Hollywood Secret Garden

Chapter 600 Diary

"When I looked down through the window at an altitude of more than [-] feet, although I knew that birds would not appear in the stratosphere, and there was nothing outside but the sun, airplanes and white clouds, I still couldn't help but want to be like Flying in it. I don’t want to commit suicide and die... I hope to have that unfettered feeling.” Standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling glass windows of the VIP waiting room, Angela said with some emotion as she looked at the Sky number docked outside.

"I think the reason why people desire to fly is probably because they want to pursue this unfettered feeling," Scarlett next to her leaned on the table with her arms folded and turned her head to look at the plane outside, "It's a pity that even if the hot air balloon is invented , Aircraft still cannot allow people to fly freely in the sky.”

"Glider is fine." Angela said suddenly.

"The range is too narrow, and - you can't fly in the stratosphere." Scarlett immediately continued, "If you want to fly freely in that kind of place, unless you have a personal flying machine in a science fiction novel, and you have to solve the temperature problem question."

"Hey, I just said that I can experience the feeling of flying, and I didn't say that I must fly to the stratosphere." Angela rolled her eyes helplessly, "Why do you always like to drag the topic to other aspects? ?”

"First, I'm just answering the question according to the conditions you gave; second, I want to show my extensive knowledge in front of a genius." Scarlett spread her hands and shrugged.

After a few chuckles, the two became silent, looking at each other without saying a word.It wasn't until Angela suddenly moved a little closer to Scarlett that Scarlett coughed lightly: "I'm leaving in a few minutes."

"Yeah, there are still 10 minutes." Angela stopped moving while talking.

The two stared at each other silently for a long time, until the bodyguard came to remind them that they could board the plane, Angela leaned in front of Scarlett and kissed her lightly on the cheek: "I'm going back to Los Angeles, you... Take care of yourself."

"I don't think you need to teach me this." Scarlett forced a smile, trying not to look so bad.

"Really? If you don't control your diet, maybe the next time I see you, you will have turned into a little chubby girl." Angela said jokingly, but there seemed to be something hidden in the recovered emerald green eyes.

"It's very rare to hear you say acrimonious words. Should I open a bottle of champagne to celebrate when I go back later?" Scarlett raised her eyebrows after adjusting her mood, "Also, what I want to correct you is that although I am eating I don't have too many scruples in the world, but I've been exercising reasonably, so don't think my figure will be out of shape."

"I'm pretty sure about that." Angela nodded repeatedly.

It's just that after the unbrained words were spoken, the expressions of both of them couldn't help becoming a little uncomfortable. It took a few minutes for Angela to speak again: "That's it, I'm leaving."

"Take care." Scarlett nodded.

The two hugged tightly for several minutes before separating, and then Angela, surrounded by bodyguards, walked into the boarding gate without looking back.And Scarlett stood still and watched the other party enter the boarding passage and enter the plane, and then ran out to watch Sky slowly enter the runway, gradually accelerate and finally take off and turned into a small dot in the sky, then turned and left with a faint sigh .Reaching out to wipe his eyes, it seemed that sand had flown in.

"Brooklyn, No. 79 Street, No. 144." After getting out of the airport and getting into a taxi, Scarlett, who was in a daze, lowered her eyelids and said briefly to the driver.

It took about 10 minutes to return to the apartment. When she opened the door and entered the room, the trance that had subsided a lot suddenly became stronger again.The furnishings in the living room haven't changed much, it's just... one person is missing.

Scarlett suddenly walked quickly to the cabinet and took out an unfinished bottle of rum, poured herself half a glass and then drank it down.She let out a long breath, held the cup on her forehead and crushed it back and forth.

Shaking her head with a wry smile, the girl put down her cup and sat down at the desk. After a moment of distraction, she took out the thick diary from the drawer, and slowly flipped through it page by page.

Wednesday, X month X cloudy

Today, my mother and I went to Woodland Township to shoot a movie, which is the "Hide and Seek" mentioned earlier.They needed a young actor, and my mother recommended me to the director.

But I did not expect anyway, the protagonist of this movie turned out to be Angela Mason.Mom should have told me sooner, since I saw her on the streets of New York at Christmas.

To my surprise, the staff said that she wrote the script herself!This is so surprising. You have to know that when I read the script, there are several words that I have to look up in the dictionary to understand.

Although the script in her hand was incomplete, my mother told me that it was a horror movie. How did she write it?And it is said that she also wrote the script of "A Couple Born" last year. Is she a genius?

Angela was nice and sweet, just like she was at Christmas, but she acted... so bad, I forgot how to spell that word.Anyway, I almost sat on the ground after the scene with her, it was so scary.

But all in all it was pretty good, we went shopping in Woodland town in the afternoon, I had a lot of conversations with her and ended up exchanging phone numbers and addresses.Just wait and see, I'll be a better actress than her!

Tuesday, X, X is sunny

It's a new year and Angela and I watched the crystal ball drop in Times Square in the wee hours of the morning with a girl named Natalie Hesleyge.She's Angela's friend, she's a very bright girl, and we also have a good chat.To be honest, it feels good to team up with her to bully Angela.

Saturday, X, X, light rain

I am very upset today, my mother said that I must finish my studies this year to continue to fight for the role for me.Alright, alright, it's done, can I still be troubled by this problem with my intelligence?

But what upsets me the most is that Angie is actually...Miss AM!It's so damned that she's been hiding it for so long!I'm probably the only one among my friends who doesn't know, how could Angie do this!I can still remember when I met her for the first time last Christmas, I used to talk about Miss AM's songs in front of her... This is really...

Although I called to question the first time, Angie also apologized, but the smiling voice was not sincere at all.I think I'm an idiot - Natalie says the same about me.

Well, just wait and see, when she comes down to New York to promote her new album, I'll have to show her!

Tuesday, October X is cloudy

I always thought I knew a lot about Angie, but she always surprises people sometimes.Not to mention winning the Grammy Best Newcomer and Best Performance Award last year, after all, she is very good at singing and playing.But this year, she was nominated for Oscar for Best Supporting Actress and Best Original Screenplay!

The nomination for Best Supporting Actress is understandable, Angela's performance is really good, I really enjoyed her performance in The Sixth Sense.But the best original screenplay is too surprising. My mother said that almost no one can be nominated for the best screenplay at the age of thirteen or fourteen.She's such a genius, I'm dying of jealousy.

If Anji is in front of me now, I will definitely pounce on her and bite her hard before I am reconciled!Not only because she was nominated for an Oscar, but the most important thing is that she actually hid her family situation from us.Yes, we, neither Nat nor Vivi knew that her family was so rich and had a duke and grandpa and so on.

This is too much, can't friends be more sincere?But after thinking about it for a long time, I decided to give her a chance. Of course, a small punishment is necessary before that. I have already agreed with Nat and the others.

Sunny on X, X

I was freaking out today because I was just going out with Angie and Nat as buskers, but I didn't expect to meet bikers.

This is the first time I have encountered such a situation, and I am terrified.Fortunately, Angela protected me and Nat. When we encountered a dead end, she lifted me and Nat onto the lifeline, but she stayed where I was.Fortunately, someone came to save her, otherwise I would regret it for the rest of my life.

On the way to the police station, the three of us hugged each other in shock, and Angela kept apologizing to Nat and me.

"I'm sorry, Manny, Nat, I shouldn't be so willful and reckless, I shouldn't put you in danger, I'm sorry." Angela said, holding our arms tightly, even though Nat and I said it was fine, She kept saying it over and over again.

Angie, you know, I really don't blame you, although my parents who came to pick me up said some bad things, but I definitely didn't think that way.I love you, Angie, really.

Monday, X, X is cloudy with light rain

Dad and Mom don't know what's going on again, and they haven't spoken to each other for a week, and I hope they will get back to normal as soon as possible.

Angie made another amazing move, not only on the cover of "Fortune" magazine, but also became the youngest female billionaire in history!Frankly speaking, I really want to open her head and see what's inside.

Thursday, X month X is sunny

Angie came to New York to promote her new mixed language album. Although she knew that she could speak Chinese very well, she didn't expect that she could sing so well—but she couldn't understand anything.

I went to see her at the Waldorf Astoria with Nat and Liv and played cards on the way.Forgot who suggested that the loser had to take off a piece of clothing, anyway, Angie and I pretty much stripped both Liv and Nat, Liv is such an idiot.

Both of their breasts are beautiful but not as big as mine!I just don't know how Angela is, and she is still meowing at Nat's chest. If I had known, I would have partnered with Nat and let her lose all her clothes!

Thursday, October X is cloudy

I met two new friends today... Well, they can't be regarded as new friends, after all, I don't know how many times I have heard their names from Angela's mouth.

Jessica is a cute girl, Angie is right, she is very charming when she smiles; as for Lindsay, she has a personality and a bit of a grin, which is very suitable for me.

I heard that Disney specially invited us to shoot this movie together, they really put their heart into it.But Angie was miserable, very miserable, and couldn't hold her head up in front of Nat at all... Well, it might be an exaggeration to say that, but she was really eaten to death by Nat.When will I be able to "fix" Angie like this?

Saturday, X, X, light rain

I didn't expect my wish to come true so easily. Last night, Nat, Jessie, Lindsay, and Annie—Angie said she was the adopted daughter of her godfather, but... well, who cares.

In short, we teamed up to push Angie to the ground, and then took turns hitting her butt "hard" with a pillow.I secretly squeezed a few, and to be honest, it feels good and elastic.

Although Angie begged for mercy, no one was willing to let go.She deserves to be punished by us. She can't afford to lose. It's just because of bad luck that Lindsay teased her a few times, so she took her anger out on others.But Lindsay is also a bit too much, always targeting Angie.

Well, now that I think about it, I actually wished Angie could kiss me on the tongue when she asked Angie to choose a big adventure, I think... that must be delicious... Hey, what was I thinking!

Thursday, X month is cloudy

Got the bad news today, Lindsay called me on the phone to tell me that Angie had an accident on the set of "Devil".When she jumped down from a tens of feet high water tower, the safety rope suddenly broke!this is too scary.

Fortunately, Jessica, who was at the scene at the time, rushed out in time to knock Angie away, and she was not injured - but Jessie suffered a slight bruise.God forbid, they're both fine.

If... If I were there, would you run into it recklessly?Maybe.

X, X, Tuesday, light snow

I can't believe that Angie is dating a guy named Jonathan.Well, even though she secretly told me that it was just a smokescreen, I was still very upset.Why did she find this guy as a fake boyfriend?Frankly speaking, apart from being about the same family background as Angie, other aspects can be said to be... Hey, wait, what am I writing?

Monday, XX is cloudy

I heard Angie is going to direct her own

First movie, oh, sometimes I wonder what else she can't do?

Mom and Dad are fighting again, and lately they've been... I have a bad feeling.

Light rain on Wednesday, X month

Kasten and his mother divorced...

Friday, X month X is sunny

Opening the diary today, I realized that I haven't written for a long time. It's not that I don't want to write, but... I'm really not in the mood.I still can't accept it until now, why did he want to divorce his mother?Just because of another woman? !He is our father!Did he ever think about our feelings!

I cried a lot in Angie's arms. In fact, I didn't want to show it in front of her, but I couldn't help it.

I'm in Montana shooting a movie called "The Horse Whisperer," and Angie visited Vivi in ​​Canada and brought her to see me.At that time, I was so sad that I couldn't help myself, crying secretly in the woods.Then Angie came to find me, she hugged me and didn't ask anything but said: "Cry loudly if you have something sad, it's much better to vent and cry in front of others."

Angie's arms are very warm and reassuring.

I told her everything, and she hugged me tightly and comforted me, saying: the storm will eventually pass, and the rainbow will eventually appear, so you must cheer up.

I just want to hold her tightly and hold her like this for the rest of my life.I love you Angie.

Sunny on X, X

In the past two days, Angie and Weiwei and I wandered around Gardner Town, and often rode horses galloping around the racecourse.Angie always went out of her way to make me happy, even sleeping with me.It's just that whenever she's half lying beside me, looking softly at me with her beautiful green eyes, I...I always want to get up and kiss her.

It seemed like a weird feeling, I thought...well, it's kind of dependent, after all Angie was the first person I confide in...damn what the hell am I writing about? !

There is a kind of...a very bad premonition, no, no, no, it's not very bad but... I can't say it, but it makes me feel a little restless and flustered, and there is a little bit of excitement and nervous.

Alright, Manny, don't worry about it so much, let these inexplicable things get out of your head.It was Angie who got me out of those shadows - not quite out of it yet - why the fuss?

So be it.

Thursday, X month X is sunny

Angie left, and before I left... I asked her for a kiss, a kiss on the lips.

It's hard to describe the feeling, but for a moment I wanted to hug her and kiss her wantonly.

This... this... is terrible, how could I have such a thought?I... I'm not...

Well, it's just an illusion, I'm just a little... a little sentimental?Yes, yes, that's it!

Saturday, October X is cloudy

A perfect concert, Angela's performance is really outstanding.Especially the dance when she sang "Flying Polka", it was very creative. I don't think anyone will say that she can't dance anymore.

Afterwards, I, Nat, Vivi and Liv all attended the celebration banquet, and everyone was very excited to congratulate Angela frequently.Vivi also declared that she would pull everyone to form a band, Angie was the lead singer, she played the guitar, I played the bass, Liv played the drums and Nat was in charge of the keyboard.

Of course, Angie ignored Weiwei, but under my pressure, she let Weiwei kiss her face, and then... I went up and kissed her.

Although I didn't want to admit it, that...feeling suddenly filled my heart, and my long-standing hesitation was finally confirmed.

I hid my thoughts and feelings very well, but when I got home, I immediately collapsed on the bed and didn't want to get up.

I'm not gay, I know I'm not, but I do have feelings for Angie, I want to kiss her, I want to touch her, I want to...

Oh no, I shouldn't be writing this, I shouldn't be writing this in my diary, but I can't help it...

What's wrong with me?How can I have this idea, she is a genius in Hollywood, she is so good in every field, she even just won the National Scholar Award.But the point is, she's a woman...

God please tell me what should I do?