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Chapter 100

It has been two days since Luo Yu's death, but no one knows that the palace is still immersed in the joy of preparing to welcome the bride, which forms a strong contrast with the silence.No one can see An Ningyu who is locked in the room alone, tormented by guilt but unable to find a way out, Luo Yu digs out the love hidden in her heart, and the time to feel it is so short.

Maybe what she said is not wrong at all. Perseverance makes life difficult. If you want to break the predicament, you will never be able to look forward and backward.She doesn't want to regret her life like her aunt in the future.

With a 'creak', the door was pushed open, and Nalan Meng wore a lake green long dress hanging down to the floor, with a transparent and crystal gauze looming neck, a suet white jade hairpin tied with long blue silk hair, and a neat line on her forehead. The bangs were a little more immature, under the light makeup, she looked like a lotus, the wind outside the door blew her face with the fragrance of her body, An Ningyu stared at her star-like eyes and couldn't move her eyes.

"Go, I'll take you to a place." Without waiting for An Ningyu to agree, Nalan Meng dragged An Ningyu's hand and left the dead room as before.

Driving the carriage, he left the palace and left the city gate. After walking for a long time along a rugged path in the lush jungle, he finally came to a small wooden house in the mountains.The wooden house is not big but it can also be called exquisite, with simple tables, chairs and carpets in the house, which is quite simple.There is not even a copper stove. There is a stove piled up with stones in the corner, and dry firewood is piled up next to it, which seems to be a heating appliance.

The energetic Nalan Meng put down the food box in his hand, rubbed his hands constantly because it was too cold, and told the lifeless An Ningyu next to him, "Why are you standing still, go to the stove and light a fire, or you will freeze to death." , I'm going to the kitchen to prepare dinner."

"Tonight is New Year's Eve, you said we're going to eat here?" An Ningyu, who was blamed for coming here for no reason, felt unbelievable, and almost pinched himself to make sure it wasn't a dream, "Are you crazy?"

"Anyway, you won't be attending the grand banquet at the palace tonight. It's better to come out and breathe the air of freedom if you stay in the room alone. Don't talk so much nonsense, I have left a letter, we will spend here together tonight, understand? "The powerful Nalan Meng doesn't seem to give the opponent any room.

It seems that Nalanmeng has continued his usual style of deciding everything on his own.This is the determination that An Ningyu does not have. She always thinks about things for a long time to ensure that she is absolutely cautious.Therefore, An Ningyu can always see passion and vitality in Nalan Meng.

"Why did you bring me to a place where birds don't lay eggs?" Although a little dissatisfied, it was too cold, An Ningyu obediently came to the stove to light a fire. Experience, after a long time, the flame that had just ignited was extinguished, and I was embarrassed to tell Nalan Meng because of face.

Seeing that the sky was getting dark, Nalan Meng rolled up his sleeves and walked out of the kitchen. His snow-white face and hands were flushed from the cold. He found that An Ningyu was squatting on the ground and persistently blowing on the stove, but there was no fire in sight. , so he walked over and said, "You are really stupid, and it takes a long time to light a fire. It seems that you are not omnipotent."

Nalan Meng, who really couldn't see the past, broke off some relatively small firewood branches and piled up wood chips to ignite the flames, and then slowly put the relatively large pieces of wood on the fire to burn, and the completely burnt dry firewood gathered The fire illuminated the whole house, and An Ningyu warmed his hands up close to the fire. Seeing the white smoke drifting up the black chimney, and hearing the "crackling" sound of the firewood branches, he felt his heart tremble. We warmed up together.An Ningyu looked at Nalan Meng in disbelief.

"Don't stare at me. Without two brushes, Miss Ben dares to wander the rivers and lakes alone. A delicate and expensive master like you will starve to death without anyone helping you." Nalan Meng patted the sawdust on his hands, Stand up again.In fact, seeing An Ningyu's unbelievable expression, she felt a little bit dark inside, at least so far, there was finally one thing she could do better than her.

An Ningyu said stubbornly, "It's so great to know this, as long as you have money, you can find someone to do it at any time."

"Superficial." Nalan Meng gave An Ningyu a bad face, and then ordered, "If you still want to eat, go and set the table and chopsticks, we have other things to do for dinner."

"It's fine if you abduct me to this desolate place, but you still want me to eat the food you cook? It's better if you kill me directly, don't torture me like this." When An Ningyu stood up, he found that his legs were twitching. Numbness, caused by squatting for too long just now.But he still gritted his teeth and pretended to be calm, otherwise Nalan Meng would be laughed at again if he saw it.

"Don't worry, I didn't bring you here to kill you. Didn't I propose to take you away at the beginning? In fact, I found this place to be very quiet and beautiful in order to explore the escape route. Recently, you have not been in a good mood , looking like dying in the room, I want to say that you won't be attending the New Year's Eve at the Palace tonight anyway, why not spend it with me, don't waste such a beautiful night."

The sincere confession caught An Ningyu a little by surprise. She never thought that Nalan Meng would say such words. In the past, she had always been a carefree girl in her impression, but Jin was a little tactful and reserved, which made people unable to adapt.

Dinner is not enough to describe it as light. Boiled eggs are paired with a plate of boiled cabbage and two bowls of boiled white rice. An Ningyu just ate a mouthful of white rice and spit it out again, "It's so bitter, I know you can't believe it." Actually Nalan Meng also brought many other ingredients, but they were all overcooked, leaving eggs and cabbage to eat.

Nalan Meng also took a bite and found that he really couldn't eat it, so he handed the peeled egg to An Ningyu, "Don't eat, eat the egg."

"Just now you brazenly said that I would starve to death if I had no servants. I don't think you will be much better off there." Anning Yu took the egg and was about to put it in his mouth. Nalan Meng, who might be irritated, found that the egg in his mouth was crushed again. Brutely snatched away.

"Then don't eat it." Nalan Meng who snatched the egg glared at An Ningyu.

"Are you a robber? I haven't eaten for two days. I've been tossing for a long time just now. Now my legs are weak from hunger. It's cold and eaten here. Do you really want to kill me here? ?" An Ningyu pretended to be powerless and lay down on the table, looking at the egg in the opponent's hand with pitiful eyes.

"Now I know I was wrong, so why did you hide in the room before and didn't eat or drink? Sometimes you don't know how to cherish, and sometimes you regret it. You deserve it." It seems that Nalan Meng couldn't understand her being locked in the room all day long. She was dragged all the way to this place because she didn't step out of the inner gate.

In fact, both of them knew very well that if An Ningyu didn't want to come, even Nalan Meng would make unreasonable troubles and there was no way to get her here.In the past two days, An Ningyu thought a lot. Luo Yu's death had a subversive impact on her, especially what she said before the temporary meeting also made An Ningyu realize that there are more important things than hatred and the truth. In the past, she was too persistent. will be missed.

"Okay, I was wrong, can I return the egg?"

"So good." Nalan Meng happily handed the egg back.

Although the dinner was not rich, An Ningyu felt that it was a particularly delicious meal in history. In the past, even if the table was full of delicacies, it was as delicious as wax, but now there are enough eggs and vegetables.

After dinner, the two of them went outside the log cabin, followed by a bonfire next to it. Nalan Meng took out the fireworks that he had prepared before, and the bright sparks lit up the night. An Ningyu and Nalan Meng stood side by side admiring the snow. Although the firelight on the ground was not comparable to the large-scale and shocking scenes in the mansion in the past, it was still warm and satisfying.

After brewing for a long time, Nalan Meng looked at the fireworks in front of him and finally said, "An Ning language."

An Ningyu, who temporarily put aside all troubles, looked at the beautiful fireworks in front of him and responded, "Huh?"

"I really want to fall in love with you." There was no detour, and she directly stated her inner feelings. She was afraid of being rejected, so she dared not look directly into An Ningyu's eyes.

"Ah?" An Ningyu was taken aback, but didn't know how to react.

"I naively thought that as long as I buried this feeling in my heart, it would disappear forever, but I found out it was a self-deceiving lie. I like you, no matter in the past, present or future, this feeling will only get deeper and deeper." At this moment, Nalan Meng walked up to An Ningyu and held her hands, staring at her shining pupils, "I have been deliberately troubling you all this time, not because I hate you, but because I want you to care about me."

Maybe the news came too suddenly for An Ningyu to react in time, when she just took a step back to avoid it, Nalan Meng let go of her arms and hugged her waist, "An Ningyu, don't run away anymore, at least listen I finished speaking. In the past, I couldn't see my heart clearly, but I knew that you went to Beijing to propose marriage, and I followed you by a ghost, and I couldn't let you go. When I knew you were a woman, I thought I had a chance, but seeing your wedding date Nearly I found that I can no longer lie to myself, in the past I was too cowardly to miss you again and again."

After calming down, An Ningyu looked at Nalan Meng incredulously, "You know that I am a woman, why do you still want to be with me?"

"I just know I can't live without you."

"Don't be silly, what you like is An Ningyu, not the real me."

When An Ningyu had just finished speaking, Nalan Meng raised her head and held her breath to kiss the other party's lips. She closed her eyes tightly to feel the beauty of this moment. When Nalan Meng let go, she opened her eyes again and looked at him. Looking at An Ningyu in front of him, he said firmly, "I've always liked you, it's too tiring to cover up and I don't want to run away. The same goes for you, don't hide your heart together, okay?"

"but…"

"Don't rush to refuse, I know you can't forget Mo Ni and your life experience. But if you can't conclude that I am not your future, then please don't be so ruthless, at least give each other a chance, let me try to walk into your future heart."

"But the problem between us is not only about Mo Ni. What if you are wrong and I am not the person you are looking for? If I can't give you the love you want, I can't like you like you like me, there is no such thing Does it matter?" An Ningyu's identity meant that she would not fall in love at will, even for Mo Ni, she never knew whether she loved her, only knew that losing her would be sad, and seeing her would be happy.

It can't be said that An Ningyu is numb. It's just that her excessive self-protection blocked the ability to love, which made her unable to understand love like Ji Wu, Nalan Meng and even Brown.However, Luo Yu's death shook her heart, life is too short to stop timidly because of the consequences.

"There are too many things to consider, but we should not hesitate when love comes. What if you are a woman? What if you can't let others go now? Even if you will fall to pieces in the end, I am still willing at this moment Hug you with all my rights. Because I don't want to regret missing you in the future."

There is nothing wrong with An Ningyu not needing to hide in front of Nalan Meng. It can show the most real and relaxed side. It may have something to do with personality, or it may resonate with the reason why Nalan Meng knew everything about her. "Maybe you are right, we You can never predict the ending, you should cherish the present more.”

"Although I don't know what changed your mind, and I never thought that you would agree. But it seems that my decision is not wrong, and I won't make you regret choosing me." Nalan Meng jumped happily holding An Ningyu After a round of cheers, she regained her composure and tiptoed to An Ningyu's ear and whispered, "Kiss me."

Nalan Meng couldn't help worrying about An Ningyu who stood there hesitatingly, and hugged her tightly so that she wouldn't run away again.At this time, An Ningyu held Nalan Meng's cheek with both hands, kissed her forehead lightly, followed the tip of her nose and finally landed on her lips.

At the end when An Ningyu let go, Nalan Meng slowly opened his eyes and asked, "How do you feel?"

An Ningyu pursed her lips and smiled, showing a shy and cute expression, "Well, not bad."