After the rebirth, the white moonlight of the actor turned black

Chapter 418 In this abyss, only one of me is enough

Xiao Huayan looked at her: "Mom, don't lie to me."

"Well, Mom won't lie to you."

Shen Xiangting from God's perspective understood that Aunt Shu's words had two meanings.

One is that she really likes to talk.

The second is to deepen Yanyan's hatred for her.

She repeatedly confirmed to Xiao Huayan that she would not leave and would not lie to him. When that day really came, the child would feel cheated.

Xiao Huayan told her so firmly that she would hate her, Aunt Shu really thought that Xiao Huayan would hate her for the rest of her life.

And Xiao Huayan knew that was what his mother wanted, he wanted her to live, so he set up this ladder to let her climb out of this abyss.

Shen Xiangting's eyes were slightly wet, and he walked over slowly.

The child hiding in Aunt Shu's arms really had red eyes.

He seemed to see a message from his pair of firm but immature eyes——

In this abyss, I alone is enough.

That night, Xiao Huayan let the canary out of the cage.

That was a wild canary that was accidentally injured and dropped in their garden, and kept it to raise because it liked Xiao Huayan very much.

"Zhizhi, you belong to the sky and should not be imprisoned in a cage. I like you very much, so I want to let you go. You must be happy and don't get hurt again."

It rained on the day of Uncle Gu's funeral, and it was drizzling, as if even God felt sad.

He has a very clear memory of this day, and for some reason, he will never forget it for the rest of his life.

Without a corpse, there would be no ashes. Aunt Shu stood there without crying, her eyes dull, and she bowed to thank everyone who came to see Uncle Gu off.

And Xiao Huayan was leaning on his aunt's arms, holding the black and white photo of his father in his hand, in a daze.

Shen Xiangting saw his former self in the crowd, with his parents.

After doing all this, they sent Uncle Gu to the cemetery.

Aunt Shu refused to leave, and knelt down in front of the tombstone, unable to restrain her grief.

Gu Wanru hugged her, and the two women burst into tears.

Who would not be sad?

His mother was crying in his father's arms, and many relatives and friends around were also crying. Even Gu Lao, who was strong and strong, was red-eyed, except for one person——

Gu nonsense.

The child stood there calmly, in the eyes of everyone, it was really incomprehensible.

Dad died, and mother cried so sadly, but he didn't understand anything.

Shen Xiangting looked over and saw that "I" was also staring at the child, and his eyes seemed to be full of puzzlement.

At that time, I probably had similar thoughts.

There seemed to be some whispered discussions around:

"That kid really never shed a tear? Does he know what death means?"

"Ten years old, not young, it's impossible not to know, my child died and pets cried so much that they couldn't eat, let alone dad..."

"It's like a monster, so scary..."

Those small voices also reached Shu Yuanyuan's ears.

Not a single tear was shed.

Impossible not to know.

dad.

monster.

In my mind, the image of cutting the rope flashed so clearly, as if pressing the repeat button, playing it over and over again.

monster……

monster……

monster……

"Ah—" Shu Yuanyuan pushed Gu Wanru away, hugged her head and yelled.

"Second sister-in-law-"

Standing behind without saying a word, Xiao Huayan walked over: "Mom—"

Shu Yuanyuan turned around and saw her son's familiar face, just like in that video, cold and cold, and broke down crying.

"Mom, don't cry—"

"Monster...you are a little monster...you are not my son! Where did you hide my son?" Shu Yuanyuan looked at him with blood-red eyes, clutching his arms tightly, hysterically Shout, "Give me back my son!! Give me back!"

"Mom..." Xiao Huayan blinked and was taken aback, "I'm Yanyan."

"You're not—! It's you...it's you—"

Shu Yuanyuan lost control of her emotions in an instant, and so did her outburst. No one reacted to it.

Shen Xiangting's heart twitched. He looked at himself in the crowd and just stood there watching, anxious and helpless.

Go up, go up and hug him!save him!

Gu Wanru was the closest, she recovered and got up to grab Shu Yuanyuan's hand: "Second sister-in-law! Don't be like this, he is talking, talking! It's your and second brother's child, see clearly!"

Shu Yuanyuan was startled, paused for a few seconds, and then burst into tears: "He's not...he's not...my words are not like this..."

While she was crying, she slammed her powerless fist on Xiao Huayan's arm, "Crying...crying child...Dad is dead, he won't come back, do you understand? Are you really not sad at all... Huh? Cry—”

She didn't have much strength, and it didn't hurt too much to beat him. Under her crying, Xiao Huayan still stood there without responding, and it took a long time to call out softly: "Mom..."

Shu Yuanyuan raised her head, glanced at him blankly, pulled him into her arms, and cried bitterly: "I'm sorry... I'm sorry baby... Mom didn't mean it... Be good... Be good, baby, we won't cry... Don't cry... It doesn't matter……"

That day, everyone only saw Aunt Shu who was sick, and no one noticed that something was wrong with the child, including him.

The Gu family went to pull Shu Yuanyuan up, persuaded her and comforted her, Xiaohuayan took a few steps back to get out of the way.

He seemed to have withdrawn from their world, standing there alone.

"Shen Xiangting" also stood there, becoming the only one who didn't go up to see Shu Yuanyuan.

"He" was thinking, does the child really understand nothing?

Aunt Shu was insane and incoherent under extreme grief, but did those words really hurt the child?

"He" should go up to comfort the child.

"Shen Xiangting" took a step forward, the child turned around and met his gaze.

Unlike when he looked at his mother, the child's eyes were extremely indifferent, as if he had built a wall in his heart, refusing anyone to approach him.

"He" just stopped.

Perhaps, he does not need comfort.

"he thinks.

Shen Xiangting was heartbroken watching all this.

If she had walked towards him recklessly, hugged this awkward child, comforted him, told him that he was not a little monster, and Aunt Shu was not sincere...

Will it be different?

maybe.

Shen Xiangting once thought that as long as this place is changed, Gu Huayan's future can be changed.

But now it seems that this is not the case.

It wasn't just Aunt Shu's words that locked him into the abyss, but a mistake from the very beginning.

Without the kidnapping and the sacrifice of Uncle Gu, he would not be sick.

What happened on the cruise that day is the crux of the matter.

Now he only knows one thing, the person who locked up Gu Huayan is not others, but himself.

It was he who could not forgive himself.