strange love

Chapter 95

The weather in the summer vacation is really unbearably hot, even for a person like me who can't be called a housekeeper, except for morning jogs, he just wants to stay in the room at this temperature.In the summer vacation of the first year of junior high school, I will continue to learn to draw, but the total amount will only be about half a month.

She is more afraid of heat than I am. Except for the morning jogging days with her, I usually go to her house so as not to burn her small body halfway.Since mom is home all the time now, I have a very good reason to be home.When Aunt Zhang goes to the hospital, I will cook. She usually tries to come back before dinner.

However, her mother's situation seems to be more critical, and I have a vague premonition.

Learning to draw in the first day of junior high school is really hard. I usually paint and draw outside of the learning tasks and normal rest I arranged.

In the past, I would have been very jealous of the picture albums. Now, although I am a little bit jealous, I am also a little thankful that her attention is attracted by these.

I hid it carefully, only hoping that she would not discover my changes.

Normally, I would finish my homework in one go, so now, after more than ten days of summer vacation, I have already started to preview the courses for the next semester.

Of course, this learning method is not suitable for the first grade of junior high school. For her, a proper amount of practice every day will effectively consolidate and deepen her memory. Now she is doing homework while I am reading.

"Jing Zhe, I'm done!" Around three o'clock in the afternoon, the first day of junior high school finally finished today's task.The efficiency and accuracy of her homework have improved a lot now, and the time spent on homework has also been significantly shortened.

"Okay, now you check the answer yourself. If you are wrong, think about why you are wrong first, and don't ask me again." Unlike the past when I explained the mistakes to her directly, now I will let her think for herself first. one time.

"Yeah." Every time she checked her homework in the first day of junior high school, she would always feel a little nervous. Even if the correct rate increased a lot later, she would still feel uneasy, even if she had to correct the answers by herself.

The expression on her carefully looking at the answer is really cute.

I was inevitably a little distracted, and by the time I realized it, I had already finished the first grade of junior high school.

"Jing Zhe, I don't know how to do these two questions, please teach me."

"Okay, I'll take a look."

Because they are all questions that I have already done, it is very convenient to answer them.I explained it to her twice, and she understood it quickly in the first day of junior high school.

Today's task is completed, and her error rate is not very high. She looked very happy on the first day of the junior high school. She put her head on her hands and asked me with a smile: "Jingzhe Jingzhe, do you want to eat ice cream? It's so hot!"

On the first day of junior high school, I usually ask me if I want to eat. In fact, I want to eat. She has entered the rest mode.Today's temperature of nearly 40c is indeed quite hot, but the air conditioner is on in the room, so it should be fine.

"Do you want to eat?" I asked her.

On the first day of the lunar new year, he looked as if he had been seen through, and felt embarrassed. "Well, I, I'll just eat a little bit, I'll be half of you, okay..."

It's not good for a girl to eat too much ice, but considering that she really eats very little snacks recently, I really can't bear to restrain her.

"Then eat one box, half for each of us, we can't eat more."

"Yeah!" Seeing that I agreed, Chu Yi's eyes lit up, and he moved very quickly, and ran out the door.

She's still really childish.

How could I do that to such an innocent child?

Guilt rose again.

Fortunately, she came back not long after the first day of the new year, holding a box of rum raisin flavored ice cream in her hand-this is her favorite flavor.

She is the neatest at unpacking snacks, and when she sits back next to me, she has already lifted the lid.

I really like the way she looks when she eats. Her big eyes will narrow slightly because she is satisfied. When she chews, she looks like a little squirrel, and she will unconsciously lick her lips.

It's heart-poundingly cute.

I wanted to force myself to take my attention back, but my eyes couldn't help but focus on the ice cream scoop on the first day of junior high school—she only took one scoop.

"Jing Zhe, do you want to eat it?" Probably because my gaze was too intense, the first day of junior high school soon found me looking at her, scooped up a scoop of ice cream and brought it to my mouth without thinking, and said with a smile: "I'll feed you."

I must reject her.

A voice in my heart kept telling me.

I won’t mention the past. At that time, I didn’t have these nasty thoughts, and I really just regarded the first day of junior high school as good friends. There is no problem with eating each other’s food.

But now, no matter how calm I appear, the turbulent and impure thoughts inside are objective and real.I shouldn't eat what I ate on the first day of junior high school with such thoughts, it's no different from blaspheming her.

Although I feel that I am only one step away from becoming a pervert, I still don't want to really fall to that point.If I can't help but lick this spoon, wouldn't I not even be qualified to stand next to the first year of junior high school?

"Hey, eat it first. I'll eat it later." Take another spoon to eat.

Although ice cream is also something I have eaten in the first day of junior high school, it is much better than the perverted idea of ​​licking a spoon.

"Hey, but the ice cream will melt like this..." I didn't eat the ice cream, which seemed to make the first day of the junior high school a little disappointed, so she put a little spoon towards my mouth, and said to me with a hopeful look: "Jing Zhe, help me Revise the homework, I, I also want to help you..."

I know that the first day of junior high school pays great attention to the relationship of equality and mutual assistance among friends.While feeling taken care of by me, he kept thinking about giving me back.

But, please don't use this way of repaying people's crimes, I really can't accept it calmly now-the heart will probably explode because of beating too fast.

"Well, then I'll go get a spoon." I thought of a compromise, but I pouted slightly on the first day of the junior high school.

"Jingzhe..." She looked at me with teary eyes, feeling a little wronged and sad, "You've been a little weird lately..."

My heart felt cold, and I felt that the root of my tongue was a little knotted, "Huh? How could it be? What's wrong with me?"

But he had to pretend to be calm.

Lian's eyes dimmed on the first day of the junior high school, and he stammered: "I don't know...but, but you haven't hugged me for a long time..."

She sniffled and asked me in a crying voice, "Jing Zhe, is it because I made you sicker last time, so you hate me?"

I really couldn't bear the expression of the first day of junior high school, and my heart beat faster because of being hit hard.The urge to hold her in my arms was so strong that I quickly looked away in fright.

How could I hate her?

On the contrary, it's because I like you so much, but I can't let you know this liking.

"Why? You're thinking wildly again. I don't want to hug you, but the weather is getting hotter and hotter. Wouldn't it be hotter to hug you?"

I tried my best to find a reasonable explanation, but I didn't accept it on the first day of junior high school, "Then you haven't eaten with me for a long time..."

How can I say it?Thinking that those things were eaten in the first day of junior high school, my heart would be filled with excitement and guilt.

As for today's ice cream, I think it is slightly better because of the spoon used. I really ignored the possibility that she only took one spoon.

"No, didn't I just talk about eating ice cream with you today?" I know it, no matter how I explain it, it's useless.The first day of the junior high school must have found more clues, but she couldn't figure it out and couldn't prove it.

"You don't take a nap with me anymore, and you don't want to stay overnight, and you don't touch my stomach anymore... Woo, you don't want me to feed you..."

No, stop talking about the first day of junior high school, I'm already dying of guilt.It's not that I don't want to eat what you feed, let alone touch you, I'm trying to prevent myself from committing a crime against you! First grader, please stop tempting me!

No, no, obviously I have the idea of ​​committing a crime but blame the first grader of junior high school. This is already a disqualification for a creature like a human being!And the first day of junior high school seemed really sad. After being a disqualified person, I became a disqualified friend again.

"On the first day of junior high school, I didn't stay overnight because my mother has been at home recently... I didn't have this habit of taking a nap. Recently, the weather has become hot again, so I decided not to sleep. I don't touch my stomach... I don't touch my stomach. Because the weather is hot, and physical contact is also very hot... I didn't ask you to feed me..." Ah, I can only blame this hot summer for everything. In a sense, my words are also Nothing is wrong.

"Really? Don't you hate me?" Although I didn't cry on the first day of the junior high school, it seemed that tears would overflow from my eyes in the next second - as long as I didn't confirm the problem.

"Of course not, how could I hate you, I obviously like you the most, right?" Although this sentence was not a lie, I was still condemned by my conscience.It's too despicable for me to use this like to describe my like.

The eyes that looked at me in the first day of junior high school finally lit up.There were still slight water stains in the corners of her eyes, but the smile had already spread to the tip of her brows.Her bright smile reveals her inconspicuous dimples and canine teeth, like a kitten eagerly waiting for its owner to love and caress.She put a little more ice cream to my mouth, her expression full of anticipation. "Great, then you can eat too."

It's so cute!

I can already hear the screaming in my head. If it wasn't for the first day of junior high school, I would probably be rolling because of the sprouting in my heart.

The author has something to say: Of course, the first day of junior high school understands that it is impossible for Jingzhe to hate her