Straight man strategy

Chapter 35

I gave wholeheartedly without complaint or regret, so as to maintain a more profound friendship. Today, when my defense line was finally broken and I showed my sincerity, I realized that the surroundings were full of "poisonous gas", and my sincerity was wrapped in steel. In an instant, it was corroded into scrap copper and rotten iron, which was useless.

The instigator was not Shao Yuwei, but Lu Simeng who bet with her.

She said he liked me, but it was her who hurt me too.

She's still crying, but I don't feel bad at all.

I turned around and strode out of the campus.She came after me and pulled my clothes.

"Yin Xiangyang, I'm sorry. One day Shao Yuwei came to me and said she wanted to make a bet with me 'will you get back together with her', you know, I like you, so I really want to know why you have not accepted it all this time Me, I really want to know if it's because of my own conditions or because of your sexual orientation." Lu Simeng argued with a choked voice.

"Aren't you bored?" I growled.

"Yeah, it's boring. Today's answer tells me that you, Yin Xiangyang, said that you like boys, but you still like girls... Therefore, the reason why you don't accept me must be because you are not tall enough. You look good, you don't speak well enough, your brain doesn't work well, your family environment is not good, you don't chase you often enough... I have a lot of problems..." Lu Simeng cried very sadly, her eyes were like springs, and tears kept gushing out.

I feel a little distressed, but now that I have been deceived, my heart hurts even more.

"Actually, after I saw you 'sleep overnight' with Shao Yuwei that day, I knew you would not be able to hold on, so I asked Hu Jiaqi to remind you not to get entangled with Shao Yuwei, or you would be the one who was sad, but you didn't listen."

"Lu Simeng, don't put all the responsibility on me, okay? If you like me, I should like you? Then I liked Gu Yaocheng back then, how could Gu Yaocheng ignore me and be with Hu Jiaqi? Simple and simple Isn't it good to be friends? Why do all the good shit come out to hurt me? Do you really like me? Also, this guy Hu Jiaqi is just abetting me to be with Shao Yuwei, okay?"

Faced with my questioning like a machine gun, Lu Simeng suddenly froze. She suppressed the tears welling up in her eyes, serious and angry:

"Yin Xiangyang, don't feel sorry for yourself. You were deceived by Shao Yuwei today because you asked for it. Who told you to like you so much and turn a blind eye to me, but you are interested in that kind of ruthless person."

So I asked for it?Is it all my fault?If you have nothing to do, you have to hurt yourself heartlessly, to see if you still feel pain, or if you are human?

I rushed out of the campus in a daze, wandering blindly on the street, my mind was so full of so many things that I couldn’t get out of any of the completed things, walking in the middle of this spring day, I don’t know Back home unconsciously.

It was still the endless darkness like the tide.I closed the door, didn't turn on the light, and sat on the ground weakly along the wall alone.

The sudden ringtone of the mobile phone pierced the silence of the night, and I was shocked.

——"If you are injured, I will be responsible for you."

That night on Mulan Mountain, what Gu Yaocheng said crashed into my muddy mind.

No, there is another person, not all the mistakes I made because I couldn't control myself, he also made mistakes.

I took out my phone, and saw that the three shiny words were swaying.

It was connected, but it was a little noisy over there, Gu Yaocheng's voice came through the radio waves abruptly, a little distorted, in front of him who was familiar, I accidentally let go of all my defenses, tears couldn't stop streaming down, clattering , wet the ground, and his voice choked.

"Hey?"

His voice came from the other end of the phone, as if you were beside me, very close to me, accompanied by your wet nose and fresh breath.

My pretended strength, anger, and resignation turned into incompetent frustration in an instant. Tears overflowed my eyes, my head hurts, my throat hurts, my eyes hurt... my heart hurts, I can't hold back my tears, how can I Just love crying so much?

Seeing that I didn't speak, the other end continued to ask: "Hello?"

"...Gu Yaocheng...you are responsible for me!"

"...?"

As if I had caught the only piece of driftwood, I vented my emotions: "It turns out that I am just a pawn in a gamble. It turns out that she said she loves me just to win a gamble. It turns out that my feelings are only worth 'one semester's homework'. It turns out that I am a big fool who feels sorry for myself..."

"..."

"I'm not reconciled, I'm very angry, but why are we still in the same class? Tomorrow, I have to pretend to be calm and walk into the classroom, ignoring her bragging about her 'achievements' in class, and then, listening normally, Doing homework, having fun with my classmates... because if I act hurt, I will give Shao Yuwei more talk, and I will be despised by more people who watch the show... But, I am obviously hurt..."

"..."

"Gu Yaocheng, you are right, not only you, but also Lin Zhihui and Hu Jiaqi are right, in my heart I really long to be loved, so when Shao Yuwei pursued me, I was just 'putting on a show'..."

"Where are you?" the man on the other end interrupted me.

"At home, why not 'g major'?"

"Okay, I'll come to you."

When I heard the doorbell and opened the door, a pair of strong arms held me into my arms. He wrapped around my body tightly and safely, making my tired, depressed, and sad body feel extremely comfortable.

But I pushed him away desperately——

Because this embrace does not belong to Gu Yaocheng, he does not have his unique fresh fragrance, he is very strange, filled with the aroma of nicotine.

I pushed him away, and found out that it was Teacher Gu Yaojie, Gu Yaocheng's older brother.

He made a face at me, then returned to seriousness.

Curiosity is greater than sadness, I was still in tears, but I stopped the tears all at once, this teacher has such an ability, let me temporarily forget who I am, what I am doing, and why he appeared here instead of Gu Yaocheng .

"...how is it you?" I asked hesitantly.

"Go." Without further ado, he dragged me out.

"Why?" I reluctantly waved my hand.

"go drinking."

I was shocked and pulled the door. I didn't expect Teacher Gu to be so crazy.

"Didn't you say that a 'kid' my age should sleep in bed with a doll at night?"

"Aren't you an adult?"

"But it's even more worrying to drink away your worries."

"Fart." He took my hand away from the iron door and closed it for me.

"It's over, I didn't bring the key." I cried sadly.

"Then don't come back today." Teacher Gu said firmly.

"Hey, do you really want to have a room with me?" I shielded my body in horror.

[044] Get drunk

044. Get drunk

Teacher Gu stopped and looked at me with a serious face. I knew there were deep tears in the corners of my eyes. He handed me a piece of toilet paper, and suddenly smiled lewdly, like a thug in a costume drama: "Do you want to? Brother, I I love you so much tonight."

I took the tissue and scolded: "Damn, you are a teacher, how can you..."

I didn't bring the key, my mother is on night shift tonight, no matter what, I won't be able to go home tonight, and I don't have any money or mobile phone with me, so I had to follow Gu Yaocheng's brother downstairs.He took me to the "g major" of "all walking genitals" that Gu Yaocheng said last time.Before entering the door, he straightened my hair that was messed up from crying, and brushed my cheek with his hand, itching.

Walking into the "G Major" again is similar to the scene four months ago, but this time, because there is Teacher Gu next to him, he has more calmness and confidence. The posture is bizarre.

He took me to sit at the round table in the back and asked the waiter to bring two dozen beers.

"Who comes here to drink beer?" I despised him dissatisfied.

"Look down on it? Then you treat me, the beer here is also very expensive, and based on my experience last time, you can only stay drunk with beer. I'm thinking of you, youknow?" He led me into the army.

I couldn't find any rebuttals for a while, so I had to shut up and look around. I found that not far from me, there was a pair of boys hugging and kissing each other, one sitting on the other, full of passion.

"So... Shao Yuwei actually pursued you just for a gamble?" Teacher Gu opened the beer brought by the waiter and handed it to me.

"Which pot is not open and which pot to lift." I took it weakly and took a sip.

He smiled slyly, showing his neat and white teeth, and he looked like a senior of my age: "As a teacher, it is my responsibility to understand the state of mind of the students."

"...Mr. Gu, can you stop talking about the teacher? If I treat you as a teacher..." I glanced at the two flirtatious men next to me who were kissing passionately, "It is impossible for me to come to this kind of place with you. "

"Then as a friend, and also as... the elder brother of Gu Yaocheng you like, you confide in me."

The words "Gu Yaocheng" were automatically blocked in my mind, and I said, "I can only say that I am a fool, and I was played around by her."

"I don't think you're the only one being tricked. Doesn't your good friend Lin Zhihui also believe that she really loves you? Doesn't your enemy Xia Shengfeng get abandoned by her? Doesn't your good friend Gu Yaocheng also support you being together?"

"Bring me Gu Yaocheng again! Mentioning him makes me angry, what kind of friend do you think he is..." I spat and downed a can of beer in one breath, "Obviously he said on the phone that he wanted to come to me, but After waiting for a long time, he didn't come and you fell down... Thinking about it this way, Mr. Gu, why did you come to my house? Why did you