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Chapter 30 Chapter 30

30.

The force of habit is always strong.Kou Yaner found that weekends with Sophie had become a pattern she was used to.So Sophie's absence for two consecutive weekends made Yan'er feel a little lonely.

Sophie returned to the United States for two weeks on a balance of public and private.

When Sophie finally sat in front of her today, Yan'er felt a kind of calm joy.Little Button went to bed, and Sophie sat in the living room with no intention of leaving.She doesn't want to go back to the hotel.She was feeling a little lonely.

Yan'er didn't urge her to leave either, she took out the chestnuts she just bought.This is Sophie's favorite snack.In addition to the fragrance of chestnuts, what is more important is that she can enjoy Yan'er's special service every time.

Sophie doesn't know if it's true or not, but she just can't learn how to peel chestnuts with her teeth.Yan'er was devastated looking at the messy chestnuts bitten by Sophie.Then came this particular service.Yan'er will help Sophie peel chestnuts.

Sophie found that Chinese teeth are the most flexible and versatile tools in the world.Watching Yan'er peeling chestnuts is a program she likes very much.Yan'er used his teeth to gently bite open the chestnut shell bit by bit in a certain direction, and then broke it lightly, and a whole chestnut kernel rolled into Yan'er's palm.Yan'er spread out his palm, and Sophie reached out and squeezed the small nut into her mouth.If he accidentally bit off a chestnut, Yan'er would stuff the broken chestnut into his mouth.The whole process of eating chestnuts was dragged very slowly. Sophie especially enjoyed the flair and intimacy.

"Sophie, you seem to have something on your mind when you come back this time." Yan'er asked casually when he spread his palm and handed Sophie a chestnut.Although Yan'er was cold, he was never dull.

Sophie held the chestnut, and when she heard Yan'er's question, she didn't stuff it into her mouth, and lowered her head, as if hesitating whether to say it or not.

"Sophie, you don't need to say anything, I'm just asking casually." Yan'er quickly added.

"I went back to see Nicole this time, she was my former partner, er, my partner." Sophie stopped and looked at Yan'er, as if to see her reaction.But Kou Yaner continued to peel the chestnuts, just nodded, indicating that she was listening.

"Nicole is living a good life. She remarried and became pregnant as she wished." Sophie smiled wryly.

Kou Yaner stopped peeling the chestnuts and looked at Sophie in surprise, "Pregnant?"

"When we were together, she always wanted to have children. We tried several times, but it didn't work. I don't know why. I didn't do anything wrong, but she said that my emotions affected her." Sophie played with her hands Chestnuts, caught in depressed memories.

Sophie rarely looked like this. Kou Yaner put down the half-peeled chestnut and put his hand on Sophie's lap.The warmth of the palm comforted Sophie. "What's wrong with you?" Kou Yan'er was dizzy.

"She blamed me for being insincere and for not doing a good job. That's why she couldn't conceive." Sophie took a deep breath and continued, "I admit that I don't want a child. She found a man who doesn't know what kind of sperm to conceive. I don't know what such a child has to do with me, I don't like that feeling."

Only then did Kou Yaner understand a little bit.

"Nicole said I was a selfish woman. So we separated. Hmph." Sophie snorted lightly, meaning nothing. "I didn't expect that she would get pregnant so soon after leaving me."

"This is just a coincidence." Kou Yaner said.

"Yan'er, can you understand me? I don't know if it's selfish, I just don't like the feeling of being excluded."

Kou Yaner nodded, she could understand, but she didn't know what to say.