I lost my memory after throwing the ball and running over the total crematorium

Chapter 70

The next day, when Yuan Cisheng went downstairs to have breakfast, he found that Aunt Yang Li and Gao Gao had a bad look on him, and they were in a bad mood.

The original voice thought something happened, "What's wrong?"

Aunt Yang Li was angry, "You still have the guts to ask!"

Snoopy arched his back, "Wow!"

He didn't even help him with cakes, "Daddy is bad!"

The original speech sounded wronged, "What the hell did I do?"

Gao Gao was furious, "Daddy bullied Daddy!"

"Where do I have it?"

"Father is lying!" Giao Gau chubby put his hands on his hips, "Grandma Yang and I listened to Daddy cry all night. I wanted to help Daddy, but Grandma Yang told me not to go."

"why?"

"Grandma Yang didn't say anything, just let me go to bed quickly."

The original speech justified, "Your daddy cried, but I didn't bully him, how could I do such a thing."

"GongGao, you take Snoopy to play in the courtyard." Aunt Yang Li sent the little girl away and warned him with a frown, "Can you be more careful in the future? Madam is still pregnant, so don't mess with her when the time comes." What an accident."

The original speech finally understood, and said awkwardly: "Misunderstood, we didn't..."

"Stop, stop." Aunt Yang Li quickly stopped, "I don't want to listen, I'm an old woman, reminding you that this kind of thing is already very old-fashioned. Anyway, you should be careful in the future, don't mess around, be more considerate People, don't just follow your own ideas in everything, and think more about it, you know?"

"I see." Yuan Ci nodded seriously, and went upstairs with the breakfast that Aunt Yang Li had prepared for He Jingnian.

He Jingnian was still lying on the bed, but he was already awake. When he saw him coming in, he immediately buried his head in the quilt.

The original speech wanted to lift the quilt, but He Jingnian refused, and said in a muffled voice: "Don't look, it really looks like a monkey's butt now."

Yuan Cisheng promised that he would not think so, and after coaxing him for a while, he slowly poked his head out.A pair of eyes were swollen like peaches, even the creases of the eyelids were swollen, and the face was still flushed with red tears, pitiful and cute, the corners of Yuan Cisheng's mouth couldn't help twitching.

He Jingnian hit him with a pillow, "You laughed!"

Yuan Cisheng skillfully knelt down and fed him breakfast.Corn and pumpkin porridge, rotten tomato and egg noodles, various mixed fruit juices, a small bowl of sweet-scented osmanthus and lotus root powder.The lotus root powder didn't seem to be steaming, but it was very hot inside. Yuan Cisheng patiently stirred it up, blowing it until it didn't burn his mouth, and then sent it to his mouth.

He Jingnian ate for a while and asked, "Why is it all soup?"

The original speech said: "Aunt Yang Li specially made it for you."

"But I'm not sick."

Yuan Ci raised the corners of his lips and said a few words in a low voice.He Jingnian's face burned, "How can you talk nonsense!"

Yuan Cisheng smiled maliciously, and leaned closer to his ear and said something.He Jingnian reacted even more, his face was red and his ears were red: "How can I help you, you have to find a way yourself."

The voice of the original speech came over, and he asked maliciously: "What can I do, tell me every year, okay?"

He Jingnian bumped him away with his shoulder, and he leaned over with a stern face, and bumped him away again, he stretched out his long arms, and simply hugged him, leaning his beautiful head directly on his shoulder.

He Jingnian pushed him, "Heavy."

Yuan Cisheng took the opportunity to grab his hand, kissed him, but refused to let go after kissing, sticking to his face, rubbing back and forth.

He Jingnian reminded: "I forgot to tell you, I just touched Snoopy, licked it, and haven't washed it yet."

"..." The voice of the original speech froze.

He Jingnian smiled and stretched out his other hand, "If you don't believe me, you heard it."

The love for Niannian can't overcome the fear of Smelly, Yuan Ci turned his head to hide, but He Jingnian cupped his face quickly and said, "Is it Smelly?"

The original speech sounds like nothing to love, let him ravage it.

However, He Jingnian stopped after pinching a few times, and turned to staring at him intently.

The original voice asked, "What's wrong?"

He Jingnian stared at him for a while, then smiled a little embarrassedly, and said softly, "I think you are really pretty."

Yuan Ci touched his forehead, "Apart from that? What other advantages do I have?"

He Jingnian said: "You have to let me think about it."

5 minute later.

He Jingnian smiled awkwardly, "It's good to have one advantage, really."

"..." The boss of the original speech was unhappy, "Then why do you like me?"

"Because Liao Xia is really good."

"Isn't it good now?"

Without hesitation, He Jingnian said, "You are you, and Liao Xia is Liao Xia." As soon as the words came out, Yuan Ci's expression dimmed visibly, so he hurriedly said, "I'm just kidding, I don't know how I would So, you are Liao Xia, the Liao Xia I like."

"Every year, if, I mean if, if we hadn't met when we were young, would you still..."

"Ok?"

"It's nothing." Yuan Ci smiled and kissed his cheek loudly.

"You steal and kiss me!"

The original voice kissed the other side again.

"Really dear!"

"I didn't steal a kiss, I kissed openly." The original words sound plausible.

He Jingnian blushed and drove him away, "Okay, you can go to the company now."

The original speech sounds like brown sugar, sticky and annoying. "I don't want to work," he said, "I just want to be with you."

He Jingnian was dumbfounded. It was normal for someone else to say this, but it would be hell if he said it from the original voice!

"Director Yuan, you must remember the first time I went to the prenatal checkup when I was pregnant? At that time, you devoted yourself to work and didn't even have time to accompany me to the prenatal checkup."

The voice of the original speech was originally on him like Pai Daxing, but when he heard the words, he slowly straightened his body and said with a stiff face: "Why is it so good to turn over old troubles again?"

He Jingnian looked at him, "I'll just say a few words, how come it turned into an old account?"

"That was not what I meant."

"Then what do you mean?"

Too much to say and so much to be wrong.The voice of the original speech squeezed He Jingnian's jaw, kissing him until he whimpered, his whole body was as soft as cotton candy, his eyes were wet, and he let him rub it in his arms.

"Niannian." He continued to peck He Jingnian's soft cheek, kissing him once and for all, calling his name while kissing.

He Jingnian hummed, "What are you doing?"

"Aunt Yang Li sent cakes to the kindergarten, and she will go to dinner and watch a movie with her little sister later."

"what's wrong?"

"There was no one at home for most of the day."

He Jingnian was vigilant, "What do you want to do?"

The voice of Yuan Ci whispered to him again, his thin lips were beautifully shaped, but he couldn't spit out ivory.

He Jingnian couldn't listen anymore, and covered his burning ears, "Don't even think about it, I have no intention of forgiving you. Go to the company quickly, and stop pestering me."

Yuan Ci sighed, "No, I can't go."

"what?"

Yuan Ci grabbed his hand and moved down, "What do you think?"

He Jingnian took a deep breath, blushing like a ripe tomato, "How could this be?"

"Because I kissed you."

"...A kiss will do it?"

"of course."

"Then you should think about it, is there something wrong with you?" He Jingnian wanted to laugh, but couldn't help being shy, turned his head away and pursed the corners of his lips, his long eyelashes trembled slightly with the smile, making people itch.

Yuan Cisheng pretended to be angry, and leaned over to tickle him.He Jingnian was very ticklish, he was already laughing before he touched him.The two quarreled for a while, and He Jingnian couldn't breathe from laughing. He tried to avoid him, but his knee accidentally touched him, and the atmosphere froze immediately.

The original speech was repeated, and he kissed him again, but the kiss was not enough.It was so close, and the face was so beautiful that it was irritating. He Jingnian was dazed and said with emotion: "Actually, I was a little worried before I saw you. Until I saw you on TV. Let the news of your succession go, once you come out, all worries will be gone."

Hearing the original speech, I felt so beautiful in my heart, Nian Nian really cares about him and loves him so much!

"I've always heard that Russians have a relatively short flowering period, and are prone to gain weight, lose their tops, etc..." He Jingnian said with an embarrassed smile.

"..." Yuanci took a deep breath, "I'm Chinese, okay!"

"Who else told me..." He Jingnian tried hard to remember, "Nine of the ten orange cats are fat, and there is one big elephant. Cats with a little orange on them will turn into pigs, so you may also... ..."

Seeing Yuan Cisheng's iconic sad expression on the face of the famous Internet porn cat day, he hurriedly said, "I'm just kidding, I'll just say it casually."

"Oh."

"Well, you... really don't know how to do it?"

"..." Director Yuan, who was determined to be strong all his life, fell into deep anxiety about his appearance.

He Jingnian comforted him, "Don't worry, I am definitely not a face control."

"..." Yuan Ci nodded, "I believe it."

"Today's tie doesn't seem to match your shirt..." He Jingnian frowned and looked at it, "I can't choose the tie clip, it doesn't look good."

The original voice took a deep breath, and the anxiety about his appearance increased again!

In the end, another tie was changed, but it took a long time.Yuan Cisheng stood in front of the mirror and tied it again, feeling happy and refreshed, not feeling uncomfortable at all.

Seeing his triumphant look, He Jingnian became angry and rubbed the red mark on his wrist aggrievedly.A pair of feet had just been washed, and they were red and tender. I don't know if they were scalded by hot water or for some other reason.

Time passed quickly when the two of them were arguing, and it was noon in a blink of an eye.The original voice took him out for dinner, classic Italian dishes, lasagna bolognese, Tuscan toast, chicken parmesan, and pizza margherita.

He Jingnian was in an unprecedentedly good mood, his whole body became clearer, and his appetite improved a lot.The original voice watched him bite the pizza deliciously, his expression soft like a warm hot spring.

"Every year."

"Huh?" He Jingnian raised his head, with a little sauce on the corner of his mouth.

"It's nothing, I'll just call you."

"What's wrong." He Jingnian rolled his eyes at him, but his heart was sweet.

"Every year."

"what happened again?"

"Wait until I go to the company, you can go with me."

"Oh, okay." He Jingnian felt that he hadn't been in touch with work for a long time, and he couldn't even remember the last time he did design.

Yuan Cisheng did not go directly to the office, but took him to the floors where the workshop was located.Coming here again, He Jingnian seemed like a lifetime away. He used to really like to come to the workshop and do metalwork with model makers, cutters and inlayers.

"I think it's okay to stay here for a while?" He asked the original speech.The man nodded and stayed with him inside without leaving.

The environment of the jewelry workshop is inevitably messy and noisy, and even the dust of various stones is floating in the air.He Jingnian thought that Yuan Ci's voice could not hold back for 3 minutes in this kind of place, but he did not expect that he would be at ease next to him.Look at him by yourself, he said don't worry about me, you care about yourself.He watched the craftsmen work by himself, and he said why do you ignore me every year.

It's really annoying.

Moreover, he was stuck here like a big tree stump, which made the craftsmen tremble and work under the eyes of the big boss. Who can bear this kind of fear.

After a while, a designer came in and asked the model maker with the blueprint in his hand, whether the finished product could be realized, and what needs to be paid attention to.Seeing He Jingnian there, he immediately showed a very surprised expression, and asked He Jingnian if he remembered himself. He was an intern in the design department before and received a lot of care from him when he first joined the company.

He Jingnian was also very happy, the two chatted vigorously, and the man even showed him his design drawings and asked if he could give some advice.

He Jingnian took it with great interest, and looked at it, his expression gradually froze.

can't read.He found he couldn't read.

Every line can be seen clearly, and he can know what kind of work it is, but he just can't understand it.

The blueprint was thrown into his brain from his eyes, and it was clearly imaged in his brain, but it couldn't stir up any fluctuations.He had no idea, no inspiration, and the other party asked him what he had in anticipation, but he couldn't think of anything.

A terrible conjecture suddenly rose in his heart. He ran to the nearest workbench. Jigsaws, metalworking files, wire crimping pliers, and jewelry tweezers were the tools he was most familiar with. Relaxed a little.He tried to hold them, but his body instinctively resisted, his fingers trembled unconsciously, and he couldn't even concentrate.

He looked at his hand in disbelief. It seemed that one of the most important and sensitive nerves in it had been cut off, so he could no longer do precise metalworking.

"I...how could I be like this...?" In desperation, he could only seek help from Yuan Cisheng, hoping that the omnipotent man could help him.But the man showed a sad expression that he had expected a long time ago, and said softly: "Niannian, don't worry, there will be a way."

He Jingnian didn't know what to do. He was in great pain. Jewelry design was the only thing he could do well after ten years of hard work.In the hard and lonely days, those shining beautiful stones and imaginative designs entrusted his feelings and hopes, and they were also his only comfort.

But now, the ability to create is far away from him. He wonders if his wish has finally come true. He not only saw the young master again, but also possessed him, so God wants to take back all the inspiration and talent from him .

"Maybe it's because I've been resting at home all the time, and my hands are rusty." He Jingnian didn't want Yuan Ci's voice to be worried, so he tried to find a reason. "I'm sorry, I wanted to help you a little more at work, but it turned out like this."

Yuan Cisheng lowered his head, his high browbones cast a dark shadow, covering his eyes.He stretched out his hand to pull him into his arms, and gently stroked the soft black hair on the back of his head.

Every day after that, He Jingnian would accompany Yuan Cisheng to the company. Yuan Cisheng encouraged him to go to the design department more. Many people there were his former colleagues, and everyone missed him very much.However, he couldn't bring up the courage, preferring to spend all the time in the workshop, starting from the simplest and most basic metalworking, trying to revive the memory on these hands.

"What's going on here?" Yuan Cisheng helped him apply the medicine, and saw that there was another particularly deep bloodstain on his left index finger. The tender red cut lay across the fair skin, new wounds overlapping old ones.

"Accidentally scratched by a stone knife." He Jingnian muttered, and then gasped after being stimulated by the disinfectant.

"Does it hurt?"

"It hurts." He Jingnian stretched his hands forward, "Help me blow."

Yuan Cisheng held his hand and gave him a whimper carefully.

He Jingnian looked at his fingers covered with Band-Aids, and half-jokingly said, "I feel like a patient doing rehabilitation every day."

The original voice glanced at him, "Don't talk nonsense."

"Today I have improved a lot compared to yesterday, and I will work harder tomorrow."

Yuan Ci smiled, got up and brought him the hot milk he drank before going to bed, and fed him to drink warmly.

At night, the person who had been sleeping obediently in his arms sat up and got off the bed lightly.Yuan Cisheng pretended to be asleep, and quietly followed him after he went out.

He knew what He Jingnian was going to do.These days, every night, he would sneak into the study room, practice drawing design drawings, and then take out all the waste drafts and throw them away.

Once, He Jingnian left a scrap of manuscript and did not throw it away, so he picked it up.Unfolding the crumpled paper ball, he was silent for a long time.

But anyone who has seen He Jingnian's previous works will find it hard to believe that such mediocre, lackluster, and even crude design drawings were written by He Jingnian.

However, the traces of repeated revisions on the above showed twelve points of intentions.

Willing, but powerless.

Through the gap in the door, Yuan Cisheng saw that He Jingnian tore off the waste manuscript paper and threw it away in balls.Then, he slowly lay on the table and cried softly.After crying for a while, I wiped away my tears and continued to draw.

After two o'clock, He Jingnian quietly returned to the bedroom and curled up in the warm quilt again.Yuan Cisheng pretended to be woken up inadvertently, and asked him in a low voice why he slept so restlessly.

He Jingnian burrowed into his arms, breathing slowly, not wanting him to hear the thick nasal voice after crying.

Gently patted his back gently.

He Jingnian closed his eyes, pressed his wet and hot eyelashes against his chest, and muttered muffledly: "You are like my mother, my mother would coax me to sleep like this when I was young."

Yuan Ci smiled softly, "I will always treat you like your mother."

He Jingnian pursed his lips, "I know."

"Every year."

"Ah."

"My mother used to be a very powerful jewelry designer. Everyone said she was a genius, as if she was born with a superpower and knew how to find the most beautiful gemstones."

"The entire industry believes that for someone like my mother, hard work is unnecessary for her, and talent alone is enough to make her a top designer. My mother did pass one piece after another. , proving to everyone her extraordinary talent."

"Gradually, there is a popular saying in the industry, that is, when my mother will never run out of inspiration, no matter how tricky the design theme is, she will always be able to bring people endless surprises."

"However, this is not the case. My mother has put in more effort than anyone else, and she often encounters difficulties and setbacks. She lacks inspiration, has no creativity, and can't write with blank drawings. Even many times, she deeply Doubt yourself, do you really have the talent to be a qualified jewelry designer? Are you really suitable for this profession?"

He Jingnian had been listening silently, sniffing, his eyes were wet and red.

Yuanci rubbed the end of his eyes, "Don't cry."

He Jingnian buried himself in his arms again, "I'm just sad."

The original voice picked up Argos from the bed, put it in his palm, and said: "My mother told me that when she designed Argos, she was going through the most painful and difficult period in her life. She found that even picking up a paintbrush has become extremely difficult."

He Jing said in a young voice: "But, she finally did it."

"Whether it is the person who gave it or the person who wears it, compared with the value of the gem itself, the most precious thing is the sincere heart. Probably, it is the same for the designer himself."

The original speech paused, and continued: "My mother wanted to turn her mind into something tangible, hoping to be seen, touched, and preserved. It was for this reason that Argos was born in World."

"Niannian, maybe you are in the same situation as my mother at that time. You haven't lost your inspiration, let alone your talent. It's just that you don't have the intention to pass on to someone. Without intention, there is no impulse, so you temporarily fall into The bottleneck period of creation."

He Jingnian rubbed his eyes, put his arms around his neck, "Why didn't I realize that you are so good at comforting people before."

The original speech said: "It's not consolation, I really think so."

He Jingnian stared into his green eyes, "Tell me again."

"what?"

"The myth of Argos." He Jingnian said, "You told me when I was young."

The original voice was a little surprised, "You even remember this?"

He Jingnian blushed and said, "I will never forget every word the young master said."

Yuan Cisheng's eyelashes trembled, slowly drooping, and said in a low voice: "But I forgot."

He Jingnian snorted and turned his head away, pretending that he didn't want to be human anymore, but he was soon amused by Yuan Ci's intentional tickling.Lying comfortably in the man's wide, warm arms, he held up the emerald ring, the night was ups and downs, and the gorgeous fire was like a star embedded there, so beautiful.

"Argos Panoptes, the hundred-eyed giant, was sent by the Queen of Gods to monitor the lover of the King of Gods. The King of Gods sent an envoy to kill it. To commemorate its loyalty, the Queen of Gods took off the Its eyes are inlaid on the tail feathers of her holy beast, the peacock, as a decoration."

He Jingnian was talking eloquently, completely unaware that he was showing an extremely obsessed look, let alone the sad and disappointed expression gradually appearing on the face of the man beside him who had been staring at him.

"I think it's really what you said." He turned his head and looked into those beautiful green eyes. "Argus is very beautiful, but if it has nothing to do with you, it is just a thing to me." It's just an ordinary stone. It's all because of my heart, and my heart is that I like you, especially you."

The voice of the original speech was a little hesitant, as if he couldn't be sure whether the words were for himself or someone else.

After a while, he held He Jingnian's cheek and kissed his forehead, his voice was low and hot, "I love you too."

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