The Queen's Secret

Chapter 110) Brother's Comfort

In the early morning of the next day, Su Baihu opened the door and saw Liao Xuerou standing outside the door, standing upright, with a haggard face, as pale as a piece of paper.For a moment, he couldn't say a word.Looking at such a haggard granddaughter, it's too late just to feel distressed.

"I have something to say to you, but you had already rested when I came yesterday, so..."

"Why don't you go back to sleep first..."

"Because." Her voice was not loud, just enough for two people to hear, she was really tired, "I want to come and tell you right away."

"Come in." He put his arms around her shoulders, and sat together on the leather sofa in Su Baihu's bedroom, "What do you want to say?"

She didn't know where to look, she kept frowning and looked around, she obviously had a lot to say, but every sentence was so hard for her to say.

"Grandpa, I think, I think there must be a mistake." She held Su Baihu's hand, her eyes seemed to be shining with crystal pearls, her voice trembled with excitement, "It can't be her, it can't be Hers. It must not be her, really. Let's, let's check again, okay, I'll help you check..."

He just looked at her deeply like that, his brown pupils were filled with sadness, he didn't know how to comfort this girl whose heart was broken into shards of glass.

"Grandpa, please speak, are you good?" She was calm and composed, but since she uttered the first sentence, she couldn't control her red eyes again, she shook Su Baihu's hand, Longing for his response, longing to hear him say that we will investigate again, until the tears drip down her cheeks and onto the back of his hand, "She is the best woman I have ever seen... Before I lost hope of life She was the one who made me feel the warmth of the world, no... Bai she won't..."

"Lin'er. Listen to me." He wiped the tears on her face distressedly, and said to her, "I know you feel uncomfortable, but you are not a child anymore. Many things are not because you don't admit it , it doesn’t exist. I won’t force you to make any changes, and I don’t want you to suddenly hate someone you love. But you should, you should not put yourself in such a mess.”

"I know, I know..." She trembled a little, tears rolling down one by one, "But." But, I really miss her.

But she could never love her again for the rest of her life.

Ever since she knew the truth, she has been hypnotizing herself, telling herself that it's not true, it's a mistake.But, just like what grandpa said, even if she doesn't believe it, the facts are there.It's not that she doesn't believe her. From the first day she married into the Chu family, she gave her all the trust, but she let her down time and time again, and finally made her despair.She can't live in the illusion all her life.

Even if grandpa doesn't force her, can she forget, a woman who hurt her body to pieces, a woman who made her lose her mother.Everyone in the Su family was looking at her, and her mother was also looking at her from the sky.

When Su Yuheng saw her again, it was already early morning, everyone in the Su family had fallen asleep, but she was in front of the grass next to the swimming pool.

"Lin'er, what are you looking for?"

She raised her head suddenly as if frightened, and looked at her brother standing behind her: "No, it's nothing."

He squatted beside her and touched her head: "Brother will accompany you to look for it."

"You said, you obviously lost the things yourself, but after you lost them, you wanted to get them back again. Don't you have any ambitions?" She lowered her head, a little disappointed.

"Lin'er, if you can't let it go, it's pointless to throw things to the ends of the earth." Su Yuheng helped her up, took off his coat and put it on her body, "The memory of a fish is only seven seconds. But for us humans, once some memories exist, they will live forever.”

He spread out his palm, and by the faint light beside her, she saw her buttons: "I saw this by accident when the servants were cleaning. Originally, a button was nothing special, but it was tied with a red string. I thought, it must be very cute." Precious." He helped her put it on again, and then gently combed her hair, "In the future, don't throw it away again."

"Brother..." This was the first time she called her brother.Since she came to this house, except for her grandfather, no one has made her feel that they are her blood, they and her are just blood.No one cares about her and no one loves her.But today, when she was the loneliest and most helpless, when she was extremely desperate for herself, Su Yuheng gave her warmth, touched the lost button, her nose was sore, "I am a poor daughter."

"I have never met my aunt, but in my impression, looking at the photos of my aunt and listening to grandma's stories about my aunt, I feel that my aunt is a woman who is more gentle and delicate than water." He has a very tall figure , under the lights in the middle of the night, there was a kind of proud domineering, "Everyone knows that I, Su Yuheng, am a person who will do anything for the sake of the family, but I also have weaknesses. Liner, you can come back. I am really special Happy."

"You must think that I am not like a member of the Su family. I am indecisive and affectionate. I can't even avenge my mother."

"That's why I always want to protect you." He said firmly and decisively, "You are different from Marie, she is a strong girl who doesn't need others to worry about anything. So, I often don't know what to do. How to care about her, how to love her. Lin'er, in fact, I wish you could stay simple, hatred will blind a person's eyes, and make her no longer pure and happy. "

"I've never been happy. I haven't been really happy since I lost my mom."

"Hatred will make you more unhappy."

"Is my brother trying to persuade me to let go of my hatred?"

He sighed deeply: "Auntie, I'm not here anymore. I, Su Yuheng, am a jealous person. If that person wasn't Bai Qingwan, I would have killed her thousands of times. People who have come back with great difficulty will be sad."

"Thank you, brother."

"Lin'er." He gently stroked her face, his eyes were gentle and delicate, "Let's forget about those unpleasant things, if we can't forget them, we'll hide them. Don't think about it again, don't go Touch. As long as you promise me, cheer up. We are a family together and live a good life. Okay."

"Brother." She held his hand caressing her cheek and smiled heartily, "I will cheer up." But I can't promise you, because I can't forget.I'll cheer myself up, but I can't be with you guys and have a good time.Because, I want to go back to her.I want her to know that I don't love her anymore and I hate her.