light lemongrass

Chapter 130 Nightmare

Yun Xi felt that today was like a dream given to him by the fairy mother-in-law.After the stroke of twelve at midnight, the carriage turns back into a pumpkin again.He will become a lonely person again, guarding a person's memory and saying a person's 'good night'.

So he cherished every second more, and really wanted to fill his empty heart with one breath.As Ziyang ran here and there, he was very busy, and after running a lot of roads, he still complained that time passed too fast.Before going to the radio station, Yun Xi looked at the time, it was exactly twelve o'clock, did the magic disappear?The magic is gone, otherwise how could Chu Mu appear, come to the radio station in the name of visiting the class, the crown prince of the largest brokerage company in Asia caused a lot of trouble on the radio station.Ziyang also seemed happy with Chu Mu's sudden appearance.The corner of his mouth kept smiling, and he looked at Chu Mu from time to time.A tacit smile gave Yun Xi a bright red wound... He turned back into a pumpkin covered in mud, watching over his prince living in a resplendent palace.Rely on the tenderness in the memory to spend the next second of missing.

Once held in Ziyang's arms, cared for by him, and criticized by him with concern, thinking, thinking about those things will not feel sad.You can sit calmly among them and silently accept the dazzling tacit understanding.

When the host asked Ziyang about the car accident.Yun Xi no longer has the courage to sit down, she doesn't want to hear Zi Yang answer those untrue answers with a smile on her face, she doesn't want to hear Zi Yang say that she is fine, everything is fine, smooth and healthy.I don't want to hear... Yun Xi doesn't want to hear anything.Every time Ziyang uttered a word, the scar on his heart would be torn again. Finally, Yun Xi exited the recording room. He thought that no one would notice him, but he missed the glance in those silver eyes. Had a panic.

He sat in a place where he could just see Ziyang, he couldn't hear any sound through the glass window, looking at that smiling face, Yunxi thought it was very good.It's good to only hear my own heartbeat and only see Ziyang's smile.Taking a deep breath, the previous feeling of suffocation was not so serious, Yun Xi sat on the chair against the wall and lowered her eyes, looking at her hand that had been smeared with ointment... It was also on the same arm, and A long scar.In that car accident, this was the only and most serious injury he suffered. He thought it would be invalid, but he thought that it would be fine, at least he could share a little pain for Ziyang.As a result, it was all healed in less than a month, leaving only the scar that would not go away.The doctor said it would be fine, Xiao Chen also said it would fall off, time can heal all wounds.But this time he thought it was going to get better.It's like a chest wound that won't heal.

Therefore, Yunxi still wears long-sleeved shirts even though it is the season to wear short-sleeved shirts now.Covering the scar with thin clothes on my right hand, I can still feel the roughness different from the skin... Now it’s good. I was afraid of the dark, ghosts, and thunder, but now I’m still afraid of this scar. The most hopeless coward...

At this moment, the vibration of the mobile phone in her trousers bag made Yun Xi break away from her heavy thoughts, sniffled, and took out the mobile phone, thinking that someone would send a text message at this time.When I opened it, "My HERO" was displayed on the screen, and my heart skipped a beat. I held the phone tightly with both hands for fear of accidentally slipping it on the ground. Looking at the text message on it, my chest thumped wildly.

[Why are you so dazed by that one person?Why don't you come in? ]

kindness?How could Ziyang know?As soon as Yun Xi raised her head, she saw Zi Yang in the glass window looking at herself.Her cheeks flushed red, she quickly lowered her head and turned back to him,

[You finished recording? ]

It was sent back after a while...

[There is still a while... I ask you, why go out? ]

Yun Xi uses both left and right hands, never thought that there is only a piece of glass between Ziyang and Ziyang, and she would still use text messages to talk, let alone that Ziyang would notice her, press the button at the fastest speed, Afraid to make the other party wait for half a second, he thought such a plot would only happen in TV dramas.I looked at the time... I'm sure it's past twelve o'clock... Could it be the magic of Grandpa God now?

[It's a little stuffy, I'll come out to get some air.Hehe] At the end, I didn’t forget to say two modal particles, even though I couldn’t laugh at the moment.

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[[In this way, then you just sit there and don’t run around, you know?I'll be fine in a while. ] Looking at the words on the screen, although she didn't hear Zi Yang's voice, Yun Xi was moved to her heart.His nose was sore, tears had already flowed to his eyes, and he didn't dare to raise his head, fearing that the moment he saw Ziyang, he would not be able to control his lacrimal glands that had been flooding lately.

[OK. ……come on! ] According to the text messages that Ziyang sent him before, he would always add a cheer at the end.I also added a cheer at the end.After posting, Yunxi habitually bit her lower lip, took a deep breath, and drove all the sour things back into her stomach. When she raised her head again, Ziyang had already started his work again, except for those brief messages on the phone. Outside of the words, it was as if nothing had happened.It's just that those wounds and scars were anesthetized at the same time, so they didn't hurt so much anymore.

Some things are not always so easily forgotten

Some things are not so clearly remembered

When those things that you never forget are really forgotten

I can't remember anymore

How long after waking up from some midnight nightmare

Only then did I suddenly realize that those things were not forgotten

just not ready

After the midsummer comes, the rainy season night comes.It rained suddenly in the middle of the night.It made Yun Xi, who had always been a light sleeper, unable to fall asleep even more.Lying on the bed tossing and turning, running so much during the day, I thought I would just fall asleep, but I still had insomnia.Simply get up and go out to pour a glass of milk.

I am used to walking barefoot in the corridor at this time, the dim light illuminates the two walls much colder, Yun Xi walks to the stairs with her arms folded and stops, is it an illusion? ... He vaguely heard voices coming from Ziyang's room... He was stunned for a while, only the patter of rain could be heard but there was no sound.After thinking about it, I probably heard it wrong.So he was about to go downstairs, but just as he took a step, the sound mixed with the sound of rain hit his chest. ——turned around, full of curiosity and worry, and walked over there.

At this time, the sound inside seemed to be much louder, and Yun Xi's previous uncertainty finally had an answer.Taking a deep breath, holding on to the breath and not daring to let out a breath, she stretched out her hand to open the door, as if the darkness inside would swallow her with fear, Yun Xi didn't know where she had the courage to overcome this strong heartbeat. The moment after opening the door, the heartbeat became clearer...

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"Who!...Who are you!...Don't!..." This intermittent nightmare clearly came from the mouth of the sleeping person on the bed, the voice became more and more excited, accompanied by the hands waving in the air at the same time, which proved that the time was being captured Nightmare entangled.Yun Xi approached the bed, calling softly,

"Ziyang... Ziyang..."

The person on the bed seemed to have fallen into a nightmare and couldn't extricate himself, the bangs on his forehead were wet with sweat, his brows were painfully squeezed together, and he murmured, "...Don't go! Don't go!..."

"Ziyang..." This is the first time Yunxi has seen Ziyang who is so helpless, hearing him tell him not to leave over and over again, who is telling him not to go... His dream must have been very painful... His heart aches Wipe the sweat off his cheeks with his sleeve, hoping that he can come out of that horrible dream, he is so strong, how can he be tortured by this damn dream, calling him again, "Ziyang..."

As a result, the person on the bed suddenly became agitated, and the murmur just now turned into a crazy roar, "Don't touch me!..." With a vigorous wave of his arm, it just landed on Yunxi's cheek, and five finger prints immediately appeared on the left cheek , the pain made his ears buzzing, and the tears rolled in the corners of his eyes but refused to fall.The hand outstretched in mid-air trembled awkwardly and did not move for a long time... Then he heard the voice suppressed sobbing, which made him flustered,

"Who are you...who are you...what did I forget..."

It turned out that he was the one who tormented him just now, that dream deprived him of his memory and made him sleep uneasy, his face was hot and hot, Yun Xi's hand that stopped in mid-air still fell on the man's forehead, gently Caressing, comforting her child like a mother,

"It's okay...Ziyang...it's okay if you can't remember, it's really okay...you are fine now, even if you don't remember me, I will always be by your side...forever...so, don't be sad, don't be sad...I I don't want you to see the way you frown..." Unless you don't want me, if you don't want me, I will stay by your side...

As if hearing his words, Yun Xi felt that the hand she was holding was firmly holding him back, and the knuckles touched his bones with some pain. ... It doesn't matter, he knows that Ziyang is in more pain than he is in pain.It doesn't matter, as long as his Ziyang falls asleep peacefully, as long as he has a good dream is enough...

This sudden summer rain lasted all night...

In the early morning of the next day, a beam of sunlight hit his cheeks, and the warm touch pulled him back from his thoughts to reality, only to realize that his hands were exposed in the air.Subconsciously wanted to take back his hand, but when he moved his arm, he felt as heavy as he was holding a heavy weight. The oppressive feeling of being restrained made him frown, and he stretched up half of his body to look closer. Then he was startled again, his heart stopped beating this morning. for a few seconds—

The thing that binds him is a hand, a bony and slender hand, like a woman's hand, but not as soft as that, this hand is sandwiched between a woman and a man, pale, slender, with distinct bones, skin The blood veins underneath are clearly visible like a spread spider web.

He was sure that he had thought he would always love a woman with hands like that.I have always loved Yaqi.