this life is waiting

Chapter 44

I can't predict how much time it has gone, but what is certain is that I am not sleepy at all.

After the lengthy kiss, I lay softly on He Cheng's shoulder, playing with her hair once and for all, for some reason, maybe because of my emotions, I started crying again, silently.

She probably felt the wetness on her shoulders, and after I took a deep breath, she held my shoulders and pulled me away from her arms.

She looked at me helplessly: "Why are you crying again?"

After she finished speaking, she raised her hand, and when I thought she was going to wipe my tears for me, she just poked my dimple.

I let out a few whimpers from my throat, lowered my chin and looked up at her.I don’t know if my face is ugly or not. In the past, I practiced smiling in front of the mirror all afternoon in order to take a one-inch photo. After finally practicing a satisfactory smile without a mirror, Feng Jiang teased me when I took the photo. In an instant, the stupid Zhou Xiaoyi was still in the photo.

I licked my lips to look at her, held my mouth to hold back my crying, and asked, "Am I ugly?"

She poked my dimple again and said with a smile, "No."

Whether it is comfort or fact, I will not accept this.

I felt wet eyelashes, and suddenly honey liked this feeling, so I held her hand and took her index finger to brush my eyelashes twice.

"Look." I put her index finger in front of her eyes: "It's wet."

He Cheng laughed out loud, "What are you thinking?"

I don't know what I was thinking. When I was lying on her back just now, I looked at the story between He Cheng and me from the perspective of God, and thought how could she be so good, and I was still thinking about the role she played. So he was tortured to death by her.

A person can love another person so humblely, because he is afraid of losing, he dare not be jealous and dare not bother, you say abuse or not, torture to death.

And this kind of story happened to me, and this person turned out to be He Cheng from our family, I wondered if I could stop crying.

After crying, I felt quite crazy, and I was so immersed in my own story that I couldn't help crying...

"I didn't think about it." I smiled at her: "I can't control myself tonight."

She sighed, reached out and swept my eyelashes on the other side, and then tapped on the tip of my nose, which was cold and cold.

"Stop crying?" she asked.

I nodded: "Stop crying."

If I continue to cry, I may have to cry hard for a whole spring.

I sniffed, intending to reach down and poke her thigh, but the scary thing was that we were too close, so it looked like I was molesting her, so I turned my finger in mid-air and poked myself on the thigh.

I asked, "Are your legs numb? I've been sitting for so long."

She said, "I don't feel it."

I laughed: "Is it so numb that I can't feel it, or I can't feel it while sitting."

She tilted her head and smiled: "If I say it's because of numbness, will you be angry and feel that I mean you are heavy?"

I snorted: "Am I so easy to get angry?"

She didn't think about it: "Yes."

Ok.

ok ok.

I see.

If it wasn't because of my anger, how could there be such a mournful feeling tonight.

But since this is a night full of love, if you don’t do anything else, you will waste most of the night blowing the cold wind below, so I raised my head to give her a chin, poked her shoulder three times, and said: "I'm angry, you better hurry up and act like a baby."

After saying this, I actually began to look forward to He Cheng, a girl who is two years younger than me. It's been a long time, and I haven't seen her acting like a baby.

Probably because the expectations in my eyes were too high, I stared at her blankly, and after thinking for three seconds, she laughed.

She put her hands on my waist in a low voice and said, "I won't." Then she pushed me hard and brought me towards her, because I couldn't hold on to the trend, and put my arms on her shoulders, getting closer .

The distance between the eyes is less than ten centimeters, let alone the lips.

I heard her whisper, "Teach me."

Obviously she was talking to me, but she seemed to be able to feel the wind she spit out because of her words, which gently sprinkled in my ears.

I swallowed, looked at the tip of her nose, then at her lips, and followed her words: "How to teach?"

She frowned: "What do you say like a baby?"

I blurted out: "Whoop."

It felt wrong after I finished speaking.

Routine!It's all a trick!Spicy chicken!Zhou Xiaoyi spicy chicken!

I pressed her shoulders and pushed her away, seeing her deeper and deeper smile was even more frantic, I pinched her chin angrily, and said anxiously: "No, you have to listen to me too." Hurry up and say blah blah!"

She had a perfunctory look on her face: "Ehhhhhhhh."

ah!cheating!

I snorted heavily at her, walked away from her lap, sat beside her, and hugged myself distressedly, while she smiled unrepentantly beside me.

Smile laugh!what's so funny!

I turned my head and glared at her, which made me aim at her knee by the way, so I reached out and touched it, and sure enough, I found dry dirt on it.

I patted my legs a few times in a bad tone, then pointed to hers: "Put it up!"

She moved her body while laughing and put her legs on mine. After I glared at her again, I looked down at the knee of her trousers carefully.

"It's so dirty." I patted it a few times and touched it a few more times: "Why are you kneeling on the ground properly?"

She propped her head against the chair, her hair was draped softly on her arms, and explained: "That way I can see your expression." After she finished speaking, she suddenly leaned over, tilted her head and kissed my ear softly, He raised his voice a little and said, "Thank you senior sister, senior sister is so good."

I didn't expect her to be this kind of He Cheng, and I thought it was a bit cute.

Fortunately, it hasn't rained in the past few days. She is still wearing dark pants, which are more or less dusty. After taking a few shots, I stood up and let her see my butt by the way. She said it was not dirty, and I also Take it easy.

As a result, our style of painting changed, and we began to discuss which brand of laundry detergent is easy to use. After ten minutes of heated discussions, because of the sudden sound of insects in the grass, we both came to our senses. At this time, we discussed such trivial matters in life , It's really wasteful, it's better to fight a field battle.

I don't know what she thinks, I don't want to go back in my heart, although the topic has made me feel a little sleepy, but the desire to chat with her here for a long time is more than anything else, it doesn't matter if you don't talk, as long as she is by your side.

So I found a doubt in what I said just now, and asked her: "Why do you know what brand of laundry detergent I use?"

She smiled at me: "Occasionally when you are doing laundry, I listen next door." She put my hand in hers and wrapped it around: "Listen to you humming, chatting with Yuyu, and listening to your phone calls." .”

I looked at her with disgust, and clicked twice: "It seems that you love me very much."

She did not hesitate: "I am."

Ok.

ok ok.

The thoughts hidden in my heart are exposed to the outside one day, and they will always get out of control. She hid it so well before, and I can't see any flaws. It turns out that all this has been beautiful from the beginning. We like each other and suspect each other , We dare not step forward and dare not act.

It wasn't until she was exposed that she realized that she had the same thoughts, so she burst out all the emotions that had accumulated for a long time.

Having said so much, I just want to express that I love her very much too.

Ah, I hope tomorrow when my head is clear, I don't feel tired and crooked.

I really wanted her to go back to sleep, but after all, I was selfishly reluctant to let her go, and she didn't express any sleepiness or dismissal to me. I leaned on her shoulder, and after a few minutes of silence, I felt that if I didn't say anything, it was very possible Going to sleep.

So I found a topic and asked her: "Have you seen my mobile phone screen saver?"

She nodded: "After the senior sister said it last time, I took a sneak peek."

Ah, I'm poisoned, obviously her tone was flat, she just simply stated the facts, but I actually felt that the secret and cuteness in her words exploded.

I swallowed, and found my topic: "I want to know why you took those photos at that time."

She thought about it and said: "You know I used to be fat and liked to eat, so I don't like to talk very much. When I was in elementary school, I saw that my classmates liked to bully those who were fat. I thought at that time, should I be less talkative? , they won't pay attention to me, they won't bully me, it turns out that's true."

This sentence made me feel very distressed, I squeezed her hand, she looked at me and suddenly smiled: "Don't look at me like that, it's not as serious as you think, my childhood was pretty smooth."

I let out a long oh, and I can imagine that He Cheng is probably the kind of classmate in the last row who doesn't like to talk and has no sense of presence.

I smiled and heard her continue to say: "I have maintained this weight all the time. After studying hard in high school, I lost weight. One day I heard someone say that I am good-looking and asked me if I was interested. They wanted to give me I thought about it and agreed." She looked at me and tilted her head: "I wanted to know if I was really beautiful." After she finished speaking, she asked me with a smile: "Am I pretty?" Zhou Xiaoyi .”

I hahaha three times: "Are you kidding me, Department of Physics?"

After hearing this, she smiled deeper, and suddenly reached out to rub my hair.

I came out of her story, summed it up, and asked: "So, you took those shoots, just want to know, have you really become beautiful?"

She nodded.

I am surprised to Oh mouth.

This reason is really, goddamn cute.

After I clicked my tongue a few times, I watched her shake her head and sigh, and half-kneeled in front of her, "I found that I unlocked a lot of potential character designs of you tonight, so you are such a person."

She wondered: "Huh?"

I laughed: "It's hidden very deep, a female classmate with a story."

She smiled and looked into my eyes, which I interpreted as pampering.

She said: "If there is a story, my story will be all about you."

There is no moon in any night, and there is no bamboo and cypress anywhere, but there are few idlers, such as the two of us ** downstairs.

Already fascinated, I turned around and sat directly on her lap. Because of my weight, I heard her snort. I pinched her chin, looked at her with a smile, and gritted my teeth: "Fairy! Where did you learn it?" love story!"

She smiled lowly: "You taught."

I was angry: "Bold goblin, speak wild words!"

Her smile deepened, she reached out and rubbed my bangs vigorously a few times, and said with a smile in the corner of her eyes: "You are so cute."