mousepad-d2 Chapter 419 She Just Wants to Leave This World
Chapter 419 She Just Wants to Leave This World
Although Shen Xiangting once knew that it was Aunt Shu's emotional collapse that made her unable to control herself, so that she said those things to the child, but she didn't know more about it.
Now he understands.
Even in that situation, Aunt Shu didn't question what the child did to his father.
With the remaining reason, she swallowed those words back.
No one can guarantee whether Xiao Huayan will think of something after hearing those words.
Like so many people in the Gu family who love him, Shu Yuanyuan would rather give up knowing the truth than hurt their children.
Even if all that is true.
Gu Mingyao is no longer here, are they going to lose another child?
They can only swallow their grief.
The child's mother was emotionally unstable, and no one wanted the child to be hurt, so the Gu family took Gu Huayan away, and the child's grandparents took Shu Yuanyuan back to their home.
Before parting, Shu Yuanyuan hugged Xiaohuayan, kissed him on the face, and touched his head with tears in her eyes: "Honey, mommy is going to stay at grandma's house for a few days, you have to eat well, listen to grandpa and aunt, don't be self-willed, Don't come to see your mother. Remember to wear more clothes when it's cold, and be happy."
"Mom, when are you going home?" Xiao Huayan blinked.
In fact, he knew in his heart that once his mother left, she would never come back.
He knew that day had come.
"Come back soon, soon."
"Mom, I'll wait for you, you must come back."
"Of course, Yanyan is here, and mom won't go anywhere."
Xiao Hua Yan listened to those lies and nodded.
He watched his mother leave and laughed.
Mom, if you can be happy, you can go anywhere.
Gu Wanru thought for a moment that she was wrong.
She understands the child's emotions, except... she can't understand why he is laughing at this moment.
But at that time, the Gu family didn't know that Shu Yuanyuan would never come back.
Or rather, not coming back.
Xiao Huayan didn't do anything when he got home, but slept in the room. The adults thought the child was tired, but they didn't find any clues.
Shen Xiangting thought about it for a while, and he appeared at Xiao Huayan's grandma's house.
He actually doesn't know where his grandma's house is, but since this is his dream, he can probably understand that he will go wherever he wants to appear.
At this moment, a figure came out of the room.
It was Shu Yuanyuan.
Her eyes were dull, she had no focus, and she walked out in a daze.
Shen Xiangting's heart skipped a beat and he followed.
Shu Yuanyuan walked to the beach, took off her shoes, stepped on the sea water step by step, and walked to the depths, muttering to herself.
Mingyao, I'm here to find you.
How cold it must be for you to be alone in the sea.
Sorry, I am late.
Auntie - don't -
Aunt Shu——!
Shen Xiangting was completely shocked, and wanted to shout out, but found himself speechless.
He knew that he couldn't do anything, but he still shouted as hard as he could, in a hurry.
no one?Is there no one around? !
The sea water covered her ankles, knees, and soon reached her waist.
At this time, the rain had stopped, and the seaside wind was very strong, blowing her long hair.
Shen Xiangting seemed to be fixed there, unable to open his mouth or move his legs, watching Shu Yuanyuan's body gradually being submerged by seawater.
Aunt Shu——! !
Shu Yuanyuan sank, and Shen Xiangting's vision instantly turned completely black, leaving only his heart beating wildly.
Then there was noise, mechanical sound, all kinds of sounds mixed together.
Di-
"Cardiac arrest!"
"200 joules, ready-shock!"
"300 joules ready - electric shock!"
Shen Xiangting's vision gradually became clear, and he still hadn't recovered from the shock.
Sure enough, the Shen family didn't know about these things.
even……
Gu Huayan didn't know either.
At that moment, Shen Xiangting suddenly understood everything.
Aunt Shu never thought about remarrying from the very beginning.
She just wants to leave this world.
All the foreshadowing she did was just to convince Yan Yan that she was not dead, but that she was living well in a certain corner of the world.
He hates her, resents her, and won't look for her when he grows up, so he won't find out that she is no longer alive.
Outside the operating room, there was a lot of crying.
Everyone looked at the straight line on the electrocardiogram and immediately collapsed.
Gu Wanru leaned against the wall and cried in a low voice: "Second sister-in-law...you are so cruel...you really don't want words..."
The grandma of Xiaohuayan almost fainted from crying, holding the crumpled suicide note in her hand, she felt guilty and blamed herself: "I shouldn't have walked away...Yuanyuan...what do you want my mother to do...how can you bear it? Let us white-haired people send black-haired people...my daughter..."
The mood of the rest of the Gu family was not much better.
Gu Lao has just lost his son, and now his daughter-in-law, who is as close as a daughter, is also in doubt, how can he feel better.
He felt the pain of his child's death.
Thinking of my little grandson who was still at home and didn't know anything, that kind of grief lingered in my heart, which was hard to suppress.
Gu Mingrong suddenly shouted: "Yes... yes, yes!"
Everyone raised their heads and their heartbeats resumed!
As if gaining strength, Mother Shu stood up, swallowed back her grief, and pressed her trembling hands against the transparent glass: "My child..."
Shu Yuanyuan's life was saved, but because of being drowned for too long, she only came back with one life in the end.
She became a vegetable.
Doctors told them to prepare for the worst. If they didn't wake up for several months, there was almost no possibility of waking up again.
The average survival time of a vegetable person is no more than three years, and very few can survive more than ten years. No one can say which category Shu Yuanyuan belongs to.
not to mention……
The doctor said that she had no desire to survive, and it was already a miracle that she could be rescued. She might lose signs of life at any time, let alone wake up.
The odds of a miracle happening a second time are too slim.
After being rescued, they turned into a vegetative state. The Gu and Shu family were all in a low pressure, and the Gu family had to hide their small lies. The whole family tried their best to hide their emotions, not daring to let the children find out.
Shen Xiangting was physically and mentally exhausted, he really wanted to hug Xiaobai, but by this time, he couldn't say anything.
Shu Yuanyuan's suicide note stated that she had no way to live anymore, nor did she have the courage to face her child again.
She was afraid that one day she would completely lose control and do some irreversible harm to the child.
She is very grateful that God did not take her child away, but...
She couldn't control her emotions, there was always a voice in her mind tormenting her, and every night when she closed her eyes, she would dream of that scene repeatedly.
She was in too much pain and missed her husband too much to bear him walking alone.
She wanted to ask for relief.
At the end of the suicide note, she begged her parents and Gu's family to tell Yanyan that she was a bad mother, she didn't want him anymore, she left this city and would never come back.
Any reason is fine, just don't let him know that she is no longer alive.
The last and the last are the last words she left for the child, but they will never be seen by him——
My child, mother really loves you.
But sorry, I still left you.
Mom is really tired.
Just let mom go, okay?