strange love

Chapter 94

The final exam went very well, and I did not regress in the first day of junior high school, and I was still the first.

This can be regarded as a satisfactory answer sheet for our entire first year of high school.

I am very satisfied that this exam has not been affected by previous events.Compared with the high school entrance examination, I have made some progress.

After the summer vacation started, I still ran with me in the morning on the first day of junior high school. It was different from running only two days a week on weekends, but now I run almost every other day.After she came to my place once or twice, I also thought it was not a problem. Later, I inspected the environment of their community and found that the lake inside was a little bigger than ours. After the summer vacation, I went directly to her place. up.

Because the summer vacation dawns early and the weather is hot, the time is a little earlier, but this still can't change the reality that you have to be exposed to the sun for your morning run.After just running for three days, I was tanned on the first day of junior high school.The first morning run in the second week, I hurriedly brought her the sunscreen that had just arrived.

It was not very bright when I went out, and when I arrived at the door of Chu's house, I called her to open the door. I heard the voice, and it seemed that I hadn't woken up yet.But she moved very quickly, and opened the door for me within 2 minutes after the call, but she was wearing a nightgown and still looked awake.

"I, I'm going to brush my teeth..." She was a little embarrassed that she didn't get up, and rushed to wash up.I followed her back to the room and told her to take her time.

It was a little early today.

"On the first day of the new year, change your clothes later and apply some of this on the exposed skin." While she was washing her face, I put the sunscreen on the washstand and told her, "Apply it evenly, and apply more."

On the first day of junior high school, I wiped my neck with a towel and saw that the sunscreen was unknown, so I asked, "What is this, Jingzhe?"

Her skin is smooth and tender, so good that she doesn't even need facial cleanser.

"It's sunscreen. You've been tanned after running with me these days. I even brought you a hat, and I'll put it on later."

"Hey, I, did I get tanned?" After knowing it on the first day of junior high school, I stared in the mirror for a long time.

It's no wonder she didn't notice it, because there was really only a little bit, and if she didn't look carefully, she shouldn't be able to find it.

"Yeah, look here," I pointed to the faint traces on her arm, "there's a demarcation line in the sun, you have to do a good job of sun protection, otherwise you won't be white and tender."

On the first day of junior high school, he didn't take it seriously, "Oh, it turned out to be this, I didn't see it. It's okay, Jingzhe, you have a better tan than me, it looks so interesting."

I ran a few days longer than her, and it was indeed darker. "No, I've already rubbed it on, so you should too. Tanning is still a trivial matter, and sunburn is not good."

"Hey, will you still get sunburned?" She probably really didn't go out in the hot weather very much, so she was surprised.

"Of course I will, the skin will be red and peeling." I picked up the comb to help her comb her hair while scaring her, "It won't be pretty by then."

"Ah..." It's human nature to love beauty. When you talk about whether you will be beautiful, you are so scared that you have to be obedient. "I rub it, I rub it, and I also wear sunscreen."

I couldn't help but want to scratch her nose to tease her, and I held back for a long time before I didn't do it. "good."

I behave a lot more naturally now than I did when I first got sick.But it's still a bit different, and I usually have to think before doing something that might be too intimate.

I really don't want to become a so-called scumbag.

I don't reject girl-to-girl love, and I don't think there's anything wrong with it.It's just that this object shouldn't be the first year of junior high school anyway.

Since I finally had to admit that I liked the first grade of junior high school, I have also made a lot of assumptions and delusions.If she wasn't such an ignorant and innocent girl, I would probably consider whether to confess after careful thinking and testing.

I seldom do things that I am not sure of, and I feel that I am quite good at guessing people's hearts.If the first day of junior high school was more ordinary, I should have used many means to ensure that she would like me.Even if it's a bit despicable, as long as she likes it, what does it matter?

I didn't force her.

According to this way of thinking, I probably really can't be regarded as a good boy.

However, the first day of junior high school was different. She couldn't even clearly distinguish the meaning of the word "like".I have no doubt that, with the degree of her dependence and trust in me, whatever I do to her, whatever I want her to do, she will accept without doubt.

In terms of the difficulty of abduction alone, she is too easy.And precisely because it was easy, I couldn't let go of those guilt feelings.Besides, I know what I want.I like her, and of course I hope she likes me, but this kind of like can't be obtained by deception.

Even if I really turn her into my formal lover now, and can deceive her for a year, two or many years, I cannot deceive myself after all.I will definitely become less and less convinced, more and more hesitant, and more and more obsessed with getting to the bottom of it.In the end, it will not only harm her, but also myself.

I understand this very well.

Therefore, maintaining a friendship with the first day of junior high school and burying everything in my heart is the best answer I can choose.

Just when I was thinking about it again, I had already washed my face in the first day of junior high school. "Jing Zhe, I need to change my clothes."

She looked more awake, and her hair was a little smoother.After she washed her face, I asked her to change her clothes and tie her up again.

"Go."

When I returned to the bathroom on the first day of the new year, she had already changed into a set of sports clothes. I helped her tie her hair and let her apply sunscreen by herself.

"Do you use this for the hair rope?" I picked out a colorful hair rope, and I asked her, "Is it still necessary to wear a small ball?"

"That's it, that's all. You don't need a small ball for running." On the first day of the junior high school, he smiled at the mirror and twisted the sunscreen, and he couldn't unscrew it for a long time.

"Well……"

"I'll do it." Her strength was too weak.

On the first day of the lunar new year, I pouted and handed me the sunscreen. I squeezed some into her open palm, and then started to comb her hair again.

"Apply like face cream, face, arms and neck."

She began to wipe her face obediently, and asked while applying it, "Jing Zhe, does this sunscreen really protect against sun?"

"Of course, the effect is quite good."

"Why is it so amazing?" The curious baby will start asking questions when he encounters something he doesn't know.

I patiently explained the principle of sunscreen to her briefly, and I had already helped her tie her hair after hearing a little about it in the first day of junior high school.

Although I know how to tie my hair, doing it for myself is not the same as doing it for someone else.Recently, I feel that my craft is getting better and better. Looking at the young and beautiful little guy in the mirror, I am filled with emotion for a while.

She has become more and more involved in my life, and I can't imagine what I will do if one day she is no longer with me.

Therefore, I should restrain my behavior more carefully and thoroughly.

"Jing Zhe, can you help me wipe my neck?" I finished wiping my face and arms on the first day of the junior high school, and the neck was skipped because I was brushing her hair just now.She turned her head and smiled at me, handing me the sunscreen in her hand.

It's just a rubbing of the neck. In the past, I would definitely agree to her without hesitation.But now, even with a little more physical contact, I am afraid that I will cross the threshold.

Although I firmly believed that my loss of control was due to a cold, and I was sure that I had enough self-control when I was awake, but it was still extremely difficult to do it.

For example, the joy and joy in my heart because I can touch her a little more, such as the physiological reaction that my heart beats faster and my breath is short of breath, and I try my best to cover it up, and it starts to automatically play the extreme things I did to her before in my mind. I was restless and filled with guilt.

At this time, being stared at by her innocent eyes is no less than being pierced through the heart by a knife.

Just in the past, I had the audacity to think that the first grade of junior high school was my angel, but now, what am I doing with my own angel?Compared to her, don't I look like a scum that is indistinguishable from a bedbug?

How can a dirty person like me have the right to touch her with my hands?

"Jingzhe," the first day of the junior high school looked at me in confusion, with a somewhat disappointed tone, "Is it not possible?"

Of course it is not impossible!

"Okay, I'll wipe it for you."

But instead of thinking about whether you can touch the first grade of junior high school with your own hands, shouldn't the most important thing to consider is that rejecting her will make her feel lost and sad?

Since the first day of junior high school exists like an angel, how could it be stained by such inconspicuous filth as me?If you think about it in that way, what should I do if I met the first grade of junior high school before?

Yes, at the end of the day my self-loathing is my self-loathing, which has nothing to do with helping the first year of junior high school.The requirements for the first day of junior high school are not out of the ordinary, it is neither about picking up, kissing or kissing, nor is there any other place that should not be encountered. Isn't it 300 taels of silver here for me to refuse her at this time?

Didn't you think about covering up your behavior so that it can't be discovered by the first day of junior high school?Wouldn't this make her even more sad?

For a guy like me who is just a step away from being a scumbag and a pervert, shouldn't he work a little harder for the sake of angels?

When I took the sunscreen from Chuyi's hand, she happily turned her head, lowered her head and sighed sincerely, "Jing Zhe is so kind."

Not such a first grader.If you knew what kind of eyes I used to look at you, what kind of mood I used to touch you, and what kind of thoughts I used to blaspheme you, you would definitely not say such things again.

The author has something to say: I am a little pervert who feels extremely ashamed that his head is full of pornographic thoughts like a junior high school boy who has just opened his mind.