Kuai Chuan Zhi Won't Love You Again

Chapter 33

In the evening, after finishing the live broadcast, An Li leaned on a chair to rest a little tired.After drinking a cup of yogurt, he stared at the computer screen in a daze.The night was quiet, and after the busyness and frolicking, there was a lingering sadness lingering in my heart.

I don't know who is calling.An Li's first reaction was Su Nian'en. Recently, Nian'en would call herself whenever she had time, which made her both moved and inexplicably depressed.An Li picked up the phone and found that it was not Su Nianen, but An Lin who hadn't contacted for a long time.

"Brother?" An Li asked suspiciously, not understanding the purpose of the call.

"Dad's birthday is the day after tomorrow, so come back." An Lin was too lazy to talk, and went straight to the point.

"I have something to do the day after tomorrow, so I won't go there."

"What's more important than Dad?" An Lin said with a heavy tone, "Just for your little living expenses, come back the day after tomorrow."

An Li clenched the phone tightly, and said helplessly, "I know, I know, I will definitely go back."

An's father's birthday was not a big deal. During the day, he had a meal with a few good customers and friends, and then went home at night, waiting for his wife to cook.In An Li's impression, the relationship between father and mother is very good. Although they are married, the husband and wife have loved each other and lived harmoniously for so many years. Mother is not the kind of person who likes to care about every detail. For father's occasional drama, she is fine most of the time. He understood and lightly revealed that it was not that Father An didn't know how to cherish marrying such a wife who could live in the living room and in the kitchen. Because of this, the two of them lived in harmony and beauty, enviing others.

When An Li came home, her mother had just brought up the cooked fish, which was so fragrant that it whetted the appetite just by looking at it.An Li washed her hands and sat down, thinking about the simple but delicious meals in front of her, unconsciously putting aside the conflict with her father.

"You girl, look at your unpromising look!" An Li, who changed her look, looked very cute, shed the immaturity of the past, and made An Lin, who hadn't seen him for a long time, much happier.

"What's wrong with me, I just want to eat a meal made by my mother?" An Li stared and said angrily. Unfortunately, facing her imposing brother, her expression was like a child who has been wronged.

"All right, you eat, I won't fight with you." An Lin looked up at Father An, then pouted at her younger sister, with a funny expression on her face, "Speak."

"Say what?" An Li was puzzled.

"Talk to Dad!" An Lin made a mouth shape, and kicked her lightly with her long legs under the table.

An Lin gave him a white look.

"Dad," An Li put the fish into the man's bowl, "...Happy birthday!"

Father An put down his chopsticks and stared at her with his father's calm attitude, "When are you going to go home?"

"Whenever you cancel my engagement with Ning Chenzhou, I'll do whatever..."

"I canceled your engagement with Shen Zhou, how will you behave in the future? Besides, relationships can be cultivated. Look at your mother and I, we have been in a good relationship for so many years, and didn't you like him very much before? "

"I like him and he doesn't care about me!" An Li looked at the dishes on the plate reluctantly, "The past was the past and the present is the present. I don't want to play tricks, so why should he?!"

An Lin gave her a meaningful look, and suddenly said, "Xiao Li, you have to think that you can get rid of him, unless you have the capital to get rid of him." In other words, it's not that Ning Chenzhou is not good enough for An Lin. Li, but An Li is not good enough for Ning Shenzhou.An Lin's purpose is very simple, he doesn't want his sister to be a foolish person who loves first, he hopes she can have her own abilities, so that no matter who she likes and whom she marries, she can have her own independent life and judgment.The An family can support a daughter who likes to get into trouble, but her father will die and she will grow old. No one can accompany her to the end of her life.If one day, they are all gone, she can live proudly and recklessly.

"Anyway, I'm not going to marry...Mom..." An Li stomped her feet, and her previous problems appeared again.

"Don't marry, don't marry!" An Nu glared at the father and son, "What are you talking about eating? If you don't want to eat, go back to the house and sleep!"

Father An shut up, but he still couldn't hold back and added, "You said you liked Ning Chenzhou, I finally got you engaged, but now you don't like it anymore, where do you put my old face?! "

"I didn't do it on purpose!" An Li looked at him guiltily, "I'll go and talk to him, it will definitely make sense, anyway, he doesn't like me either!"

"Then you can solve it yourself. If you can't solve it, you can marry Shen Zhou." Father An took a few mouthfuls of food, looking calmer.

Alas, raising a daughter is more tiring than going through the ups and downs of the mall.

An Lin continued to eat, and was very satisfied with An Li who had awakened.Well, it's good to be able to get the hang of it, and I'll plan carefully in the future.

An Li really went to find Ning Chenzhou within two days, because An Li hurriedly threw Ning Chenzhou down to meet Su Nianen that day, An Li was somewhat embarrassed.But no matter how embarrassing, what should be said is still to be said, anyway, she doesn't like Ning Chenzhou, and after explaining her intentions, not only did she not feel sad, but she felt relieved.

"Since your accident until now, your whole person has changed a lot." Ning Chenzhou said with emotion, meaning something.

"Everyone will change!" An Li shrugged, with a look of indifference, "And after two life-and-death contests, I suddenly discovered that there are many important things in life. I can't just ignore the cherished and precious things around me just for my own happiness. people who care."

"Brother Shen Zhou, I know you don't like me. In fact, I just regarded you as an older brother. It was because I was too possessive and not really in love." Speaking of the past, An Li said clearly.

Before meeting Su Nian'en, she was just a willful and pampered rich girl, and she devoted all her heart and energy to loving someone who couldn't love herself.I have looked forward to, been sad, angry, and pleasantly surprised. In my short life, I was overwhelmed with ups and downs because of this man.She made mistakes that everyone in the world would make, but it was only because of the emotions that everyone in the world would have.That is love.

But so what?Looking back at An Li's life, it was extremely lively and lonely, but the stimulating and repetitive life of dozens of cronies and friends every day seemed glamorous, but in fact it was so disgusting that it made people despair.She also longs for the ordinary life of her parents, or the sweet and warm love of ordinary people, but love is so far away, she can't reach it while running.She is humble, desperate, and powerless.And An Li, who was born again, was brainwashed by her mother's hopelessness, she was used to the unpredictable changes in this world, and she no longer looked forward to love.

Meeting Su Nian'en was both an accident and a gift.Peaceful, grateful, happy, although he lost his father's support, he existed in this world dignifiedly and completely.Two people, two memories, two lives.They have become one and inseparable.She is her, she is her.She knew that she loved him.But now, no longer love.

Ning Chenzhou twisted his forehead, looking at An Li who looked calm across the way.She seemed to have grown up, and it seemed that she broke out of the cocoon and became a butterfly at that moment, completely separated from the domineering girl in her impression.He breathed a sigh of relief, put away the uneasy emotions in his heart, and said in a calm tone, "I will think about it and give you an answer in three days."

An Li didn't have the idea of ​​a quick solution to this matter, she nodded with a smile, as if she suddenly remembered something, raised her head suddenly, with a sweet smile, "Brother Shen Zhou, I know you have great powers, I have a little favor I need you, I don't know if you can...huh?"

Those expressions are really pitiful, wretched, and stupid.

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The favor An Li asked Ning Shenzhou to help was really just a trivial matter to Ning Shenzhou.An Li is looking for a sign language teacher who can tutor her in a short period of time and master sign language and mouth-synthesis.

Ning Chenzhou naturally wanted to ask the reason, but An Li didn't hide anything, but she spoke vaguely, just letting the other party understand the situation, and hoped that he could find some suitable candidates for her.Ning Chenzhou agreed quickly, and the two of them did invite a teacher to give tutoring at home. Under the perverted attack of the teacher, An Li started her new life.

The teacher that Ning Shenzhou helped to hire was male, his name was Wang Jin, and his name was just like his own.As the saying goes, 360 lines, every line is the champion, Mr. Wang explained his gold medal status very well.For example, the teacher who seems to be teaching sign language actually speaks eight languages ​​and is proficient in all kinds of things.In addition to strong ability, people are also very individual, as long as the class starts, there is no possibility of stopping.Of course, two results are excluded, one is that you have mastered it, and the other is that you die.An Li was very irritated at first, but when she thought about the tuition fees she had to pay, she had to endure the pain.What was even more painful was that Ning Chenzhou somehow persuaded Wang Jin to ask him to help him with English tutoring when he had nothing to do.An Li, whose English level has always been half-baked, felt Ning Shenzhou's deep "care" for her.Gritting your teeth and going to school, life is worse than death every day, heartbreaking every day, and you have to put on an amiable face to do live broadcasts, such days are really not too beautiful.

I don't know how long these days have passed. When An Li talked to Su Nianen who was carrying a small face, she found that she could understand Su Nianen's gestures, and if she looked closely at her mouth shape, she could more or less understand what she meant.The torture God gave her finally paid off, or in other words, An Li's guilt towards Su Nian'en was finally exported and released through this almost self-torturing method.

That was half a year later.At that time, An Li had broken off the so-called engagement with Ning Chenzhou.Because of Ning Chenzhou's help, the relationship between the two not only has no barrier, but it seems that they have returned to their childhood, quarreling and bickering at every turn, and revealing each other's old background when they have nothing to do. An Li has already used the tricks that children often use to play. Perfect.Also because of getting along with Su Nianen for a long time, Ning Chenzhou, who didn't get along very well with Su Nianen, had an intersection with Su Nianen again. The relationship between the two is not very close, but they can be regarded as good friends.

Life is so ordinary every day, so ordinary that people forget that Su Nianen once lost everything for a person, and that person is still carrying a heavy debt that cannot be repaid.A woman who smiles every day always makes people forget about fatigue and troubles, but never easily shows her fragility and sadness to others.

This injury is too serious, everyone who has seen it will be cursed by it.

Forever and ever, afraid of the light, but going to a warm place.

Su Nianen sat in the sun, gently sniffing the ordinary flower in her hand.In the distance, An Li's silver bell-like laughter scared away the sparrows on the willow branches.She stroked her already shriveled and weak legs, looked at her, and smiled faintly.

How nice would it be if we were like this a long time ago?