dare to love

Chapter 56

Chen Wei went back to the dormitory. Although he was in a hurry and wished to see Su Shikang right away, he was still very obedient. Su Shikang asked him to leave tomorrow and he would leave tomorrow.

As a result, he couldn't sleep at all, his mind was full of Su Shikang's appearance, but in fact he hadn't seen him for two years, and in addition they rarely saw each other in the previous three years, he was a little vague about Su Shikang's appearance.

In the five years before and after, the number of times they saw each other can be counted on one hand.

But the torture is real, and so is the bitter longing.

What will become of him?What should I say when I see him?

I kept thinking about these questions over and over in my mind, and I didn't fall asleep until after three o'clock in the morning.

When Chen Wei opened his eyes, he had habitually slept until past twelve noon.

"Oops."

He turned over and sat up quickly, and hurriedly cleaned up. Since the postgraduate entrance examination, he has been driving back and forth, and he rarely buys tickets. Based on this calculation, he will not arrive until after nine o'clock in the evening.

Chen Wei was in extreme pain, and Su Shikang told him to leave the next morning, so he should sit on the stool all night! ! !

Before he set off, he checked the car from the inside to the outside, and set off after making sure that there was no accident.

So this time the trip went smoothly, and we arrived in Zhengzhou on time at [-]:[-] pm.

As soon as he arrived in this city, Chen Wei exuded a sense of anxiety all over his body, feeling a little afraid to move forward.He is about to meet Su Shikang, the person who has been tormenting him for the past two years, no, the past five years, he has to punish him well.

But he came so late, Su Shikang should have arrived long ago, right?

He turned on his phone, and Su Shikang asked him where he was.

Chen Wei: "Just arrived in Zhengzhou, how about you?"

[Vivi Soybean's Kang Zai] just arrived at the hotel.

[VV Soybean Milk's Health Cub] [Location]

Chen Wei clicked on the location and found that it was a star chain hotel. This hotel is expensive, and the lighting settings are very unreasonable. Considering that the yellow light is less harmful to the eyes, the light is warm yellow and somewhat blurred , If you feel that the light is not bright enough when you are working or doing your homework, you can light up the desk lamp on the table.

But Su Shi Kangding's hotel is very unreasonable. His eyes have always been good, and his eyesight is also very good. Could it be...

Although this light is good for the eyes, it depends on who lives in it, because this type of light is very flamboyant and ambiguous, especially in the middle of the night...it feels very good.

Chen Wei thought subconsciously in his mind, but he didn't realize it at all. At this moment, a layer of cold sweat broke out on his back.

He was wondering if Su Shikang was planning something!After hanging him out for so long, he suddenly realized his conscience?Planning to have a good time with him tonight?

Chen Wei's hands on the steering wheel were trembling. He thought of that night more than two years ago, and of Su Shikang's captivating look, and wished he could rush to him immediately and press him down.

Thinking of this, Chen Wei turned on the navigation for the first time, and he didn't want to use his brain to look at the map anymore. He was not thinking enough at the moment, and all he could think about was Su Shikang's appearance at that time. He couldn't concentrate at all, he could only be numb and anxious Following the mechanical navigation sound on the map, he arrived at the hotel step by step.

He parked the car in the parking lot before dragging his suitcase into the hotel.

After Su Shikang sent the location, he gave him the room number.

Chen Wei kept walking with his head down, and walked through the empty and deserted corridor of the hotel. The warm yellow sensor lights lit up one by one following his footsteps. more and more.

Su Shikang...

Before seeing anyone, his eye sockets were already wet and red.

Finally reaching the door of the room, Chen Wei raised his hand and knocked on the door.

But with a distance of several hundred steps, he felt as if he had walked through four seasons.

As soon as the door was opened, a fresh scent hit him. Before Chen Wei had time to look at him, he pressed down and pushed Su Shikang into the room. He threw the box away, then lowered his head, sniffing greedily. the smell of his neck.

It's a familiar taste.

It is the smell of wormwood that he has always been obsessed with.

Chen Wei wrapped his arms around him, resting his forehead on his neck.

He seemed to have just taken a shower, his skin was smooth and smelled good.

"Shikang..."

Su Shikang embraced him, Chen Wei's eyes were pressed against his smooth skin, he stroked his hair, he felt Chen Wei trembling slightly, and then the whole skin felt obvious moisture.

Chen Wei actually cried.

"Su Shikang, Shikang..."

"Is it really you?"

"..." Su Shikang wanted to speak, but now he found that he couldn't speak, and his throat was wet and salty.

"Do you know how I came here these years? From the three years before I saw you on New Year's Eve that year, to the two years when you left me."

Chen Wei held him tightly, buried his face in his neck, his voice trembled with his body.

"Why, why didn't you contact me for two years? Do you know how much I'm suffering? In the past two years, more than 700 days and nights, I haven't missed you every single day. Su Shikang, how can you be so cruel?"

"And that year I went to see you, you should understand..."

Chen Wei raised his face, and now he finally looked directly at him, and he looked into his eyes.

Su Shikang's eyes were also moist.

"Did I not make it clear? Su Shikang... Let me tell you now, I love you, I miss you, and I want to be with you."

"..."

"Shikang, I love you."

Su Shikang reached out and touched his cheek.

I don't know if it's because of the wear-and-tear of time, Chen Wei can no longer see the sharpness in his eyes, his eyes are so soft, the warm yellow light falls inside, as gentle as water.

The surface of the pupil is very wet, with a layer of tear film formed.

"How long has it been?" He raised his chin and kissed Chen Wei's wet eyes.

"It's been a long time." Chen Wei stared at him with fiery eyes, "Since you went to Changsha that year, I gradually began to miss you. But I... I finally went to see you on New Year's Eve in 21, but I didn't Thinking of... Shikang, I am so tormented, if you don't come to see me, I will go see a psychiatrist."

He was too wronged to say these words, almost wanting you to coax him.

Su Shikang also coaxed him, and he started to kiss him, but it was soft and seductive, Chen Wei didn't think it was enough, so he pressed him against the wall, and then kissed him back forcefully.

He's been away for so long, he can't let him go like this.

"Su Shikang... Shikang..."

His rough and fiery lips moved around, climbing the rock all the way from bottom to top, Su Shikang felt his body go limp, Chen Wei hugged his waist directly and put him on the big bed if he couldn't kiss enough.

Su Shikang put his arms around his neck and asked him with a smile: "Then can I be your boyfriend?"

"You already are."

"Well……"

After he finished speaking, he began to kiss him again, his eyes stained red with blood.

He missed him so much, that's why he exerted so much force. He hugged Su Shikang tightly, as if he wanted to rub him into his flesh and blood.

He was terrified that he would leave, and he never wanted to suffer so hard again.

Chen Wei used to think that to love someone is to give him a sense of ritual, but now he can't wait any longer. Before the ceremony, he must let the other person know his intentions. After being together, he can have a sense of ritual every day, but there is no chance to express it. It was so easy, he felt that if he had been more decisive at the beginning, maybe Su Shikang would have been his man long ago, how could he have waited until today.

The more Chen Wei thought about it, the more confused he became. He unbuttoned Su Shikang's clothes, and pressed his fiery lips to the carotid artery, feeling the blood boiling and pulsating.

He wanted to bite, but was afraid of hurting him.

"Avi..."

In a dazed state of mind, he finally heard Su Shikang call him that again.

But to him, this sound was just fanning the flames.

"I am... Shikang, I want to kiss you, I want you..."

He was so anxious that he looked a little pitiful.

Su Shikang stroked his hair, and kissed his cheek and lips soothingly.

"You come."

With permission, he can be bolder.

After all, Chen Wei was not used to this kind of warm yellow light. Even though it was very ambiguous, but he and Su Shikang had been separated for so long, he still wanted to take a good look at him and his appearance.

Su Shikang was drunk that time, so this time he wanted to see what Su Shikang looked like when he was sober.He wants to stare at him, watching him get drunk with him.

He'll be gentler this time, and hold him tighter.

"Shikang..."

While calling his name, he turned on the bright LED lights on the table.

"what……"

For some reason, Su Shikang was so uncomfortable being pierced by the intruding light that he tilted his head and covered his eyes with his arms.

Chen Wei was stunned for a moment, feeling something was wrong, he quickly turned off the LED lights, and leaned over, "Shikang, what's wrong?"

When the lights were turned off and Su Shikang took his hand off, Chen Wei realized something was wrong.

Reluctantly, he reached out to touch his eyes.Then he suddenly understood something, opened his mouth, and his voice was hoarse and dry again.

"Your eyes just had surgery, right?"

"That's why you booked this hotel, you... When did you come? Not tonight at all..."

Chen Wei looked up and looked around, and found that those items had been touched by someone. There was an eye mask on the bedside table, and the quilt already had the smell of Su Shikang. If it hadn't been for one night, it would not have been contaminated so quickly. superior.

"Su Shikang, you asked me to leave in the morning, but you came here secretly last night, didn't you?"

Chen Wei lowered his head and kissed his eyelashes, "Tell me, where have you been these two years?"

"Awei..." Su Shikang straightened his hair that was scattered on his forehead, "I have been doing research with my teacher for the past two years. This task is relatively confidential, but luckily it was successfully completed."

"So your eyes..."

"I accidentally injured it while doing research, and now the operation is successful, and everything is over, so don't worry anymore, okay?"

"..."

In the past two years of Su Shikang, how could it be possible that his mind was empty and he didn't think about Chen Wei?Chen Wei spent more than 700 days and nights in pain, but he spent more than 700 days and nights holding a notebook alone, writing down his thoughts while doing research on boring and extremely harmful chemicals, About research, about Chen Wei.

Before he came here, he didn't know what he wanted for Chen Wei, but after these two years, he came back to his senses after long thoughts, and he also had feelings for Chen Wei.

This feeling came without a shadow, even he himself couldn't find the source, when did it start?Unexpectedly, a person like him can be greedy for his affection.

Su Shikang stayed in the dark research room, feeling outrageous and ridiculous.

But fortunately, this fool has been waiting for him, so he just left, but he has been suffering and waiting in place.

Su Shikang looked at him, loving him and feeling sorry for him.

In the end, he didn't give Chen Wei any time to relax, and turned over and pressed him under him. His clothes had already been undone by himself, and he kissed him while undoing Chen Wei's belt buckle.

"Shikang... Shikang..."

"do not move!"

Su Shikang hung his lips against his skin.

"let me."

"..." Chen Wei panted and lay down again.

Su Shikang is simply too good at provocative, this kind of tickling action is nothing more than fanning the flames on his body and mind.

A critical step has been reached, but at this moment, Chen Wei suddenly remembered a very important thing!

He pushed Su Shikang away abnormally, sat up from the bed abruptly, and said, "I almost forgot, I haven't showered yet!"

Su Shikang: "..."

"What are you kidding?" Su Shikang finally had a bit of the exasperated look on his face before, "I took off all my clothes!!!"

"..." Chen Wei didn't think it would work, even if he was suffering so badly that he was going to die, but he rushed over from Beijing and was covered in sweat, what if Su Shikang got suffocated?

"Wait for me baby, I'll take a shower soon!"

"???"

This is their official event, it must be charming, unforgettable, and lingering in fragrance...

Su Shikang didn't know what Chen Wei was planning, he felt like his heart was on fire, and he was eager to crave something from him.

He is very strong, although Chen Wei's physical strength has grown a lot in recent years, it is still more than enough for him to hold him down.

"Lie back, it's at this juncture, you still want to run?"

Su Shikang held him down, bowed his head and was about to kiss him...

But Chen Wei did not know what force to turn him over into a position to hold him down, and he kissed Su Shikang heavily on the forehead.

"Wait for me, baby!"

He got out of bed and went straight to the bathroom...

you fucking-

"Fuck that!" Su Shikang directly threw a pillow at him.

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Tomorrow night...