this life

Chapter 27

I returned to this familiar city with trepidation.Over the past few years, my hometown has changed a lot.There are more and more cars on the road, and the conditions of every household are getting better and better.Seeing all these changes, I couldn't help but sigh with emotion.Three years ago, I decided to leave this small city and go to Beijing.At that time, I was still a young boy entering society.Knowing nothing and knowing nothing, living a bitter life in Beidiao.Living in a small house of less than [-] square meters, it seems that my heart is only as big as [-] square meters, shrouded in darkness.Ever since I met Wang Xiaochong, sunshine has shone into my life. Later Wang Xiaochong left me, but it seems that he brought Wang Shaochong to my side and let the sunshine continue to warm me.Thinking about my life in the past two years, my happy time was brought to me by the two of them.

As soon as I entered the house, my mother was very happy to see me back.No previous complaints and sorrows.My dad didn't take a stick to drive me out when he saw me, but just gave me a sad look on his face.I put down the things I brought back and sat down in front of my parents.I don't know what to say, how to say, just bowed my head.My parents didn't mention it, they just asked me if I was tired, how was my work recently, and other daily routines.At dinner at night, my dad proposed to have two drinks with me at the dinner table.Only then did I feel relieved, at least my dad didn't want me anymore.My mother seemed to feel relieved when she saw my father's actions.Down a few glasses of wine.I said, "Mom and Dad, I know I was wrong. I'm sorry, but I really can't deceive you. Please forgive me." My dad didn't respond when he heard what I said, but drank another glass of wine .My mother sighed: "Son, mom knows. Your dad and I don't blame you anymore. During this time, your boyfriend, let's call him Wang Shaochong. He made us figure it out." Hearing Wang Shaochong's name, I Surprised, how did my mother know, it sounds familiar.I said, "Mom, how did you know? He asked you and my dad?"

Dad: "Not only did he look for it, but he still refused to leave. If it wasn't for your mother and I's consent, he would have been stuck with us for the rest of our lives."

Me: "What? He has been here?"

Mom: "Yeah, when I called you last time, he just left. This kid is quite persistent. At first I told your dad to yell at him, but he didn't leave. He just stood at the door. Your dad threatened him. He wanted to beat him, but he left and came back the next day, so we simply ignored him. I thought he would leave if he was left at the door for a day or two. But I didn’t expect it to be like this every day. It was cold and he was wearing thin clothes Well, I thought he was just a child, and I couldn't bear to let him freeze outside, so I let him in. He didn't talk about you when he came in, he just helped me with my work and was busy with that."

Dad: "That boy can coax people, and he made your mother so happy. After a long time, your mother's heart softened. He told me that the child is pretty good. To say that this woman is a bad thing."

Mom: "You old man, you still talk about me. The children help you with the farm work, and when you carry things, don't you also say that multiple sons are good."

Dad: "You old woman, really! You just know how to pick me up." Listening to the way my parents liked Wang Shaochong, I was moved to tears.Just like what Wang's mother said, parents know that their children are doing well, and everything will be tolerated.

Mom: "Son, since you really want to live with Wang Shao Chong, then have a good time. Your father and I think this child is not bad. Although we can't have children, we will have another son. We will deal with you. Don't stop it."

I nodded vigorously and said a lot of grateful words to reassure them that I will be on good terms with him.My mother didn't tell me too many details. She just said that Wang Shaochong said he still had work and went back to Beijing. Let us take care of our health and come back to see them.Calculating the time it took for Wang Shao to rush away, then he should have returned to Beijing for a while.Why can't I call him?I thought he would break up with me because of what I said last time, but I didn't expect that he would talk through my parents, take all the pressure on himself, and let me enjoy the result comfortably.Yes, he is such a person, he does everything for me quietly, but I never know how to understand him from his perspective, and I keep blaming him.It seems that my boyfriend is really terrible.I don't know, is he still willing to give me a chance?The annual vacation is over soon, and I returned to Beijing.You were the one who chased me before, but this time it's me who chased you.

I collected news about Wang Shaochong through various channels.Through his transfer records, I found that he transferred a large amount of money to a capital verification account in the last month, and this capital verification account was opened in our branch.Later, through the enterprise information network, I found out that he is the largest shareholder of the company.I found this company through the company's office address.As soon as I entered the door, the front desk politely asked me the purpose of my visit.I said that I wanted to meet their President Wang, but she said that President Wang was not here and that he would not be back until next week after a business trip.I said that I was a potential customer and I had business to discuss with Mr. Wang, so I had to leave Mr. Wang's phone number and tell me the exact time when I would come back.The little girl at the front desk didn't quite believe that any boss would come to the door by herself, but she gave it to me politely.In the next few days, I was thinking every day if I really saw Wang Shaochong, how to greet him, what kind of expression to look at him, and how to make him come back to me.These plots are simulated over and over again in my mind, overturned and rebuilt over and over again.There is no answer, I can't find a standard answer.Maybe he didn't want to see me at all.But if you really don't want to see me, then why go to my parents to intercede?Maybe he felt that it was his appearance that made me come out, so he felt guilty and should make up for it?Otherwise, why didn't you contact me and didn't answer the phone?Feeling uneasy, I called him before he came back.The phone was connected, and a strange man's voice came from the receiver, and my heart turned cold. Could it be that~ I asked doubtfully, "Excuse me, is Wang Shaochong here?"

The man said: "Mr. Wang, I'm not here. I'm his assistant. If you have anything to do, I can tell you."

Me: "I'm a friend of his, and I want to talk to him face to face about something."

The man obviously attaches great importance to the boss's privacy: "Our boss Wang is not here, if you have anything to say, you should tell me, and I will convey it to you when he comes back."

Me: "Forget it, thank you." I put down the phone and I was very disappointed.It seemed that finding him was not an easy task.

Because Wang Shaochong's company is very close to our branch, from the day when Wang Shaochong expected to return, I reported on time at noon and evening.I went to the company to look for him at noon, and waited for him downstairs at night.But he was never seen.I began to wonder if he was really working here, and why he hadn't seen anyone for a week.

June is approaching quietly, and at this time, Beijing has started to get a little hot.After work this day, I came downstairs to Wang Shaochong's company earlier than usual to wait for him.Because today is a holiday day, many companies have no business.So I got off work on time than usual and didn't work overtime.Just when I was about to push open the glass door of Starbucks coffee, I noticed a car similar to Wang Shaochong's driving over and stopped at the main entrance of the building.I saw a man in a well-fitting suit get out of the car. Although I had seen Wang Shaochong wearing a bank uniform, the clothes felt completely different from the uniform on him.The charm of a mature man can be seen at a glance.He buttoned the first button of his suit as he got out of the car.I stared at him fixed in place.He seemed to feel my burning gaze, he looked in my direction, and at that moment he stopped.We didn't push open the door in front of us, but stopped there and looked at each other.Unexpectedly, we met again so suddenly, although I thought that we would meet one day, but when we did meet, I didn't know what to do.I know that there may be only one chance, see if you can grasp it.I quickly walked in his direction, and instead of hiding in the building, he also walked towards me.

Me: "Long time no see." I spoke first when the two of us faced each other.

Wang: "Long time no see."

Me: "Where have you been for so long?"

Wang: "Busy with the company's business, I have never been idle."

Me: "When are you free, I would like to treat you to a meal."

Wang: "I don't have time recently, let's try another day."

Me: "Well, good. Give me your contact information, I don't want to call your assistant anymore." Wang Shaochong copied his new number to me, then turned and left.I didn't expect the former lovers to meet again so plainly.No quarrels, no blame, no hugs, just the most tasteless courtesy and pleasantries.Watching Wang Shaochong leave, I turned and went into the coffee shop.

"You didn't leave?" Wang Shaochong was obviously surprised when I grabbed my arm.Yes, I didn't leave, but waited until he got off work at eleven o'clock in the evening.

Me: "Didn't I say I want to treat you to dinner? Since you're off work, you should have time now." Before he could react, I stuffed him into the car and drove all the way home. We haven't really lived in a home yet.

I started to work in the kitchen, he took off his clothes as if he had returned to his own home, and nestled on the sofa watching TV.We all resisted not asking each other, maintaining a false calm.The meal will be ready soon.I invited him over to eat.He turned off the TV and sat down.After sitting down, he never moved his chopsticks.Actually, I have no appetite either.The two of them were silent like this, not because they didn't want to speak, but because they didn't know where to start.Looking at Wang Shaochong's obviously thin face, I frowned.Pick up a piece of meat and put it in his bowl.He asked in a low voice: "How are you doing recently?"

Me: "Not good. What about you?"

Wang: "Me? Oh, I don't know."

Me: "Where have you been all this time? Don't tell me you're just going to work, you know that's not what I'm asking."

Wang: "I, after resigning, went to your hometown and visited your parents. Then I went back to Beijing and started a company with my friends. I have been busy ever since."

Me: "Why didn't you answer my call? Why didn't you call me?"

Wang: "At first it was because my mobile phone was dropped on the way to your house. Then I wanted to find you, but I didn't know how to explain to you that I went to your parents and resigned. Thinking about what you said to me before, I am afraid that if I see you, you will ask to leave me."

Me: "Are you an idiot?"

Wang: "Huh?"

Me: "Do you know how much I miss you during this time? Do you take the momentary anger seriously? You listen to me when I say you don't care about me? You listen to me when I say I let you go? Then I say I love you. Why don't you listen."

Wang: "You never said you loved me. If you did, would I dare not look for you for so long?"

Me: "I said it, to the phone you didn't answer."

Wang: "That's okay, I didn't listen either."

Me: "You deserve it, let you change your number." Wang Shaochong was so angry that he only took a breath.Seeing his aggrieved face, he couldn't explain my appearance, I thought he was really like a child, and his voice softened: "Listen well, Wang Shaochong, I love you. I want to be with you, always together. What the hell are you Don't dare to say a word and run away!"

Wang Shaochong looked into my eyes, with tears shining in them, he sucked his nose, got up and bent down to kiss my lips.This familiar breath entered my breath again, still so exciting.We only let go of each other when we kissed almost suffocating, but we were still reluctant to part.Naturally, he didn't eat the meal, so he went directly to the bedroom.

Each other's bodies did not forget the feeling because of separation.The tacit understanding that hit it off made us all sex again and again.The passion kept stimulating my nerves, and Wang Shaochong whispered love words in my ear, saying that he would love me forever.I believe he will and I will always love him.

☆, end

Later, I met his assistant, who was not bad.I told Wang Shaochong that he had changed his assistant. He didn't understand why. I just said that his assistant had a bad face and looked like a bad luck.Wang Shaochong joked that when will I be able to look at my face again.Naturally, he promoted his assistant to deputy manager and replaced a married older sister as assistant.Originally asked me to resign and become his assistant, but I refused.I said that I am quite satisfied with my current position, and I don't want to work for him.He didn't force it either, after all, facing each other 24 hours a day would shorten the lifespan of a relationship.I usually accompany him to his parents' house during small holidays and weekends.He accompanied me back to my hometown when I was eleven, and my mother was more affectionate to him than to me, and said that the child was more sensible than me, so it was like Wang Shaochong and his own child, and I was like paying for the phone bill.If my dad has anything to do, he will go to him directly and skip me.Wang Shaochong's policy on parents-in-law has been implemented quite completely and thoroughly.

The two of us lived like this for two years. On my 30th birthday, I came home from work.I yelled a few words as soon as I entered the door, but no one paid any attention to me.I only saw a big box on the ground with a red tape on it.I knew it was a gift from Wang Shaochong.As soon as I opened it, a white Pekingese popped out.Exactly the same as my previous follower.At this time, Wang Shaochong came out of the bedroom and said to me with a smile, "Happy Birthday." I picked up the Pekingese and looked at Wang Shaochong, feeling an indescribable sweetness in my heart.I never told him the story about me and the henchman, he just knew that I like puppies.Unexpectedly, maybe this is fate.It was already predestined for me to be with Wang Shaochong.Wang Shaochong asked me what I wanted to name the puppy.I said that since you bought it, I would use your surname as "Wang Xiaojian, my nickname is a follower." "Little cheap? A good name." Wang Shaochong gave me a smirk and kissed me.

Wang Shaochong's company was getting bigger and bigger and needed a trade financing loan. He approached me and asked if I could speed up the approval process.I said I have no such right.Wang Shaochong rubbed his shoulders, his back, and his feet. He was soft and hard, and finally he only got one answer from me, "Zai Moji hugged his son and went to sleep in the next room." Xiaojian looked at me honestly, not daring to make a sound.

Everyone in the branch knows that I have a relationship with the head office, but they have never been able to guess what kind of relationship it is.Because Wang Shaochong had already left X, so no one would have guessed that Wang Zhentian and I were family members.I don't know how I got such a big backer.Soon, I was promoted from employee to vice president.Needless to say, it was all sweets given to me by the leaders above in order to curry favor with me.Maybe it's because I'm getting older, but I also take a lot of light on these relationship matters, and I no longer reject the influence of relationships in a youthful way, because I know that relationships are a double-edged sword.It works in your favor now, and it may one day push you to the forefront.So only by grasping your own direction can you stand firm.Use resources for your own use. Even if you fail in the future, you must maintain a stable attitude, neither arrogant nor impetuous, and do a good job with a clear conscience.

When I worked for ten years, I planned to buy a house to take my parents over, and I didn't plan to rent a house to live in, wasting money.I told Wang Shaochong about this idea, and he said, "Then just give me the money, and I'll sell it to you."

Me: "Do you have a house in your hand?"

Wang: "Yes."

Me: "Where? It's too far to go to work."

Wang: "It's not far, it's only 15 minutes' walk."

Me: "That's about the same as the one we live in now."

Wang: "Yes."

Me: "Then take me to have a look."

Wang: "Don't read it, you've lived here for so many years, and you haven't seen enough."

Me: "You don't want to tell me that the house we live in is actually yours?"

Wang: "No. It's not mine, it's my parents'."

Me: "Your uncle, is there a difference?"

Wang: "Well, it seems that there is not much difference."

Me: "Why didn't you tell me until now?"

Wang: "I told you at the time, if you can move in, you don't have to feel that you owe me."

Me: "Then why are you telling me now?"

Wang: "Because I'm sure even if I tell you, you won't move out."

Me: "Hey, follower, you see your dad can read minds now." Wang Xiaojian, who was sticking out his tongue on the ground watching us chatting, wagged his tail in agreement.

It's the end of another year. On December 12st, I don't have to wait for the year-end settlement, and I get home from get off work on time to prepare for the New Year with Wang Shaochong.Watching the New Year's Eve parties of various David TV stations, I was suddenly very emotional and heart-warming.In the past ten years, I have spent many lonely 31, but now I am happy to have everything.I am grateful to Mr. Wang by my side, to Mr. Wang by my feet, and to Xiao Chong who left me.Thank you for being by my side and for everything you have given me.

☆, Wang Shaochong

When I saw Wang Jian for the first time, I was stunned.The young man is handsome and gentle.He should be about the same height as me, and looks good.It's just that this face is somewhat similar to Zhou Shujin, and I've seen him more than once.After the morning meeting, Zhang Yuzhu took me to President Cai Shengnan's office.After discussion, it was decided to let me study with Wang Jian for a period of time.Great, studying with him will give you the opportunity to learn more about him.

Wang Jian is very introverted, I can only keep talking, and he will respond.But even so, I still like to follow him around him.He has an indescribable charm that attracts me.Maybe it's just because he looks like Shujin?No, he is like Shujin, but more, I feel that I know him and have lived with him, because that feeling is very familiar.Facing him, I can live without worries and be my true self, a feeling that Shujin never gave me.Later I heard that Wang Jian was going to the public, what should I do, I can't follow him.Even if there are no difficulties, create difficulties.That day, I kissed him under the influence of alcohol. I don't know if he can accept this kind of physical honesty.He should like me too, after all, that night was a blast, and I can feel that he also liked that night between us very much.He agreed to date me. "I will love you and protect you."

I'm sorry Shujin, I'm here to say goodbye to you today because I fell in love with someone.His name is Wang Jian, I think you can understand me.You have always understood me so well.It was very cold that day, and I sat by Shujin's tombstone and talked to him for the first time about what happened after the accident.

After the accident, I have been in a coma.There were three critical illness notices.Maybe at that time I wanted to find you because I missed you so much.Later, I felt that I came back to life, but I couldn't speak, and I saw a person taking care of me all the time.I couldn't see his face clearly, I just kept following him.He is not at home during the day, I can only wait for him.When he comes back at night, he will hug me, accompany me, cook for me, and even go to the park with me when he has time.Days like this make me slowly forget the pain of losing you.One day you came to his house to look for me, I remember you talked to me a lot, told me to forget you, I refused, you said you have forgotten the past, and now you are living happily.Wish me happiness too.I watched you leave with tears in my eyes.Then my dream woke up.The moment I opened my eyes, I saw the white ceiling and the smell of disinfectant from the hospital.My mother cried and didn't know what to say.I know it's all a dream.I have been in a coma for half a year, and I missed my graduation defense.Had to repeat a year to complete their studies.Ever since I had a car accident, my parents have decided not to interfere in my emotional life. As long as I can live healthy and healthy, whether I am a man or a woman, even if it is a snail, as long as I am willing, I can live my whole life.After squatting in school for another year, I finally graduated smoothly.My dad agrees that the only condition for me to be good with the man is to listen to his work arrangement. I said that the condition for me to enter the bank is that I interview for it myself.In the end, I didn't rely on the relationship, but interviewed and got in by myself. I picked a branch that was far away from home to work.Everyone doesn't know that I have a father in the head office.Like a rookie, he doesn't understand anything.However, fortunately, I met Wang Jian. When I saw him, I was really shocked. He is the person I lived with in my dream.He is the motivation for me to continue working here, he treats me well, other people, hehe, you don't exist in my world at all.At that time, I thought that if I watched him every day, it would be a good job.