Difficult to heal

Chapter 23 Delusion

Lu Shu looked at the coin slot in front of him in a daze, and kept thinking about the scene just now.

It's not that he has never seen a man holding hands, he himself often pulls Qin Jiang at every turn.

But the actions and atmosphere of those two people are definitely not as simple as ordinary "brothers".

However, if Lu Shu was really asked to describe it, he felt short of words.

No matter what relationship is awkward, how to describe it can't be just right.

"Yan?" Chu Qinjiang had been tossing coins for a long time, and the display was still in the matching stage. He pinched Lu Shu's earlobe, "What are you thinking?"

There was a slight chill coming from the earlobe, Lu Su pulled away from his chaotic thoughts, and looked at Xiu Qinjiang beside him.

It seems that no matter when he talks to himself, his eyes are serious, and he can always detect his strangeness at the first time.

Lu Shu's heart was inexplicably settled at that moment.

"No." He smiled, indicating that he was fine, and put the coins into the machine, "Let's start."

Boys seem to have a natural sensitivity to things like games, no matter what kind, they can quickly get started by touching them.

Lu Shu kicked the gas pedal and drove the car out. While controlling the steering wheel with his left hand, he pressed the transmitter next to him with his right hand, and the rear of the car sprayed out flaming gas, and passed the first corner at super high speed.

But Xiu Qinjiang was a certain distance behind him, and after passing through the bend, he suddenly gave two kinds of accelerators, the yellow and red buffs, and the body rushed forward with a swish, and the car brushed against the road, and the two cars rubbed against each other , Scraped out a piece of sparks.

Lu Shu's body almost went off the track, and Xiu Qinjiang stepped on the accelerator calmly, leading by a large distance in an instant.

"Driving so aggressively." Lu Shu curled his lips and controlled the steering wheel, "Don't cry later."

Xuan Qinjiang smiled lightly.

.........

After 10 minutes, the two passed the finish line with a difference of 0.03 seconds, and Xiu Qinjiang won.

Lu Shu whistled, "Awesome."

"One more?" Xu Qinjiang asked.

"No." Lu suddenly stood up and stretched his shoulders, "There are more in the back, play slowly."

The two came to the shooting area.

Lu Shu picked up the submachine gun, weighed it in his hand, and asked, "Compared with the number of heads?"

"Another way." Xiu Qinjiang raised his gun and aimed at the screen, "Compare the blood volume."

There is no drug spraying link in this game. If the blood is gone, people will be gone, and you can't hide from monsters. Monsters will attack whether you shoot them or not.

Lu Shu snapped his fingers: "Come."

After three rounds, Xiu Qinjiang's HP was 21, and Lu Shu's HP was 23.

The two looked at each other, no one was talking nonsense, and they turned to the shooting area at the same time.

After throwing the coins, immediately start throwing them one by one.

At first, the hit rate was not high, but the two of them became more and more handy as they got to the back, and the counter numbers gradually increased.

In the end, at 29:30, Xiu Qinjiang narrowly won.

Then, without further ado, they went to the next place, as if they regarded the game hall as some kind of man's self-esteem competition scene, as long as it was a game that could tell the difference, they played it all over.

After playing non-stop for four hours, Lu Shu finally felt a little hungry.

He leaned on the fishing plate and said lazily: "Brother, I'm hungry, I'll eat tonight—what are you looking at?"

Looking along the line of sight of Xiu Qinjiang, the corner of Lu Shu's mouth twitched.

The former was concentrating on the dance machine in front of him, on which a man and a woman were dancing a dance by a certain Korean girl group, twisting like twists and turns, enthusiastic and passionate, and Xuan Qinjiang's eyes were full of eagerness to try.

"..."

Every cell in Lu Shu's body began to emit a red alarm, and he immediately pulled Xiu Qinjiang out.

Su Qinjiang staggered a step: "Yan, I—"

"Don't even think about it." Lu Shu turned his head to stare at him, and said firmly, "Unless I die."

Chu Qinjiang sighed regretfully.

Far away from the dangerous area, Lu Shu felt relieved, "I'm going to the bathroom."

Xiu Qinjiang: "I'll go too."

There were a lot of people in the bathroom, so Lu Shuo was the first to line up, and after finishing work, he stood outside and waited while playing with his mobile phone.

This is a shopping mall building, where you can eat, drink, and have fun. Every weekend, there are huge crowds of people. There is a crying child next door. The road is too noisy, so I stand near the safe passage.

The iron door of the safe passage was not closed tightly, and a crack was opened. He got close, and after a while, he vaguely heard one or two strange voices coming from inside.

When I listened intently, it seemed that someone was groaning for help, but it was very faint, which sounded more like an illusion, and it was too noisy outside to distinguish clearly.

After thinking for a few seconds, Lu Shu chose to push open the white iron door.

The iron door made a small creaking sound, which made people's heart skip a beat for no reason.

He took a few steps in, but before he could let go of his hand on the door, his footsteps stopped abruptly, and his pupils shrank suddenly.

The corridor was dark, and a small piece of light leaked in from behind the door, and sprinkled in the stairwell, adding a bit of ambiguous and crazy color to the scene in front of me for no reason.

The two teenagers who had just met each other in a hurry hugged each other tightly at the corner of the dark stairs, their lips stuck together, the kiss was inseparable.

Probably because he was too involved, he didn't even notice that someone opened the door.

The quiet air is filled with intertwined and chaotic breathing, and the light and shadow float and sink, outlining a half-lit and half-obscured world, like a dangerous taboo land, few people dare to set foot on it.

As if something exploded in Lu Shu's mind, he withdrew his hand like an electric shock and backed out.

In an instant, loud and noisy voices poured into his ears like a tide, but Lu Shu's brain buzzed endlessly, which became a barrier to isolate all the movement and movement, leaving only the lingering and charming picture.

The picture is firmly fixed in the mind like a nail. At this moment, the obsession that was buried deep in the ground tore off the last shackles and broke through the ground, crazily entangled in every inch of the bone, and mercilessly crushed the illusion of self-deception.

Lu Shu sank into it, like a drowning person, unable to catch anything.

What a security door pushes open is not someone else's privacy, but a delusion that he dared not utter for years.

Thinking day and night like walking on thin ice, even cheated himself.

Using my brother's name as a cover.

Seven years as one day.

He had planned for Xiu Qinjiang for a long time, and it was an unrealistic wishful thinking.

—

When Xiu Qinjiang came out of the bathroom, he didn't see Lu Shu, and he couldn't find it after searching around.

He made a phone call.

After waiting for the sound for a long time, it was not picked up until a few seconds before the automatic hangup.

Lu Shu's tone was light, and he seemed alienated on the phone: "Hello."

"Where are you?" Xu Qinjiang was obviously anxious.

"The sixth floor, the entrance of the barbecue shop."

Xuan Qinjiang immediately said: "I'll come right away, don't move."

"Ah."

Lu Shu hung up the phone, put his hands on the glass fence, and looked into the crowd on the upper and lower floors of the mall. This overlooking angle made everyone look several times smaller.

He looked aimlessly for a while, and the sound of footsteps behind him came from far to near, followed by the panting voice of Xiu Qinjiang: "Yan, why, don't you wait for me?"

Lu Shu half-lidded his eyes, turned around after a while and said, "What are you running for?"

"I can't find you." Xu Qinjiang slowed down for a while, his breathing gradually became steady, "I'm worried."

"I won't lose it." Lu Shu picked up a bottle of water at his feet and handed it to him, "Drink some. Do you want to eat barbecue?"

Xiu Qinjiang stared at him for a while, not understanding why it took so long to go to the bathroom, Lu Shu became depressed.

Lu Su met his eyes, then moved away again, unscrewed the cap of the bottle and said, "Don't be dazed, drink some."

Xiu Qinjiang took it, took a few sips and said, "You're not happy."

Then asked: "What's wrong?"

Lu Shu lowered his eyes again, well concealing the passing emotions, turned around and said, "I'm hungry, go in."

Xiu Qinjiang's lips moved, but he didn't say anything after all, and replied, "Yes."

During the meal, Lu Shu didn't speak the whole time, and even lost his mind from time to time, and burned the food several times. Xu Qinjiang kept cleaning up the mess for him, and finally simply put the barbecue on his side to stop him from moving.

They didn't know what to eat for a meal, so they took a few mouthfuls casually, and the two went home.

Lu Mingheng was out socializing, and Shen Han was at home alone. When he saw the two of them coming back, he asked with concern, "Have you eaten yet?"

"I ate, I ate barbecue." Chu Qinjiang said, "Where's Auntie?"

"I lost weight today, but I gained a little weight recently." Shen Han said melancholy.

Xiu Qinjiang disagreed and said, "It's very thin, so there's no need to lose weight."

Shen Han smiled: "It's still my family, Qin Jiang, who has a sweet mouth."

Lu Shu didn't say a word, and went to the room to get a change of clothes.

Shen Han followed him into the bathroom, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong with Yanyan? Did you two quarrel?"

Xiu Qinjiang shook his head, a little depressed: "He is not happy."

"You adolescent children, there are always a few days of unhappy every month." Shen Han enlightened him and said, "It's okay, if he is eccentric, just ignore him. Have you had enough for dinner? He probably doesn't have the mood to eat like this Things, can I get you some more?"

"Don't eat, I'm not hungry."

After Xu Qinjiang finished speaking, he entered his room.

Shen Han glanced at the bathroom, then at the room, smiled and shook his head.

Teenage boys.

Really interesting.

—

Lu Shu wiped his hair casually with a towel, picked up the water glass and took a sip of water.

He stared at the mobile phone on the desk, considering whether to send a message to Xiu Qinjiang that he would not pass tonight.

After being stunned for a while, he felt that it was unnecessary, and it seemed that he was too hypocritical.

In order to prevent himself from thinking wildly, Lu Shu turned off his mobile phone, threw it on the bed, opened his homework, and plunged into the sea of ​​questions.

It was less than two hours after finishing all the homework. Lu Shu took note of the time, and it was still early, so he took out another physics problem to brush.

His physics can't be regarded as bad in the traditional sense, but it is indeed worse than that of Xiu Qinjiang, who is in a state of terror. With a score of 110, he can only get [-] to [-].

Lu Shu browsed through the question stems, and his subordinates wrote the formulas subconsciously, and their minds flew to another room early.

Has Xiu Qinjiang finished his homework?

If he didn't pass by, would he think too much?

Did Xiu Qinjiang see something?

I didn't see why you didn't look for him?

Not even a message.

Su Qin Jiang....... Su Qin Jiang......

Clap!

All the books on Lu Shu's table were swept to the ground, he put his elbows on the table and grabbed his hair, with an irritable expression.

There was a hint of fear in the irritability.

How crazy is he, crazy enough to like men.

The brother who is so crazy that he likes to spend time with him day and night.

That is Xiu Qinjiang.

It was Xiu Qinjiang, not anyone else.

Lu suddenly kicked his foot on the desk, and the chair slid far away, making a sharp and unpleasant noise.

He is really crazy.

.........

When the door was opened, there was a mess at Lu Shu's feet.

After a pause, Xiu Qinjiang immediately walked over to help him pick up the dropped books, and tidy up the table by the way.

Lu Shu rubbed his face indiscriminately, and said as calmly as possible: "Why are you here?"

"Make up lessons." Xiu Qinjiang looked at him for a moment, "Forgot?"

Feeling the cold gaze above his head, Lu Su felt a burst of unreasonable depression in his heart, "Today is not in good condition, another day."

"You didn't come before." Xuan Qinjiang lowered his voice.

Lu Shu turned his back, let out a mouthful of dirty air, and tried his best to ignore the suppressed emotions.

"I want to be alone, get out."

He remained where he was.

"Why don't you go?" Lu Shu asked with his back turned to him.

Xiu Qinjiang dragged a chair and sat next to him, "You are not happy tonight, I want to accompany you."

Lu Shu lowered his head and wrinkled his nose.

I have worked very hard, but the sourness still keeps pouring out.

Lu Shu, you are so fucking hypocritical.

"No, go out."

"Yan." Xiu Qinjiang straightened his messy hair, his movements were very gentle, but his tone was full of disappointment, "I don't know why, you are very sad. But I can, apologize to you."

"Sorry, don't, ignore me."

Lu Shu half-closed his eyelids, there was a faint trace on his collar quietly, and his heart seemed to be splashed with corrosive agent, the pain was unbearable.

He never responded, and Su Qinjiang knew that today was not going to happen, so he left a sentence of "I'll find you tomorrow", turned and left the room.

Lu Shu raised his head and closed his eyes.

He thought that if Xiu Qinjiang could be a little bit worse, he would be able to possess him with peace of mind.

If Xiu Qinjiang was not Xiu Qinjiang, he might be able to confess his love like Zhang Chichi.

But his elder brother, the person he likes, happens to be Xiu Qinjiang.

He was so unbelievably good.

It even makes people feel that it is an insult to be stained with even a trace of such feelings.

How dare he drag Xiu Qinjiang in.