this life

Chapter 26

As soon as the car stopped, I rushed out of the car and threw up on the side of the road.After vomiting, consciousness slowly recovered, and he could see the person beside him clearly.It turned out to be Fu Xiao.What's the matter with him.I could only hear Fu Xiao saying this in my ear, but I couldn't make out what he was saying.Probably preaching again, he always liked to educate me before.Now, though, I don't want to hear it, and I'm glad I can't either.I sat on the side of the road blowing the wind and it made me feel better.Fu Xiao took out a cigarette and asked me if I smoked. I hesitated for a while, but took it anyway.Tsk hiss~ This cigarette made me completely awake.I said to Fu Xiao, "Thank you."

Fu: "What's the matter with you, why do you drink so much?"

Me: "It's nothing. How do you know I'm there?" Before I heard the answer, the cigarette in my hand was snatched by Wang Shaochong and thrown on the ground.Why is he here?I glanced at Wang Shaochong.Wang Shaochong probably came out in a hurry, he could see that he was still wearing home clothes inside, and he didn't even have time to put socks on his feet.Wang Shaochong held back his anger and pulled me up. I shook it and stood up by myself.Looking at Wang Shaochong's face flushed from running over in a hurry.At this time, I realized that Fu Xiao had already sent me home.My new home with Wang Shaochong.I just glanced at Wang Shaochong, then looked at Fu Xiao and said, "Senior, thank you today, I invite you to sit at home some other day, it's getting late today, you should go back and rest earlier."

Fu Xiao saw Wang Shaochong's hateful eyes and added my meaning to him, so he drove away knowingly.Leave me to blow with Wang Shaochong.I ignored Wang Shaochong, turned around and walked towards home.Wang Shaochong knew that I was in a bad mood, so he suppressed his emotions all the way until the moment he entered the house and closed the door.

Wang: "Are you with Fu Xiao today?"

Me: "No, myself."

Wang: "You yourself? Then why did he send you back?"

Me: "I don't know."

Wang: "I don't know? Wang Jian, do you think I'm an idiot? If you still like the kid named Fu, tell me, there's no need to lie to me, I'll give him the space!"

Me: "Wang Shaochong, if I still like him, I will tell you directly. There is no need to lie to you. On the contrary, you lie again and again. I would like to ask you about my job transfer. Did you know early on?" Wang Shaochong probably didn't expect me to ask this, and was speechless for a while.Seeing that he was speechless, I continued: "Why didn't you tell me that your father is from the head office, was it arranged by your father that I was transferred to the branch?" Still tough.

Wang: "I transferred you away because I was also thinking about your future. How can we develop in our small broken network. I am still tired every day. I am also doing this for your own good."

Me: "For my own good? Yes, what you young master Wang does is right. Whether you lie to me or hide it from me, it is for my own good, so I should be grateful? Wang Shaochong, let me tell you, even if I am the king No matter how cheap Jian is, he has no status, and he doesn’t need charity. I work hard to make ends meet, and I’m down-to-earth. I don’t want to be told behind my back that I’m a worthless person who can only rely on connections to make ends meet.”

Wang: "Wang Jian, don't say that about yourself. You are actually very capable, but you just lack opportunities. You think that as long as the branch has a relationship, everyone will be willing. They also know your situation and know that you are a talent. Agreed to accept."

Me: "Huh~ is that so? I'm a talent? I'm not, you are! You're a genius in acting. You act like you don't know anything about me. If I didn't see your dad come to inspect the branch today, I'd be here. It’s still in the dark.”

Wang: "Is there my dad? You will go to the branch to work sooner or later. I just moved this ahead of time. Besides, since you have been transferred there, you can work hard. Do your job well and don't care about others. say what."

Me: "Wang Shaochong, didn't you realize it. You fucking lied to me. This is what happened to your ex. Now it's the same with my job. What do you think of me? A pet of yours? I will do whatever you want me to do." What are you doing, I have to listen if you want to tell me? You don’t want to tell me, I don’t have the right to ask, do you? Is that so?” “Don’t tell me you’re doing it for my own good, you don’t take me seriously at all. If If you want to control me like a woman, then you are wrong, I am also a man, I need equality, honesty, not obedience."

I don't know if it was my words that irritated Wang Shaochong again, or my persistent tough attitude made Wang Shaochong unbearable.His obedience just now disappeared in an instant.Said: "Hmph, I know it was inappropriate for me to transfer you to the branch without consulting you. But, there is nothing wrong with it. I want you to work comfortably and decently, isn't it because I love you Is it you? What did you say to me? Did you discuss anything with me? You came back with Fu Xiao today, full of alcohol. What do you make me think? You know I just picked up your call, How did I feel when it was Fu Xiao's voice?" "Frankly, then you are honest with me. From entering the door to now, you have not given a single explanation. I would like to ask you, you are so noble. Is it a show of caring for sentient beings by fooling around with your ex-boyfriend?!"

Maybe it's been suppressed for too long, or I really drank too much.Facing Wang Shaochong's responsibilities and attitude towards problems, I really can't stand it anymore.Me: "Wang Shaochong, who are you, why do you care about me? You don't need to control who I go out with or drink with. Listen carefully, you, Wang Shaochong, have no right to control me, let alone interfere with me." things. From now on, you go your way and I go mine"

Wang: "What did you say? Wang Jian, say it again. I don't have the right? Do I? What else is there to tell you to do what you want and what to do? Please make it clear."

Me: "I've made it very clear."

The anger in Wang Shaochong's eyes makes people look frightened, but at this moment, I am not afraid of him at all.While I was still waiting for Wang Shaochong's next sentence, I felt a burst of pain, and Wang Shaochong punched me in the face.I was a bit unsteady after drinking too much, and fell to the ground.I wiped the blood oozing from the corner of my mouth, got up, and punched me back.The two of us wrestled together.He bumped and bumped and knocked over a lot of things.In the end, both of them were tired and lay down on the ground.I was mentally sober, but physically intoxicated, I couldn't get up for a while.Wang Shaochong stood up and went out with his clothes, but I was still lying there quietly.This is our first day in our new home.

In the next few days, I didn't contact anyone with Wang Shaochong, and he didn't go home.The two of us were deadlocked like this.In fact, I regretted it the next day. I shouldn't have said those stupid things.After all, Wang Shaochong also considered me when he did these things.However, the water that is spilled by the spoken words cannot be recovered.Thinking, if it doesn't work, just apologize to Wang Shaochong and make a meal to make up for it.It's not a woman, what are you doing just to say a few angry words to your mother-in-law.Thinking of this, I called Wang Shaochong, but no one answered.I glanced at Wang Shaochong's schedule, he should be working.I called the original unit landline.

A woman's voice sounded: "Hi, hello, X line, how can I help you?" I knew it was Sun Furong.

Me: "Sister Sun, I'm Wang Jian, how are you doing, are you busy now?"

Sun: "Oh, Wang Jian, I'm not busy, what's the matter?"

Me: "Well, did Wang Shao rush to work today?"

Sun: "Wang Shaochong? Xiao Wang, don't you know. Wang Shaochong proposed to resign a few days ago."

Me: "Resigned? Is that right? I really don't know about this. Ah~ then there's nothing else to do. Sister Sun, you are busy and we can meet again when you have time." When I heard the news that Wang Shaochong had resigned, my head would explode. opened.How much else is this kid hiding from me?Am I just so invisible?Just a display?The mood that originally wanted to ease the relationship with him was swept away.Thinking, maybe not seeing is the best choice.After another month or so, I called home this month, and my mother's attitude towards me had obviously changed. She said that my father didn't feel as angry as before when he mentioned me now.My mother said to let me come back some time and talk about my affairs, and I excitedly promised them to go back after a while.I am very touched by the transformation of my parents. I pity the hearts of parents in the world. The love of parents is the greatest in this world. Their tolerance for their children is far greater than we imagined.During this period, there was still no news from Wang Shaochong, and the phone was turned off.Living alone in a two-bedroom house, I feel unusually lonely.No one wakes me up in the morning, no hugs at night, every day I start smoking and deal with eating instant noodles.But it's okay.I will order takeout now.During the break before, when Wang Shaochong didn’t want to cook, the two of us ordered takeaway, and we felt that the food was not bad, but it didn’t taste good when we ate alone.

I haven't seen Wang Shaochong for [-] days, and I can't sit still.In time for the weekend, I carried my things, and shamelessly came to Wang Shaochong’s parents’ house as a friend of Wang Shaochong. I said I was visiting two old people, but actually I wanted to know how Wang Shaochong was doing, mainly because I wanted to meet him and see how he was doing. OK.Wang's father went on a business trip and did not come back, but Wang Shaochong's mother was still enthusiastic.Mama Wang was very happy to see me.She thought I would come with Wang Shaochong, obviously she didn't know that I haven't seen his son for a long time.I didn't indicate my purpose of coming, I just said to see the second elder.In the communication with Wang's mother, except that they only knew about Wang Shaochong's resignation, they didn't know anything else, and they didn't even see Wang Shaochong for longer than me.Why is everyone I dated like this, walking away without a word, Fu Xiao is like this, and Wang Shaochong is like this too.At any rate, Fu Xiao told me where he was going before he left, but Wang Shaochong had no news at all.

It may be that my emotions are too obvious, and Mama Wang can see my sadness.Said to me: "Wang Jian, did you quarrel with Shao Chong?" I kept silent, as a default.Mother Wang went on to say: "Don't rush at this kid, because you have the right idea, and you are used to doing what you have always done. Don't take it to heart and let him do it. He is serious about you. When he came back and begged his father to transfer you a job, I would I can see that he really likes you. He seldom begs his father, even when he was half disabled by his father back then, he never bowed his head. It is a miracle that he can bow his head to his father for you. We don’t ask for anything, now we only want our children to live in peace and stability, and we are content.” Listening to what Wang’s mother said, I felt more and more guilty, thinking about how indifferent Wang Shaochong is usually, self-centered, The most important thing is to live comfortably, and work is nothing to him, but he begged his father because I ignored my self-esteem.I did that to him.

When I got home, I called Wang Shaochong again and again, but the phone was still turned off.Maybe this time I really broke his heart.Want to redeem, but don't even give me a chance.Where the hell are you, Wang Shaochong?

During this period of time, there are so many jobs in the unit that people can't be idle for a moment.After the busy marketing season, I reported the annual leave and rest arrangement to the leader.Leaders approved for a week.I took advantage of this week to go back to my hometown.Getting ready to face my parents, since I decided to be with Wang Shaochong, the parental issue is the first to be resolved.