Cat's eye

Chapter 5

The few people left a last warning and left. There was not much blood on their bodies. Lin Mao closed his eyes, his body was a little cold, but his mind was full of memories of the past. Frames of pictures flashed before his eyes, red Yes, green, gray, fragrant, humiliating, indifferent.After trying so hard to imitate her, why did he still lose in the end?

It was a scene that often happened in childhood. My mother was found hanging out with other men, and my father was so sad and wronged that tears rolled in his eyes, but my mother calmly arranged her clothes, let her lover go, and stood in front of her father without any shame. "Can't bear it? Divorce if you can't bear it."

The young Lin Mao hated what his mother did, and he also despised his father who was obedient and submissive.he loves her?Love her to the core, love her more than your own life?So he deserves to be so humble.His father had been married for ten years, and he had also been a green-headed turtle for ten years. The one he loves deeply is the weak. He is willing to be humble, let others trample on him, and can't blame others. Lin Mao understood this a long time ago.

So be the strong one, be the superior one in the relationship, be ruthless, and be lucky.Lin Mao has always followed Zhou Lin's example, falling in love like a playful person, having sex as much as you want, accepting the sincerity of others with peace of mind, but not being easily emotional.Lin Mao has always liked dating women in their early thirties, perhaps because Zhou Lin made himself hostile to women of this age, attracted them, and then abandoned them. Watching them cry for him made people extremely happy.Or maybe it was because Zhou Lin made himself feel attached to women of this age, and every time he lay in their arms, he seemed to be able to snatch some love that he had hoped for but almost never obtained. It was soft and warm, like From his mother's love, Lin Mao only asks for a little bit, even a little bit.

I have been working hard to learn from her for so many years, but why, I still lost.

Lin Mao struggled to take out his mobile phone, and called the only person who would not abandon him at this moment, Su Haotu's impatient voice came from the other end, Lin Mao asked: "Mouse, do you have a driver's license?"

"Yes, what do you want to do?"

"Help me drive the car back, I can't move now."

"Drunk? Not like it."

"You just come, I'm at the gate of East Lake Park, under the second big pillar on the right."

The sky was getting dark, and the evening wind was blowing. Passing tourists and pedestrians all looked sideways at the man sitting with his back leaning on the pillar. Vendors selling balloon candies at the gate of the park had also witnessed a beating not long ago. She was very beautiful, just like his mother, who could captivate people with just one look, but at this moment, he was sitting on the ground with a bruised nose and a swollen face, and there was still some blood on his face that hadn't been wiped off.His situation is a bit dire, and his mood is infinitely sad, but he still has a person who will come when he is called, and that person will take him home. This cannot be considered a kind of luck.

About half an hour later, Su Haotu finally arrived. Lin Mao sat on the ground with his head tilted and smiled at him, complaining weakly: "I just came, I'm almost falling asleep."

Su Haotu's face was pale, his heart was startled and hurt, he rushed over and knelt down and hugged his shoulders: "Are you still laughing!" Then he asked him in a trembling voice, "What's the matter? Let me see, where are the injuries?"

"My buddy fell into the hands of a woman this time." Lin Mao dragged his tone, still in a nonchalant tone, "That Pan Xianjia, frankly, has a husband."

Su Haotu reached out and wiped the blood around his nose and mouth: "Go, I'll take you to the hospital."

"If you don't go, it's all skin trauma, take me home."

Su Haotu supported him to stand up: "Can I go?" Then he simply walked in front of him, bent down, "Come up, I'll carry you on my back."

Lin Mao chuckled lightly: "Do you think I'm your wife?"

"Come up."

Lin Mao climbed onto Su Haotu's back, and still didn't forget to tease him a few words: "You say you are like Zhu Bajie carrying a wife, huh?"

Su Haotu's heart ached so badly, he gritted his teeth and replied, "I'm going to kill you, your mouth can only calm down for a while."

Su Haotu sent Lin Mao back home, then went out to buy medicines and gauze for reducing swelling and pain, and helped Lin Mao bandage up the medicine bit by bit. "I said earlier that you should feel at ease and find someone to live a stable life. You are provoking others all day long, and you owe a lot of romantic debts. It is only light to be beaten."

"Yes Yes Yes."

"You deserved it today. If it were me, I would at least beat you until you couldn't get out of bed for three days, believe it or not?"

"Yes Yes Yes."

"Don't take it seriously, if you don't change your temper, sooner or later you will be punished."

"Yes, yes, yes." Lin Mao lay on his back on the bed, staring at the ceiling with empty eyes, and casually agreed to Su Haotu's words.

Su Haotu suddenly stopped what he was doing, and asked, "Brother Mao, do you have someone you really like?"

"No." Lin Mao replied without thinking.He was a little confused and lucky to think, if his father did not choose to endure humiliation back then, but chose to be furious like Pan Xianjia's husband. His possession and dignity, so will the ending of the parents be a little different?

"I have." Su Haotu said, "There is only one in this life."

But the past can no longer be changed, and in order to become the so-called strong person in the emotional relationship, he distorted and persistently imitated her step by step, but unfortunately he still lost.Once abandoned by such a woman, and now being fooled by such a woman, it seems that the little warmth and sense of accomplishment once obtained from different lovers are just bubbles waiting to be burst.Stop thinking about it, think about it, it seems that tears are about to come out.Lin Mao sighed softly: "You go."

Su Haotu was startled, a gray mist suddenly filled his heart, why did Lin Mao let him go after he said he had someone he really liked?A frightening guess emerged in his mind, Su Haotu tentatively asked, "You--know what?"

Lin Mao was still staring at the ceiling with a blank face and a hollow voice: "I don't know anything, you can go."

To Su Haotu's ears, this calm answer is more like a cold rejection after knowing everything. Su Haotu forced himself to be calm, but his voice was still trembling: "Brother Cat, I know you can't accept it. I didn't think about it, I just... I just…"

Lin Mao didn't hear his low-pitched explanation clearly, and when the corners of his eyes were getting wet, he turned his face inward, not letting Su Haotu see it, and said in a calm voice, "It's all minor injuries, don't get it, let's go."

Seeing that he didn't even want to look at him, Su Haotu said the words of chasing people again, he felt a pain in his chest, sad and angry, threw away the medicine and gauze in his hand, jumped on the bed, leaned over Lin Mao and shouted: "Let me go?! You already knew that, didn't you? You know that I like you, treat you with all my heart and soul, and treat me like a servant all day long. Whenever you need me, just call me Call me, and drive me away with a wave of your hand when you're done, it's like driving a dog! I like you, do I deserve to be so humble if I like you?"

Lin Mao was stunned by his sudden series of angry reprimands. Su Haotu pressed on his body, his hands firmly restraining himself, Lin Mao panicked, "Mouse, what are you doing? Let me go!"

"What are you doing? I'll let you see what I'm going to do!" Su Haotu bowed his head and kissed Lin Mao. Lin Mao struggled desperately, and his movements affected the wound. Lin Mao opened his mouth and screamed in pain. Su Haotu took the opportunity to stick his tongue into his mouth.Surprised and angry, Lin Mao used all his strength to get rid of Su Haotu's hand, and punched him in the face.

"Mice, I'm sorry." Panting, Lin Mao said, "If you get off my body now, it's as if this never happened. In the future, we will be the same as before."

"Same as before?" Su Haotu covered half of his face, and said coldly, "You know that I like you, but you still pretend you don't know anything, and treat me like a dog like before?" Su Haotu yelled at him, " I have liked you since I was 14 years old. I went to the same high school and the same university as you. After graduation, I stayed in the same city as you. I rented a house in the same neighborhood as you. You are fickle, and none of those women are serious, but I will not feel pain in my heart when I look at you affectionately?! Do you know why I was so angry when I saw He Cong on your bed that day? I Knowing that you like women, if you find a woman to marry and start a family, I accept my fate, but if one day you start to like a man, that person must not be me!"

"I have liked you for more than ten years! I love you! Lin Mao, no one in this world loves you more than me!" Su Haotu gradually calmed down, "If you don't know, we can still be the same as before, but since you I see, it would be too shameless to ask us to be the same as before." Su Haotu got off Lin Mao, stood beside the bed and looked down at him coldly, "You will suffer retribution." After finishing speaking, he left Lin Mao s home.