don't you regret

Chapter 36

When Zhuang Song went up to his own floor, the slanted raindrops sprinkled on the window glass, and the red and orange lights scattered, creating a colorful dream for the city.

The flowers were returned, but the night light was still held.

After entering the house, put the night light on the cabinet at the door, plug in the electricity, the outline of the fat cat has orange frizzy sides, and the pattern of lazily licking its paws with a smile is hardly exquisite, but it matches the simple lighting effect just right. Soft and warm.

Looking down from the window, this angle can just see the gate of the community.

Someone was holding an umbrella and holding flowers, standing there as if being drenched by the rain.

Zhuang Song sighed softly, whistled, and the tabby cat jumped out of the cat's nest with a "meh", voluntarily jumped onto Zhuang Song's shoulder, and then slid down to his arm, revealing its warmth and softness The kitty jaws to rua.

"Is this person annoying?" Zhuang Song scratched the kitten's chin with his fingertips.

The kitten narrowed its eyes: "Meow——"

Zhuang Song took it as his agreement.

In terms of feelings, my heart is indeed as still as water, but the weight of memories is still there.

Including the moment when he heard Gu Yi's confession just now, Zhuang Song's mentality was actually very unstable.

Because of the phrase "like", it is easy to set off the part that made Zhuang Song painful in the past and made him unable to figure out.

Zhuang Song always wanted to ask Gu Yan why he teased him if he didn't like it, but the answer was that he liked it at all.

This can be called a kind of black humor.

For such a long time, if Gu Yi said this earlier, they might have developed many kinds of postures on the bed, but Gu Yi had to delay until this time, until Zhuang Song gave up, even what is "emotional" Forgot all about it, and ran over eagerly to see him, had dinner with him, gave him flowers and said he liked it.

Not worth the money at all.

It's not comforting at all, it's just dumbfounding, it's not bad if you don't hate it.

"How can you be such a dog." Zhuang Song asked the kitten.

The kitten moved its ears: "Meow~~"

"Well." Zhuang Song said, "I know you agree with me."

Not only the kitten agrees with the conclusion that Gu Di is a dog, but also Gu Di agrees.

Looking at Zhuang Song's back, he was thinking about what kind of idiot he is. Of course, he has asked himself this question many times.Can't give a definite answer either.

It's just that he wakes up too slowly and understands everything too late.

Gu Yi knew that Zhuang Song didn't like him anymore, at least not now. Although it was painful to admit this fact, he knew that if Zhuang Song still liked him, those nodding and smiling forgiveness would not come so easily.

He knew what he had done in the past, neither his ego nor the words he said were something that could be quickly forgotten, and even he himself had to contend with his old self over and over again as he tried to change.

People who have liked it for seven years don't like it anymore, and it's not so easy to think about rekindling the old relationship.

But Gu Yan didn't intend to give up.

Gu Yi still had the ticket stub in his pocket. He originally booked a later long-distance bus today, but it rained and that bus was cancelled. He had to buy a ticket from someone else at a high price.

Also because it was my first long-distance ride, I couldn’t find a seat, everything was unfamiliar, and my movements were slow, so I was sprayed like the third grandson by the passengers and conductors on the bus.

Also motion sickness.

He also waited outside the freight station from [-]:[-] p.m. to [-]:[-] p.m., afraid of missing Zhuang Song, so he didn't drive away to have a bite of food.

For Gu Yan, who has been admired by others since he was a child, and who is used to being arrogant, every detail of the whole incident is unbearable.

Curled up in the cramped last row of seats in the long-distance bus, I was hit on the head repeatedly by the crumbling luggage rack.

The old man in the front seat unscrupulously took off his socks to dry his feet, and he couldn't open the window on rainy days. Gu Yan was about to suffocate. He tapped him on the shoulder and asked if he could calm down, but the other party gave him a blank stare: "The car belongs to your family?"

During the whole process, Gu Yi thought with a dark face countless times, what the hell did I have to suffer from this kind of pain.

But in the end, because he wanted to see Zhuang Song, he endured it all.

So there is nothing unbearable.

In the past few months, Gu Yi has dreamed of Zhuang Song countless times. In his dreams again and again, he thinks about Zhuang Song again and again. More importantly, he knew how much he liked Zhuang Song.

I like it so much that I am willing to be called a grandson by a stranger just to meet this person. It doesn't sound like a big deal, but to Gu Yi, it is really breaking the principle.

So he has to go after it.

It's okay to pursue it anyway, it's okay to be rejected anyway, and it's okay to admit it all the time.

He has been stupid for a long time, and he will not let go this time.

So Zhuang Song soon received a text message from Gu Di.

That's right, it's still a text message, because WeChat is still on the blacklist.

- Gu Yan: Don't blackmail me

-Gu Yi: QAQ

Zhuang Song: "..."

I also specially found a kaomoji to show cuteness, right?

Zhuang Song is not such a heartless person, not to mention that the relationship between him and Gu Di is much more relaxed now than it was three months ago. There was no blacklist then, and there is no need to blackmail now.

It's not Xiao Zhou's kind of relationship where "I thought they were just ordinary friends, but you have unreasonable thoughts", so I have to keep a distance. The relationship between the two of them has passed that stage, and the current Zhuang Song belongs to the one who can laugh at everything .

- Zhuang Song: Don't pull black.

- Gu Yan: Can you block your colleague by the way?

-Jonson: ?

-Gu Yi: Just kidding QAQ

- Gu Yan: Then can you release my WeChat from the blacklist?

-Jonson:...

- Gu Yan: When I didn't say

Gu Di didn't keep pestering Zhuang Song to send messages, let alone act cute all the time.

Even the frequency of sending messages is not as high as before they quarreled, the naked eye can see that they are afraid of Zhuang Song's annoyance.

But after more than an hour, I still couldn't help but sent another one.

- Gu Yan: Can I still watch your live broadcast from now on?

-Jonson: Up to you.

After thinking about it, I added it.

-Jonson: But I should not broadcast it much.

Originally, the live broadcast was because Xiao Zhou called Zhuang Songkai, and Zhuang Song broadcast it to fans, but Xiao Zhou suddenly came to confess with one hand, so it was naturally impossible for Zhuang Song to broadcast it to him again.

As for the other person who watched his live broadcast, 0067, a good guy, and still a suitor, this live broadcast was quite embarrassing.

...It is still strange to describe Gu Di as a "suitor" now.

But anyway, Zhuang Song doesn't like to show his face very much, so there is no reason to live broadcast.Although he felt a little pitiful for rejecting Gu Yan like this, Xiao Zhou was also rejected, and he had to be treated equally.

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Zhuang Song was a little worried that his personal affairs with Xiao Zhou would affect his work, but fortunately, it didn't.

Although the contact with Xiao Zhou can be seen with the naked eye, but after staying for more than four months, I have become familiar with other colleagues. The masters in the station will invite Zhuang Song to eat like a little apprentice, and Zhuang Song is fair and well-behaved. , so few words, he is still a technician, and he pleases the elders from all angles.

The only impact is that the number of suppers has decreased, but he doesn't care too much.

Xiao Zhou probably knew that what he had done was wrong. Facing Zhuang Song's cowardice, he didn't go up to the God of Claw and shouted, not daring to add any obstacles to him.

On Gu Yi's side, the WeChat friends still haven't been added back. Although Gu Yi confessed, he didn't do anything outrageous or say anything outrageous except that night.

Thank goodness he didn't.

Although Zhuang Song said with a smile, "I believe you are seriously changing", but if you want to ask him seriously whether he really believes, Zhuang Song can only refuse to answer.

Because I don't think about it, there is no need to imagine it, but a person who has been like this for seven years has changed in more than three months. Is it realistic?Not very realistic.Gu Yi has never been bad, what hurts people is his capriciousness, his arrogance and impatientness, and his temper is as big as your father's greatest strength.

Didn't you almost hold back your urgency at the dinner table that day?

——Although it was because of being wronged.

But whatever.

Without the daily supper session, there will be more time to play games. My good friend Xiaohan, who is burning under the sun, has recently made a breakthrough. Every day, he pulls Zhuang Song's wild assistant in a double row. He plays the live broadcast, but Zhuang Song does not.Xiaohan himself was the champion of the last anchor contest, so he was a bit hot, and many people came for Zhuang Song.

In a blink of an eye, it was the weekend again, and they discussed opening Wuhei.

Went to the first district, shook people, the scorching sun and the capital of Hezhi came, and there was still a mid laner.

Because Xingxing was preparing for a research certificate, he couldn't come.

"Call an acquaintance, the live broadcast needs the effect of the program." Lie Yang said, "Is there any in your list?"

"I'll look for it—" Xiaohan said, and Zhuang Song's text message dinged.

-Ten-year-old players are proficient in all positions, can work part-time, can be called on call, have a good attitude, can be dumb and can be a chatterbox, and can interact with the opposite party at any time if necessary. Level does not limit the number of messages account, the boss will give a chance

-[A picture of a single page MVP in play]

Zhuang Song thought in amazement, big data is now so powerful that it is possible to chat in the live broadcast room one second, and directly push advertisements in the accompanying play store the next second?

Look at the phone number again.

Oh.

- Zhuang Song: Farewell, I don't have time to interact with you.

- Gu Yan: It's okay, you don't need to interact

- Gu Yan: Take me with you

-Jonson: There is no ADC position for you

-Gu Yi: It’s okay, I’m a pentathlon

- Gu Yan: You can still rub my popularity, just rub it casually

- Gu Yan: Although you don't need

-Gu Yi: But don’t you Xiaohan need it?

Zhuang Song was silent for a while.

-Jonson: Have you made up your mind?

- Zhuang Song: Are you not angry if you don't know each other well?

- Gu Yan: Never get angry

-Zhuang Song: I can wrap up with the scorching sun.

- Gu Yan: ...

Then sent another string.

-Gu Yi: I will be a cow and a horse for you two, grab it at level 2, grab it at level 3, and grab it at level 4

- Gu Yan: I will go wherever you point

-Gu Yi: Give him the head

-Gu Yi: The blue buff is for you

- Gu Yan: If you dare to get angry, you will be banned forever by Super Management tomorrow.

Zhuang Song stared in a daze, thinking that this is Gu Yi, who can only be C in the whole team?

At this time, the opposite party seemed to suddenly remember to maintain a cute tone, so he added this:

-Gu Yi: QAQ