Xiao Xiao Simingsheng

Chapter 5 Chapter 5

Maybe I fell in love with you a long time ago and just never realized it.No, just running away.

Gu Linxiao suddenly regretted it very much, why didn't he go to the same junior high school at the beginning, and now the time to meet each other is so little every month, it is not enough, not enough.

It was Sunday again. When Gu Linxiao arrived, Wei Qiang and two other classmates had already arrived, and the machine was already turned on.

Gu Linxiao looked at the seat reserved for him next to Wei Qiang, sat down and tapped on the keyboard, and said a little embarrassedly, "Can you change the seat, Wei Qiang, this keyboard is a bit difficult to use, let me sit opposite you. "

Wei Qiang's face was a little embarrassed, but he quickly realized that it didn't matter, and immediately asked the network administrator to come over and change positions.

Gu Linxiao looked at the three of them playing games, she waited for a while, then opened the browser and searched for "gay".

The encyclopedia and pictures came out in an instant, and the two kissing girls on the screen jumped into Gu Linxiao's eyes. She looked at the three-player game and moved the mouse to click on the encyclopedia picture.

"What are the characteristics of homosexuality?"

"What do lesbians do?"

"How do you know if you're gay?"

Gu Linxiao searched one by one, and finally, after doing a test question, she was almost 99% sure that she liked girls.

Li Mingsheng came to mind.

She thought, she was going to die.

At the end of the first semester of the third school year, in winter, the self-study get out of class ends very late.

The students had basically finished their walk, Wei Qiang called Gu Linxiao to stop, saying that he wanted to talk to her.

They walked to the balcony outside the classroom, and the street lamps emitted orange light.

Wei Qiang didn't look at her, he searched with his fingers for a long time, and said slowly, "Actually, you know it too, I like you..."

Of course Gu Linxiao knew that every time she went to Li Mingsheng's house to play, Li Mingsheng would point to the computer screen and tell her gossipingly, "Gu Linxiao, that boy is looking for you again, he looks for you every day, why don't you ignore him?"

She didn't even hear it at this time, especially seeing Li Mingsheng's excited expression, she didn't like it.

Gu Linxiao was silent for a while, and there were a few small flying insects flying under the street lamp.

In the end, she refused... Gu Linxiao sighed.

Thinking about it now, the confession and love affair at that time were so naive. When a boy likes a girl, he writes a letter or confesses directly, and the girl usually agrees shyly. It's not like now...

People really get more complicated as they get older.

When he was in high school, Gu Linxiao was still studying in his high school, and Li Mingsheng also went directly to high school in his own school.

The two still couldn't be together.

I don't know if it's predestined or something... Gu Linxiao thought so.

But Li Mingsheng has never been in a relationship, this is the only thing that Gu Linxiao is happy about.As long as she thought of someone holding Li Mingsheng's hand, her heart would wrinkle into a painful ball.

I remember that Christmas was on Friday that year, and Gu Linxiao ran to Li Mingsheng's house after dinner.Gu's mother scolded from behind, "How old are you? You always spend the night at other people's houses, and other people's houses will bother you. You don't have a home?"

Gu Linxiao pretended not to hear.

The two sat on the bed after washing, Gu Linxiao took out the gift and handed it to Li Mingsheng, "This is the bracelet I bought, it's very cheap, don't mind."

Li Mingsheng opened the box and picked up the bracelet. It was a black bracelet with three big red flowers on it, a bit rustic and a bit cute.Li Mingsheng laughed out loud.

Gu Linxiao became anxious, "If you don't like it, give it back to me." As he said that, he reached out and wanted to grab it.

Li Mingsheng hid aside, "No, I like it very much. I also have a gift for you."

Gu Linxiao opened the box, and there were two hand-woven rings, red ones.It really complements the bracelet she bought.

"Which finger is better to wear it on?" Li Mingsheng said, "I asked others to weave it according to the thickness of the middle finger."

Gu Linxiao took out the ring and put it on.After looking at it for a while, he said, "Why did you think of buying a ring?"

Li Mingsheng rubbed his eyes, he seemed a little sleepy, "I was passing by that store, and went in to buy it. I didn't think too much about it."

Gu Lin groaned, lay down on the bed, and helped Li Mingsheng tuck the corners of the quilt, "Go to bed first if you're sleepy."

"Aren't you sleepy?"

"I'm not sleepy at all." Gu Linxiao was able to stay up late like a chicken blood, and couldn't sleep at all at this point.

can't sleep at all...

Gu Linxiao looked at the alarm clock next to the bed, it was already one o'clock in the morning, and he still couldn't fall asleep.

She turned over and looked at Li Mingsheng.The moonlight came in through the window, and Li Mingsheng's face was a little blurred.

Gu Linxiao gently touched her eyes, her nose, and her mouth.

Her eyes are not big, but they can always tease her so easily.

Her nose is not very straight, but small and exquisite.

Her hair is long to the waist, Gu Linxiao likes to see her long hair fluttering in the wind the most.

She is not tall, barely 1.6 meters tall. She is thin and small, and she looks like she can fall down when the wind blows. She always says that she is fat and needs to lose weight.

Her face is not thin, but it is round and comfortable to hold.

Gu Linxiao approached her little by little until his breath was enough to spray Li Mingsheng's face.

She really... wanted to kiss her, to touch her, to kiss her skin, to hear her call her name.

Gu Linxiao heard that her heartbeat was like thunder beating a drum, and she felt that she was about to lose control.

a little closer, a little closer...

Li Mingsheng grunted, turned around, and was still snoring.Gu Linxiao only felt that a basin of cold water was poured down, and her whole body became completely cold. What the hell is she doing!

She closed her eyes and couldn't fall asleep now.

The next morning, Li Mingsheng and Gu Linxiao didn't want to wake up, it was too cold outside.There was no heating or air conditioner in the room, so Li Mingsheng went straight into her arms in the cold.

Gu Linxiao looked out the window and exclaimed, "Hey, Ming Sheng, look outside!"

Li Mingsheng looked outside sleepily, "What, isn't it just snowing, what's there to see?" He said and wrapped himself in the blanket.

Gu Linxiao was fascinated by it. It was snowing heavily outside. At this moment, she was lying in bed with her lover. Gu Linxiao looked at Li Mingsheng's back, thinking that it would be good if time stayed at this moment.

In the last school year of high school, Li Mingsheng asked Gu Linxiao, "Which school do you plan to take?"

Gu Linxiao shook his head, "I don't know, my grades are not good. Maybe I can't get into a good university."

Li Mingsheng laughed loudly, "Me too, it's good if I study."

"Let's take the exam to Yunnan together, don't you always want to go to Yunnan, Lin Xiao?"

Gu Linxiao looked at her in a daze, "Yunnan is very far away, and there doesn't seem to be any particularly good universities there, or we can go to Nanjing together."

"Nanjing...Nanjing is also good."

They looked at each other and smiled.

During the few days of the college entrance examination, the weather was very good, but it was too hot.

Gu Linxiao looked out from the examination room, the sun was shining on the huge playground, she was fascinated by it.

Thinking of the class reunion a while ago, when everyone drank too much and cried and hugged each other, Gu Linxiao still felt a little touched, time flies so fast.

That night, Wei Qiang came to her again and asked her where she wanted to take the test. Gu Linxiao said that she should go to Nanjing. Wei Qiang said that I also wanted to go to Nanjing. He paused and didn't say anything.

In fact, Gu Linxiao never gave Wei Qiang a chance, it was just Wei Qiang's own wishful thinking.Gu Linxiao thought so himself.

The bell rang for the end of the exam, and Gu Linxiao went back to the dormitory to pack his luggage and went home.She called Li Mingsheng to ask how she was doing in the exam. Li Mingsheng said that it was average, but there should be no problem in going to school.Gu Linxiao smiled, happy for her.

During the long vacation, Li Mingsheng said, "Let's go traveling together."

"Where to go?"

"Go to a place that is closer and less expensive. Let's go to Xinhai. There is a sea over there. I want to see the sea." Li Mingsheng's eyes were shining.

Gu Linxiao thought for a while and said, "Okay."

They set off from the bus station in the town, the fare is not expensive, only 20 yuan, and it is expected to play for two days.

On the first day, they wandered around on the street and visited several nearby attractions.

I went to see the sea the next day. I went early and there were no people there, but it was a bit cold.

The two walked along the beach without speaking.

The wind tangled their hair together.