its life is floating

Chapter 18

Sure enough, it didn't take long for Shen Feng to return to this class, and his arrival was welcomed by everyone.Sitting in his seat, Zhou Zitong looked at Shen Feng's status quo like stars holding the moon, and slightly hooked the corners of his mouth.Now they can't be at the same table, so Shen Feng still applied for a seat alone.

Since Zhou Jixiao saw Shen Feng, he kept his head down, didn't speak, and showed no expression. This abnormality naturally didn't attract Zhou Zitong's attention.

During the self-study class, the class is noisy and the teacher is not there.It's nine o'clock in the evening, but they still have two classes for evening self-study, now is the time to sprint.

Zhou Jixiao raised his head and stared at Zhou Zitong, Zhou Zitong frowned impatiently, but Zhou Jixiao laughed unexpectedly.

"What are you laughing at?" Zhou Zitong asked.

Zhou Jixiao stopped smiling immediately, her face was a little weird, she said: "I laughed, it was you. Tell me, aren't you funny?"

Zhou Zitong felt that Zhou Jixiao and Zhou Jixiao had no common language, so he turned to do his own homework.

"You said, is this life interesting? It's always flat, naked birth, naked death, nothing can be brought, nothing can be taken away. Only in this world in just a few decades For some jobs, you can still have your own desires and attachments. To be honest, if you lose your curiosity, you are nothing. Oh, yes, maybe there is also that strong and excessive self-esteem, such as You, Zhou Zitong."

The surrounding noise buried Zhou Jixiao's voice, but Zhou Zitong could clearly hear what Zhou Jixiao said.But, sure enough, he didn't want to talk to this neurotic girl, and he had absolutely no interest in spending his time arguing with others.

Seeing that Zhou Zitong didn't respond, Zhou Jixiao didn't feel embarrassed at all, instead she continued to talk more freely: "I think, this life is too boring, just like me, I feel that I don't need to live After all, there are so many people in the world, billions of people, who cares about your life? Suicide or something will be covered up by other things in a few days. There are so many suicides in the world, who cares about you? There may be some attention to murders, especially serial murders, and public opinion always pays special attention to these things."

"But, to be honest. Even if they are paying attention, they are still paying attention to the murderer. For the dead, maybe even an autopsy can't make people feel peaceful, or a few years later, when your bones are about to rot Time to dig up your grave and see how your body is. But I said this is the most taboo, by the way, Zhou Zitong, did you do an autopsy when your mother died?" Zhou Jixiao smiled maliciously Just looking at Zhou Zitong like this.

"Are you interested?" Zhou Zitong took a deep breath and swallowed his anger into his stomach.He didn't want to do something like hitting someone, especially if that person was a girl.

"Interesting, of course it's interesting." Zhou Jixiao seemed to have discovered something interesting, "I didn't see what other people said when my mother died, but now, I think this world is really boring, so I just Thinking of something funny, even my mother's death can be left behind, you know what it is? That's when I start to be obnoxious, you know? Humans are such hypocritical creatures, even if you No matter how well you did in the past, as long as there is one thing beyond their tolerance, they will treat you as a different kind, as a terrifying existence. In fact, they are the most terrifying and changeable creatures ,"

"Hearing your words, it seems that you are not a human being. Well, Zhou Jixiao, this is the end of our conversation, and tomorrow I will tell the teacher to change the same table."

The noise around stopped because of the silence of the disciplinary committee member. In less than a minute, Zhou Jixiao kept looking at Zhou Zitong. She didn't open her mouth until the classroom was noisy again, "Change to the same table. ? Who did you do it with, Shen Feng? Don't think I don't know the relationship between you and him, I know everything."

Zhou Zitong didn't do many problems in the whole class, all of them were disturbed by Zhou Jixiao.After class, Zhou Jixiao left his seat, but that smile made Zhou Zitong shudder.

"What's wrong with you? I saw that Zhou Jixiao kept talking to you during class, what did you say?" Shen Feng sat next to Zhou Zitong, and asked seemingly unintentionally.

Zhou Zitong said: "I am now more sure of what you told me before."

"what?"

"She's just a lunatic." Zhou Zitong looked at Shen Feng and said this sentence, and Shen Feng laughed out loud when he heard it, tears came out.

"Why, I don't believe you didn't know this until now, that crazy woman, you have to stay away from her in the future, you can change your seat and sit at the same table with me tomorrow!"

"This, of course I know."

It's just... Zhou Zitong looked outside, as if something bad was going to happen.

That night, after Zhou Zitong returned home, his mobile phone received a text message from an unknown area and an unfamiliar number.

It said [Zhou Zitong, what do you think will happen if I die? 】The unreasonable words made him quickly think of a person, so he edited a text message and sent it to the other party 【Who are you? 】

There was no reply for a long time, until Zhou Zitong believed that it was a prank message, and then they replied [Zhou Jixiao.On the roof of Building A of Starlight Building, I will wait for you there. 】

Zhou Zitong was almost amused by Zhou Jixiao. Why did she think that a message could make him run so far in the middle of the night to blow the cold wind? Zhou Zitong packed up and went to the bathroom to take a shower. When he entered the door, he looked at his phone inexplicably Feeling flustered, he clicked his tongue, and finally got dressed and went out.

Xingguang Building is the tallest residential building in the city, of course he knows that that place is almost always where rich people gather, and Zhou Jixiao also lives there when he wants to come.To be honest, she sent such a text message about life and death at first, and then asked him to go to the rooftop, which made people think deeply, this girl will not do anything.

It was very cold at night, Zhou Zitong gathered his scarf, entered the community, and found building a.

He raised his head and looked up. It was so dark that he couldn't see anything clearly.Zhou Zitong retreated, but immediately cheered up, let's go up and have a look.

He entered the elevator and went straight up to the top floor.

But the highest floor refers to the highest floor of the residential buildings, and if you want to go to the rooftop, you still have to take the stairs.Resigned to his fate, Zhou Zitong felt like he was running errands for the eldest lady, he sighed and pushed open the door of the rooftop.

The cold wind filled him all of a sudden, Zhou Zitong inhaled coldly, and he saw Zhou Jixiao sitting on the railing of the roof.

"You are finally here, Zhou Zitong, you really made me wait for a long time." Complaining words came from the other side, and Zhou Zitong walked away like Zhou Jixiao.

"Don't come here." Zhou Jixiao stood up, becoming more dangerous.

"What do you want to do? No matter what, there is no need to commit suicide." Zhou Zitong frowned to dissuade Zhou Jixiao, but Zhou Jixiao just shook his head. She was wearing a very thin nightdress that she would only wear at home.

"I think my life is too boring. Maybe if I jump down now, I might go through the space-time tunnel and enter those other worlds. Maybe if I'm not careful, I might be seduced by sex/lure!" Zhou Ji Xiao smiled, "As long as I think of this, I can't wait to jump off and stay away from this sad world."

"Although I don't know if you will touch any time-traveling mechanism if you jump down, I know that if you jump down, you will definitely go to another world." Zhou Zitong looked serious, he didn't want to let a person in the world again. Died in front of my own face.

Zhou Jixiao widened his eyes when he heard such remarks, and then laughed loudly: "Zhou Zitong, don't make such jokes with a shocked face, okay? It's very funny."

"This is not a joke. Your life needs to be controlled by yourself. If you are bored, create something to make yourself no longer bored. Death cannot end anything."

"Okay, Zhou Zitong, I really think that I should create some fun things to please myself." She tilted her head and looked at the moon in the distance. For the first time, she felt that it was so far away and so untouchable.

She took a deep breath, turned to look at Zhou Zitong again, and said, "I admit, I liked Shen Feng before, because he was so kind, so yearning, and so cute. But now, I don't I like him, I like you now, because your heart is full of tears, I feel very pitiful, so I have to guard against some thoughts on you, but I feel more and more about you, how should I put it... That kind of cold on the outside and hot on the inside, no matter how much you hate me, look, haven’t you come here yet? I know that my guess is right, it’s just that I used the wrong method so that I deserved not to be loved. "

Zhou Jixiao's tears flowed all over her face, she felt that she must be very embarrassed now, but there was nothing she could do.

"Anyway, you still have to come down, it's too dangerous to stand on it." Zhou Zitong stretched out his hand and walked towards Zhou Jixiao, but now Zhou Jixiao didn't say anything to stop him.

"It's because this building is so high that I'm sure I'll die if I jump down, so I chose to stand here." Zhou Jixiao's voice was very soft, Zhou Zitong didn't hear a single thing, he just saw the opening and closing of Zhou Jixiao's lips.

"You come down first, and we'll talk about other things later. Nothing can be solved by death." Zhou Zitong got closer and closer to Zhou Jixiao, and Zhou Jixiao also stretched out his hand, as if hoping that Zhou Zitong would hold him the same as myself.The ominous premonition in Zhou Zitong's heart became stronger and stronger, he quickly tried to hold Zhou Jixiao, but unexpectedly Zhou Jixiao took a step back and fell down.

Zhou Zitong panicked. He ran over and stretched out his hand, hoping to hold and hold the other party like in the TV series, but it seemed that it was too late.

Everything is too late.

Zhou Zitong once again felt that death was so close, so suffocating.

He gasped heavily, and saw a blank piece of paper on the ground, he picked it up, and felt so powerless looking at the writing on it.

Zhou Jixiao's mother was mentally ill and committed suicide during one of her attacks. At the beginning, Zhou Jixiao didn't feel anything, not even basic pain. She just watched others cry, so she shed tears herself.

Later, I learned that mental illness seems to be hereditary, and Zhou Jixiao became more and more abnormal, as if thinking about the world differently from ordinary people. All in all, she hurt people and was sent to a mental hospital for treatment.It seems that her illness seems to be much better, but she still doesn't stop thinking about where people come from, where they should go, how to comfort boredom in life, and why people have such miscellaneous emotions?

She hates this world.

The author has something to say: Ah, I wrote the female supporting role to death [Wang Tian

There is a feeling of wanting to cry, this big cold article is really thankful for everyone’s support [Distressed]

Isn't it cold now?Hahaha, we really haven’t seen snow for a long time here. The sun came out at noon today, and it’s very warm.