Hollywood Secret Garden

Chapter 601 New Home

Saturday, X, X is sunny

I don't know how I got home, but I know that my mood at the moment is undoubtedly very bad.

When I went to see Angie at her villa on Long Island today, I had the shocking news that Angie...is dating Nat!God, the two of them are gay!

Until now I can't describe how I felt after hearing the news, if I hadn't gone to the bathroom to be alone for a while, God knows how I would have reacted in front of them.

How...how could this be? !The two of them... oh, what an idiot I am, why can't I tell Angie first? !Yes, I like her, I love her, I want to date her, I admit it, why do I just...no...

Well, actually, it's useless even if I confess.I think Angie and Nat must have been dating for a long time, the kind of attachment between them... not something that people who just started dating will have... No wonder they always felt weird before, no wonder Angie used to always To Nat...

God, what am I going to do?

Sunday, October X is cloudy

Stayed overnight at Angie's last night to celebrate her 19th birthday with everyone.We had a lot of romping and had a pillow fight in her bedroom before turning off the lights and hitting each other... boobs.

I don't know if I've ever been caught by Angie, or if I've ever been caught by Angie, but... I'm having a hard time.I thought I'd adjusted my emotions, I thought I'd be able to fully accept the fact that they were dating, but every time Angie showed up, especially today, my efforts were wasted.

But what else can I do?One is the person I love and the other is my best friend.

Tuesday, X, X is cloudy

Finally unable to hold back, I kissed Angie today as she is leaving for New Zealand soon.But I was going to kiss her first, but she took the lead in holding Zai's face, and... it was still a tongue kiss.

That feeling... that feeling... oh shit, it shouldn't be like this... Why are you teasing them, idiot?If it wasn't for kissing Nat tentatively first, it might have been...

Manny, don't do this again, just keep this... in the bottom of your heart.

Thursday, X month X is sunny

I'm so angry, how could Angie do this!How could she do this!She actually hit my chest in front of Weiwei!Does she know that this annoys and bothers me!

Well, she doesn't know, for her it's just a show of intimacy between friends, all I can have is a wry smile.

Little snow on Monday, X month

I can't remember how many times I've been refusing Angie to write me a script because I didn't want to get too deep in a hopeless relationship.

But... I couldn't stop her from touching me, maybe in some way, deep down, I wanted her to touch me.

In the bedroom after today's house party, I almost hugged her and kissed her lips. I could only chase and fight to relieve the desire in my heart.

Tuesday, X, X is cloudy

Angie appears to have had relationships with other women.That's what I deduced from Nat's dazed tone when we talked on the phone.To be honest, I was taken aback when I came to the conclusion, but Nat was definitely not talking about me, so who could it be?

Frankly speaking, I also had doubts, but I always thought that I was thinking too much, and I always thought that what I am is, so are others.It's just now... Angie, are you really this kind of person?

Light rain on Friday, X month X

For the first time... I doubted my own judgment, but the excitement in Lindsay's tone was definitely not deceiving, and she quickly changed her words, as if to cover up her slipping.

If...if that's the case, Angie is dating both Nat and Jesse at the same time.No no no, I'm afraid she and Kate are there too... and probably not for a year or two!

How could she be like this, doesn't she know how much Nat loves her!Damn, this is too much!It's just... why can't she see it at all when she is with Nat?

Why the hell is my heart in such a mess?Why do you still have a little bit of...

Light rain on Friday, X month X

Ms. Sofia informed me that I got the part in Lost in Translation.She said that my audition was excellent, I interpreted the feeling of being alone in a sea of ​​​​people very well...Maybe I should refuse this role...I don't want to be in the movie and have... and...

Light rain on Friday, X month X

After preparing for a long time, I finally asked Lindsay and the others in private when they were visiting Angie in Boston.Unexpectedly, Angie admitted what she had done, and I thought she would deny it.

I could see that Angie had deep feelings for Kate and Jesse and Nat, and a feeling of anger and jealousy came over me.Fortunately, he restrained himself in time, and still buried these things in his heart as before.

I probably have a feeling... that Angie betrayed me, it's ridiculous...

Angie didn't explain anything specifically, but said that after graduation, she would invite everyone to go on vacation at sea, and then explain the situation to Nat and the others... I hope they (strike out a few words here)

hell!How can I think so!Damn, I mean... I mean I hope they make it up and... have an acceptable... ending...

Light rain on Friday, X month X

I'm sad, I'm very sad.If Bucket hadn't called me, I don't know how long Angie would be drinking in the bar.I helped her back to the apartment, she was still clamoring for a drink and asked me to accompany her.

I drank a lot of wine with her, Angie kept talking upside down, lying on the sofa lifeless.I kept trying to comfort her, and she finally told me that Kate, Jessie, and Nat broke up with her, just today, the day she graduated.

I don't know what to say, hasn't Angie already planned it?She hugged my waist and cried unceasingly, I could only hug her tightly to comfort her, this situation seemed to be a replica of the original, but our positions were changed.

I don't know what I'm thinking, but... I really want to hold her in my arms and not let go.

Light rain on Friday, X month X

We made love, and I've fantasized about how we made love more than once, but never like this.I should have said no, she was just drunk and it was easy to break free.And... she just broke up with Nat and the others for a few days, and I'm still helping to mend their rift... It's a betrayal...

But I finally had sex with Angie half-heartedly. During this time, whenever she told me about Nat, Jessie and Kate, and whenever I contacted Nat and the others, the jealousy in my heart couldn't be contained. The ones that pop up, why are they allowed to date her while I can only sit around and feel sorry for myself?

However, I was only her friend after all, and facing Angie who was so depressed, as if she was "die" day by day, I didn't have the mind to do anything else until last night.

When I was kissed by her, the fire in my heart seemed to be lit, or it was never extinguished.I just want to love her, and that's all.So I woke up this morning and made a ridiculous suggestion, from now until Angie leaves New York, we will be a couple, let go of all constraints and just love each other wholeheartedly.And when she left we were still just friends, nothing more.

I think I must be crazy, but it doesn't matter anymore, even if I can only have such a short-lived relationship, it is better than nothing, I don't care.

Light rain on Friday, X month X

It's been ten days, ten days of madness, ten days of irrationality.We go shopping, do beauty, and do everything we can, including crazy sex at home at night.I don't care about Angie's reasons for acquiescing to this ridiculous proposal, I just want to have her all for the short time.

Now that she's boarded the plane and left New York, it's time for me to keep my promise, but I can't help but feel sad.But that's okay, it's just a matter of time, I believe...

Putting down the pen, Scarlett closed her diary, then covered her face with her hand and sighed deeply.

"It's over, Manny," she said softly to herself, "You have to remember, you must remember."

His shoulders trembled uncontrollably.

"Welcome home, Angie." Annie stepped forward quickly, nodded with a smile, very demeanor of a housekeeper.

"Thank you." Angela forced a smile back, and looked at the surrounding layout.The mix of various styles is very modern. There are not too many decorations, which are not as elegant and gorgeous as the parents. In addition to simplicity, it is simple, but at the same time it makes people feel relaxed.It fits her requirements very well, meets her - previous requirements.

"Do you want to go around first, or go back to the bedroom to rest?" Annie continued to ask, and the maid next to her had already stepped forward to take the luggage from the bodyguard and waited beside her.

"Go back to the bedroom, I'm a little tired." Angela's tone was light, as if she was talking about a very ordinary thing.

"Follow me, please." Annie nodded and winked at the maids before going upstairs first.

Angela followed behind in a daze. Annie didn't pay attention to what she was talking about, but she froze when the bedroom door opened.Bookcases, desks, pianos, data cabinets, shelves for placing various trophies, lifting tables for drawing, etc. are all placed in their original positions, and even the direction of the wardrobe door is the same as before.It was as if she was still living with her parents instead of moving into a new home.

"I asked the servants to decorate it according to your bedroom over there, but some places have been slightly modified because of the different structure of the room." Annie explained in a low voice.

"Thank you, Annie." Angela replied with a slight smile, "However, there is a small problem."

"what is the problem?"

Angela's eyes moved to the bookcase, and then quickly moved away as if she had been burned: "Take out their photos... and don't put them here."

Annie was slightly stunned, and a wry smile flashed from the corner of her mouth: "Sorry, I forgot."

As she spoke, she went to the bookcase to pack up the photo frames on top, and Angela's voice sounded again, "Take away... Manny's photos too."

"As well as Manny's?" Annie raised her head in doubt, but the movements of her hands did not slow down.

Angela covered her mouth and coughed softly, then corrected with a wry smile: "Take away everyone's photos, only keep...father, mother and younger siblings."

"Okay." Annie nodded, found something to put the photos in different categories, and turned to ask after walking to the door: "Do you need black tea or coffee?"

"No, let me be alone for a while." Angela shook her head with her back turned.

After the door was closed, the girl sat down in front of the piano, staring blankly at the outside of the balcony.The expression on the face is constantly changing, there are wry smiles, sadness, pain, and reluctance to touch.

She suddenly opened the cover of the piano, and Bai Yurong's fingers touched the keys and started playing without even thinking about it.There is no music score, and I play it completely as I want. Although it is still pleasant, the distraction is also obvious.

After pressing the last note, the girl covered her face and sighed deeply.Although the madness of the last ten days in New York finally pulled her out of the abyss of pain a little bit, she was still unwilling and afraid to face certain things.

Natalie's words were like sharp knives pierced in the atrium, causing a violent stir every time she thought about it.

That's not you, Nat's not right, she's just being mad.A voice said in his heart.

That's you, admit it, doesn't Nat know you?Think about Manny.Another voice sounded again.

Manny... Angela suddenly grabbed her hair in pain, how could she acquiesce to that ridiculous proposal?His fingers lightly brushed his lips, as if he still had the smell of the other party, and all kinds of images of being entangled with Scarlett in the past ten days could not help appearing in his mind.

Damn it, why did I... Angela moaned softly, and suddenly a topic that she had discussed with Natalie rang out. When people are in extreme pain, their thoughts will be very confused, and their actions will follow the subconscious mind.

Am I actually just venting my desire on Manny's body to relieve my pain?She thought sadly that she could easily let herself give up the sacrifice without being responsible, so... Am I just like what Nat said, am I just selfishly possessing Kate, Jessie, her, and even Manny?

She stood up in a trance, and sat down on the chair a little limply, as if the situation half a month ago was about to repeat itself.At this moment, there was a knock on the door, which finally woke her up.

Angela, who was dripping with cold sweat, collected herself, took a deep breath and wiped her face, and went to open the door after the knock on the door again: "I said that I want to be alone..."

"I think it's necessary to talk to you about the upcoming itinerary." Unexpectedly, standing outside the door was Alizee, who was very formally wearing a knee-length skirt and a women's suit, holding a pile of documents in her hand Clip, that looks like an office OL.

"Lily?" Angela looked at her in astonishment, and did not ask until the other party came in, "Why are you dressed like this?"

"Mr. Jack hired me as your personal assistant after talking with me, don't you know?" After placing the folder on the desk, Alizee's expressionless face suddenly showed a look of surprise, "By the way, at that time you were still hiding in Manny's house, complaining about yourself, so it's normal not to know."

Then raised her hand before Angela spoke: "Of course, you can fire me if you feel dissatisfied. Anyway, I am still a temporary part-time job and have not signed a contract."

Angela's throat rolled down, the corners of her mouth twitched, and finally she forced a smile: "How come, with you as my personal assistant, my efficiency will definitely improve a lot."

Alizee glanced at her, then opened the folder: "It's already July, and in this month..."

"Wait, Lily," Angela interrupted her, "I'll talk about it later, I just want to be quiet now."

"Then," Alizee stopped what she was doing, and stared at Angela without blinking, with a hint of sharpness in her eyes, "When are you going to discuss this?"

"In another half a month, probably." Angela said with some uncertainty covering her forehead.

"Let's quit the entertainment industry." Alizee said suddenly.

"What... what?"

"Anyway, you can't do anything now, and it looks like you won't be able to do anything for a long time in the future, why don't you just quit and find a place where no one is complaining about it." Alizee said while packing the files , although there was no expression on his face, the sarcasm in his tone was very obvious, "Oh, that's not right, I shouldn't overestimate you, maybe you will spend your whole life in self-pity, but it doesn't matter, your money is worthless anyway. Enough is enough..."

"Shut up!" Angela's haggard face suddenly turned livid.

Although Alizee closed her mouth as she said, her eyes were still staring at Angela coldly, showing no intention of backing down.The two looked at each other for a long time, and Angela finally turned her head: "What's the arrangement?"

"First of all, there are two invitations to talk shows." Alizee didn't bother with the previous topic, and flipped through the things in her hand.

"See the details before deciding."

"Several gay organizations invited to attend the event."

"Reply to them, I support homosexuality, but I will not participate in the event."

"Mr. James would like you to visit the set of "Transformers". He has questions about the script."

"...Tell him that I can grant him the right to modify the script at will."

"Mr. Ed would like you to attend the premiere of "The Matrix 2" next week."

"...decline for me."

"Also premiering next week is Pirates of the Caribbean, and Mr. Bruckheimer would like you to attend."

"All movie premieres should be postponed. In addition, inform Peter Jackson that I can return to the "Lord of the Rings" crew in advance to participate in the reshoots... Wait." Angela stopped talking suddenly, and spoke for a while in a daze. God asked: "You just said "Pirates of the Caribbean"?"