it's him

Chapter 20

That afternoon, Xu Xiaofeng was playing with his teacher's Adam's apple, maliciously asking the teacher to raise his head high so that he could do whatever he wanted with that fair neck.The man sat on the sofa obediently, maintaining a head-on posture, and painstakingly endured the torture of the young man in front of him.

Finally, when the Adam's apple was suddenly bitten, the man retracted his neck reflexively. Although his big eyes were short-sighted, he couldn't hide his panicked look at the boy.Fingers gripped the back of the sofa uneasily.

It's a pity that his reaction would only make the young man treat him more arrogantly, "Teacher, you're not good." The young man laughed.

Whenever Xu Xiaofeng raised one corner of his mouth and smiled with his eyes curved into an arc, Xie Chengyan was terrified.He didn't know it before, but after a few lessons, he knew he was afraid.

Just when Xu Xiaofeng was about to pounce on the man trembling like a sheep, the phone rang.

While answering the phone, the boy stretched his arms and unbuttoned the first button on the man's shirt.However, as the expression on his face changed from joking to serious, the movements of his hands also slowed down and stopped.The man's tense nerves finally relaxed.

Putting down the phone, Xu Xiaofeng walked away.He didn't look back and didn't say a word.

Xie Chengyan was a little sad looking at the door that hadn't closed in time.Slowly sitting up straight, he fastened the button that the boy had unbuttoned again.This is not the first time, he left after answering the phone.At the beginning, he would say that he would not come back to eat, or where he was going to tell him not to worry.But gradually, even that thoughtful word became rare.

At first he would worry that something might happen.Later, he knew that nothing would happen to him.

Xie Chengyan wondered more than once, does Xu Xiaofeng really love him.What is their relationship now.As soon as he thought that the boy was just a plaything for his curiosity, he immediately tried his best to think of all the kindness Xiaofeng had treated him in the past to refute and comfort himself.But Xu Xiaofeng's kindness to him is really rare.When he was sad, he had to take out those few pitiful moments and relive them over and over again, as if he couldn't support himself to continue loving him in this unfair relationship if he didn't do this.However, after all, people cannot live by a few moments that have been whitewashed by their own fantasies.

That night, as usual, Mr. Xie prepared a meal and waited for Xu Xiaofeng to come back.Although he didn't say he would come back for dinner.But men seem to be used to long waits.It seems that if you stay for a while, time will pass.

That night, Xu Xiaofeng did not come back.Xie Chengyan calmly sealed the untouched vegetables with plastic wrap and put them in the refrigerator. He moved slowly like an old man, and slowly returned to the house and lay down.Sure enough, habits are terrible, even the emotion of disappointment is the same, as long as you get used to it, you won't be particularly uncomfortable.

After sleeping until midnight, or in a daze until early morning, I heard the sound of the door opening.The man sat up abruptly, feeling distressed when he saw the tired look of the young man at the door.He completely left behind his torment of staying up all night.

"Did it wake you up, teacher?" The boy who was always high-spirited now looked fragile like a baby who needed someone to take care of him.She looked normal before going out, so what happened?Xie Chengyan was extremely anxious.

"What's wrong? What happened? Tell the teacher..."

When the boy heard his words, he didn't answer, but just put his arms around him and entered the room, and then quietly nestled in his neck, like a wronged child.

"What happened?"

no answer.

"You can tell me something, maybe I can help you?" Only at this time, he felt like his teacher.Only at this time can he feel that he is a child after all and needs the protection of adults.

Still no answer.

"You in the end..."

"Teacher!" Xu Xiaofeng finally responded to him.To be precise, it interrupted him. "You're annoying."

So half of the concern was blocked in the throat, unable to speak or swallow, and the blockage made my heart ache.

Xu Xiaofeng just needs a hug from someone right now, and he happens to have it here.But he got carried away because of this, and repeatedly asked about his "private affairs".

"I'll go first." Sure enough, he got angry.

After Xu Xiaofeng left, Xie Chengyan called him several times, but he was either hung up or turned off.I didn't see him again until the end of the college entrance examination.

This made him even more anxious.Even as the head teacher, he had to contact Xu Xiaofeng immediately.So, he called She Meng, pretending to be a normal teacher asking about the students' recent situation, "She Meng, the volunteer forms for our class are only short of you and Yu Haiyang, um... and Xu Xiaofeng didn't submit them. The teacher can't contact them , can I trouble you..."

"I see, Mr. Xie, don't worry, we will go to school to fill out the form tomorrow."

"Ah... oh, good. See you in my office tomorrow then."

After hanging up the phone, Mr. Xie let out a sigh of relief.This call at least showed that Xu Xiaofeng was fine and had successfully passed the college entrance examination.It seems that he was worrying too much that day.Then, he began to feel nervous about seeing his sweetheart tomorrow.I don't know how Xiaofeng did in the exam, but with his usual grades, he can definitely report for a first-class focus.Although he wanted to discuss this matter with the boy more than once before, but in the end he was hurt by the boy's words "Teacher, you care a little too much", and he didn't dare to mention it again.But not mentioning it does not mean not thinking about it.Not only because he likes that outstanding boy and wishes him well, but also because he is his teacher.

Finally, the whole night was spent practicing repeatedly what kind of conversation he should have when he saw Xu Xiaofeng.Early the next morning, he picked out a piece of clothing that he usually only wears on important occasions, even sprayed on a little hairspray left by the boy here, and went out in good spirits.

Arrived at the office early and waited for the students.A female teacher with fringed bangs finished sorting out her class's volunteer form, and chatted with Xie Chengyan boredly. "Mr. Xie, how is your class? I guess there are quite a few people reporting to City B."

Although Xie Chengyan has an honest personality, his professionalism has always been recognized by his peers.Therefore, in order to improve the enrollment rate, he has been arranged to lead the third grade.Facts have proved that he has indeed lived up to expectations and shouldered the heavy responsibility of the school's promotion rate. His class is either a champion or a student from a top prestigious school.However, this old man never takes credit for himself, and his sincere and humble character makes him very popular among colleagues.There are even some enthusiastic female teachers who will introduce objects to him.

"Fortunately, this year's questions are a bit difficult, and the students reported very conservatively."

"It's not difficult for those who are difficult, but it's not difficult for those who meet. Just the first few students in your class, there is absolutely no problem in taking the Q major." The female teacher looked at the volunteer form of her class and sighed, "I'm a weasel and a mouse. A nest is not as good as a nest." Woah... I don't have anything to do with this year's commission..."

Xie Chengyan smiled in agreement, and when he turned his head, three tall and straight teenagers were walking in the door.The smile on his face disappeared randomly.The three of them have lost a lot of weight, especially She Meng and Xu Xiaofeng, their faces are very ugly, as if they haven't had a good rest recently.

"Teacher, let's come to watch."

Xie Chengyan hadn't recovered from his astonishment, he couldn't help staring at Xu Xiaofeng's eyes but was pulled back by She Meng's words.

"Oh...you guys fill this out." Xie Chengyan handed over the form, then stared at Xu Xiaofeng again.

The three of them quickly finished filling out the form and left without saying a word.Xie Chengyan hurriedly tried to stop them, "Wait a minute! You...how did you do in the exam."

"Not much, thank you teacher for your concern. We still have something to do, so let's go first." Yu Haiyang replied.

Xie Chengyan was so anxious that he was about to cry, and he couldn't blatantly go forward and grab the boy in the middle, who hadn't even glanced at him since he entered the room.However, when he saw that a second-rate university like She Meng was written on the boy's watch, he couldn't bear it and broke out.

"Xu Xiaofeng, classmate! You...why did you apply for this school?" Teacher Xie blushed because of excitement.

At this time, She Meng patted Xu Xiaofeng on the shoulder, then pulled Yu Haiyang away first.But Xu Xiaofeng didn't seem to want to stay for long.

"Teacher, which school to apply for is our freedom." The boy said impatiently.

"But, with your grades..."

"Teacher! Leave me alone, I've already made up my mind." His tone was a little gentler, but his eyes were still cold and emotionless.

"How can I not care, you can go to a very good school, why do you want to destroy your future, you..."

"Teacher! Don't bother me anymore! It shouldn't affect your reputation if you don't enroll in the school without me. If you are worried about losing a commission, I can pay you right away!"

"What..." Before the man could react, Xu Xiaofeng had already disappeared at the door.But the words he said lingered in Xie Chengyan's ears, unable to dissipate for a long time.

"Hey, students nowadays are getting more and more presumptuous towards teachers, and they don't understand a little bit of civility. Teacher Xie, that kind of second-generation ancestor is used to domineering, so don't take it to heart. Maybe he didn't do well in the exam." Female teacher Seeing Xie Chengyan staring blankly at the door, he comforted him sympathetically.

And Xie Chengyan was recalling what the boy said just now, analyzing word by word, whether there was any meaning of the word "break up" in it.

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