Straight man strategy

Chapter 36

How would you know about me and Shao Yuwei?Did Gu Yaocheng tell you? "

"That's right, Gu Yaocheng told me to come and drink." After finishing speaking, Teacher Gu opened another can of beer for me without any excuse.

I was depressed and poured it into my body mechanically: "You get what you pay for, this beer is much smoother than the three or four yuan beer outside."

"Then drink more." He opened another can for me.

I smiled misty-eyed and said, "You really want to get me drunk to have a room?"

"Hey." He smirked sinisterly, "That's right."

"Cut..." This is the second time I drink beer in my life. I thought that beer would not be intoxicating, but just after drinking two cans, I felt my body began to feel hot, my stomach was a little swollen, my head became dizzy, and I wanted to cry again "I don't believe it, I don't believe you guys... No one in this world will love me at all, that Shao Yuwei lied to my feelings twice in a row..."

I cried unknowingly, choked up and said: "Gu Yaojie, tell me, why no one loves me? Aren't I very cute, kind, have good academic performance, and basically get along well with others?"

He looked at me quietly: "Yin Xiangyang, you are drunk... Let me tell you, you are excellent, you are No.1 in the class, and you are handsome and cute, right? How come no one loves you ?”

"Really?" I looked straight into his eyes, afraid that he would lie to me.

"It's true!"

I pushed him away in self-denial: "You lied, no one loves me, give me an example, who loves me except my mother?"

He moved to my side, wrapped his arms around my shoulders, and moved his fingers around my back blade: "I love you."

I blurted out: "Then kiss me!"

Normally, I would definitely not say what I just said [-]%.

The thing is, I'm kind of drunk at the moment.

While crying, he was talking nonsense without restraint.

So I saw Mr. Gu startled for a moment, then smiled cynically, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised, projected by the dim light, his handsome nose bridge had a perfect curve and silhouette, making him look mature and sexy.

He looks like Gu Yaocheng, with the same eyes, the same tone, I feel confused, he seems to be him, maybe the person sitting next to me has always been him... I am so confused, I can't tell who is who, Anyway, I closed my eyes gently and waited silently for him to lean down and kiss my lips.

The surrounding area is very noisy, heavy metal music is constantly beating; the surrounding area is also very quiet, I can clearly hear the loud noise of blood flowing.

"Let go of Yin Xiangyang!"

Gu Yaocheng's voice came out of nowhere, breaking through the "Silence" abruptly. I opened my eyes, and saw him forcefully break his brother's hand from my body, and glared at him angrily.

I pushed Gu Yaocheng away, and seeing his figure, I cried more violently for no reason, and said with a choked voice: "Gu Yaocheng, why are you here now? You said you would come to me right away after the phone call of……"

Gu Yaocheng noticed that I was crying, and my hands and feet were a little flustered. He stroked my shoulders: "Yin Xiangyang, are you okay? I just saw you called me after taking a shower, so I called you back, but no one answered. Feeling a bad premonition, I anxiously went to your house to look for you, but there was no one in your house, thinking maybe Gu Yaojie might have answered my call, so I came here..."

"So...it was actually Teacher Gu who answered the phone just now..." I admired myself for maintaining rational and logical thinking even though my head was dizzy and I was crying so hard.

Teacher Gu nodded as he had nothing to do with himself. I punched him angrily, and he stopped me, with a cynical smile still hanging from the corner of his mouth: "Student Yin Xiangyang, don't hit the teacher."

"Let's go, Yin Xiangyang." Gu Yaocheng pulled me, "Get out of here first."

The two of us walked out of the "g major" and wandered aimlessly by the river, surrounded by darkness, and occasionally there were dots of stars flickering on the river, like the reflection of the sky.

The night wind was blowing, blowing on his body, and he almost woke up from the wine.

Gu Yaocheng held my hand all the time, his hand was rough but warm, his nails were neatly trimmed, his fingers were slender and of the right size, he held my hand completely, and with the small rubbing of his fingers, a strange sense of security emerged. Breeding in my body.

[045] No one loves me

045. No one loves me

On the way, I roughly repeated the incident with Gu Yaocheng. He didn't comment, but just glanced at me with some pity.

Can I use the word "pamper"?He looked at me with "distressed" and "regretful" eyes at that time. Is it understandable that he was "distressed" because I was deceived by Shao Yuwei, and "regretful" because I didn't talk about friends and might try to intervene in him and Between Hu Jiaqi?

Finally, we wandered to the gate of the primary school I attended, walked in, and sat on the playground, facing the vast starry sky.

I got out the beers and opened a can for each of us.

He saw my dozen beers and smiled in surprise: "So, this is stolen from 'g major'?"

I took a sip, it was still ice-cold, and I was very refreshed: "Why do you use 'steal', you have to pay, it's just your brother who paid for it."

He lay down on the lawn, looking at the endless starry sky: "It seems that I have to take my mobile phone with me when I take a shower in the future, otherwise Gu Yaojie will steal my phone and call you again."

"You know, just now your brother told me—"

"What?" He raised his head and looked at me suspiciously.

I took a sip and said with a smile, "He said he loved me."

"You believe this too? Are you not afraid that he will lie to you like Shao Yuwei?" He satirized me angrily.

"Yeah, I'm afraid, that's why I hesitate and hesitate, choose and choose, but there are a group of selfish people who don't know what to say and instigate me." I also fought back.

"Who are you saying 'not knowing the so-called' and 'selfish'?" Gu Yaocheng seemed to think that I was mocking him, so he sat up and took a sip of his wine angrily.

"Who? That Lu Simeng kept saying that she loved me so much, as if she couldn't live without me, but just for a gamble, she betrayed me and let me be her back; and your dear little fairy Hu Jiaqi, Lu Simeng clearly asked her to tell me that Lu Simeng was making a bet with Shao Yuwei and told me not to be fooled, but your girlfriend betrayed her good friend Lu Simeng in order to consolidate and maintain her love and instigated me dating Shao Yuwei. Don't you think they are 'unknown' and 'selfish'?"

Gu Yaocheng repeated his confirmation thoughtfully: "You said that Hu Jiaqi really knew that Shao Yuwei was lying to you, but instead...'instigated' you to be with her?"

"It's not just her, okay? Are you the same?" I said angrily.

"Me?" he was surprised.

I drank the wine and nodded, the breeze was blowing on my face, very cool.

"Don't you think you know me very well, say that I actually like Shao Yuwei, let me accept her, yes, you are right, I still have feelings for her, it is the beautiful feeling of first love, you know because of love Is there hatred? So when I found out that she lied to me, I hated and felt so sad."

As I was talking, my eyes became hazy again, a layer of fog formed, and the next moment, tears poured out overwhelmingly.

"Don't cry, you boy, don't cry all the time." He said so, but he still held my shoulder, "As long as you don't care about her, there is nothing to be sad about."

My throat was rough, tears poured out of the bank, I sobbed and said: "If only I could not care, she is my first love... Do you understand what first love is? In novels, it is the most important thing in life." The most beautiful, purest, and most flawless relationship, but what about my first love? It was full of deceit, hurt, falsehood... and it happened twice in a row, spanning two years!"

"I understand all of this..."

"What do you know! Gu Yaocheng, you have to be responsible for me! On the night of the trip, you told me that if Shao Yuwei didn't love me, you would be responsible for me..." I shouted.

He looked at me bitterly, and took a sip of his wine: "Then what do you want me to do, how can you be responsible?"

"Ha ha."

With tears mixed in, I laughed at myself:

"Yeah, what can you do? Can you love me? It's impossible for you to love me...so I'm so uncute? No one loves me. Lu Simeng, who keeps saying she loves me, doesn't actually love me." I, even making a foolish bet with me, Shao Yuwei, that Lin Zhihui and Wang Dajin wouldn't love me, and your brother Gu Yaojie is obviously playing tricks... Gu Yaocheng, why do you think no one loves me?"

"Yin Xiangyang..."

Gu Yaocheng hugged me, slightly afraid of my back:

"Don't cry, don't cry... Do you know that? You are cute, excellent, powerful, good-spoken, capable, kind and friendly, cold on the outside and hot on the inside, and your appearance is very prominent among boys... How come No one loves you? I can talk to you every day at home, gossip about other people or argue about a certain matter, which will make me feel unprecedented happiness; your love for me once, maybe I was troubled for a while, But I fully appreciate your sincerity and bravery, your dedication and compromise. I like you to give me a massage, I like you to help me hold my phone and shirt when I play basketball, and I like you to explain me vaguely. Your eyes, I like your copying homework for me, I like your shyness after telling pornographic jokes..."

"Am I really that good?" I stopped my tears, looked straight into his eyes, the surroundings were too dark, I couldn't see the flickering things in his eyes, "You 'like' me so much, why can't you" love me?"

"Yin Xiangyang, don't worry about this problem, okay?" He said softly.

"Yeah, why should I ask such a simple question?