Don't be clouded

Chapter 58

Liu Yunjing was afraid of the cold and the heat, so he became lazy about martial arts as soon as the summer came, and even more lazy when he entered the summer.

But he didn't dare not to practice, it's just that the strength of his punches was a little bit weaker, and the time of zama stance was a bit shorter, and he wanted the master invited by his family to let him go to rest earlier.

It has been nearly a year since his body recovered, and his stature, which had been slow to change before, has also changed.It's just that every time he sneaks to Lingdong Temple, he always feels that the little monk Huizhi grows faster than him, like a bamboo shoot, and the bamboo joints will grow taller if he doesn't pay attention.

Liu Yunjing also coaxed his master to finish his work early today, ate his lunch absent-mindedly, then slipped out of the side gate of Liu's mansion with a bamboo box, and headed for Lingdong Temple with ease.

Fortunately, Lingdong Temple is on the outskirts of the city, and there are shade trees along the way, so it will not be too hot.He hired an ox cart, wore a wide-brimmed straw hat and sat on the back of the cart, dangling his legs following the swaying ox cart, and arrived at the back gate of the monastery not long after.

He went around half a circle of the wall, saw the familiar big water tank, and climbed up nimbly.It's just that his stature is still not enough, and he barely exposed half of his head when he leaned against the wall and tried to stand on tiptoe.

Huizhi was not there, it was just after noon, and maybe the little monk was taking a nap in the room.

Young Master Liu didn't intend to alarm Huizhi, thinking it would be best to be self-reliant.

He first put the bamboo box on the wall, gritted his teeth, propped himself up, and climbed up in embarrassment.However, the wooden ladder was hidden in the dense leaves, and there was still a foot away from here, so he had to climb over it again with the bamboo box, and carefully followed the ladder into the courtyard.

Patting the ashes off his body, Liu Yunjing happily ran outside Huizhi's room.

The door was not closed tightly, leaving a gap, he sneaked over to peek inside, but saw Huizhi sitting by the desk copying scriptures.That expression was so focused that it made him uncomfortable.

Liu Yunjing shouted angrily: "Huizhi—little monk—"

The little monk raised his head suddenly, facing his sneaky face.

"Why are you here again?" Huizhi put down his pen, walked over and opened the door, let him in, but said scoldingly, "It's so hot, if Master Liu fell ill because of this trip, I have no choice but to report it to the captain." gone."

Liu Yunjing walked in, unceremoniously sat in Huizhi's seat, and said casually, "Go, I'm not afraid, you're just trying to fool me."

Looking down at the wet paper, the handwriting on it is straight but sharp everywhere, following the rules.He has also learned characters for several years, so he can naturally see Huizhi's clumsiness, and he is getting more and more unhappy.

But children are very forgetful, and as soon as Huizhi opened his mouth, he immediately forgot about it.

"What did you bring today?"

Liu Yunjing raised his head abruptly, and opened the lid as if offering a treasure. The inside was full, and there were two white porcelain cups beside a pile of oiled paper bags.

"Of course it's delicious. I also brought ebony soup. I chilled it at home. I don't know if the air-conditioning has dissipated." The young master picked up one, "Drink it quickly."

Huizhi stared blankly at the white porcelain cup for a moment, then raised his hand to take it.A coolness spread to his fingertips, he opened the lid, lowered his head and took a sip, the coldness spread to the tip of his tongue with a sour and salty taste, and the hot and dry heat dissipated a lot immediately.

He couldn't help but drank a few more sips, and when he raised his head again, he saw Young Master Liu looking at him flatteringly.

As soon as this expression appeared, he must have asked him for help again.

"Tell me, what's the matter?"

Young Master Liu smiled very cutely, "It's nothing, hurry up and drink."

Huizhi knew in his heart that he wanted him to "eat people's mouths and take people's hands softly", but after a lot of experience, he did not give in so easily.Putting down the porcelain cup directly, pretending to be serious: "If you don't tell me, I will go to the front hall to chant scriptures."

"Hey, don't go, don't go!" Liu Yunjing grabbed his sleeve and shook it pitifully, "I'm just saying, no one will play with me when you leave."

In fact, Huizhi didn't even move her footsteps. After being pulled by her sleeves, she just sat down beside her.

Young Master Liu was troubled, hesitatingly said: "Actually... I had a fight with my parents, I was so angry but I couldn't talk to them, so I had to come to you."

Huizhi was a little surprised. Liu Yunjing had always been obedient and obedient in front of the Duwei and his wife. The couple also cherished this child, and they rarely looked serious. Why did they quarrel?

"Hasn't it been a year and a half, and I'm in good health, just thinking... thinking about asking my parents to pick you up early." Liu Yunjing couldn't continue speaking halfway through, blaming himself again Feeling wronged again, she didn't dare to look up at him.

Huizhi was in a daze for a moment, and it has been a year and a half since he became a monk. Time flies so fast.

He looked down at the frustrated Liu Yunjing, and in turn comforted him, "Being a man is about keeping your word. I don't care if it's three years or a year and a half."

Young Master Liu suddenly raised his head and said angrily, "But! But..."

The two words were repeated many times without saying anything, and there was some complaint in his eyes, as if he was accusing himself of not being in a hurry.

"What's more," Huizhi paused, "Although your illness is cured now, you should always be careful."

The complaint in Liu Yunjing's eyes became stronger, "Do you also think that I am good because you became a monk? Don't believe in those crooked ways, you are you, I am me, you should not be stumbling by me... I I got better because I took good medicine every day! I never left and never dumped it secretly!"

Huizhi looked at Liu Yunjing's vivid face, but was distracted.

He didn't know whether he should believe in the theory of preventing disasters, but if he didn't believe it, then his wish to pray for the safety of Young Master Liu in front of the Buddha would not count?

The summer heat came in through the crack of the door, and the cicadas outside the house never stopped.

There is actually not much difference between Lingzhou and Chenjing in summer, at least the cicadas are always so noisy.However, after many years, the two children who were holding white porcelain cups and drinking ebony soup have now been sculpted by the world and changed into another appearance.

Ji Bieyun's stature was finally tall enough, and no one forced him to get up early every day to practice exercises.And Guanchen has also grown from a novice monk to the tall and tall appearance he is now, and he no longer needs to live under the fence.

However, some things remain constant.

"Yunjing." Guanchen called softly, as if he was reviewing the title.

Ji Bieyun's heart trembled, and he closed his eyes as if he couldn't bear it, and he grasped the hand on the corner of the table tightly, his knuckles turned white.

How long had he not heard the name?

"When you were young, you asked me if I believed in becoming a monk to prevent disasters. I never gave you the answer, but I haven't forgotten it in the past few years." Guan Chen said, "Now I finally have the answer, do you want to listen?"

He seemed to be nailed in place, afraid to speak or nod.After a while, he heard the sound of cloth rubbing, and then the footsteps gradually approached him and stopped in front of him.

Guan Chen's voice was very close, but also very softly: "I don't know if disaster prevention is effective, but maybe my life and your life are tied together."

Ji Bieyun's head was already dizzy, and he could hardly support the corner of the table as soon as he finished speaking, and fell to the side unexpectedly when he opened his eyes.

A hand caught his arm just in time.

The boy's loose hair hung down like a cloud, and the back of Guan Chen's hand was swept by the hair, causing a slight itchiness.He lowered his eyes and looked down at Ji Bieyun's weak appearance, but he forgot that the boy was never a delicate person. In an instant, one hand grabbed him even harder, and a pair of sharp and resolute eyes raised.

Ji Bieyun looked at him with the posture of a weak person, but his whole body was like a knife with a cold light.

"No." The boy said firmly, "Our lives cannot be tied together."

Guan Chen looked at the young man for a moment, his thoughts were divided into two halves, one half wanted to ask the reason, but the other half was immersed in the other party's sight, unable to get away.

"Why?" he asked.

Ji Bieyun's eyes were full of light, but his tone was still firm: "I can't let you die. I died once, and I won't back down no matter how difficult the road ahead is, but you can't die, don't let me die." Bind your life with me... You still have Xuanqing Temple, Buddha, and so many things waiting for you, don't step into the quagmire again."

Guanchen Ren juvenile grabbed his arm tightly, ignoring the pain.

He thought, Ji Bieyun has been like this since he was a child, and he always feels guilty when facing him.But has Ji Bieyun ever thought that many things he does are for himself, for his own heart.

"Those three years in Lingzhou were the time I really lived, and I don't want it to disappear like this." Guan Chen said seriously, "We have known each other for many years, you should understand that I am doing nothing to recreate a dream. people who don't care."

Ji Bieyun did understand.

When he was in Lingzhou, Huizhi was already calm when he was still young.At that time, Liu Yunjing was even younger, and although he couldn't understand Huizhi, he vaguely felt that Huizhi was a sober and indifferent person.Resisting the world, he is only willing to do what he truly approves, and he does not leave any way for himself to turn back.

This is even more true of Dust Observation.On the surface, it looks friendly and compassionate, but the indiscriminate affinity and compassion for everything is also a kind of indifference.

This person is like the snow in Lingzhou, cold to the bone.When it met him, it turned into warm water in his palm.

When Guan Chen refused to admit his identity, Ji Bieyun felt aggrieved, and now that he admitted, he felt aggrieved for the other party.

His illness was not cured completely, and the dizziness gradually worsened under the ups and downs of emotions, but he didn't want to take care of it.

"Shall I take you away?" He was crazy again, talking nonsense, "I'll steal you out of here, we don't care about anything, find a remote place to live. If you still want to recite scriptures, continue to be a Your monk, I live in the room next to yours, and I go to play with you every day. How about going back to Lingzhou? You hide me in Lingdong Temple, and I don’t need to take care of anything. I don’t have to take revenge on my revenge or intrigue with others. ...I erected monuments for the Liu family, and kowtow to each other in front of the grave every day, they can forgive me...don't blame me for being selfish..."

Ji Bieyun stubbornly looked into Guanchen's eyes, until the monk wiped away the tears with the back of his hand on his cheek, and then he realized that he was crying, and even his voice couldn't hide the tears.

"They should be willing to forgive me, they will be very happy if I survived..." He stumbled but refused to stop, "Chenjing is a place that eats people... We won't stay here anymore, we will return to our souls Zhou... I will take you away..."

In the end, his vision was blurred, and he whispered almost like begging: "I'm sick, I'm so sick, I passed out... You don't come to see me, and neither do my parents, why... ...Why did it come to this point today..."

If only I could be a child all the time, carefree, and my family is still there.I have never been injured, I have never experienced life and death, I don’t have to be deeply involved in power struggles, and I don’t have to be a decisive person in everything.

But now he only has Guanchen.

Ji Bieyun fell into the arms of the person in front of him, he didn't care about anything, and tightly hugged Guanchen's back.

That's good, even if Guan Chen doesn't hug him, it's good.

Guan Chen didn't push him away, but he didn't reach out to hug him either, he just reached his forehead with the back of his hand.

"It's so hot, I'll help you lie down for a while."

Ji Bieyun buried his face in Guanchen's chest and stopped talking nonsense, but he refused to raise his head no matter what.

The monk said softly, "I'm sorry, I was locked up here by Zen Master Jueming, and I didn't know you were sick... I'm sorry."

He still didn't speak, as if he just fell asleep like this.

Guan Chen didn't force him any more, the two stood quietly on the spot, it looked like one of them was flying moths to the flame, but there was no such gentle flame under the sky.

After a long time, Ji Bieyun finally let go of his hand, and slowly got out of his forceful embrace.

There were still tears on her face, and the eye circles were still red, but she said: "Forget what I said just now, I have a life on my shoulder, and you have Xuanqing Temple on your shoulder, we can't leave Chenjing."

Guan Chen didn't speak, but there was some worry in his eyes.

Ji Bieyun has cried and vented before.Those just now were just childish fantasies, even if the Liu family's spirits in heaven didn't want him to take revenge, he wouldn't want to.The fragility is only temporary, and his spine will never soften.

He could only have a peaceful dream by taking advantage of this opportunity, but after waking up from the dream, he still felt embarrassed that he was crying, and he lowered his head and dared not look at the other side.

The author says:

Don't worry, Xiaoyun won't be defeated.In addition, highlight: This article is HE, it will not be too miserable later, the worst days of Xiaoyun and Guanchen have long passed, believe me