light lemongrass

Chapter 131 Who Needs Who

Ziyang felt that he had stopped breathing in these few seconds, and even his bodily functions had ceased to function. He really couldn't think. In these few seconds, he was blank, except for the pale hand in his eyes...

His gaze gradually began to move, but when he loosened his fingers, he was still entangled by those slender fingers and refused to let go. How could they be so persistent, just like their master.This person shouldn't have appeared in his morning, shouldn't have curled up beside him, and shouldn't have held his hand... So many shouldn'ts, turned into questions and filled his brain.

Trying to recall what happened, he couldn't find any reason to explain it... He slept soundly like a child, and his tranquility was not affected in the slightest. The light green cartoon pajamas could not cover his emaciated butterfly bones, and his baby-like His sleeping position made him look so small, pitiful.The soft hair shivered slightly after being caressed by the wind, maybe it felt cool, and the body moved and curled up a little bit, even so, the hand still didn't intend to let go.

He decides to wake him up, not why, at least ask and drive him out of the field.This is only for him and Yaqi.Pushing that thin shoulder with a hand,

"Hey, get up."

"Hmm..." Awakened by the sound, the tired eyelashes trembled a few times helplessly, but still didn't want to open them.

Pushing again, this time he increased the strength in his hand, but the bound hand was stretched out weakly.

"Get up soon. Do you hear me?"

"En..." Haomeng's interrupted complaints were completely exposed in the corners of her eyes, she frowned innocently, pouted her lips, and muttered with a hint of coquettishness, "What's wrong..."

He was a little moved, but those questions prevented him from being moved. He had to be strict and cruelly disrupt his dream. The corners of his mouth moved without any expression.

"What's wrong with you, I really want to ask you what's wrong, you can see for yourself."

Slowly opened his eyes, rubbed his eyes habitually, blinked, and shadows gradually appeared in the out-of-focus pupils... A magnified face appeared in front of his eyes, the sharp and perfect facial features were pleasing to the eye, if Had it not been for hearing him talking to himself in a stern tone at the moment, it must have been an unbelievably beautiful morning.

"What's going on here?" This time, he firmly held that hand back, and brought it up to his eyes so that he could see it clearly. A questioning tone overwhelmingly pressed him, and he didn't even know himself. How scary.

"Ah!?" Shocked, Yun Xi hurriedly withdrew her hand but was firmly fixed by Zi Yang, her grievance hung on her cheeks, her cheeks were flushed, and she began to explain hesitantly, "That, last night... I saw you ...have a nightmare, just, just come in and have a look..."

...Ziyang thought back to last night, it turned out that he really had a nightmare, no wonder he felt so tired.He just couldn't remember what happened. There were too many heavy things in the dream. He thought he would be awakened by this nightmare, but he didn't expect to be discovered by him.Looking at him, the moment he opened his mouth was a persuasive questioning,

"So you came in without authorization, and then slept on my bed? Did you forget that I said that you are not allowed to enter my room??!!"

……

My heart was twitching, and it was about to split open, and the pain was in a mess.How could he forget that before meeting him, Ziyang loved Yaqi so deeply.He once told him that this room was a restricted area because of the memories between him and Yaqi.But it was Ziyang who brought him here, gave him new clothes, gave him a warm hug, and gave him a home.How could he forget... Han Yunxi, you are such a fool. "I'm sorry, I... I just want to comfort you, I really didn't mean it... I'm sorry, don't be angry, I'm leaving now." The clear black eyes were misty, and Yun Xi got up awkwardly as she said that. Forgetting that her hands were still bound, she fell back onto the bed as soon as she was pulled.Then this time, the other hand was also held and could not move.Hearing the disdainful ridicule overhead,

"Do you think I need your comfort?"

"But...but at that time, you looked very painful...I..."

"Shut up!"

"Ah!" Interrupted by the sudden scolding, Yunxi cried out instinctively, thinking that she was completely confused, the scene at that time flashed in his mind, and he misunderstood that he broke the glass bottle ...

Compared with being angry, Ziyang felt much more annoyed. He really thought he had to do something to him to be so scared. Did he remind him of any bad memories?Or has he ever been so angry with him before?Did those damned images keep reappearing in his little head like a movie, devouring his heart, making him terrified like a mouse on a mouse rack.Well, he admitted, he was doing it wrong.He was freaking him out, but he didn't mean to.He just instinctively defended the territory he was immersed in, but found that such a ridiculous defense had already been deceiving himself.

Let go of his hand, and red marks appeared on the white wrist immediately, and only then did I know how much effort I had used.Putting his hands on both sides of him to control him within the range of his arms, seeing him gradually curling himself up, his face buried in his hair, he could hardly see clearly, his hands were tightly curled up in front of his chest and pulled into small fists, he knew, He was hiding, weeping, and afraid... No one would be more afraid of him than him... Looking at him, he sighed.Ready to reach out to appease the frightened.I heard a series of suppressed coughing,

"...cough!...cough..." Ziyang patted his back with one hand to help him straighten out his breath, while saying something that seemed to be an apology but was not an apology.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, don't be afraid. Don't be afraid of me...

Of course, these insignificant words didn't help much, because the suppressed sobs made his shoulders tremble and his palms tingled.He just wanted to stop his trembling, stop those white joints, they were too hot to touch... His heart ached, like comforting a wounded pet, he reached out to caress his cheek, and brushed those scattered ear hairs to his ears Then the semi-delicate but wet face was revealed, which was a little unusually red... and a little swollen? ...

"What happened to your face?"

"...No, it's okay." He finally spoke, and in a sense, this mostly proved that the little thing had let go of half of its fear.It's just that this obvious lie still made Ziyang a little annoyed, he frowned, but he didn't attack him any more.

"How can it be okay, it's all swollen, tell me quickly, how did you do it."... I remember that when I came back yesterday, everything was fine.How come you wake up like this.It can't be that he fell it himself... Ziyang was curious and concerned.

"...Just, I accidentally dropped it..."

... Without saying a word, Ziyang caressed his slightly swollen cheeks. It didn't fall, it was obvious that he had been beaten, and there were faint finger prints on it. This idiot... Is he covering it up for him?And such a cover-up is clumsy no matter how it looks.

"I hit it? Didn't I?"

"no no."

"..." Sure enough... Ziyang was a little frustrated, he probably knew the reasons why he appeared in his room... He comforted him, comforted him, and then fell asleep on his bed when he was tired In the end, I was woken up by myself badly until now...

"Come on, let me see." He knew it was too late for comfort at this moment.But the hand still fell on his trembling shoulder...

"No, it's okay, it really doesn't matter... Sneeze!" A muffled sneeze made Ziyang suddenly realize that the regrets that had been latent for a long time came together with the pain and swept over his fingers, making them tremble helplessly like leaves in the wind , covering the smooth forehead, the unusual temperature accelerated his heartache, and also aggravated his tone, "You shouldn't sleep like this all night."

"..." Silence, default.Ziyang sighed helplessly.Grabbing his shoulders and lifting him up, the soft body let him manipulate without any resistance, let him lie down again, and then pulled the quilt to wrap him up, making sure that no wind could get in.Hastily wiped away the wet liquid from the corner of his eyes with his thumb, and said to him,

"Lie down, I'll get you medicine, you still have a fever."

"Huh? Fever?" Yun Xi rubbed her forehead blankly, wouldn't she?How could it be cool to have a fever?Later, I realized that my forehead was cold because my palms were too hot.Sure enough, as soon as the heart is broken, the body will collapse at the touch of a touch.

Ziyang was in a bad mood... Those red eyes looked at him like grapes, and he was ashamed that his trust without hesitation was exposed in the air. He was afraid of these eyes that were too clear. After him, there will still be such undisguised trust, and I really want to tell him, isn't it worth it?No matter how he treated him in the past, at least the current Mu Ziyang is not worth so much.

The moment he got up and left the room, he was a little uneasy, as if he would disappear if he left, he turned his head to confirm the figure huddled under the quilt.Moved his mouth, told him, but comforted himself,

"I'll be back soon."

"kindness."

He just wanted to hear his voice answering him, even the slightest confirmation of his presence.Ziyang went downstairs as fast as he could to get the medicine, as fast as he could...

Ziyang brought back not only antipyretics but also a boiled egg.After feeding him the medicine, he gently applied an egg on Yunxi's swollen cheeks, his movements were so gentle that the people on the bed were both surprised and delighted. Just now, this person was fierce to him, but now he treats him again He is so gentle.Asked him anxiously, but didn't know that his voice was already hoarse like a broken wind chime,

"Ziyang...you, are you not angry?"

"Do you want to see me angry?"

"No, it's not."

"...Is it cold?." Ziyang paused for a few seconds before opening his mouth.

"Yes, a little bit."

... There was another silence, and then Ziyang stopped what he was doing, turned over and climbed onto the bed, lifted the quilt to wrap himself in it, and as soon as he moved, he touched the emaciated body covered in bones, the cold touch still made him feel uncomfortable. He missed the warm him before, soft and warm like a fluffy doll.After being touched by himself again, he reacted immediately, stepped back to make a large space, was so surprised that he couldn't close his mouth from ear to ear, and stared blankly at him at a loss,

"Zi, Ziyang, you..."

Grabbing his arm to prevent him from retreating, he pulled him hard into his arms, and put his hands on his shoulders without much effort, but it was enough to keep him obediently immobile. Command words sounded,

"Don't move around, I'll throw you out if you move again."... There were threats in the order.

Only using intimidation to cover up his distress, Ziyang felt that it was necessary to be cruel to him, at least he didn't need to waste so much talk, as long as he was fierce, he would cringe and rely on him.In any case, at this time he wanted him to rely on him.

Leaning on the head of the bed, making him feel comfortable as a pillow, pulling the quilt to cover it up, wrapping him up like a rice dumpling before giving up.

"feelling better?"

I saw him nodding his head, his hair was itching against his chest, his weak voice was so weak that he could barely hear it, "...it's much better."

...It was a sunny day outside the window, so I called Xiao Chen to ask him to delay today's announcement, without telling him the reason.Ziyang felt that the shivering arm under the quilt gradually lost its vigilance and hung lightly on his waist. The body leaning against him seemed to be much warmer, at least it was no longer like the damn ice before.softly called his name,

"Han Yunxi? Yunxi?"

"..." There was no response, except for the slight rapid breathing.Appears to be asleep.Leaning on the bed, recalling the dream of last night.