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Chapter 116 I'm a Rotten Person

Shen Zhisen didn't refute, because what Shu Xiang said was right, the word "love" was too heavy, he never said it to anyone, even when he swore the marriage oath with Sisi, he knew that he liked it , likes to stay with Sisi and do his duty as a husband, but he also knows that liking is probably not love.

He didn't get married because he wanted to keep his perfect life, but he occasionally thought that people's self-control is really limited.

"Xiao Xiang, I'm a rotten person."

Shu Xiang stopped sobbing, and raised his face covered with tears, Shen Zhisen seemed to want to wipe his tears away, but he raised his hand halfway and then put it back, "Outsiders think I am a good husband, I take good care of my wife until she At the last moment of leaving, I actually knew that I was not, for example, if I couldn't see you, I would lose control if I saw you."

"Blow your nose." Shen Zhisen took a few sheets and handed them to Shu Xiang, "I have been deceiving myself that my feelings for you are very normal, just like Li Qingsong's feelings for you. Crazy, and then I classified you as my family, but the possessiveness was slightly stronger."

"But in fact, I can't see other people kissing you. When you were 15 years old and kissed a boy, I smashed it. My first reaction was actually to beat that boy to death."

"I spent many years unwilling to think about it clearly. You and Jiang Zhun fought, and I imprisoned you in my house in a grandiose way. I said it was for your recovery, but it was actually just for my selfishness. You naked from When I came out of the bathroom, there were Jiang Zhun's bite marks on my body, I have forgotten what I told you at that time, I just remember that I wanted to press you on the sofa and fuck you hard."

Shu Xiang looked at him with wide eyes in disbelief.

"Xiao Xiang, I'm just so cowardly, selfish, and like to cover up, just like when I got angry at you when you were wearing a skirt when someone broke it when you were young, I'm a person who only wants to bury my dirty thoughts in my heart."

"The only thing I can guarantee is that the body will not cheat, but now that I think about it, the spirit has probably been cheating all the time, and it was too late to realize that I have an undercurrent of desire for you. At that time, Sisi's body was also It's completely impossible, I can't be honest with a terminal cancer patient, so I owe Sisi something."

"If you ask me if I love you or not..." Shen Zhisen laughed self-deprecatingly, "When you pushed you away, I also hurt. I think I love you very much."

It was he who messed up everything, Shen Zhisen thought numbly, got up and took the waste paper from Shu Xiang, Shu Xiang was already stunned, Shen Zhisen planned to leave the room.

"Shen Zhisen!" Shu Xiang stopped him from behind.

Shen Zhisen stopped in his tracks.

"The most ridiculous thing about you is that you think you are right, you know that?"

I know, so he didn't say these things to make Shu Xiang accept him immediately.

"I know better than you whether you are a bad person or not."

"Don't fucking put shit on yourself." Shu Xiang said again: "Get lost."

Shu Xiang couldn't sleep at all in this house, and barely survived until eight o'clock. When the winter sky just dawned, he got up and planned to go back.

When I came out of the bedroom, I found that the lights were on downstairs. It was Shen Zhisen sitting in the living room reading a book. Seeing him coming out, he smiled. The thick dark circles revealed that this person hadn't closed his eyes all night. Shen Zhisen pointed to the table, and he had already bought it. Come back for breakfast, "Come and eat."

Some porridge and side dishes, without the Xiaolongbao that Shu Xiang didn't want to see, Shu Xiang sat down at the table, he didn't look at Shen Zhisen, and poured the porridge into his mouth with a sullen head.

"Xiaoxiang..."

"Shut up, I don't like to chew slowly."

But Shen Zhisen still wanted to say: "Eat slowly, and don't rush back to work."

"Hurriedly go back to catch up on sleep."

Shu Xiang yawned while talking, in the final analysis, Shen Zhisen has only kindness and no hatred for him, if he can face it easily, don't write these love entanglements on his face.

After finishing the porridge, Shu Xiang was about to leave, and Shen Zhisen insisted on seeing him off, but Shu Xiang disagreed, but Shu Xiang had always been unable to persuade him, and finally got into his car.

The feeling was completely different from last night, Shu Xiang was almost sitting upright, Shen Zhisen smiled again, "Xiao Xiang, I didn't force you to promise me anything, you don't have to be nervous."

"Who the hell is nervous." Shu Xiang immediately spread herself into a ball of soft mud.

Shen Zhisen casually chatted about the weather and news, and also talked about their old friend who had been divorced twice before. Shu Xiang listened drowsily, but the phrase "I should love you very much" was still in his mind.

When he arrived at his community, the parking spaces at the entrance were already taken up, Shu Xiang wanted him to go back quickly, but he chose to go to a farther place to find a parking space, Shu Xiang didn't wait for him, and went home first.

As soon as he entered the door, he found Jiang Zhun sitting on the sofa in his house.

There was a broken teacup beside him, and the words "Misfortunes never come singly" popped up in Shu Xiang's mind inexplicably. He didn't care about dealing with Jiang Zhun, and hurried to the bedroom to find his immortal father.

His father was playing online mahjong in the house, and there didn't seem to be any traces of fighting, Shu Xiang heaved a sigh of relief, "What's the matter with the cup?"

"Hurry up and drive that madman away..."

Shu Xiang didn't finish listening, and locked his father inside the house with a "bang", then took out a broom to clean up the remnants, and then looked at Jiang Zhun, who was full of sorrow, "Aren't you going to work today?"

"Didn't you ask me to come over for dinner on Saturday and Sunday?"

"Oh." Shu Xiang doesn't go to work, and often can't remember the date. His only sense now is the drowsiness after the shock, so he said: "I'll go to rest for a while, and wait until noon to get up to cook, okay?" ?”

"Where were you last night?"

"Clubhouse."

Jiang Zhun pursed his lips, "With whom? Why are the phones turned off?"

I knew I would ask this question, of course it will shut down if the battery is out, Shu Xiang went out with Shen Zhisen last night, Shu Xiang didn't believe that his father would provoke Jiang Zhun with this matter.

I don't know if Shen Zhisen will come to his house or not. If he hasn't come for so long, he probably won't come. Shu Xiang said honestly, "He Faxiao, and Shen Zhisen."

"Played all night?"

"Play mahjong, take a bath, and massage." Shu Xiang said mechanically, "Later, I went to Shen Zhisen's house to spend the night."

Jiang Zhun stood up suddenly, Shu Xiang didn't move, and he was aggrieved, because he didn't know what he did wrong, Jiang Zhun is a fragile individual who can't be stimulated, but if he continues like this, he will go crazy .

In fact, Jiang Zhun came here because of Shu Xiang's plagiarism. Because of this matter, he even wanted to ask his cousin Shi Wei, but now it seems that Shu Xiang doesn't care. Not only did he not care, but he was also in the mood to go out, which was a coincidence, and this kind of thing happened to make him bump into it.

"I didn't do it, but I said it." Shu Xiang knew what Jiang Zhun wanted to ask, and he said it in a straightforward manner, "Is there anything else you want to ask?"

The shoulder was pushed hard. In Jiang Zhun's eyes, Shu Xiang was a numb and dissolute face. Shu Xiang staggered backwards and supported the corner of the table. It was really meaningless to repeat the same mistakes. He was trying his best to endure, but Now it seems that he really can't save Jiang Zhun.