Xiao Xiao Simingsheng

Chapter 6 Chapter 6

Li Mingsheng held Gu Linxiao's hand, Gu Linxiao stopped and looked at her, "What's wrong?"

Li Mingsheng had a weird expression on his face, "It's okay."

The sea stretches as far as the eye can see, and the sun shines on the sea, hurting Gu Linxiao's eyes.

She stopped and decided to go all out, she wanted to tell Li Mingsheng that she liked her, and she liked her since a long, long time ago.

Before she could speak, Li Mingsheng spoke first, "Will you fall in love when you go to college, Gu Linxiao?"

Gu Linxiao didn't know how to answer and looked at her.

"I like you, Gu Linxiao, not the kind of liking between friends, but the kind of liking between lovers."

ah?What did she just say?

Li Mingsheng... what did she say?

Gu Linxiao couldn't find his own voice, and stared at Li Mingsheng in a daze.

Li Mingsheng hugged her and whispered in her ear, "I really like you, Gu Linxiao."

"……real?"

"Ah."

Gu Linxiao seemed to be living in a dream, "But...we..."

Li Mingsheng shook off her hand a little angrily, and faced the sea, "Who wants to be your friend, what kind of bullshit friend, do you know how angry I am every time that Wei Qiang comes to you? It's a good thing you didn't follow me." He's together, or I don't want you, Gu Linxiao."

The surprise came so fast that Gu Linxiao couldn't react.

She felt that she was dying of thirst, and suddenly someone handed her a glass of water.

Li Mingsheng turned around and looked at Gu Linxiao aggrievedly, "Let's try, Gu Linxiao. I will treat you very well, really."

Gu Linxiao burst into tears, hugged Li Mingsheng, buried her face in her neck, and nodded with sobs.

Later, Gu Linxiao and Li Mingsheng said that I actually liked you a long time ago, and Li Mingsheng said that I also liked you a long time ago.

The other day I checked on the Internet that the proportion of homosexuality in this world is very low, and they are not recognized by the society. Why is Li Mingsheng the same?

Li Mingsheng said he didn't know, I don't know if I am, but I only like you.

The results of the college entrance examination came out, Li Mingsheng went to Wuhan, and Gu Linxiao went to a small third-tier city, which no one knew about.

The two agreed that Gu Linxiao would go to Li Mingsheng's city four years later and fight together.

On the day of parting, Li Mingsheng went to see Gu Linxiao off, and they embraced at the airport, both wearing the red ring on their hands.

Four years... what a long four years...

Now they are thousands of miles apart, and they can only meet each other during winter and summer vacations.

After Gu Linxiao arrived at school, he started looking for a part-time job, so that he could go to Wuhan to find Li Mingsheng during the winter vacation and not ask his family for money.

She cut her hair into shoulder-length short hair, unexpectedly showing her temperament, and sent it to her on the other side of the phone, Li Mingsheng praised "My wife is just beautiful."

In the first year, I worked part-time at KFC, in the second year I worked part-time at Wanda Cinemas, and in the third year I worked as a tutor.

Neither of them planned to take the postgraduate entrance examination. Gu Linxiao said, "You can go to the postgraduate entrance examination. Auntie should also want you to go to graduate school."

Li Mingsheng shook his head, "I still can't, I want to come out and fight with you sooner."

Gu Linxiao laughed, there was nothing he could do with her.

During a vacation during college, they signed up for a tour group and went to Yuntai Mountain and Shenxian Mountain in Henan. They held hands among the green mountains and green waters, watching the mountains, clouds and mist, and rivers rushing. Nothing is more beautiful than now .

Li Mingsheng said to Gu Linxiao ostentatiously, "There are boys chasing me in our class, but I didn't agree. You can't run away with other boys, Gu Linxiao."

Gu Linxiao was dumbfounded, "I won't run away with others, I love you the most."

The teased Li Mingsheng blushed again.

Gu Linxiao rolled over laughingly on the bed.

Four years of missing, four years of anticipation, four years of concern.

How many times, Gu Linxiao looked at the pouring rain outside the window, wondering if it was raining in Wuhan, when she was working part-time at KFC, wondering if she would go to eat with her friends, and when walking on the road, she would think of her What are you doing now?

This person filled her entire youth and memories.

When I was a senior, there were almost no classes.Gu Linxiao often works outside and does not come back all night.If it weren't for the whole school activities every now and then, she would have gone to Wuhan now.

And now, she has to earn rent in Wuhan.I have less contact with Li Mingsheng, and I was very busy when I graduated.

On the last winter vacation of his senior year, Gu Linxiao resigned from his current job and said to Li Mingsheng on WeChat, "I want to visit your place."

There was no reply for a long time, Gu Linxiao waited a little anxiously, thinking about it, Li Mingsheng always returned to her after a long time.

Is Li Mingsheng angry?

At twelve o'clock in the morning, Li Mingsheng didn't reply to the message. Gu Linxiao woke up almost immediately. Seeing her message, "When do you plan to come?"

Gu Linxiao immediately responded to the message, saying that he will be there on the 23rd and will stay in Wuhan for a week.

Li Mingsheng said, "Oh, then I'll pick you up at the station when you come."

Gu Linxiao fell asleep without thinking too much.

At that time, it was almost the Spring Festival travel season, and the station was crowded with people.Gu Linxiao went home first, then took a bus from the town to Xinhai, and departed from the train station there to Wuhan.

What words would you use to describe her mood?Expect and expect.This is the first time she has traveled so far alone, just to meet her beloved.

The train traveled for a day and a night, and some people got on and got off on the way.

The smell of smoke in the carriage, the crying of children, and the smell of instant noodles are her impressions of trains, which are completely different from those shown on TV.

At five o'clock in the morning, the train arrived at the terminal station in Wuhan, and it was still dark.Gu Linxiao took the bus to Li Mingsheng's house, she knew that Li Mingsheng had to go to work that day.

Li Mingsheng told her before that she found a few people outside to share the rent. In a five-bedroom house, there lived two girls and three boys, and that girl often didn't come back.

Gu Linxiao asked her, is this okay?A room full of men.

Li Mingsheng said it's okay, in fact, they are all classmates, and they all know each other.

When Gu Linxiao saw it with his own eyes, he was still shocked. The floor of the whole house was dirty, and the toilet in the bathroom hadn't been cleaned for a long time.

Li Mingsheng's room was very small. A bed and a table crowded the room to the brim. The table was full of snacks. Gu Linxiao secretly sighed, what the hell is this, it's so messy.

Li Mingsheng called and said not to clean up, but to go back and clean up by himself.

Gu Linxiao didn't clean up. How should I put it, she was a little unhappy...

Having nothing to do, Gu Linxiao cleaned the whole house from inside to outside. She thought that Li Mingsheng would be very happy when he came back.

At around seven o'clock in the evening, Li Mingsheng came back with a boy.

At that time, Gu Linxiao was sitting on the sofa, when he saw Li Mingsheng coming in, he went up to her and hugged her.

Li Mingsheng looked a little embarrassed, and gently pushed her away.

In the next few days, Li Mingsheng had to go to work, and the company didn't tell her anything, and you wouldn't understand it.Gu Linxiao smiled wryly and didn't ask any more questions.

Finally, on the fourth day, Li Mingsheng was on vacation.

He said he would take her to see the Wuhan Yangtze River Bridge and the Yellow Crane Tower.The two got up early in the morning. Gu Linxiao thought that only the two of them would go, but when they went out, Li Mingsheng told her that there was another person who was a colleague of the company and came together.

Gu Linxiao froze in place instantly, silent.

Along the way, Li Mingsheng and the boy walked in front, and she walked behind. She saw the boy put Li Mingsheng's hand in his pocket.

When they arrived at the Yangtze River Bridge, Gu Linxiao said he wanted to go up and have a look.Li Mingsheng said that the weather was so cold that he didn't want to go up.

The boy took Li Mingsheng and left.

Gu Linxiao suddenly couldn't figure out why he ran all the way here.

At night, Gu Linxiao turned his back to Li Mingsheng and looked into the bed.Li Mingsheng didn't speak either.

After a long time, Gu Linxiao asked, "What's your relationship with that boy?"

Li Mingsheng said, "He's just my classmate, don't think too much about it."

Gu Linxiao couldn't bear it anymore and sat up from the bed, staring at Li Mingsheng, "Classmate? Will the classmate hold your hand? Think about it for yourself. I haven't said how many times you have hurt me since I came here. Go to Outside, I thought it was just me and you, but in the end, you still have to bring a man over, and the two of you walked ahead along the way, and I saw how you two looked like a pair of lovers, you told me you It's a classmate, Li Mingsheng, am I that cheap? Let you spoil me and lie to me!"

Li Mingsheng rolled his eyes and didn't speak. Gu Linxiao continued, "Did I tell you that if one day you don't like me that much, you can tell me. I won't blame you. I don't like you cheating." Me, Li Mingsheng, I don't like you cheating on me!"

"I really have a classmate relationship with him, a friend relationship."

"Don't you think you're cheap, Li Mingsheng?"

The boys in the next room came and knocked on the door to make their voices quieter.

The next day, Gu Linxiao packed his luggage and left Li Mingsheng's residence. He couldn't buy a ticket, so he could only stay in a hotel first.

In the evening, she received a message from Li Mingsheng: Taimei's promise is because I am too young, I am sorry for you, the distance is a gap, we cannot bridge, you are not by my side, and I am not by your side.I thought I could handle this relationship well, you are right, I am cheap, I am not good enough for you.

Gu Linxiao looked at the text message for a long time, and his body began to ache, but he didn't know exactly where the pain was.

She hugged the phone tightly to her heart and lost sleep all night.

After graduating, Gu Linxiao went to Shanghai, carrying his luggage alone, looking for a hotel and a job.

Shuttle on the subway line every day, writing resumes one after another until she felt like throwing up.

Later, she went to an educational institution to do sales.

She didn't contact Li Mingsheng again, she changed her number and mobile phone, and blocked her QQ and WeChat.

Several times a number from Wuhan came in, but she didn't answer.

I'm very tired, Gu Linxiao thought.

When resting, Gu Linxiao likes to take a walk on the Bund the most. She likes the feeling of being submerged in the crowd. So many people walk together, as if the whole world is lively.

The relationship with colleagues in the company is still lukewarm. Some people can talk to each other, but they can't talk to each other.

Time seems to have passed for a long time, and work has improved a bit. At least I can not be hungry, and I can buy some clothes.

She seemed to have forgotten about Li Mingsheng.

It will be Chinese New Year soon, and she doesn't want to go home at all.

She is 25 this year, the family does not urge marriage, there are always some bastard relatives who are anxious for you.

One day in the previous year, Gu Linye knocked on her door, held up her mobile phone, and said, "Li Mingsheng is looking for you."

Gu Linxiao took the phone over reluctantly, "Hello?"

"I'm Li Mingsheng, why don't you agree that I added you as a friend?"

Gu Linxiao didn't speak, and the other end continued, "You agree later, I have something to tell you."

"it is good."

I really agree and have nothing to say.

She deleted all her wechat accounts, and it's okay not to delete them, but she just didn't want Li Mingsheng to see it, and Gu Linxiao didn't know what was going on in her mind.

Later, Gu Linxiao returned to Shanghai to continue working, and he still thought of many things in the middle of the night.

She remembered that there was a river in the village called Dingdang River.She and Li Mingsheng often went to play when they were young. The river was very long and wide, stretching into the distance. Li Mingsheng said, "Let's walk along this river together to see where its head is."

Gu Linxiao shook his head and said, "My mother said that this is a branch of some river basin. The water we drink in the whole township is from this river. It must be very long, and we can't reach the end."

Li Mingsheng thought for a while, "Okay, forget it."

Gu Linxiao never told her that it wasn't that she didn't want to go, but that there were many graves on both sides of the river, and she was very scared and didn't dare to go.

But now she is not afraid, and she is not willing to go with her anymore.

Another time, it was also a winter morning, she was very lazy and didn't want to cook, so Li Mingsheng ran to the kitchen and made her favorite tomato egg noodles.

The pot boiled, and before the noodles were put in, Li Mingsheng cracked the eggs in first.

Gu Linxiao said why did you crack the eggs first?

Li Mingsheng said that I said to break the eggs first, then break the eggs first, and then every time Gu Linxiao made noodles, he would beat the eggs in first.

Another time, I went to the town to buy clothes with Li Mingsheng, and took the bus when I came back.

There were many people in the car, Gu Linxiao hugged Li Mingsheng tightly.There was a little girl next to her being pushed around, and Gu Linxiao gave her place to that little girl.

The little girl said sweetly, "Thank you, Auntie." Li Mingsheng almost died laughing. At that time, Gu Linxiao was only 19 years old.

one more time...

one more time...

Looking at the dim lights outside, Gu Linxiao suddenly understood why those men and women who broke up and lost their love were all dying, sending some dying words on the space.

Gu Linxiao's attitude towards love is consistent from beginning to end. She has also thought about what if Li Mingsheng doesn't love her anymore?

Then break up, what's the point of being together if you don't love?

But it's easy to say, but hard to do. If you really don't love her, how can you forget her so easily.

A year later, Gu Linxiao went back to his hometown and bought a house in the town. The walls were painted gray-blue and decorated in a simple and elegant Japanese style, which was his favorite style.

Li Mingsheng said that in the future, the two of them will make money together to buy a house in the town, buy a car, come out to the family, adopt or test-tube a child, and the family will live happily ever after.

I am not afraid of the scourge in front of me, I am only afraid of you shrinking back.

Gu Linxiao got to know Zhou Wanlin through a friend in the circle. Since he separated from Li Mingsheng, his whole life has been miserable. Gu Linxiao thought that he should find someone new.

So the two began to fall in love.

Everything is going smooth.

Two years later.

On the eve of May Day, Gu Linxiao stayed in the company to work overtime.The phone rang, it was a WeChat.

She picked it up to look at it, and it was sent by Li Mingsheng: I'm getting married on May Day, are you coming?

Gu Lin Xiao Hui: I'm not going, I wish you happiness, Li Mingsheng.

Finish

The author has something to say: When I wrote the last few sentences, I actually felt a little rushed.Check it out later, it seems to be okay.

It was originally a short story, and it was more realistic. In reality, there are not a few people who resemble the two protagonists in the novel.

I hope we can all find our own happiness in three dimensions. (The author laughs O(∩_∩)O~)