Black Powder Monologue Diary

Chapter 71 70

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Ji Shanye was surprised by Lin Yu's roommate's casualness, and just gave Lin Yu's things to a stranger he didn't know.But he still didn't speak, just walked to the table, observed everything in this room, and could easily find out which belonged to Lin Yu and which belonged to someone else.

However, it is not difficult.Separated from the aisle in the middle of the dormitory, the two sides of the room showed different styles. The side of the roommate was messy and disorderly. Except for computers, data cables and cigarette butts, there were no other things.On Lin Yu's side, everything was neatly categorized.

Ji Shanye understood a little bit why Lin Yu chose to move out with him.

There was Lin Yu's book on the table, and Ji Shanye flipped through it casually.He picked up a very ordinary notebook, thinking it was Lin Yu's notes in class, but after reading the first page, he knew it was not like that.

This is Lin Yu's diary.

Ji Shanye just took a look and wanted to close it.After all, peeking at someone else's diary is an immoral thing to do.

However, this is Lin Yu's diary.The diary contains words that Lin Yu has never told him, but Ji Shanye still can't let it go.

The roommate who was playing games at the back finally noticed something unusual. He turned his head and looked at Ji Shanye's earnest look at the notebook. He felt a little familiar, and asked, "Did I meet you somewhere?"

Ji Shanye realized that it was time for him to leave, closed the diary, and said to him, "I'll take away Lin Yu's stuff first, and I'll come over and pack the rest for him another day."

Perhaps because he was too guilty, when Ji Shanye walked to the campus, he always felt that there were many people around him looking at him.Then slowly, the people next to him really spotted him and took pictures with their mobile phones. His whereabouts to the university in city B were exposed on the Internet.

Ji Shanye wondered if Lin Yu had seen the news.Most likely not.The place where he is now is very remote. To connect to his own phone, he has to wait until he goes down the mountain to get a signal.What's more, Lin Yu might not even want to read his own news now.

From the perspective of never contacting the other party, Lin Yu is really a very qualified ex.

There is no one more cruel than him.

Ji Shanye finished reading Lin Yu's diary.

It took one night.

The next morning, when I closed the diary, it felt like a different world.

From the moment he saw the page where he was beaten by his father, Ji Shanye's heart was pulled.Including the following pages, Ji Shanye read it with his palms held tightly.

He never thought about Lin Yu's past like this, and he never mentioned it to himself.And I never thought of asking.

He didn't know who Lin Yu's friends were, and he had never met Lin Yu's teacher or parents.I haven't even visited the place where he lives.

Ji Shanye had never felt so frustrated before.Obviously he is the failed lover who has no sense of responsibility, only thinks about himself, but puts all the responsibility on Lin Yu.

Why would he think that they broke up because of external pressure, because Lin Yu was cruel and said he didn't like him anymore?

The real reason is just because of myself.It's because I didn't do a good job.

Good love can make the other party get happiness from it.It's just that Ji Shanye is a failed lover, and his love with Lin Yu didn't make Lin Yu feel happy from it.

He was still the one who didn't speak, the silent one.Because of his star status, he has to bear some unnecessary pressure.But he didn't understand Lin Yu at all, he just blamed him.

Ji Shanye decided to find Lin Yu where he worked.

But I didn't expect that I would see such a scene.

At the foot of Fuya Mountain, Lin Yu and the man beside him walked together, they stopped for a while at the entrance of the cinema, and then the man led Ji Shanye into the cinema.

Ji Shanye didn't go to the cinema, if he did, he would definitely be recognized by other people.

Ji Shanye stood far behind, watching the man go to buy a ticket through the glass window, and Lin Yu stood by and waited, and then they walked in one after the other.

They are like an ordinary couple in the crowd.They can go out to play together, fight in the crowd, eat together, and watch movies in the cinema together.

These were things that Lin Yu and himself had never done before.Ji Shanye knew that after being with him, Lin Yu would never enjoy an ordinary life, a worldly love.

Ji Shanye hid far away in the shadows outside wearing a mask and hat, waiting for Lin Yu and the man to come out, and then watched them leave again.

The man helped Lin Yu pick up the things at hand, and Lin Yu quietly followed him.

That scene seemed to be stinged with poisonous thorns, deeply piercing Ji Shanye's heart.

Before coming here, he was thinking about whether he would accept Lin Yu's proposal to get back together.Now it seems that it is really redundant, Lin Yu has already started his new life.

Whether it was before or now, the choice of a relationship has always been in Lin Yu's hands, not on his own.

Ji Shanye couldn't do such a thing as wishing Lin Yu a new happiness.

He was a preoccupied predecessor, but he didn't dare to appear in front of Lin Yu again.He was afraid that Lin Yu would hate him. After all, it was Lin Yu who initiated the breakup.

After breaking up, Ji Shanye really realized the feeling of loving someone carefully.

What an irony.

Lin Yu saw Ji Shanye sitting in the car at a corner of the school gate.

He didn't walk over immediately, but just looked at his silhouette from a distance.

The wind in April is very gentle, blowing on people's faces, making people's skin itchy.For a moment, Lin Yu thought he had returned to the past.

When they first started dating, Ji Shanye often drove to school to pick him up.When he didn't come, he waited quietly in the car, just like now.

Lin Yu saw Ji Shanye put the phone to his ear, and he was on the phone.After a while, Lin Yu's cell phone rang in his pocket.

He looked at Ji Shanye and picked up the phone.

"Haven't you come out yet?" Ji Shanye said.

"Soon." Lin Yu said.

"I'll wait for you at the school gate." Ji Shanye said, "Do you still remember my license plate number?"

"I know." Lin Yu said.

"I'll wait for you here." Ji Shanye said.

Lin Yu hung up the phone, looked at Ji Shanye quietly for a while, and then walked over.

"Fasten your seat belt." After getting into the car, Ji Shanye told him.

"Oh." Lin Yu turned to fasten it, but for some reason, the seat belt could not be moved.Ji Shanye took a look and reached out to help him: "The seat belt is stuck."

Lin Yu was very close to Ji Shanye, and Ji Shanye pulled out the belt, as if he wanted to help him tie it himself.Lin Yu hurriedly took it over without letting him do it: "I can do it myself."

He leaned over and buckled his seat belt into place.

"Let's go." Ji Shanye looked at him expressionlessly and started the car.

For some reason, Lin Yu felt that Ji Shanye was not in a good mood.Could it be that he felt that he was getting close to him just now?But I didn't let him tie it for me, why did I suddenly seem to have a different mood?