suboptimal happiness

Chapter 13

Guan Chengyi sips silently. He has been slandered, insulted and trampled all these days. With the clarity of his true thoughts and the helplessness of having to live in the next step, a bitter cry in the bathroom can only calm the mood but cannot comfort the damage caused.

"What are you going to do?"

"Can I make a plan?" Guan Chengyi couldn't help being depressed: "Didn't Wu Zimu say it? The surname Yang wanted me to apologize, and my boss also asked Zimu to take the word, asking me to apologize before going to work."

"I'm fucking a son of a bitch," Shi Linhao sipped the wine in his glass, deceiving people too much.Guan Chengyi sneered, imitating Shi Linhao and killing it in one gulp. A pungency rushed into his eyes, and stretched out the cup to Shi Linhao who was refilling his glass.

"Stop drinking, the degree is not low."

"It's okay, I don't have to go to work tomorrow anyway."

"After tomorrow?"

"Ok?"

"I mean, what about after tomorrow?"

Guan Chengzhi chuckled: "Go to work, of course I have to go to work. If I don't go to work, I will see them biting dogs. How I see Lu Yi courting death. I bet I will see how miserable he is crying."

Shi Linhao frowned. He also hoped that Guan Chengyi could take revenge on Lu Yi and Director Yang who hurt others for his own self-interest, but he might not be able to compete with them with his hard work and dedication. The bastards and Director Yang are still the stronger side.Even a fool can foresee that as long as Director Yang and the others don't have water in their brains, they will never sit back and watch Guan Chengyi, who hates him to the bone, grow and develop.

"Think about it, and apologize." Shi Linhao hinted: "Some things are settled."

Eyes slanted from the lunch box: "You said gonorrhea, hmph, do you think that if you don't apologize, I won't be ill and I'll be clean?"

The situation was really tricky, Shi Linhao asked tentatively: "How is your development prospect in the unit? Do you want to do other things?"

"Maybe it used to be, but it's definitely not there now. I don't want to." Guan Chengyi replied coldly, refilling his drink without even looking at the other's glass.

"What are you doing squatting in a pit with no future?" Since a career cannot be developed here, Shi Linhao certainly does not approve of making compromises and enduring humiliation. It is not necessary at all.

"If I resign, Lu Yi will be more proud. I can't let him laugh on me. I want to see him crying on his knees!"

"What if he cries in 2, 3, 5 years."

"I'll wait." Guan Chengyi became stubborn.

"You're being angry, it's not right at all. In order to see their end, you are disgustingly arranged by them every day, and you guarantee that they will not stalk you in the past two years? If we bear it, we can be an official, can we One day you will be his boss, and it will be worth it to endure hardships every day, the problem is that you have no family background, it does not mean that you are sent under the nose of others, and you will step on it when you think of it, pinch it, what is this picture?"

"I'm going to see what happens to them."

"Why are you so pedantic," Shi Linhao wanted to stop him from digging into the corner. People usually react paranoidly when they are hurt to the limit, and this kind of paranoia is often a bad behavior that hurts the loved ones and quickens the enemies.In fact, if you are not convinced by Guan Chengyi today, you can communicate with him slowly in the future, but Shi Linhao thinks that Guan Chengyi's departure is a doomed ending, so there is no need to be ruined again - apology.

"Even if Lu Yi cries next year, he will definitely come to you and cry in front of you, knelt down to confess to you, please forgive him for robbing the lunatic who should have been yours? If he returns the lunatic to you, do you want to return the lunatic?" Say it's okay? If you are willing to hold hands and lead the lunatic husband and wife back home, maybe her uncle will immediately call you daddy in a low voice, will you take it?" Shi Linhao couldn't hide it, and sneered: "Can you see what kind of dog bites the dog? , even if they bite a mouthful of blood, you will be rehabilitated, and your JB will be clean? Even if they fight to the death, they will be grasshoppers in a line when facing you, and the guns will attack you first. Can you pick it up? What do you think? In their power, they are the only ones who dislike you and reprimand you. If you want to punch them and slap them a few times, pull them out of their land, and in your one-acre three You have the final say in allotment, you don’t need to apologize if you play well! Do you understand?”

Guan Chengyi was overwhelmed by his head and face, stunned by the harsh words, hurt and angry, feeling that even Shi Linhao was looking down on him.Standing up suddenly, he staggered and knocked against the foot of the table.

"What are you doing?"

"..." Guan Chengyi didn't want to do anything, he just subconsciously wanted to leave and didn't want to be with Shi Linhao.He goes to the door.Shi Linhao hurriedly pulled the man back, and saw that his face had begun to turn pale, and his cheeks were dyed pink by the alcohol, and realized that he had drunk too much, and the anger just now turned to coax: "Hey, don't be angry, Brother, isn't this anxious for you, brother doesn't want you to go back and be wronged, is he afraid that they will give you small shoes, so he came up with a blind idea, brother is wrong."

Guan Chengyi was pressed to the edge of the bed and sat down. Due to the effect of alcohol, he slowly turned to Shi Linhao who was holding his arm: "You look down on me, I know you think I have no spine, go and apologize to them."

"No, brother why would he miss you so much? It's too late for brother to admire your knowledge,"

"I look down on it too," Shi Linhao couldn't say any more words of comfort from the water droplets that hit the back of Shi Linhao's hand, but Guan Chengyi didn't seem to care anymore, tears welling up: "I like working in the bank very much, because I deal with money every day. The most timely money information benefits us, and money makes money. I like money, and I have always wanted to make a lot of money. My father has abandoned my mother for decades. I want to earn a generous dowry for my mother, so that Her husband's family dare not despise her, so that her stepchildren will not be hostile to her because they suspect that she will divide the property in the future, she should have a man and a family."

"There will be, your mother will be very happy to know."

"I work hard, manage money carefully, plan carefully, and always try my best to meet the best conditions. Even you, I have calculated that the price of vegetables closed will be cheaper. Every day after work, I deliberately wait at work until late before going to the market. In this way, I I will work hard to pay my mother’s dowry and save up a loan house. And they left me with nothing, how can I be reconciled.” Guan Chengyi opened his eyes that were washed like water: “Do you know why I want to go back? Here, I I can buy the most profitable financial products, and I will continue to earn back, and I will spend the money on my boss, and I will seek justice sooner or later. I cannot leave with a reputation of STDs!"

Shi Linhao vaguely guessed what he was thinking, and what the upright Guan Chengyi could think up was still inseparable from the righteous way to seek justice.

"What's the matter with venereal diseases? After you leave, they will use the loudspeaker behind you to call you sick? If you don't leave, you will be labeled as venereal diseases every day."

"I'm not sick, I'm innocent." Guan Chengyi's eyes glowed and he became agitated.

Hey, he doesn't want to reason with people who drink too much, let's talk about it later.Tonight let's make peace first: "Yes, you are innocent, JB is clean."

Maybe it was perfunctory for Guan Chengyi to notice, he shook off Shi Linhao's hand that was pressing on him, unbuttoned his shorts, bent down and pulled off his panties: "See if my dick is clean, is it cleaner than you guys! "

Shi Linhao was dumbfounded, and then almost covered his nose: my mother.This is not going to kill me.With two straight legs, the object hanging from his crotch exudes a strong smell of meat. Shi Linhao, who is gay, can't take his eyes away from the flesh of the man even if he gritted his teeth, hoping that his blood vessels will not explode.

Guan Chengyi simply pulled his clothes up, took them off his head, stood up straight and asked, "Am I sick?"

"No, no, you didn't."

"You know I'm innocent?"

"Know, know."

"Can you prove that my JB is not sick?"

"Prove, prove." Shi Linhao secretly scolded you, uncle, you are treating me like those bastards.

"How do you prove it?"

"Ah?!" Shi Linhao questioned as if he was being chased and intercepted. I'm provoking someone. He hoarsely pointed at Chengyi's legs: "When you look like jb, you know you're not sick and clean."

Guan Chengyi picked up his little sincerity, looked at it, touched it, and raised his head: "Take off your pants!"

"Fuck," Shi Linhao obviously felt that his dick was about to move, he was going to the toilet, he was going to release the bird or take a shower.

"Take off your pants!" Guan Chengxin repeated: "Take out your dick and show me."

"Are you sure?" Shi Linhao's eyes also burned.

"Hurry up," Guan Chengyi took a step forward.

Shi Linhao's face quickly exchanged between cloudy and clear, and when he pulled his sincere hand on his shorts, he had already disappeared from struggling, suppressing the urge to throw people down: "It depends on you taking it off."

……

After a night of spring breeze, Shi Linhao, who was physically exhausted, went to the vegetable market as usual. He didn't admit it when he fell asleep, slapped his buttocks and ran away. He also wanted to show consideration at home, but the people who spent the spring breeze with him coldly asked him to go away. It's not an eyesore to disappear.Guan Chengyi was terribly harmed by him, so with his help, he had to clean up the battlefield where he charged and clean up the evidence he left behind.Although the person who turned his back to Shi Linhao's suggestion of "sleep in the morning" in a low voice did not respond, and although Guan Chengyi's body was unlikely to go to the work unit today, Shi Linhao still locked the door behind him.

Guan Chengyi wasn't hysterical, he beat and scolded, and didn't even look at himself when he woke up, so Shi Linhao began to think about Guan Chengyi.This is even worse for me, taking advantage of the fire, even if Guan Chengyi thinks it through, I can’t blame myself, only blame him for being naked and standing in front of a gay, both sides are also 2% responsible, if it’s not for troubled times, I can’t rank first, I guess He chopped off his own heart.

Shi Linhao came back at noon, quietly opened the door, and quietly entered Guan Chengyi's room.The person turned over and leaned on half up, Shi Linhao smiled and said firmly: "Well, you haven't slept, I'll bring you some porridge and medicine."

"Ah."

Shi Linhao brought the porridge to the table and opened the lid: "Let's have a light meal first. You can eat a la carte in the evening. If you are hungry in the afternoon, there is an extra bowl of hot food." He also opened his lunch box and took it from the refrigerator. Pickles come out.Guan Chengyi drank millet porridge, so he couldn't eat big fish and meat by himself, so he only bought rice.

"Experience."

"..." Shi Linhao didn't say a word, everyone was eaten by him, and a few words that didn't hurt or itch were worth it.

After eating in silence, Shi Linhao obediently put all the lunch boxes in plastic bags and carried them out. Guan Chengyi kept the small bag of ointment that was holding his eyes half against the bedside.

"Get some medicine."

Guan Chengyi didn't shake him indifferently, and took the initiative to take out the ointment and a pack of cotton swabs: "Don't be embarrassed, you are the one who is uncomfortable, and you don't want me to do it, you squeeze in there more, and wipe the ointment with a cotton swab. Wipe it in."

"I have something to ask you."

"Hey, you ask." As long as Buddha speaks.

"How many people have you been with?"

Shi Linhao thought about what would be suitable.

Of course, Guan Chengyi didn't care about Shi Linhao's ex, or his last one-night stand: "Don't you wear a condom every time? When was your last physical examination?"

"I wear it every time," Shi Linhao said unhappily, "I guarantee that I don't have STDs, have you seen me messing around here?" He lives in that bed now, and that half of the room is dedicated to bringing people back to tumbling. After Chengxin moved in, Shi Linhao didn't have 419 at all.That's why he insisted that Guan Chengyi live in a large room instead of letting him lie on the sheets that had been stained with other people's bodily fluids.

"Well," Guan Chengyi can trust him during the time of cohabitation: "Who are you doing with? Are you fixed?"

"I just couldn't hold it back, I thought about it, and I went to that kind of bar to find it at night." Shi Linhao didn't want to say too much: "It's not fixed, it's settled every time."

"You pay?" Guan Chengyi was surprised that Shi Linhao was willing to spend money to buy sex. He really underestimated this society. Anyone can spend money to go whoring.The powerful and the powerful buy stars and singers, the small power and the rich buy small citizens, and the grassroots people also buy.Recalling a time when a certain little boss talked dirty at the wine table, even the bike repairer had a fling with the neighbor's shoe shiner. There is no cat that doesn't steal.

Anyway, Shi Linhao is already 30 years old, and even his parents have never asked him this way. He has long been used to self-reliance, and he was a little embarrassed by Guan Chengyi, who was younger than him.

"How much is my money?"

"Priceless!" exasperated.

"Priceless, heh heh, how can you compensate me then?"

Shi Linhao sat down on the edge of the bed, Guan Chengyi was not happy that he was sitting on the bed wearing the pants he came back from outside, so he endured it and said nothing.

"Have you thought about it? How can I compensate you? I've thought about it a lot, but I don't know if it's what you want. You say, I can do it, and I will try my best."

"What are you thinking?"

"You are not a casual person. You may not be able to know the impact of this matter on you today, and you may discover it in the future. For example, you may reject heterosexual sex. Since we both have done it, why don't you try Accept and live with me, I like you, sincerely, I sacrifice myself to you, if we can live together, wouldn't it be the best of both worlds?"

"You pay me?" Guan Chengyi wanted to smile.

"I know I don't have a degree, but I'm not bad." Shi Linhao went all out to fight for himself: "I earn a lot from selling vegetables during the day, but the bulk of my income is actually the groceries in the early morning and the delivery of vegetables in several communities. I earn no less than you. Do you still remember that I sent you to the development zone complex, where the two high-end residential buildings and villa buildings at the back were all contracted by me. People like them don’t go to the vegetable market. Supermarkets often The dishes are no fresher than mine, I deliver dishes to each family once a week, they are all the freshest ones, and the toppings are presented with green onion, ginger and garlic, they are convenient and happy, this job is very profitable.”

"FUCK!"

Shi Linhao understood the common words.Guan Chengyi wasn't scolding him, but scolding himself for being miserable. No wonder the security guards let the car pass when we arrived at the community last time. It turned out that the trick was on this person.

"How much do you earn?" Guan Chengyi not only likes money, but also has a little curiosity about money. It's the first time he's heard of a food delivery contractor in the community. This person has a flexible mind.

"It's almost 50."

Of course, 50 is very common for people who spend money in the bank every day, but in Shi Linhao, this is a large amount of money, which Guan Chengyi did not expect.

"Really?"

"I can't remember the exact number, but it's almost here." Shi Linhao opened the cabinet in front of Guan Chengyi, and took out a card from the upper level: "It's in the card, you'll have to check it at the bank to find out."

"You just put the money in the card?" Guan Chengyi stared at the card that he took out from the broken cabinet at the foot of his bed every day.

"Where do you put it? Like the old landlord who dug a hole in the wall?"

Guan Chengyi took back the praise he just praised for his brains. For a person who does a lot of work and can't manage money, his money will only depreciate if he doesn't take care of it. Guan Chengyi's career makes him angry at this "wasteful" behavior.

"Money in the card will make money? Didn't you see that the house price is soaring now, and you don't know how to buy a poor house when you rent it? Even if you don't know about loans, you can buy a second-hand house and pay it off in full. "

"I bought a house, this house is not rented."

Guan Chengyi opened his mouth wide: "You bought it, the full amount?"

"Ah."

Guan Chengyi estimated that the market value should be 30, which means that this guy actually made 80.No, more than that.

"Where do you put your food? Whose car will you drive to deliver the food?"

"There is a warehouse rented by a lot of vegetable vendors. When I return to the warehouse, I will take all the vegetables away on the same day. Those who want to send fresh to the community cannot stay overnight. I bought the car with a friend. It is the big fat at the door. At that time, there was not enough money. , He lent it to me and said he would take a share. At first, he used a cart to pull pork, which made the vegetables taste bad, so I don’t need it, and now I just share some money with him.”

Damn, that's a container truck, Guan Chengyi probably isn't cheap.

Compared with getting a loan when I go to work, with an overdraft of 30 yuan on an internal card, monthly repayment of the loan, and the minimum credit card limit, being good at investment is just an unformed house plus [-] yuan in the stock market. It is actually negative equity when you are [-] years old. Because of the plan to change to a bigger house and add children to the family, it should still be swimming in negative equity.He re-examined Shi Linhao. Could it be that he has learned finance for nothing and is not as good as a layman?

"I can't tell, you should be a million, yes, it's not easy for you." Guan Chengyi was a little sour grapes in his admiration.

Shi Linhao, who was praised, showed a little smile, and poured cold water on it brightly: "No wonder you are willing to spend money to buy it."

Shi Linhao was speechless, and put the card into Guan Chengyi's hand: "It won't happen in the future, you take care of it, I won't waste money."

Guan Chengyi was taken aback: "Let me go?"

"Let's live together. You take care of the money at home. You understand that money makes money, but I don't."

"Why don't I go with you?"

"Whenever you want to leave, stay again. If there is any difficulty, just use it first, and return it to me later."

Guan Chengyi was dubious: "Are you not afraid that I will transfer the money?"

"If you want to use it, use it first. If we don't live together, remember to pay me back when you have money."

"password."

"..."

Guan Chengyi looked at the hesitant Shi Linhao sneeringly, professed his infatuation for a long time, and then fell in love when the truth came.

"It's not that I didn't tell you, I can't remember," Guan Chengzhi wanted to get angry, and he said hastily, "Wait, wait, but you can know the password. Fuck you didn't discuss it."

If Guan Chengyi hadn't been handicapped, he would have rushed up and killed him, throwing his bank card at him: "Get lost!"

"No, I didn't discuss it with you. The pinyin of this sentence, the number corresponding to the first letter on the phone is the password!" Shi Linhao picked up the card and put it in the hand of Guan Chengyi who was already stupid: "I didn't discuss it with you."