After the rebirth, the white moonlight of the actor turned black

Chapter 173 So You Like Me

Shen Xiangting stared at the young man in front of him in a daze for a long time before connecting him with the little boy in his memory.

I haven't seen him for two years, why did he suddenly grow taller?

The facial features are also opened, and he looks like a big boy.

"You..." Shen Xiangting stared at his face.

Just like Aunt Gu said, this is a little devil in the world, and he didn't study hard, and there was a wound on the corner of his mouth.

Is this just back from a fight?

Knowing that walking through the front door will be nagged, sneaking in from the backyard like a thief?

What an amazing way to meet.

Gu Huayan was also dumbfounded.

He never expected that he would meet that person under such circumstances.

Looking at his outstretched hand, Gu Huayan took half a step back, raised his hand and knocked his hand away.

Shen Xiangting was obviously taken aback, but quickly returned to normal, and raised his eyes: "Leaves."

Without saying a word, Gu Huayan raised his hand to pick the leaves from his hair, picked up the schoolbag and walked inside.

Shen Xiangting watched him leave, and looked down at his hand that he had just opened.

At that moment, it seemed a little numb.

Sigh lightly.

Hey, it's strange that the kid really hates him.

Gu Huayan slipped back into the room, stood in front of the full-length mirror, and looked at himself.

Grandma's grey, the dog-eating hairstyle that grandpa said, the school uniform was torn because of the fight, the corner of the mouth was still gloriously injured, and the eyes slowly dimmed.

He should be very disappointed...

Right, even grandpa and aunt would be disappointed in him, let alone him.

He has grown up, but he has become like this, and he is so good...

Just now he saw that he freaked out, didn't he?

He must be thinking, how did that Gu Huayan become like this, with his long crooked and crooked, sloppy, like a local ruffian.

How could he be liked by such a him?

What a tragedy that must be.

He must have seen it, he liked him, and he didn't hide his thoughts.

Wang Ma came to ask him to eat, but he closed the door tightly, but didn't open it. He leaned against the door panel, hating himself to death.

Why today, he wanted to avoid those people and come back early, but he couldn't dodge, because he was distracted and was beaten a little, and hurried home, but let him see himself in such a mess.

That person must hate him to death.

That's right, after that day, he hasn't been to Gu's house for a whole year.

He really disgusted him, that's why he didn't come.

Gu Huayan, no one would like someone like you!

Why do you think Dad died?Why did mother go?Because I hate you, I don't want to be your parents anymore.

In fact, grandpa doesn't like you either, and aunt hates you even more. You always get into trouble, can't you see their disappointment?

Can't you hear Grandpa telling Auntie that he's sending you to boarding school?Because they think you are annoying too!I don't want to care about you anymore!

Why didn't Shen Xiangting come?Also because I hate you!

Boys like boys, what a disgusting thing!

He is so good, he doesn't want to be liked by someone like you——

"At that time, I thought, how wonderful it would be if I could hold that hand for the rest of my life."

The warm words came in.

Gu Huayan suddenly woke up, only to realize that he was just distracted, and he is now in the car.

He laughed: "I see..."

"What?" Shen Xiangting asked.

Those memories flashed through his mind, but in fact, he was only distracted for a few seconds.

"So you like me," Gu Huayan raised the corner of his mouth slightly, "You saw me stunned, it's not because you hate me."

He never knew when Shen Xiangting began to like him.

It turned out to be the day when he denied himself countless times.

Shen Xiangting thought for a while, and suddenly understood: "You thought I hated you at that time?"

"Isn't it?" Gu Huayan said mockingly, "I dyed the gray of the grandma who was complained about by my aunt, cut the dog-eating hair style that my grandpa scolded, fought and broke the school uniform, and came back with injuries. I haven't seen you for a year, but I left you with such an impression, you must be very disappointed in me to show such eyes..."

Shen Xiangting didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he sorted out his thoughts for a while, and smiled: "What kind of eyes? You are obviously amazed by your eyes, how can you see disappointment and disgust?"

Gu Huayan muttered: "Guilty... I know I'm not good."

He knew that he was not good, so he over-interpreted other people's minds, always thinking that those eyes that looked at him were not kind.

Dr. Rong also told him about this, and he had a cognitive error.

He has to get rid of his self-centeredness and not get stuck in a mentality of self-blame and censorship.

They may have just glanced at you unexpectedly, and the emotion in their eyes may not be shown to you, but their eyes just happened to fall on you.

Shen Xiangting smiled, leaned on the back of the chair, and said slowly:

"Huh? Who is this kid? Oh, it's the kid named Gu Huayan. So he has grown so tall. What did he eat? How did he grow so fast? I was shocked."

"Is this hair color grandma gray? It matches his skin tone quite well. The hairstyle is also good, like a boy who came out of a cartoon. He also has pierced ears. Not to mention, he still looks good. Is this a child in the rebellious period?"

"Hmm... There was a fight. Auntie is right. It's really messed up. Grandpa Gu and the others should feel distressed when they see it."

"He has a really small temper. It's really interesting to be so stubborn. If he kisses him forcefully, he must struggle a lot, and maybe he will throw a fist at him. After all, the little devil in the world."

He said one by one, replacing those wrong and absurd memories in his heart.

Shen Xiangting continued: "Especially the one who was bullied on the bed, who resisted and liked it, with tears in his eyes... just thinking about it makes me want to conquer."

Gu Huayan listened quietly, the corners of his lips curled up.

The former should be true, and the latter is purely to amuse him.

In fact, the second day after he left, he dyed his hair black, and he could wear school uniforms obediently. He was a good boy for a while, and his grandfather and aunt were shocked, thinking that he had taken some wrong medicine.

It's just that no matter how well-behaved he was, that person never came back. At that time, he "knew" that no matter how well-behaved he was, people who hated him would not come back just because he became better.

So he gave up on himself again, and lived every day in a world-weary and self-loathing.

Although Gu Huayan didn't say anything, Shen Xiangting still guessed something, his eyes showed distress and intolerance: "Is it me? I made you feel that you are not good enough, it is my unfriendly performance that made you feel bad about yourself Doubt? If I had been brave enough to confess my love to you, you would not have hated yourself so much? "

Gu Huayan shook his head, "No, it's none of your business, it's me. Brother Ting, in fact, I have liked you a long time ago, even earlier than you think."

Shen Xiangting was startled.

Of course he didn't know about it. He thought until just now that the child hated him very much before, and he didn't know the reason.

Shen Xiangting remembered something, looked at him and asked, "So, if I was the one who confessed to you in the back garden that day instead of Lu Fang, would you agree to me?"

Gu Huayan smiled: "Or, if you can rush down and hold my hand and tell me not to promise him, I will go with you without hesitation that day."

Shen Xiangting was startled.

Only at this moment did he realize that he had missed so much.

"I'm sorry," Shen Xiangting lowered his eyelids, "everything."

"No, falling in love is a matter between two people. You didn't dare to rush down, and I didn't dare to go up. I stubbornly wanted to wait until you stopped me, but I almost ruined myself." In time, isn't it?"

"Fortunately." Shen Xiangting also sighed.

He was really lucky, because of Lu Fang's death, the child he thought he had lost returned to him.

Gu Huayan looked at him with a happy expression, but didn't tell him the truth.

There is still time in this life, but I didn't have this opportunity in my previous life.

Fortunately, Brother Ting will never know about this.