suboptimal happiness

Chapter 14

Guan Chengyi spent the whole morning wandering in pain, whether to break up with Shi Linhao and get out angrily and then treat it as being bitten by a dog, or endure the humiliation as an excuse to live in it first.Neither of them is what he wants, but for him who is desperate, he has to choose one of the two.Now that Shi Linhao's timely confession undoubtedly gave him a sign, his worries seemed to have eased.Considering the situation, he flexibly proposed three chapters for Shi Linhao: first, Guan Chengyi gave Shi Linhao a chance, so he continued to live, but before the relationship was formally confirmed, the two remained separated as usual; second, during the stage of trying to cultivate their relationship, the financial income of the two was managed by Guan Chengyi [-]. If Guan Chengyi fails to become a couple, he has the right to take away the value-added property during his management stage when he leaves.

Except for the first one which is controversial, Shi Linhao accepts all others unconditionally. He argues that he is a 30-year-old man, and he is not allowed to have intimate life for a long time, which is neither humane nor impotent.When he still wanted to talk about the "use it or lose it" theory in the market, Guan Chengyi said lightly: "I can't help but buy it, and I will reimburse you when I come back."

Shi Linhao immediately withered: "What are you talking about, don't I want to live with you? If you don't agree, can't I bear it?" This was extremely aggrieved, and Guan Chengyi backed down and remained silent because of the advantage of the three points.

To be honest, Guan Chengyi never thought of being with Shi Linhao at all, this place is just a temporary shack for shelter from the wind and rain.He doesn't want to lie to Shi Linhao, he is a bit cold with a mediocre personality, and when others treat him well, he also has his heart for them; it's just that most people in this world still meet people, but he doesn't love everyone when they talk about it.Whether Shi Linhao is GAY or not, he will not have any colored eyes, and even because of providing emergency assistance for a small house, they are likely to become friends.But Shi Linhao took advantage of others' danger to some extent, which made him feel that someone has offended me!Plus, he's a firm believer that ideal conditions yield the best outcomes, and he doesn't want to challenge the sexuality of most people.

I thought that the three outlines could draw Shi Linhao out of a safe distance and get a peaceful shelter for the time being, but Guan Chengyi's wishful thinking came to nothing that night.After dinner, Shi Linhao packed up the lunch box, and when he came back, he sat down on Guan Chengyi's bedside. This time, Guan Chengyi was not polite: "Wearing clothes outside and sitting on the bed when you get home. Do you care about hygiene? Leave."

Shi Linhao moved a small bench to the living room and sat on the lower corner of the bed: "Pay attention in the future, it's not like no one is used to it casually. I'm sitting here because I want to discuss something with you."

"what?"

"What are you planning on doing?"

Guan Chengyi didn't speak, because he didn't think it through.The fire that was simmering yesterday was blazing, and there were indeed too many inappropriate decisions to say it out of passion. He understood this truth, but there was no solution to a dead end.Going to work, you can imagine the suppression of the airborne; resigning, he still dare not take a decision that is too important.

As far as the bank system is concerned, Guan Chengyi's exhaustion is nothing more than earning more fund money nearby, and he is a white-collar worker.If he doesn't find a girl like Director Yang's family or a son-in-law who is a financial leader, it will be difficult to become a gold collar and get promoted.If there hadn't been any bad things, the bank's Guan Chengyi's attitude towards common people's origins would still be a piece of fat, but Shi Linhao's eyes would have turned into chicken ribs. He really hoped that Guan Chengyi would walk out of the bank and see another world.

"I don't want to apologize and I don't want to lose my job." Guan Chengyi said pitifully.

"In fact, it is not a bad thing to change jobs. I heard that it is not easy for college students to find a job when they come out. They often change after doing it first and seeing if it suits them."

"That's eating from the bowl and looking for it. Why don't you break the bowl first? I'm penniless, can I afford to break the bowl?"

"Why don't you find an excuse, ask for leave first, and delay this matter?"

"Procrastinate?" Guan Cheng nodded earnestly, took the mobile phone to find Wu Zimu, his wife's local, it's not difficult to find a doctor and get a sick note.Zimu knew his current difficulties, and when he heard that he wanted to delay for a while, he felt that there might be a turnaround. Not only did he agree to take sick leave, but he also told Chengyi not to show his face, so Zimu himself went to the unit to send Chengxin a sick leave note.

After making the phone call, I was in a good mood for a while, but when I saw Shi Linhao staring at me like a big dog, I felt a headache again: "Don't you go to rest, are you not tired after working all day?"

"I'm not tired, but I'm happy. Tell me, are we destined for each other? I like it in my heart, but I never thought that we could really live together, but this is really a mess."

The word "engagement" made Guan Chengyi very uncomfortable, and it was time to cool him down: "We are not together, we are trying to see if it is possible."

"Of course we can. We've already found a partner, so we'll be together naturally in the future."

"We don't have a date, we just try it first! Try it!" Guan Chengyi didn't want to grit his teeth, this big man always gave him the urge to yell at others.

"Why didn't you do it? If you don't do it, what should we cultivate?"

"..." Guan Chengyi was so confused by the strange grammatical logic that he didn't know what to say.Finally, a sentence popped up: "Brother, I took U."

"wife,"

"Shut up." Huo Miaozi jumped three feet high: "I'm not a woman."

"I didn't say you are a woman. I have never touched you if you have tits. Doesn't this mean that you like it?"

"Can you?" Guan Chengyi stopped in time and didn't say the whole sentence of "don't like me so much". He tried his best to be sincere: "don't call me that, it sounds like a woman and I'm so embarrassing as a man."

"We are the target, what can't be called?"

"Brother Hao, you can call me sincerity, that's what all my friends call me."

"Sincere wife,"

"Remove those 2 words"

"Sincerity," Shi Linhao was dissatisfied: "It's so rare, it's not intimate at all, my dear."

The corners of Guan Chengyi's mouth twitched, and he grinned sinisterly: "I'm going to rest, I'm going to look for work tomorrow."

Shi Linhao reluctantly picked up the small bench, went to the door and closed it, then stuck his head in: "Honey, don't be too tired tomorrow, come back early and let's date."

Guan Chengyi was out of breath, and a bright laugh broke out in the outer room, as if the laughter was transmitted to Guan Chengyi's chest, squeezing away the stagnant stale air, realizing that Shi Linhao's fooling around was just to make himself laugh A smile climbed up the corner of his eyes and brows.

It was not the graduation season, and there were no large-scale talent exchange and job fairs. Guan Chengyi went to type up his resume first, filed it with the talent center, and then found recruiting units on the Internet. That's it.He didn't want to owe Shi Linhao any more, so he went to the temporary labor market after filling his stomach on the street at noon.Not to mention, Guan Chengyi went to that stop, and once again had a correct understanding of himself. Compared with those laborers whose signs said bricklayers, plumbers, and carpenters under their feet, he was unskilled.

From time to time, an employer drives over, and a group of people rush up no matter what the employer is looking for, first three floors inside and three floors outside, and the employer usually only dares to half open the car window and talk a few words to find the head of the person he wants.Guan Chengyi was dumbfounded at first, and after a few times he tried to squeeze, but obviously he was different from the skilled rusher, he was always squeezed out when people squeezed in.He was not convinced anymore. Should he really be a scholar by saying that he is useless?The mother at home is a woman, and since he knew he was a man, he has done all the hard work.

He secretly told himself that he must make a vote, otherwise he would have no money for dinner.After all, God didn't want to drive him to death. A big sister who walked over wanted to find some helpers. She didn't need any skills, so she just moved the box.Two truckloads of goods from a contact lens dealer had to be unloaded and put into storage. The price was calculated according to the box, and a box was moved for 2 yuan.The eldest sister is not cheating either. It used to be that the car could be driven directly to the warehouse, but now due to road construction and ditch digging, the car can only be on this side of the ditch, and the warehouse is on the other side of the ditch, about 20 meters away.Experienced temporary workers knew that the work was tiring, and they thought it was too little money to quit, so Guan Chengyi took the job with another stupid boy.

There seemed to be only 4 to 50 boxes in the car, and there were no more than 100 boxes in total. Guan Chengzhi reckoned that he could do it.Unexpectedly, there were many boxes of cleaning fluid later on, especially the glasses in the front and the cleaning fluid in the back. The more you moved your arms, the more tired you became. They were so tired that they both sat down on their buttocks as they tried to cooperate with the little boy to complete the task. , 2 arms can no longer be lifted.Guan Chengzhi moved 44 boxes, the little boy moved 36 boxes, and the remaining opticians saw how pitiful they were, so they also moved 20 boxes.The opticians are friendly, knowing that they have worked so hard to leave water for them, and the takeaways are rounded up to calculate the money.Guan Chengyi got 90 yuan, and the little boy got 75 yuan.

As long as he can make money, Guan Chengyi is in a good mood, enduring the pain all the way but returning home as if he had won a battle.Before Shi Linhao got home, Guan Chengyi sweated all over his body and wanted to go shopping for dinner, but when he took a shower, he found that his arms were shaking and he was exhausted.He lay back on the bed and wanted to take a rest, but fell asleep.

Sincerity was not the last customer, Shi Linhao didn't have to return late now, he rushed home with drinks and side dishes to tease his wife, who made him happy today with her expressive expression last night.He was greeted by a sleeping beauty, and Shi Linhao was not disappointed. He wiped the table and set the meals by himself. He was about to sit next to Guan Chengyi and wake him up. But remembering that his daughter-in-law loves to be clean, he took a look at himself, dressed neatly, and let go of his voice. : "Honey, get up, get up, the sun is drying your ass."

He was woken up with a loud voice, and was also confused by the yelling. Guan Chengyi covered his head and asked, "You didn't go to the vegetable market?" He really thought it was morning.

"Your husband has already made money and came back to serve you meals by the bedside. I'm fine."

Guan Chengyi woke up, not paying attention to Shi Linhao's cheap words. He got up and put his hands on the bed, and couldn't help but ouch.The arms were sour from fermentation, so soft that they couldn't bear the strength.

Shi Linhao quickly walked over to help him: "What's wrong? What's wrong with your hand?"

Guan Chengyi begged for help in distress: "Help me up, I can't use my strength, I can't lift my arms."

"What's wrong?" Shi Linhao helped him up and was about to roll up his sleeves.

"I went out to work as a coolie in the afternoon and moved dozens of boxes. When I came back and wanted to buy vegetables and cook, my arms felt bad."

Seeing that his arm was not injured, Shi Linhao rubbed his hand, and Guan Chengyi yelled, "Sour, sour, don't touch it."

"Tossing around, can people who have never done it before move so much at once? Your muscles are not strained, and your arm still hurts for a few days." Shi Linhao moved the gate to the bed sincerely: "I'll feed you."

"I can eat it myself, and it doesn't hurt so much when I move it all at once. I earned 90 yuan."

"That's a lot. I'll count my money today." Shi Linhao handed the chopsticks to Guan Chengyi: "Raise the chopsticks first and then we'll talk."

Guan Chengyi knew that he was mocking him, but he just ignored it. He took the chopsticks and found that he couldn't lift his arms at all, and the chopsticks in his hand kept shaking.

Shi Linhao took out the chopsticks in his hand and threw them aside, went to the kitchen and took a spoon out: "Got it."

While feeding the meal, Shi Linhao asked him about today's activities, and he also found time to eat with chopsticks.Hearing that he ended up like this just for 2 yuan, Shi Linhao didn't know whether to praise him for being able to endure hardship or call him stupid.A group of old and cunning temporary workers are not willing to take the job, just because the employer asks for more money because of unequal value, Guan Chengyi and the stupid young boy get in the way.Shi Linhao reminded Guan Chengyi that because the job was small and it was really not profitable, those people let the two idiots go, otherwise they would never even think about leaving, if they really did it, they would be taught the rules by the old fritters later.

If you really don’t do it, you don’t know. It turns out that there are ways that laymen don’t know. Guan Chengyi is also quite surprised. This does not mean that every industry has a hegemony.

"Naturally, there are rules and regulations, and there are laws and regulations in every industry. Without rules and regulations, there can be no order in every industry."

"Which line and path do you belong to?"

"Me," Shi Linhao said with a smile: "We who sell vegetables must abide by the rules of selling vegetables."

"What charter?"

"grab."

"Grab?" You heard me right.

"Hehe, um, I can grab it, I want to know? Do you want to eat with me?" Shi Linhao didn't want Guan Chengyi to go out to fight big bags every day. Before he finished eating, Guan Chengyi bit off half of it, and Shi Linhao put the other half into his mouth.Before Guan Cheng could stop him, he watched him lick the spoon with his tongue, scooped up half a spoonful of char siu pork and half a spoonful of rice, and handed it to his mouth. He shook his head, "I'm full."

"Just eat so little?" Shi Linhao wondered: "Eat more, you have done so much work today."He insisted on holding the spoon up to Guan Chengyi's mouth: "Eat some, eat some."

Guan Chengyi shook his head, of course he refused to drink his saliva.

"Take another bite, baby, doesn't it suit your mouth? Say what you like, and we'll buy it tomorrow." Shi Linhao persevered and tapped Guan Chengyi's lips with a spoon.

Stunned by that phrase, Guan Chengyi closed his eyes and opened his mouth, tapped the food on his lips, Shi Linhao quickly stole the fragrance, left in lightning, looked at Guan Chengyi with a smile and widened his eyes: "Eat, eat more."

Guan Chengyi had nothing to do with him. After taking this bite, he didn't have to starve himself anymore. He planned to continue eating, but Shi Linhao didn't continue to feed him.

"Do you dislike having my saliva?"

Guan Chengyi was so pissed off by him: "You know you still pretend. I found that you are not honest at all, you are a scoundrel wearing a kind coat."

"What a rascal I am, isn't it always like this when you have a partner? You eat my saliva, and I eat your saliva. After eating and eating, we fall asleep together."

"Okay, okay, can I eat now, I'm hungry." Guan Chengyi couldn't say anything about Shi Linhao, so he didn't say anything.

Shi Linhao couldn't bear his daughter-in-law's hunger, so he immediately turned his focus to eating food, but the two shared the same spoon, you eat my saliva, and I eat yours.

In view of Guan Chengyi's semi-disabled people, Shi Linhao still took care of the housework and cleaned up the dishes.There are no sideshows such as walking a hundred steps after a meal, but the money-counting show that Guan Chengyi is most interested in begins.According to the second of the three clauses, Shi Linhao reported all of today's income, counted the banknotes clearly in front of Guan Chengyi, and reimbursed the account.Guan Chengzhi asked him how much it cost, but Shi Linhao couldn't answer at all.Guan Chengyi was not in a hurry, and slowly asked Shi Linhao how he usually settles accounts.The hawker Shi didn't settle the accounts, he was used to remembering the purchase price of each dish in his mind, anyway, the sold ones were usually higher than the purchase price.Every day they know about how much money they need to use for food, and the extra money will be sent to the bank when it reaches a whole number.

Guan Chengyi couldn't start writing, so he opened an excel sheet on the computer, and first simply typed a few words with the mouse to write down today's income and spend the money that Shi Linhao would need tomorrow morning.After hesitating for a moment, he included the 90 yuan he earned in his income. Shi Linhao grinned at this figure, and leaned over to Guan Chengyi and kissed him: "Honey, will you spend your hard-earned money? I'm so touched, I've earned it too." Give you all."

Guan Chengyi was in a complicated mood. He just thought about another form for his 90 yuan.I only wrote it together considering that Shi Linhao's hundreds of thousands are in his own hands.Shi Linhao let Guan Cheng contradict his sincerity. A person who has no higher education and should be classified as a low-class man trying to survive, but always allows himself to discover his wisdom at the right time.He looks shabby, but the wealth he created with only his hands is far better than most white-collar workers who graduated from colleges; he seems loyal, but he can manipulate the direction of things under the cover of loyalty.Guan Chengyi was aware that the defense line he wanted to keep a distance from Shi Linhao was vulnerable, and the big man completely led the two of them to directly start in the state of "engaging in a partner" and move towards the goal of "long-term defense".