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Chapter 115 There is a chapter I want to tell you

Playing cards, having sex, driving without a license, these seemingly absurd and impossible things happened to Shen Zhisen today, Shu Xiang followed him into his wedding room, it turned out to be a villa, and there is a spacious parking space in front of the house , Shu Xiang never lived in such a high-end house when he was with Shi Wei, and he stopped moving for a while.

It was Shen Zhisen who patted him on the shoulder, "Come in."

"You were so rich just after you got married?"

"Bought it on a loan." Shen Zhisen took Shu Xiang through the small garden with complex terrain, and stood in front of the door to enter the fingerprint lock, "At that time, my career was not good, but Sisi's family was in good condition. I don't want her to follow me as soon as she gets married. Wronged."

Shu Xiang said "oh", and with Shen Zhisen's current family property, it is estimated that the loan has already been paid off.But even if Shen Zhisen already had a little money a few years ago, this house should be a huge burden for him. It is admirable to love his wife so much.

Shen Zhisen is like this, he never minds being harsh on himself for the people he cares about.Shu Xiang knew that this had nothing to do with him. Although he was one of the people Shen Zhisen cared about, he had never enjoyed such an honor. Although he had already warned himself not to think about it in his heart, the heavy feeling was real. , I don’t know whether this trip out of curiosity is right or wrong.

There should be no people living in this villa, and the buckets on the water dispenser are also in an idle state, but the windows inside the house are clean and spotless. Shen Zhisen arranged for Shu Xiang to sit on the sofa, and found out a kettle for him. Shu Xiang boiled water, Shu Xiang said that he was not thirsty, so Shen Zhisen didn't have to work.

Of course, Shen Zhisen didn't listen to him. He thought that Shu Xiang needed to replenish water, so Shu Xiang seemed to have to drink it. Soon, a cup of boiling hot water was delivered to Shu Xiang. Just as Shu Xiang was about to pick it up, Shen Zhisen asked him again. Be careful.

So Shu Xiang put his hand back again, he looked at everything in the house coldly, and was finally attracted by the wedding photos on the background wall of the TV. Unexpectedly, Shen Zhisen also had the cliche hobby of hanging wedding photos in the living room.

Although she is indeed a handsome man and a beautiful woman, it can be called the icing on the cake, Shu Xiang looked away, "This room is so clean."

"I will find someone to clean it on a regular basis." Shen Zhisen said: "Occasionally, I will live here when there are entertainments nearby."

Shu Xiang nodded, the arrogance he had just had on the main road has been completely extinguished, he is now setting foot in someone else's territory, although the hostess is not there, but everything that has been carefully organized here is clearly a remembrance, Shu Xiang thinks that he is Don't get close to strangers, you should say goodbye in advance.

It can be regarded as having visited, fulfilling his curiosity many years ago, and he no longer needs to humiliate himself to visit other rooms. Shu Xiang stared at the steaming water glass, stood up, "I I'm going home."

"No."

Shu Xiang raised her eyebrows in surprise.

He thought that Shen Zhisen would find an excuse, such as it was too late, and that it was not easy to take a taxi at the gate of his neighborhood, but Shen Zhisen just told him, "Xiao Xiang, I won't eat you here, so I will rest here tonight. "

But Shu Xiang really hates this place.

Shen Zhisen said again: "You don't like to stay in the living room, let's go to the second floor, there are clean guest rooms on the second floor."

"Why do you have to keep me?"

"I have something to tell you."

Under the simple confrontation, Shu Xiang still followed Shen Zhisen upstairs, the room was opposite to their master bedroom, Shu Xiang immediately asked, "Are there any other rooms?"

Shen Zhisen wanted to take him to the third floor, but the bed still needed to be remade, Shu Xiang said forget it, and told him to speak quickly.

There is still their wedding photo on the desk in the second bedroom, Shu Xiang picked it up and looked at it, "You must miss her often, right?"

Shen Zhisen took the photo in his hand and put it back, "Xiao Xiang, don't you really understand?"

"Sorry." Shu Xiang said, "I don't understand, listening to you is more difficult than constipation."

Shen Zhisen sighed, took out a stool and sat opposite Shu Xiang, "Xiao Xiang, what do you think if I say I want to pursue you?"

Shu Xiang's scalp tingled for a while, what is this, a long overdue confession?Shu Xiang regained her composure, her eye sockets swelled, almost nervous, "Why do you pursue me? Do you love me? Who do you love more than me or your wife?"

Shen Zhisen didn't answer for a while, Shu Xiang sneered, how could Shen Zhisen say that he loves him, after so many years, he still has to humiliate himself, it's so boring.

So Shu Xiang kicked off her shoes and got on the bed, wrapped herself in a quilt, "Shen Zhisen, you know what I want. I want you to love me with all your heart. You couldn't give it to me before, and you can't give it to me now. Don't take advantage of me just because it's new for a while, you know I have no self-control, and I don't want us to go further and further apart."

After waiting for a long time, Shen Zhisen did not speak, Shu Xiang guessed that Shen Zhisen would not sleep beside him in this house, but Shen Zhisen did not leave either, he seemed to be afraid that Shu Xiang would suffocate himself, so he pulled down his quilt pull.

"Back then you fought with Zhu Tianxing and broke his ribs." Shen Zhisen suddenly began to speak, "I didn't say anything on the surface at the time, but I was actually very scared, afraid that you would do something more impulsive because of me in the future. My life was also lost, and it was from that time that I felt that I could no longer bring you by my side, saying it was for your own good, but it was actually selfish, I think we all need a relatively normal life trajectory."

"At that time, the school wanted to expel you. I knew you didn't want to study, but I also knew that it was not easy for you to be admitted to J University. At that time, I only had one thought, that is, no matter what, you should not be expelled."

Shu Xiang sniffed, he originally went to university for Shen Zhisen, even if he really didn't finish it, he wouldn't have the slightest regret, Shen Zhisen always worked blindly in this kind of place that he didn't like.

"I searched for some people, but it was useless. After all, Zhu Tianxing's family background is there." Shen Zhisen couldn't hear any emotion from his tone, "Actually, I almost gave up at that time, and I was still thinking about it for you." Think about the way out in the future, such as asking you to re-enter a university majoring in fine arts, if you don’t want to use my money, I’ll lend it to you first.”

"Then one day I found out that Sisi was sick in the group of high school classmates." Shen Zhisen paused, and Shu Xiang also turned over following his pause, Shen Zhisen's hand was still holding Shu Xiang's quilt, I had a good relationship with Sisi when I was in high school, so I went back to see her, she was in good condition at that time, we chatted for a while, she saw that I was in a bad mood, so she asked me what was wrong, I told her about my anxiety."

"Unexpectedly, Sisi helped me a lot." Shen Zhisen said flatly, "Keeping your student status is just a matter of a word from her relatives."

Shu Xiang sat up from the bed, frowned and looked at Shen Zhisen, but Shen Zhisen leaned back on the back of the chair and lowered his head, "I resigned after I kept your student status, I had a lot of time at that time, Sisi just happened to It was also during that time that I had my first operation, the first operation was successful, and it was also out of gratitude, I often went to see her, and she confessed to me after she was discharged from the hospital, saying that she has always liked me since high school."

"Later we got together, and I told her my concerns before we got together, because I wasn't sure how grateful I was for her feelings, including you, you for my sick Pursuit, and I have no way to let you go, I told her all about it, and she said she doesn't mind, as long as I can treat her wholeheartedly after marriage."

"So you deleted all my contact information, and even changed your fucking phone number, so that I can never find you?" Shu Xiang suddenly became excited, shaking uncontrollably all over.

Shen Zhisen didn't speak any more, but just looked at Shu Xiang with a very sad expression, in fact Shu Xiang still didn't finish his sentence, he wanted to say that Shen Zhisen almost killed him at that time, he didn't eat for a whole week, In the end, I was resisted by my roommate and went to the hospital to go to the emergency department.

"If your wife was still here, you wouldn't say such nonsense that you want to pursue me!" Shu Xiang half-kneeled, the bulging veins on her neck were about to burst, "I will never be your number one Choice, I don't care about shitty school status at all, I only know that you choose your wife, choose your parents!" Shu Xiang wiped away his tears viciously, his emotions accumulated here, so many years, surging It was out of control, and finally turned into suppressed sobs, "You let me accept you now, how can I accept you?"

Chunqi is another very difficult chapter to write, and you can criticize freely. Although I will be with one of them in the end, each protagonist is the same in my heart, and they are not perfect.