love is hard

Chapter 2.

As the morning approached, he actually squinted for a while, Shi Shu took the phone, at 06:30, clicked off before the alarm clock rang, and simply got up.

After washing softly, he walked into the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, and realized that he had forgotten to buy groceries in the past two days. There was only one egg, a few slices of bread and half a bucket of milk left. He fried the eggs, heated two cups of milk, and finished drinking one , with a cup left on the table, along with bread and fried eggs.

After finishing all this, he dressed neatly and pushed away the guest room. The people inside were still asleep. He approached and bent down to look carefully.

The person in front of him was holding the quilt tightly, as if he was holding a treasure in his hand, his eyelashes were trembling slightly, his appearance was a little pitiful, Shi Shufa couldn't help approaching him, leaving a kiss on his soft lips, warm His breath immediately swept over his cheeks, and he was reluctant to leave like nostalgia.

"Get up," he raised his head and stroked the other person's black hair, and said in a warm voice, "wake up quickly."

Qiu Ye slowly opened his eyes, stared at him in a daze, and after seeing the other person's face clearly, he grabbed Shi Shu's hand and said aggrievedly, "I dreamed that you left."

"I'm leaving," Shi Shu held his hand tightly, feeling a sudden soreness in his heart, "Wherever I am going, I am here, and I am not going anywhere."

"I love you," Qiu Ye got up and hugged him, resting his chin on his shoulder, and said softly, "Xiao Shu, I love you, let's stop fighting."

Shi Shu didn't speak, just hugged him and patted him on the back.

Enough hugging, the two slowly separated, Shi Shu got up and straightened his clothes: "I'm going to work, breakfast is on the table, remember to eat."

"Aren't you going to eat with me?" Qiu Ye asked him, dressing quickly.

"I just ate," Shi Shu said, "I'll be late, so I'll be leaving first."

"That's fine," Qiu Ye came over and kissed him on the cheek before letting him go.

Shi Shu picked up his bag and left first. After Qiu Ye finished washing, he saw the breakfast prepared on the table. He hadn't eaten breakfast alone for a long time. No matter how fierce the quarrel was, Shi Shu would prepare breakfast for him the next day. , Wait for him to finish eating before going out together.

Things are a little weird today.

He ate quickly, threw the plate into the kitchen sink, and paused as he passed the refrigerator.

Yesterday he got off work earlier than Shishu, and was so hungry that he opened the refrigerator to look for food, only to find that there was only one egg left. He thought that when Shishu came, he would go to the supermarket, buy vegetables, cook, and stock up.

In the end, instead of waiting to visit the supermarket, there was an overwhelming quarrel.

He was clear about the reason for the quarrel, but Shishu's mood last night was obviously abnormal than before.

When he saw the text message his mother sent him, he felt dissatisfied, and then suddenly burst into anger, which was much more ferocious than before. He had no power to resist, so he could only let him roar and vent, and finally paralyzed powerlessly. Sitting on the balcony.

He knew that Shi Shu's dissatisfaction with him had been suppressed for a long time, accumulated a lot, and had been hidden in his heart. Now it's fine to ask him to vent, but seeing his exhausted appearance after venting his emotions, he didn't know how to comfort him. what to do.

He just wanted to get off work early today, the two of them would go to the supermarket together, and then go home to cook and rest, and everything would be peaceful.

Shi Shu was walking on the road, and forgot to wear a mask when he went out. The cold wind slapped his face, which hurt him so much. He couldn't get a taxi for half a day. The company was not too far away, so he had to speed up his pace to avoid being late.

At the end of the twelfth lunar month, people come and go in a hurry, grasping the last rush of the end of the year, and the streets have already begun to decorate with lights and festoons, preparing to welcome the new year.

Today is the last day of work, so there should be nothing else to do. We will have a meeting to hand over and pick up things, then we will be on vacation, and come back to work on the eighth day of the lunar new year.

Another year.

The cold wind also cleared his mind a little bit. From last night to now, after the quarrel was reconciled and he calmed down, he felt that only daze and the sentence that Qiu Ye pressed against his ear were left in his mind, let's stop arguing.

He couldn't help but find it ridiculous, trouble?What happened to him?

After finally walking into the company shaking his body, the warm wind blowing towards his face slowly relieved his stiff body that had been frozen into a ball.

He came to this Internet company after graduation, and worked hard for three years. Now he is considered a low-level leader, with five or six people under his command.

He is gentle and approachable in the company, and gets along well with his colleagues, and the few employees under him are not afraid of him, and they are the only group that laughs and laughs a lot every day.

As soon as he entered, Rui Rui came over with a cup of coffee to warm up their young and handsome section chief: "Shi Shuai, why are you frozen like this?"

Shi Shu took a sip of his coffee: "There's no car, I just ran here."

"Why don't you let Brother Xiaoqiu see you off?" Rui Rui clicked her tongue. After several years of work, she knew about his relationship with Qiu Ye. Sometimes she asked to bring her family members to private gatherings, and Shi Shu would bring Qiu Ye with her.

Handsome and handsome, he looks good and fits well.

"He's late too," Shi Shu waved his hand. The family has a car. He and Qiu Ye usually go out together. Whoever is in a hurry will see the other off first, and today he is not in the mood. End of the year."

Rui Rui blinked her big eyes flatteringly, and ran away quickly.

After Shi Shu drank his coffee, he flipped through the documents in his hand, but couldn't read a single word.

The text message from Qiu Ye's mother was very simple, it was nothing more than saying that he would not come this year and asked him to go back and spend the New Year in his hometown.

Shi Shu took out his mobile phone and found out his mother's number. The last time he called was in September. On the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival, he seldom called on weekdays, and he might not always answer when he did.

The screen went off and on, on and off again, after hesitating for a long time, he typed a line: Mom, Chinese New Year is almost here, how are you and Dad?

He dropped the phone and sorted out the data, as if escaping from something.The phone rang, and he opened it to look, feeling a sudden soreness in his heart. He didn't expect his mother to reply to the message so quickly: everything is fine.

He looked at these four words, hesitating, a simple sentence "I will go home during the Chinese New Year" and stuck it in the keyboard, typed it out and then deleted it.

He is afraid.

When he was hesitating, his mother sent another sentence, trampling on his flickering expectations relentlessly.

- I will travel with your dad during the Chinese New Year and take good care of myself.

Shi Shu's hand holding the phone trembled a little, as if a gust of cold wind had poured into his body again.

- Then you have fun.

He typed these words, and transferred another 2 yuan to his mother, and then he lost all strength and lay down on the desk with his head on the desk, feeling endless panic and hopelessness in his heart.

Two years later, his parents still refused to accept him.

Still have to wait two years.

The last day passed in such a drowsy manner. When it was six o'clock, Shi Shu packed his things, picked up a stack of documents and walked out of the office. He found a group of people waiting for him. He looked around and said in a daze, "What's wrong? I don't want to." Go home? Don't want to take a vacation?"

A group of people suddenly sighed, and their resentment was beyond words: "Shi Shuai, tomorrow is a holiday and it will be Chinese New Year. You forgot our rules. Shouldn't you be drunk and not go home tonight?"

Shi Shu came to his senses immediately, he was dizzy for a whole day, he forgot about this, this group of people have no time to relax, every year they would go crazy and have a good time during the holidays, but today he was so tired that he didn't want to make a fuss at all, he just wanted to go home and sleep well Sleep.

He waved his hands and smiled: "Hey, I forgot, I'm really not feeling well today, so I won't go, you guys go, I will pay all the expenses today."

Rui Rui immediately frowned: "I thought you would bring Brother Xiaoqiu here, it's hard for us older girls, and we can't even look at the handsome guy even if we want to see him."

Shi Shu patted her on the shoulder to express his apology: "Next time, next time, I always miss my handsome guy, be careful that I drive you."

A group of people were covered in goosebumps and told him to leave quickly in disgust. Shi Shu said goodbye with a smile, and took a taxi home with the documents.

Qiu Ye hasn't come back yet, he walked into the bedroom after taking a shower, his head was heavy, he found a tablet of medicine and drank it, and fell asleep covering the quilt.

After sleeping for an unknown amount of time, he opened his eyes in a daze when someone lightly touched his face. Qiu Ye half-kneeled and said softly with a smile, "Get up, it's time to eat."

Shi Shu touched his face in a daze, and suddenly seemed to be back in his junior year, when they rented a house outside, moved in for the first time, embraced and fell asleep for the first time, and had their skin so close for the first time, that The gentle and heart-warming night, the warm and peaceful morning.

Qiu Ye touched his face like this, and called him softly: "Xiao Shu, it's time to get up and eat."

At this moment, the unstoppable sourness in his heart came out.

I want to have a good time with you.