dislocation

Chapter 19

The final exam of the second year of high school was over, and He Zhishu got up early on the day of receiving the notice. He was still looking forward to it. He still remembered that morning, the cup of hot and sweet soybean milk, and the boy's nonsensical promise.When he rushed to the school, he found that Jiang Wenxu hadn't come, only Jiang Ma came to help him get the notice.

"Auntie, hello." He Zhishu stopped Jiang's mother at the back door and greeted her warmly.

Jiang Ma was also very happy to see He Zhishu, and raised her hand to rub He Zhishu's head. "Little book, long time no see, it seems to have grown taller. Tell auntie how many exams you got in the final exam, and let me go back and spur that kid Jiang Wenxu."

"Hee hee, good luck, I passed the No.1 exam." He Zhishu looked at the notice on Jiang's mother, and asked expectantly, "Where's Jiang Wenxu? Has he improved a lot?"

"Progress is progress. You are far behind Xiaoshu. You got [-]th place in the exam." Jiang Ma was still very satisfied with Jiang Wenxu's results, which were much better than before.

"Then... Auntie, can I see his report card? I'm on vacation... I don't have anything to do, I can make it up for him!" Zhishu He faltered, he still didn't give up.

"That's great. It's a blessing for Wenxu to have a classmate like you in eight lifetimes." Jiang Ma readily handed Jiang Wenxu's notice to Zhishu He.

After reading it for a while, He Zhishu returned Jiang Wenxu's notice to Jiang's mother, obviously feeling a lot depressed.

"Okay, I see." He Zhishu forced a smile to Jiang's mother. "Auntie, goodbye, I won't delay you, my mother is still in the office, I have to wait a while before leaving."

Jiang Ma didn't care too much, she said with a smile and left.

Mathematics, which Jiang Wenxu is best at, only got a passing grade this time. The key point is that the math problems this time are not difficult. Thinking of this, He Zhishu's eyes are still red.

Jiang Wenxu, you are a big liar, you clearly said that you would take the exam with me-liar, liar!big liar!

But the young man's anger came and went quickly. When Jiang Wenxu called Zhishu He to ask him that night, Zhishu He went out without saying a word, and he didn't even have time to drink the soup that Mama He served for him.

Jiang Wenxu sat on the bench downstairs in the community and waited for him. When He Zhishu saw Jiang Wenxu, he ran towards him. Maybe he ran too fast, and his stomach was upset. After sitting on the chair, he began to hold his stomach .

"Jiang Wenxu...why are you looking for me?"

Hiss——Speaking loudly, my stomach hurts, it's all your fault, Jiang Wenxu!He Zhishu has already made a plan. If Jiang Wenxu wants to apologize to him later, then he will ignore Jiang Wenxu for a few days. If he wants to express...say something strange to him, he will...he will , he hasn't figured it out yet...

But it was neither, Jiang Wenxu just reached out and rubbed He Zhishu's stomach, as he used to do in the past.He Zhishu was stunned, only "Jiang Wenxu is rubbing my stomach" was left in his head.

"Don't run after eating, it hurts your stomach." Jiang Wenxu said softly.

He Zhishu hadn't heard Jiang Wenxu speak for a long time, and when he heard his gentle tone, his eyes were red with grievance.

"It's none of your business, didn't you ignore me..." He Zhishu became more and more wronged as he talked, and finally couldn't stop crying.

Ignore you.It's not that I ignore you, it's that I'm afraid of you.Seeing your thin back countless times, I want to rush up and hug you.It's like hugging you who fell in the snow, like hugging you who are locked out of the door...

Jiang Wenxu wiped He Zhishu's face with his sleeve: "Xiao Shu, I heard that there will be fireworks on New Year's Eve, can you watch them with me?"

"……it is good."

"Is your stomach still hurting?"

"It doesn't hurt anymore."

Jiang Wenxu took his hand away and put it on his lap, the piece on the sleeve of his left hand was not dry yet.

"Jiang Wenxu, you... what did you want me to promise you that day?" Seeing that Jiang Wenxu didn't mention this matter, Zhishu He hesitated. "It doesn't matter if you didn't pass the No.2 exam. You've made progress this time. If you have any request, I... I can agree to you." Jiang Wenxu ignored him for a long time, and He Zhishu was forced to lose his reserve.

As soon as He Zhishu finished speaking, the first bunch of fireworks rushed into the night sky and exploded brilliantly in the dark night.

Jiang Wenxu turned his head and smiled at Zhishu He, his voice neither loud nor soft: "The fireworks are over, let me tell you."

He Zhishu barely heard Jiang Wenxu's words amidst the sound of fireworks, and he smiled brightly, brighter than the fireworks in the sky.

More and more fireworks bloomed in the night sky. The two teenagers sat on the bench in the community and looked at the sky, but their minds were not on the fireworks.Jiang Wenxu turned his head, and it was also this day in his memory. After his confession was successful, he insisted on taking He Zhishu to watch the fireworks on the shore of the West Lake. He also turned his head to look at He Zhishu's face. At that time, he secretly swore , they will never be separated.

The good things in the world are always short-lived, like a flash in the pan, or like fireworks tonight.

When He Zhishu turned his head, Jiang Wenxu had not had time to turn his head, and his two eyes collided.After so many days, they were finally able to take a good look at each other's faces, and for a while, no one spoke to break the silence.

In the end, it was Jiang Wenxu who spoke first.He thought it over.

"Little book." Jiang Wenxu seemed to breathe a sigh of relief.

"Hmm." He Zhishu finally felt embarrassed, turned his head and lowered his eyes to look elsewhere, and exhaled slowly.

"You have to listen to your parents in the future, they love you very much."

"Ah...ah?!" He Zhishu's heart skipped a beat when he heard these words, and he immediately turned his head to look at Jiang Wenxu, his eyes wide open.

Don't you want to confess?What's going on now?What kind of expression is that on Jiang Wenxu's face!

Jiang Wenxu turned his head away, no longer looking at He Zhishu, he said to himself:

"In the future, you must study hard. With such good grades, you will definitely be able to enter a good university. How wonderful it is to go to university. There are knowledgeable teachers, students from all over the world, and colorful club activities. You are so outstanding, and I will definitely Shine brightly. Maybe you can meet a girl you like, you...you fall in love, get married, and have children. You can also buy a house, plant your favorite flowers and plants in the yard, and raise some of your favorite cats My dog. After work, you can go for a walk by the West Lake. When the sun comes out, you can bask in the sun in the yard. When it rains, you can watch movies in the house or cook together... "

He Zhishu didn't realize it at first, but later he realized that Jiang Wenxu not only didn't mean to confess, but was trying to reject him in a different way. Judging by his longing expression, one might have already thought up the wedding speech.

"You came today to say this?" He Zhishu suppressed his grievance and anger, trying to make his voice sound normal.

"Yeah." Jiang Wenxu still didn't look back.

"I...I thought you were going to confess to me...I'm going to learn to be stupid." He Zhishu sneered, biting his lower lip tightly.

Jiang Wenxu didn't answer, just bent down and covered his face with his hands.

He Zhishu's eyelids drooped following Jiang Wenxu's movements, and he began to cry again. He Zhishu didn't know how he could cry so much, but he still didn't want to give up. "You...you don't like me, so why do you provoke me..."

Buy me soy milk, read my favorite books, drive me home halfway around the city, and learn how to make my favorite glutinous rice balls...

"I'm sorry... Xiaoshu..." Jiang Wenxu seemed to be crying too.

Sorry, little book.

Jiang Wenxu.I hope you will never say these three words to Zhishu He again, and never feel sorry for him again.

"Don't call me Xiaoshu..." After He Zhishu finished speaking, he also turned his head away, secretly competing with Jiang Wenxu.

Jiang Wenxu stood up slowly, but finally put down the raised hand.He just looked down at He Zhishu, he looked very carefully, from hair curls to eyebrows, from eyebrows to nose, from nose to lips.With a bulging face and a downturned mouth, he looked extremely wronged. Jiang Wenxu portrayed He Zhishu's appearance over and over again, trying to keep his little book firmly in his heart.

"I am leaving."

The neighborhood is actually not quiet. All kinds of sounds from pedestrians, buildings, and distant construction sites are intertwined and noisy, but He Zhishu heard those three words clearly, and he would rather he heard it wrong.But the sound of footsteps coming from the side seemed to slap him hard, and He Zhishu still didn't turn his head, letting his tears flow silently.

Jiang Wenxu stopped suddenly.

"You have to love yourself well, don't be so stupid..."

Even though he was reluctant, even though his heart was pierced, even though he didn't know whether it was right to do so, even though He Zhishu hadn't said goodbye to him, he still left.

In that cold night, one of the two young men sat for an unknown time, and the other walked for an unknown distance. They were so stubborn that neither of them looked back. They said the cruelest farewell.

The weather in Hangzhou is getting better and better recently. In contrast, He Zhishu's condition is getting worse and worse. In fact, Dr. Luo has already hinted at Jiang Wenxu last time. Even though He Zhishu's current situation was cleared, Jiang Wenxu still refused to give up.

He Zhishu now needs to take painkillers to fall asleep, but after taking the medicine last night, He Zhishu can still feel the blood vessels being bitten. It was already 04:30 in the morning, and he still couldn't sleep because of the pain.

He Zhishu's illness was also destroying Jiang Wenxu. In less than three days, his fantasies were swallowed up by reality bit by bit.Seeing Zhishu He suffer so much, he can't help him except stay by Zhishu He's side.Jiang Wenxu put his hands on He Zhishu's back and gently comforted him. "Little book, little book... baby... it doesn't hurt anymore, it doesn't hurt anymore."

...Mr. He's white blood cells are only 200.All organs are severely damaged or even fail.His liver transaminase is twice that of a normal person, and his bilirubin is 2 times that of a normal person. In the third course of treatment, he can't take it at all...Mr. Jiang, in fact, Mr. He...

"...Brother Jiang...Brother Jiang." He Zhishu trembled in pain in Jiang Wenxu's arms, and black spots appeared in front of his eyes.

"We... let's go home..." He Zhishu still spoke.

Jiang Wenxu closed his eyes distressedly, tears finally slipped down, dripped down from his chin, and merged with the cold sweat on He Zhishu's forehead, turning into the bitterest taste.

Jiang Wenxu, Jiang Wenxu, Jiang Wenxu... let He Zhishu go, don't let him suffer anymore, let him go...

"Okay, let's go home."

we go home.

……

"Huh? Xiaoshu, is this okay?" Jiang Wenxu held up a lantern and asked He Zhishu who was basking in the sun in the yard.

Today is the third day since they went home, the sun is getting better every day, and the temperature is gradually getting warmer.He Zhishu, who couldn't sleep in the hospital, couldn't wake up when he got home, groggy, but today he was very energetic, and he seemed to be getting better soon.

He Zhishu raised his head. He squinted his eyes and couldn't see clearly, but he still nodded seriously. "Well, it's not crooked, Brother Jiang, be careful."

"Okay." Jiang Wenxu put the bamboo pole on the corner of the wall, took a few steps back and observed the two lanterns, as if they were still not aligned.But, never mind, the leader said that if they are aligned, then they are aligned!

Jiang Wenxu put down the wet towel to wipe his hands, and sat on the rattan chair.He Zhishu leaned over, his head was light, without much weight.Jiang Wenxu hugged him habitually and kissed his hair.

"Brother Jiang, look, the cat is washing its face." He Zhishu lowered his head and observed carefully, the sun was shining on his face, and the drooping eyelashes were full of golden light.

"Well, not as cute as you." Jiang Wenxu bent down to look at him sideways, tapped He Zhishu's nose with his hand, and said with a smile, "I'm not as cute as you."

He Zhishu raised his eyelids to look at Jiang Wenxu, raised his eyebrows slightly, and hid to the other side with the cat in his arms. "Huh——You Uncle Jiang is such a big talker."

Of course, Mao'er ignored He Zhishu, and washed his face in his arms, completely unaffected by the two of them.Jiang Wenxu leaned forward again, wrapped his other arm around it, and buried his head on the back of He Zhishu's neck.

"Xiaoshu, you smell so sweet."

When Jiang Wenxu's other hand came up, Mao'er finally sensed the abnormality around him, shook his face and jumped out of He Zhishu's arms, flapping the little white moths among the jasmine flowers.On the first day back home, Jiang Wenxu transplanted the jasmine flowers in the yard. As the temperature warmed up, the jasmine was not affected, and lovely flowers had bloomed, and the yard was lingering with the fragrance of jasmine.

"I don't smell it, it's the scent of jasmine." The cat also ran away, and He Zhishu simply leaned back, leaning firmly in Jiang Wenxu's arms.

"You are also fragrant, the little book is the most fragrant." Jiang Wenxu smiled softly.

"Brother Jiang, stop laughing."

"Ok?"

"Your phone seems to be ringing."

Jiang Wenxu reached out to touch his pocket, and the phone was vibrating.It's Zhang Jingwen.

"Hello, Jing Wen."

"Well, happy new year."

"not yet."

"by my side."

"Ok."

Jiang Wenxu held the phone to He Zhishu's ear. "It's Jingwen."

"Happy New Year, sister-in-law!"

"Haha, Happy New Year to you, Jing Wen, too. Is everything okay at home?"

"Well, it's good. Your younger brother and sister are pregnant. When the time comes, I will make a full moon wine for your nephew. You all have to come."

"Ah! Congratulations, I will definitely ask Brother Jiang to bring a big red envelope. Jing Wen, don't bully your younger siblings. If you want to let her..."

Jiang Wenxu's other hand circled He Zhishu even tighter. He Zhishu was still chatting with Zhang Jingwen. He didn't have time to talk to Jiang Wenxu, so he hit Jiang Wenxu lightly with his hand. He Zhishu was weak and didn't hurt.Jiang Wenxu stopped making trouble with him, and buried his head in He Zhishu's shoulder on the other side, quietly listening to the two talking, interjecting a sentence from time to time, just like before.

"Xiao Shu! I have your package!" He's mother came home from get off work after six o'clock in the evening, holding the cake she bought for He Zhishu in one hand and an EMS package in the other.

He Zhishu ran out of the living room, looked at the package in his mother's hand, and asked suspiciously, "Mine?"

"It's not yours or someone else's. Did you see it? Little friend Jiang sent it to you." Mother He handed the package to He Zhishu, put the cake on the cabinet at the door, and began to change shoes. "A few days ago, you were yelling that you would never talk to them again. Your birthday person even sent you gifts, and didn't invite little friend Jiang to come over to play at home. What a white-eyed wolf."

"Who are you talking about, who are you talking about? You still want to call your son's father when you scold your son!" Father He heard He's mother teasing He Zhishu when he came out of the study, so he couldn't help interjecting.

"I said son, it's up to you—"

"Okay, okay, you go ahead, I'm going back to the bedroom first!" He Zhishu couldn't stand his childish parents, so he ran into the room with the package and locked the door.

He Zhishu sat on the stool, struggled for a while and finally opened the package.It contained a watercolor and a card of a man basking in the sun on a wicker chair with a cat in his arms, and two cats curled up around the man's lap in a yard with jasmine flowers.Zhishu He read it over and over again, and he was right, the person in the painting is him, but not like him.

——Xiao Shu, happy birthday, I promised you.

Zhishu He put down the card and recalled it carefully. He can be sure that he never asked Jiang Wenxu to draw such a picture for him.Then He Zhishu stared at the painting, the scene in the painting was so familiar that He Zhishu was afraid, but he just couldn't remember where it was.

He Zhishu ran out suddenly, he was going to ask for clarification.He swore it was the last time.

Jiang Wenxu, what does this painting mean?

Jiang Wenxu, why are you avoiding me?

Jiang Wenxu, do you still like me...

"Cover it up?" Jiang Wenxu looked back at Zhishu He, holding a lighter in his hand and preparing to light the firecrackers.

Fireworks are not allowed near the hospital, they can only set off firecrackers in their own yard.

He Zhishu was wearing a thick off-white padded jacket, with a deep red woolen scarf tied around his neck by Jiang Wenxu, covering his ears with his hands, standing under the eaves in a daze, like a cute big penguin.

"Cover it up! Brother Jiang, be careful!"

As soon as the words fell, Jiang Wenxu lit the firecrackers.The firecrackers hanging on the bamboo poles exploded cracklingly, making a loud sound, and the red paper wrapped with gunpowder was also scattered all over the floor.

Jiang Wenxu had already come behind He Zhishu, and he covered his ears with both hands on the back of He Zhishu's hands, He Zhishu turned around and wanted to help Jiang Wenxu cover his ears too.

"No need, brother Jiang is not afraid."

He Zhishu looked at Jiang Wenxu's mouth shape and understood what Jiang Wenxu said.

"No," he said.

He Zhishu put his palm on Jiang Wenxu's ear, the eyes of the two blended together, amidst the sound of crackling firecrackers, and in the night with the fragrance of flowers, they smiled foolishly.

After setting off the firecrackers, Jiang Wenxu walked around Zhishu He to the dining table, opened the chair and helped Zhishu He sit down.Jiang Wenxu asked He Zhishu to close his eyes, saying that he wanted to give him a surprise, but He Zhishu smiled helplessly and did as he did.

There was a crisp sound when the porcelain bowl was placed on the dining table, Jiang Wenxu pulled out the chair and sat beside He Zhishu.

"Okay." Jiang Wenxu was still a little nervous.

He Zhishu opened his eyes when he heard the sound, and in front of him was a white porcelain bowl, which contained snow-white glutinous rice balls, and a few bright red goji berries floating in the soup.The heat coming out of the bowl blurred He Zhishu's eyes. He seemed to see the New Year's appearance at home many years ago. On New Year's Eve, his mother would cook a bowl of glutinous rice balls for the whole family. He always put a few extra grains in his bowl goji berries.

He Zhishu scooped up one, took a small bite, and peanut foam gushed out from the opening, accompanied by a sweet smell.When the taste of glutinous rice balls lingered in his mouth, He Zhishu's eyes turned red. It was a taste he hadn't tasted for more than ten years.When he was alone at home a few years ago, he really missed this taste. He also tried making glutinous rice balls. Obviously, the steps were correct, but in the end the taste was very different, and it seemed to have a bit of bitterness.

"Brother—why did you put goji berries in it?" He Zhishu's face was covered with tears, he questioned Jiang Wenxu, and the corners of his eyes became even redder. "I dare not mention it. How do you know that I like peanut stuffing instead of the sesame stuffing that most people like?"

He Zhishu couldn't tell now whether he really wanted to ask for clarification, or just wanted to vent his grievances back then.

Brother Jiang, why don't you accompany me?

Brother Jiang, why are you lying to me?

Brother Jiang, why do you like others...

Jiang Wenxu knew why Zhishu He lost control and felt wronged without even thinking about it.He took a tissue beside him and wiped He Zhishu's tears, but He Zhishu couldn't stop his tears.Jiang Wenxu was so distressed that he kissed him gently, comforting Zhishu He.

"Baby...I only love you...I only love you..."

——Auntie, do you want to make glutinous rice ball fillings when you buy so many peanuts?

——Yes, Xiaoshu has the most picky mouth. He only likes to eat peanut fillings, and he is particularly greedy for sweets. He would only eat peanut foam if he mixed it with milk powder.

——Hahaha, don’t pick, don’t pick, Xiaoshu doesn’t pick, I like this too!

——Then little friend Jiang also likes to put some goji berries in the soup?

--ah?Goji berries... Mmm!I would also like!

Jiang Wenxu brushed away the broken hair in front of He Zhishu's forehead with his hands, and looked at He Zhishu with a smile: "It was taught by our mother."

How much should each dose be divided into, how to mix the fillings, how many circles should be wrapped when wrapping, and cold water should be returned several times when boiling.It's all taught by our mother.

"Huh?" He Zhishu stopped crying, and turned his head slightly to look at the white porcelain bowl beside him.

Jiang Wenxu lifted the hand on He Zhishu's neck, held his face, and let He Zhishu look at him. "It was taught by our mother. She said that it was not good for Xiaoshu when little friend Jiang robbed her, and she didn't give us glutinous rice balls in the schoolbook during the Chinese New Year. Our father ran out to teach me, beat me so painfully, and told us not to let us together."

He Zhishu was stunned for a few seconds, Jiang Wenxu spoke very seriously, and did not mean to lie to him at all, He Zhishu suddenly smiled, and his eyes were also crooked. "Then how did you answer?"

"Let me tell you, if you don't let me be with Xiaoshu, I'll stay at the house of my father-in-law and mother-in-law every day. I don't see you up and down. One day they will be so annoying that they agree to me." Jiang Wenxu hugged He Zhishu to himself In his arms, his arms naturally circled up.

"Then what then?" Zhishu He looked up at him, his eyes sparkling from crying just now.

"Then our mother said, is it possible that you still want to be a door-in-law? I said, yes! Let alone a door-in-law, as long as I can be with Xiaoshu, I can be your child bride-in-law?" Jiang Wenxu lowered his eyes and spoiled He looked at Zhishu He with a smug tone, as if he had really experienced such a scuffle.

He Zhishu laughed even more happily, but pretended to be angry, frowning high. "Are you mad at our mother again?"

"My little book, how dare I, after answering this sentence, I can't fight back, I can't fight back when I scold."

"Then they hurt you?"

"No, my mother is right. Not only do I have a thick skin, but I also have a thick skin."

"Well, my mother was right."

……

"Little book?" Jiang Wenxu called He Zhishu softly, but He Zhishu in his arms did not agree to him, and Jiang Wenxu put his hands on He Zhishu's chest.

Still.

Maybe it was because he was too tired during the day, or maybe Jiang Wenxu's nagging was too hypnotic. Jiang Wenxu had finished washing Zhishu He, but Zhishu He was still lethargic and completely unaffected.

Jiang Wenxu looked at He Zhishu for a long time under the dim light before turning off the light, and hugged He Zhishu in his arms as usual. He Zhishu was always warm, and he was reluctant to let go.

"Xiao Shu, good night. Remember to give me a red envelope tomorrow morning, you must remember..." Jiang Wenxu said softly, and He Zhishu's eyes were still closed.

He Zhishu in his arms suddenly moved, stretched out his hand on Jiang Wenxu's chest, and put it on Jiang Wenxu's mouth, signaling him not to speak.Jiang Wenxu chuckled, clasped He Zhishu's hand, and closed his eyes.

I forgot a lot of things recently, but you still remember that you are not allowed to talk after good night.

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