its life is floating

Chapter 17

Shen Feng tried his best to transfer to the original class recently, but his parents didn't say anything, after all, children, as long as they are happy, besides, it doesn't affect their studies, does it?

To be honest, the procedure of class transfer was annoyingly complicated, the head teacher signed, the teachers of each subject signed, and the grade teacher signed. Shen Feng was very busy, and at this time Zhou Zitong became the object of his confidance.

Although it is early spring, it seems that the chill of winter has not dissipated, and the theory of exuberant vitality has not happened. Students should still study and soak in the sea of ​​​​books all day long, but Shen Feng is an exception. Listen to it in class, and you will know it after class.So he pulled Zhou Zitong all day long and poured bitter water on him, but he forgot that Zhou Zitong was not the same as him.

They sat on the chairs for idlers to rest, Shen Feng stretched his waist, looked at the green sky, listened to the voices of people and car horns in the distance, enjoying the rare silence.

Zhou Zitong was carrying his schoolbag, looking sideways at Shen Feng with an expression of enjoyment, a little dazed, when Shen Feng noticed his gaze and turned his head, Zhou Zitong turned back quickly, he looked at his palm, Sweating slightly.

"Zhou Zitong, you've been a little strange recently." Shen Feng squinted his eyes, as if he wanted to see through Zhou Zitong, but he couldn't do it, because Zhou Zitong's clothes were too natural.

"What's so strange?" Zhou Zitong sneered, still staring at his palm, and put it in his pocket for a long time.

"Before the winter vacation, you didn't want to spend any time talking to me, not to mention it's almost seven o'clock now, as usual, you've been anxious to fight with me for a long time. Tsk tsk, it's unusual, Zhou Zitong." Shen Feng clicked his tongue a few times, his eyes were both probing and joking, which made Zhou Zitong not know what to do.

Zhou Zitong chose not to look at him, eyes are the window to reveal a person's thoughts, he is not so stupid to let Shen Feng see the bitterness in his eyes.He doesn't want to be told by someone that there are tears in his heart, otherwise, his whole life will become disgusting.

He sighed, leaned back on the chair, smacked his mouth, and said, "Why, you're not used to it? Then I'm leaving."

"No!! I said how can you misinterpret my meaning to this point, really, forget it, if you don't want to say it, don't say it, and I didn't force you." Shen Feng muttered.

Zhou Zitong looked at the sky and said, "But it's time to go back. It's so late, it's not good to worry your parents." He was about to get up, but was stopped by Shen Feng, his face was hesitant and depressed, The tangled face looks like it's about to twist.

"What's wrong?" Zhou Zitong frowned and looked at Shen Feng's hand holding his clothes, then turned to look at Shen Feng's face.Shen Feng lowered his head and couldn't see what he was thinking. It took him a long time to raise his head, the smile on his face was enough to blind people, and he said: "I haven't been to your house, or today is just the right time and place. Renhe, shall I visit my uncle and aunt?”

"No need." Zhou Zitong bit his lower lip, it felt as if he was going to eat his own flesh, "They don't need you to visit, but if you want to go to my house, find another time, remember to come in advance Say, otherwise it would be impolite to have no preparation at all.”

"Tch, why are we talking about being rude..." Shen Feng turned his head to the side, let go of his hand, and the tips of his ears were a little red.He didn't see Zhou Zitong's face, which lost all its brilliance and blood, and it looked like it was ready to cry at any time.

"Then I'll go first." Zhou Zitong tried to keep his tone as calm as possible. He was worried that the other party would hear something, and he also knew that this matter would not be kept secret for long, especially for Shen Feng, his only friend. He just doesn't want to expose his fragility in front of others. He would rather be sharp and mean to be disgusting than to be pitiful and cowardly to be sympathized with.

But how long can you hide it?Time will not wash away everything, this should have been clear a long time ago, but why can't I help but want to cover up and hide it?You are disgusting, Zhou Zitong.

He turned around and walked towards the vast night, the street lamps illuminated his figure smaller and smaller, just like Shen Feng's own emotions.

Shen Feng watched Zhou Zitong's back going further and further away, but he never looked back.Even though I have become friends with him, Zhou Zitong, you are really terribly indifferent.Shen Feng took a deep breath, rubbed his face vigorously with his hands, then stood up and ran over.

He doesn't want to run away.

"Zhou Zitong!!!" He yelled loudly, making the person who was about to cross the road stop and look back.Zhou Zitong was thinking about why Shen Feng had a convulsion, but unexpectedly, he saw a person who was far away from him suddenly running over, and then stopped in front of him. His nose was a little red, and his eye sockets were also red, and he was crying. Yet?Zhou Zitong couldn't help guessing.

"What's wrong with you?" Shen Feng stood in front of him silently for a long time, Zhou Zitong asked.

Shen Feng shook his head: "It's nothing." Then his eyes were as dazzling as the starry sky, blooming with bright brilliance, he smiled and took a step forward, and then hugged Zhou Zitong tightly.Zhou Zitong was at a loss by this hug, even though he was wearing so many clothes, he could still feel Shen Feng's violent heartbeat, that feeling made people flustered.

Zhou Zitong wanted to escape, but...he reached out and hugged Shen Feng back.Pedestrians who occasionally passed by looked at them with surprised eyes, but the person concerned didn't care at all.

"What's the matter with you?" Zhou Zitong asked softly, and Shen Feng became more energetic.He also replied in a very small voice: "Don't talk, now, give me a good hug." Otherwise, I'm worried that we won't even be friends in the future.

It seems that by this time, the time has also been stretched and lengthened, and the silence has buried everything.The two of them hugged without any mind.They don't pay attention to other people's eyes, don't care about the opinions of the outside world, they just hug quietly.

After a long time, Shen Feng slowly let go of his hand.

The two of them stood so close that Zhou Zitong could see every subtle expression of Shen Feng, as well as his red eye sockets, like a desperately desperate beast struggling for something.

So what are you struggling with?

Shen Feng tried his best to relax his brows, his heart was beating violently, it was a lively beating, a forbearing beating.He spread a smile, right in front of Zhou Zitong's eyes, Zhou Zitong didn't move at all, he looked at Shen Feng calmly, even though he had already guessed something in his heart, but he didn't say anything.

Who hasn't pretended to be passionate, who hasn't been hurt or abandoned by others?So let's live a peaceful life carefully.

"Zhou Zitong..." Shen Feng murmured softly, his voice was quickly drowned out by the sound of passing cars, which was unheard of.

"I used to fantasize about when and where I would tell you this matter, but it came so fast and so violently that it made my mind dizzy. I don't know how much these words will bring you today. Troubled, but forgive me for being selfish. I am not a perfect person myself." Shen Feng took a deep breath, his face was pale, and there was hardly a trace of blood, only a blush on his cheek, which was so pale that it made people feel uncomfortable. Ignore its color.

"Stop talking." Zhou Zitong couldn't bear to see Shen Feng showing such an expression. In his memory, Shen Feng had always been a talented young man with high spirits. As long as it was something he wanted to do, he would do it like this, and he didn't mind. How hurtful my own words are, I just walk with my heart.When had I seen him show such an expression, showing such a fragile expression, it made people flustered and unbearable.

And it turned out that the top student, the first in age, and the smart kid were the friends I wanted to have!

"Heh." Shen Feng chuckled, he looked into Zhou Zitong's eyes, those dark eyes attracted him deeply, making people unable to extricate themselves.If I hadn't become friends with him, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to discover his beauty and goodness until now.So, in the beginning, there is no right or wrong, good or evil, only destiny.

"You don't want me to say it, but I want to say it." Shen Feng smiled, just like the boy who was hugged by him just now, and returned.He slowly opened his lips and said, "I like you, Zhou Zitong."

Zhou Zitong was silent. He heard this sentence without any extreme reaction, disgust, joy, or even some basic reactions. This made Shen Feng a little flustered. He quickly held Zhou Zitong's hand, and poured out his feelings anxiously. Feeling, my own lingering love: "I don't know when I started to realize this and started to like you. Maybe it was the hand you stretched out to me at the sports meeting, maybe it was the hand you gave me when I felt lonely. Regardless of your encouragement, I just like you anyway."

Anyway, I just like you... These words have been filling Zhou Zitong's mind all the time, you really do whatever you want, Shen Feng, Zhou Zitong smiled, but Shen Feng lowered his head and didn't see it. At that time, I felt flustered like never before, because I knew that after the winter vacation, I might not be able to see you from time to time, but I couldn’t stand it just thinking about it. I was thinking about the relationship between the two of us during the whole vacation, and at first I also I deluded myself into thinking that this is just a relationship between brothers, but this is not comparable. So, I understand, so, Zhou Zitong, would you like me?"

After finishing the last sentence, Shen Feng raised his head, with a big smile on his face, like a fool.

When he raised his head and saw Zhou Zitong's smile, he froze for a moment, and then hugged Zhou Zitong tightly.

"I knew it, I knew it!" He seemed to be rejoicing for his victory, a complete fool.

"Of course I like you." Zhou Zitong said softly, murmuring, "Of course I like you, I like you."

Zhou Zitong ignored that little feeling in his heart, that little feeling called desire/desire, this time he wanted to follow his heart and express it according to his heart.Don't hurt the boy in front of you like you hurt your mother, otherwise, the whole world will run counter to you.

He didn't want to, and was left behind.So, he hugged Shen Feng tightly again.

You can't leave me alone.

The author has something to say: I knew this was a cold article [Shou Huang Zai

But I am still very grateful to everyone who accompanied me to see this [smile]