching brakes made him even more dazed.
Like a butterfly whose wings were soaked in water, it finally failed to fly and fell back to the ground. The moment he closed his eyes, he seemed to see Xi Yan flying through the air.
"Xi Yan..."
The voice was so weak that it didn't even count as a whisper, and no one heard it on this chaotic road.
I haven't said goodbye to Xi Yan yet.
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Qin Xiyan has been awake for three days, and he has been staying in this ward.In fact, he could be discharged from the hospital the next day after waking up, but Qin Xiyan said that he didn't feel well, so he rested for an extra day, maybe he was waiting for someone to come over, but only the nurse and mother Qin came to the door of the ward.
"Let's go." Qin's mother had already packed her things and stood in front of the hospital bed.
Over the past few days, this woman who was originally still energetic has been tortured to the point of emaciation.
"Yeah." Qin Xiyan nodded, and suddenly smiled, since he can't wait, then go find it by himself.
"What are you laughing at?" Mother Qin asked.
Qin Xiyan said, "Do you want to find you a daughter-in-law?"
"Really?" Mother Qin looked at him suspiciously.
Qin Xiyan touched his nose: "Of course, this daughter-in-law is a bit special."
"Disability?"
"male."
Mother Qin's shocked face ⊙▽⊙!
Qin Xiyan stood in front of the door on the third floor, feeling a little nervous.
What should I say if we meet later, say hello, I'm Qin Xiyan?I still pretend to go and take you home to meet our mother.Or is it that your husband is back?
Either way, it's disgusting!Qin Xiyan wanted to burst into tears again.
Taking a deep breath, Qin Xiyan raised his hand and knocked on the door.
The door didn't open, and there was no sound from inside. Qin Xiyan's heart sank, and he knocked on the door again.
Still no one opened the door, the other side of the door seemed to be another world, leaving only silent silence.
Qin Xiyan laughed at himself, stepped on his own shadow, turned his back to the door and left here.
The miraculous time-traveling through the computer seemed to only exist in a dream and was left behind by Qin Xiyan. He has been extremely busy these past few days. He heard that the boss was going to bring his son to inspect the work, and let his son take up the post by the way.
Everyone knows that the position of the general manager will be the rich second generation, so seeing Qin Xiyan busy like a dog now is very sympathetic, Qin Xiyan let out a murderous look with a cold face, and immediately pretended to be very busy and retreat Open your eyes.
"Where are the boss and Mr. Li?" Qin Xiyan asked
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