Chapter 99
Chapter 99
When An Ningyu received the news and rushed to the dungeon, she found that her aunt Luo Yu had simply bandaged her waist and abdomen, but the wound was still oozing blood, and she was lying powerlessly on the cold ground. Her pale face and thin clothes made people feel pitiful. , hurriedly took off the cloak on his body and wrapped it around the other party, and shouted to the guard guarding the door, "Go to the doctor quickly."
"Master An, we are doing our best to let you in. If you disturb the prince, we will be buried with you." The guard looked at Brown next to him tremblingly, "This matter has been reported to the prince but he didn't send anyone down. I don't want to rescue her, not to mention that the concubine has lost too much blood, and now even if the doctor comes, she can't recover."
"Ning'er, don't embarrass them." Luo Yu's breath was weak.
"Auntie, it was Ji Yu who did it, right?" An Ningyu knew that the last person to visit Luo Yu was Ji Yu. He knew that he was cruel and merciless, but he never thought that he would actually dare to do it under the eyes of the prince. He overestimated him. conscience.
An Ningyu sat on the cold ground, holding her dying aunt in her arms. She had experienced countless times of life and death, but she had never felt as uncomfortable as she is now. She even had difficulty breathing, as if she was about to suffocate.If she wasn't too confident, Luo Yu wouldn't be so helpless and trapped in the dungeon to be slaughtered.
"Why did you keep it from me? Let me blame you for reporting to Ji Kang. It turned out that it was to avoid the killer sent by Yu'er." Luo Yu seemed to understand An Ningyu's good intentions, "Actually, you told me at the beginning , so that I won't blame you."
"I'm going to kill that beast." An Ningyu gritted her teeth tightly and made a 'creaking' sound.
"Don't go." Luo Yu hugged An Ningyu tightly to prevent her from leaving, "He was just lost for a while, everyone makes mistakes, let alone he is my son."
"Some mistakes can be made up for, not to mention the crimes he has committed now are irreversible, I must make him pay for it." Anning Yu didn't understand why Luo Yu could easily forgive those who hurt her.
"Now you may not be able to understand. When you have a child in the future, you will understand the decision I made. Even if you kill him, you will not be able to change my life, and you will put yourself in danger. I can no longer afford to lose you. And his danger. If my death can bring everything back to the way it was before, that’s fine. What I’m most worried about now is Zigang. Ning’er, you must promise my aunt to protect him for me.”
"Don't say that, you will be fine." An Ningyu who was sitting on the ground embraced him, tears fell on Luo Yu's cheeks.
"Ning'er, there are times when flowers bloom and fade, and people are the same, so don't be too sad. Auntie can meet the right person in her lifetime, and she will die without regret. And you must also know how to cherish the present, and don't repeat the same mistakes as your mother. And my old path, you should follow your own heart and not be swayed by others, so as not to regret it in the future." Luo Yu's breath became weaker and weaker, "Remember that life is short, the past is the past, the most important thing is the present, Don't continue to pursue your life experience."
The heart-piercing crying made An Ningyu's breathing flutter, and the tears could not wash away the sadness. He was so distressed that he hugged the cold Luo Yu as if being pierced by a needle, but he couldn't say a word. This fact cannot be accepted.She had just realized her aunt's love for her in her life, but she lost her life because of her so-called strategizing.
"Ning'er, promise Auntie." Luo Yu exhausted his last breath, but died without any response from An Ningyu.
Sorry, Auntie, I can't do it. "An Ningyu's mournful cry echoed in the empty dungeon, she had never cried so undisguisedly like now.
Although it wasn't long before they reunited with their aunt Luo Yu, they seemed to have known each other in the previous life, and her existence made up for the gap in An Ning's maternal love.An Ningyu, who has been estranged from her mother since she was a child and has no father by her side, pretends to be strong in order to suppress her inner loneliness.She doesn't want to get close to people because she is worried that she will rely on this habit, and she refuses to accept it because she doesn't want to lose it.
Getting along with my aunt is so natural, and I never hate or reject the time with her. This kind of wonderful feeling warms An Ningyu's lonely heart, and there is a kind of hatred for seeing each other late.
Unable to take Luo Yu's body away, An Ningyu wandered on the road. She seemed to have lost her direction in life again. Guilt and self-blame scorched her heart, but there was no cure for the scorching pain.
Brown, who followed closely behind, didn't understand when An Ningyu became so sad.Who inadvertently opened her heart, causing her indestructible heart to become soft, or the past disguise was torn off, and now is the real her.
Even Nalan Meng in the distance saw the downcast An Ning language, and the exaggerated sadness touched his heart, and he was unknowingly attracted and walked over and asked softly, "What's wrong?"
The distracted An Ningyu raised his head and stared at the other party intently, which shocked Nalan Meng even if he didn't know the words.Nalan Meng raised her hand and took a step forward to hug the person. When the distance between the hearts of two people is the closest, a kind of heat will be generated. The warmth can drive away the coldness in the heart and regain warmth.
An Ningyu put her arms around Nalan Meng's waist, rested her head on her shoulder and wept endlessly, only to realize that the tears just now hadn't dried up, how many tears does a person have to shed before they dry up.If it is possible for An Ningyu to shed it all at once, it is not that she thinks that tears represent weakness, but that she hopes to be stronger.
Not saying a word to each other, standing in the ice and snow to sense each other's breath, this is the most peaceful time for the two of them to get along, every time they met in the past was an endless game of chess, sometimes silence is also a good way of communication.Nalan Meng felt more and more that An Ningyu was not as cold as she had known at first. On the contrary, she wore armor for camouflage, making people fearful and surrender without fighting, but no one had ever dared or was willing to walk into her heart.
After going through everything, Ji Wu found that even hatred could not replace her love for An Ningyu, and her separation made her realize that she could not do without.Especially when she saved her again and again, it became an excuse to forgive.He ran desperately to find her, but finally saw her embracing another woman, and his heart suddenly fell from the sky in exchange for a fragmented result.
King Liang heard the news of Luo Yu's assassination, and hurriedly summoned Ji Yu, who visited her last, and slapped him to the ground when he saw the person, "Bastard, you killed the person?"
Ji Yu, who fell to the ground, was panicked. He knelt on the ground and hurriedly explained, "Father, my son killed that woman just to vent your anger for you."
"Then she is also my king's woman, when will it be your turn to decide without authorization?" King Liang kicked Ji Yu angrily, "Don't think I don't know what you are thinking, you think this will make me look at you differently Wishful thinking, today you can kill your mother to save yourself, and you can betray me in the future."
"No, father, everything I do is for you." Ji Yu climbed up to King Liang and hugged his leg, begging bitterly, "I am loyal to father, and the sun and the moon can learn from it."
"Fuck off, if you weren't still a nominal prince, this king would definitely kill you." King Liang didn't change his mind because of Ji Yu's rhetoric.
It seems that Ji Yu made a wrong choice this time. Killing Luo Yu did not restore his father's heart, but instead aroused the other party's suspicion and anger.Now his position in the palace is in jeopardy, if Ji Kang succeeds in taking over the throne, the future life may be miserable.
And the instigator of all this situation was An Ningyu. If she hadn't suddenly shifted her position and joined Ji Kang, she wouldn't have forced him to jump over the wall.Back in the dormitory, Ji Yu angrily smashed the things in the room to pieces, and secretly vowed that no matter what method she used, she would be buried with An Ningyu.
What can't be grasped is the wind and the human heart. Nalan Meng stood in the snow for a long time with her An Ningyu in her arms. She didn't feel tired but enjoyed the solitude.She has forgotten when An Ningyu became the protagonist of sadness, the proud figure in the past has become history, and the person in front of her is just a child who needs warmth.
Tears flowed out with pain, diluting the layers of pressure deep in my heart, not being strong in the past but becoming weak now.It's just that after holding it in for too long, her emotions are venting, and An Ningyu grows through experience and loss, and she realizes that life is not easy.You should laugh when you are happy, and shed tears when you are sad. A hypocritical cover-up can deceive others but not yourself.
Seeing that An Ningyu was recovering, Nalan Meng caressed her back and said softly, "If you are ready, you can chat anytime. You should not bear anything alone. Learn to speak out and share with others to get out of the haze faster. .”
"Even if I tell you, it won't help me." An Ningyu is stubborn and proud, not by nature but by environment.Since she was a child, she had to learn to face difficulties independently, so that she still does so to this day.
"Sometimes you can trust others, otherwise it would be too lonely."
"Even if the person closest to you may become the god of death who will kill you one day, I have always believed in myself, and this is the only way I will not be betrayed." An Ningyu thought of Ji Wu holding her in secret, and Ji Yu killing her for profit. Concubine Mu, all this is a warning, so An Ningyu must remember to be vigilant.
"But you will never be able to appreciate the joy of being given by others. God did not create humans to let them fight each other. There should be love between people. Change for the one you love, even if you lose your life, you will protect this world. This feeling should not be rejected for fear of being hurt.”
"I can live well by myself." An Ningyu let go of Nalan Meng and turned her back to wipe away the tears on her cheeks.
Unsurprisingly, the news of Luo Yu's murder was kept secret, and everyone's eyes were focused on the wedding.It will be New Year's Eve in two days, and the servants in the palace are also making intensive preparations. The lights and festoons inside and outside are very lively. The New Year's Eve dinner is the most prosperous annual party in the palace. Dress up and watch the fireworks to usher in the new year.
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