The Queen's Secret

Chapter 109) I don't love you anymore

"Yun'er is afraid of water. She has been afraid of water since she was a child. She dared not go near the river or the sea, but that woman insisted that she go to the river... There is no monitoring by the river, and no one knows what they said or did. But that day, Yun'er drowned and died, what kind of shit! They didn't care about my daughter's life at all, even I was not by her side, I didn't even send anyone to protect her, guard her, I Just lost her..."

In the huge room, there was the occasional sound of wind blowing through the curtains, mixed with the cry of the arrogant Su Baihu.The entire Su family was enveloped in sadness.Liao Xuerou didn't speak, she didn't say a word, and she didn't cry.Because she felt that she was suddenly not herself.

"So, I have always been in love with my mother-killing enemy. My husband is my biological brother... Hahahaha..." She laughed, sternly, heartily, unknowingly I was overwhelmed, "I thought, I thought it was her who gave me warmth, I thought... I even wished I could take out my heart and give it to her..."

She hugged her head fiercely, hot tears flowed out mixed with a sad smile: "You killed my mother, Bai..."

"Lin'er. Listen to me..." Su Baihu tried to break away her hand that was holding her head tightly, but after breaking it away, what she saw was a face covered with tears.

"Grandpa, why didn't you stop me...why did you make me fall in love with the woman who killed my mother..."

"Lin'er. Do you think grandpa doesn't want to avenge your mother? At that time, when I knew that she was the one who killed Yun'er, I wished, wished... But at that time, our family was in trouble, and grandpa really couldn't scare the snake away. , with a cavity of hatred, I endured it for more than ten years. When I can finally avenge my daughter." Su Baihu shook his head lightly, caressing Xuerou's face, "My granddaughter, unexpectedly She married into the Chu family and became her daughter-in-law...How can I avenge this hatred, my child..."

"At the beginning, I didn't know that you fell in love with that woman. I thought you liked her son. It wasn't until later that you went to Paris with her and Xie Er met you. I didn't know that you were not only her son. My daughter-in-law, you still love her... I know this revenge can't be done, I blindly took her life, Lin'er, I know you will go crazy. I don't want to tell you the truth, I don't want these ugly truths to make you My granddaughter has become even more unhappy, I have already lost my daughter, and I can no longer lose you, Liner... If you don't ask me today, I have never planned to tell you these things in my life..."

He looked at her, afraid that she would be sad, afraid that she would be sad, afraid that she would do something stupid.But how could she not be sad, not just sad.

"It turned out that it was because of this..."

She followed her to Fengwu Lane. She looked at her award certificate and asked her who Liao Sulin was. She hugged her and said, sorry, she told her that she will be her daughter from now on.

She used to be very opposed to her marriage with A Yan, and even resented hearing the word "marriage".

She always showed pity for her unconsciously, but this kind of pity often made her feel that it was because of guilt.

She said that she had a grandfather and relatives, but she was not happy for her, but stopped her in every possible way, preventing her from visiting relatives.

It turned out that it was because she already knew it.Liao Xuerou is Su Yun's daughter, the poor woman who died because of her, Su Yun's daughter.

"Obviously I knew, I knew that Ayan was related to me by blood, but in order to take into account my son's feelings, in the end, I was allowed to marry my own younger brother. I gave her all my love. I used to think that she was my mother. After I went to heaven, I sent an angel to replace my mother to protect me, but the reason why I have not received maternal love for more than ten years is precisely because of this, the woman I have loved for more than ten years." She no longer cried or wailed , not noisy, with light eyebrows and eyes, as if she was talking about a very ordinary thing, she finished these words that made her almost desperate in the calmest tone.

"I never thought it would be like this." She took a light breath, exhausted all her strength, and smiled at Grandpa, "Grandpa, I'm a little tired. I'm going back to my room first."

"Lin'er." He stopped her, but she didn't turn her head, she just settled down, "If you feel uncomfortable, just cry, cry hard. After crying, you are still the second young lady of the Su family."

"Grandpa." She held back the tears choked in her throat, and tried her best to make her tone calm and cheerful, "I'm fine, really."

If she's really okay, that's fine.If it's okay, you don't have to hold back the pain in your heart and pretend to be calm.If it's okay, you don't have to cover your mouth and cry when you close the bedroom door.If it's okay, if she never met Bai, never fell in love with Bai.But for some reason, even now, she still doesn't regret that she met her in Fengwu Lane 12 years ago.

She took off the button necklace she had been wearing around her neck.She remembered what Xiao Jia said, and Xiao Jia said that this is the button closest to the heart.She has always regarded this small button as a treasure, and she is not rare for so many precious necklaces, she only wants this one.When she was hospitalized, the button was thrown into the water, and she wanted to find it no matter what, she dragged the sick body into the water, because it was her most precious thing.

She knew that Bai had never put her in the most important position in his heart.But every time she just thinks of this button, she can foolishly comfort herself that Bai has her in her heart.She can feel better.

Holding the button tightly, she suddenly got up and walked to the window: "From now on, I will no longer love you!"

He waved his hand fiercely, and the buttons were no longer to be seen.From now on, I don't love you anymore.

That day, she still locked herself in the room and lay on the bed with her eyes open.Su Mali didn't knock on the door, Su Yuheng didn't knock on the door, neither did anyone.Because they all knew that she must be very tired.