not as lingering

Chapter 31 Chapter 31

31.

The two fell silent.Kou Yan'er didn't know how to continue this conversation.In retrospect, she and Sophie rarely had serious conversations.The main content of their communication was very detailed. They talked about food and cooking, and they discussed sports and fitness. There was very little exchange of ideas, even movies and books were rarely involved, and there was even a short conversation about Xu Xiaomai.why?Whose problem is it?Is it because she doesn't want to know Sophie deeply, or does she not want to get too close to Sophie?How much curiosity does she have about Sophie?Or is Sophie just trying to stay on this level?

However, after carefully examining the time with Sophie, I was actually happy, relaxed and simple.Kou Yan'er was somewhat reluctant to break this balance.

Kou Yan'er was puzzled by her attitude.Is she afraid to go deep?

The room was very silent, and Kou Yaner felt that he should continue to keep silent on this matter.But Sophie seemed to have more to express. She changed her sitting position a little uneasily, and nervously played with the chestnut with her two hands. The chestnut had been played too hard to eat.

"Is it just because of this?" Kou Yaner broke the silence and asked.

"Maybe."

"You hesitated in your answer. Does it mean that you have deeper thoughts?" Kou Yaner asked.

"Yes, I don't think it's a wise idea for a family like ours to have children. More precisely, all children are born passively, and they don't have the power to choose. From this perspective, I don't think it's not To be willing to have children is selfishness, and to have children is kindness. Reproduction is just a natural law of human beings, it doesn't matter good or bad, and has nothing to do with morality." Sophie was a little emotional.

"Based on your point of view, having children in a same-sex marriage is not just a matter of unwiseness, but a violation of the laws of human reproduction, right?"

"You can also say that. But Nicole is very disgusted with my point of view. She thinks that I have denied these people's reproductive rights." Sophie felt aggrieved.

"What do you care most about? Do you think you shouldn't have children, or does this way of having children exclude you?"

"The first point is my basic point of view, and the second point is my specific feelings. Different views can be discussed, but my loneliness is difficult to overcome."

Kou Yaner nodded. "So, what about adopting a child? Would you mind?"

"Adopt and have a child with myself. I would rather adopt, at least I won't be excluded alone. But I don't want to adopt either. I don't think love does not have to have children."

"I can understand that you don't like children?" Kou Yaner asked.

"Of course, I don't like children." Sophie smiled. "From my own experience, kids don't like adults either. When I was a kid, I thought adults were ugly. I grew up wondering why. Then I figured it out. Do you want to hear it?"

"I would like to hear the details." Kou Yan'er became curious.

"First of all, children are short and have to look up at the faces of adults. In fact, few people's faces can withstand looking from the bottom up. The faces at that angle are more ugly. Which painter have you seen? Draw characters from such an angle?"

Kou Yaner smiled, it was an interesting thought.

Sophie continued to express her insights, "Secondly, children's skin is delicate, smooth and elastic, their faces are fair and immature, and their bodies are flexible. In contrast, adults have rough skin, clumsy movements, and smell of sweat and tobacco every time they move. The pungent perfume smell, all kinds of unclear smells. At that time, I didn't want to touch the body of adults at all."

Kou Yaner finally burst out laughing. Sophie shared some confusing thoughts she had when she was a child.

"The last point, when I was young, I couldn't figure out the age of adults at all. In my eyes, there is no difference between 30 and 50. I often regard 20-year-olds as 40, and confuse 40 as 60. So in my eyes , People over the age of 30 are all old people.”

Kou Yaner finally laughed.She is too familiar with this kind of chaotic thinking, and so is she.

Sophie laughed herself, "I have always kept a distance from children since I was an adult. I don't think they will like adults. Keeping a distance can at least keep children from getting bored with us."